Broken Moon of Tibetan Love

Ling Qing and Ruan Suxue stayed in the small town for a day or two before going on the road again.

Ruan Suxue kept her face fierce, so Ling Qing didn't dare to talk to her, but just sat in front and drove the carriage obediently.

Ling Qing knew that he had said something wrong, and in front of a doctor, and at the same time a doctor who was about to be a mother, said that he didn't want the child, no wonder he got angry and ignored him.

What's more, Ruan Suxue even said, you don't want this child, give it to me after birth, and I will raise him as my own child!You all want to protect me and Jingyue's flesh and blood, but how can you be so cruel to your own children?

Ling Qing didn't reply to her.

It's not that he is cruel, it's just that he is the only one who hides this dark feeling. It's a mistake that this child shouldn't come, and the only way he can save it is not to let this mistake continue go down...

Thinking of this, Ling Qing touched her abdomen, trying to feel the weak existence that had taken root in her body, but maybe it was still early, so there was no movement.

There are few people along the way, and I stopped and stopped for a few days. At the junction of Jizhou and Yuzhou, there is a relatively prosperous post city.

After finishing packing her luggage in the inn, Ling Qing looked at the sky and wanted to ask Ruan Suxue to come out for dinner. As soon as she turned around, she saw Ruan Suxue pushing the door in with a bowl of something.

Ruan Suxue's face was still icy, she didn't speak, she walked in with the things in her hands, walked to the table, and then put the bowl in her hand on the table, "This is medicine for women, I don't know Did it work for you?"

Ling Qing looked over and saw the thick black concoction rippling in circles in the white porcelain bowl, of course he understood what it was...

Ruan Suxue just stood quietly watching him, Ling Qing slowly walked to the table with her hands down, then lowered her head and stared at the bowl of things on the table.

"After drinking it, the child will come down." Ruan Suxue said coldly.

Ling Qing didn't reach out his hand immediately, but looked at the bowl of soup and medicine that was emitting white smoke, he hesitated for a while before picking it up, but it seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and the hand holding the bowl seemed uncontrollable, trembling. superb.The face reflected in the ink-black concoction was distorted by the tremor of the water surface.

A voice knocked beside his ear: drink it, the child will be gone, drink it, and Yan Yunlie's child will be...

While the voice echoed, images flashed in my mind—the first meeting on the post road six years ago, the first acquaintance at the foot of the dusty mountain six years later, the two joking and fighting on the way to find the pharmacist, picking up the king. Yamashita listened to him tell the touching story, and the wanton indulgence of those days on Tianjue Mountain.

The hand holding the medicine bowl trembled more and more, and the soup splashed out, smearing and melting like ink on his white clothes.

Ling Qing kept saying in her heart: I'm sorry, I can't keep you, I'm sorry, I really can't keep you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

The soup was handed to his lips, and suddenly he felt a strong unwillingness to rise from the bottom of his heart. In an instant, warm liquid filled his eyes, and his eyes were filled with a white mist. Even his stomach, which should be calm, felt weak kick.

You don't want to either?

but……

Ling Qing gritted her teeth, raised her head and opened her mouth abruptly, then tilted her hand──

The bitter liquid rushed down the throat, poured too quickly, a lot of it overflowed from the mouth, Ling Qing was choked up and coughed for a while, finally regained her breath, and her eyes fell on the bowl dumped on the table .

The white porcelain bowl was empty, and the remaining concoction was winding down the side of the bowl, like tears.

Her mouth was filled with the bitterness of herbs, Ling Qing stared blankly at the bowl, and realized that the child would soon be gone...his and Yan Yunlie's child...

Ling Qing suddenly covered her mouth with her hands, with an expression of disbelief on her face, she shook her head, as if the strength supporting her whole body was suddenly taken away, her body slid down to the ground bit by bit... Finally, she squatted on the ground, Burying her face in her knees, her shoulders twitched and trembled.

Ruan Suxue, who had been watching coldly, stepped forward only now, bending slightly.

"Ling Qing, do you have any regrets?"

Ling Qing shook her head, but her shoulders trembled even more.

How could he not regret it?

He regretted it so much that he even wanted to die... That was his child, although it came out of nowhere, it was still a lump of flesh growing on his body.

As Ruan Suxue said, she traveled thousands of miles to save other people's wives and children, but she was so cruel, selfish, and presumptuously arbitrarily deprived of her children's right to live in this world.

Just because he didn't dare to face this feeling, just because when he thought of the words Yan Yunlie, he shrank back timidly and suffered a lot.But Yan Yunlie didn't even know who he was, how could he know that there was a child connected by blood in this world?

Ruan Suxue still lowered her waist, "Ling Qing, but your reaction doesn't look like you don't regret it at all..."

Ling Qing's body trembled heavily, as if struck by lightning, then slowly raised his head, the corners of his eyes were red.

He raised his head and looked at Ruan Suxue like this, almost lost his mind, and he opened his mouth after a while, as if he was struggling to make a sound, which was extremely hoarse.

"I regret... Madam Qi..." Ling Qing's voice was full of despair, "I knew from the beginning that I would regret it...but...but I have no other choice...

"He didn't know at all... He never knew that there was a person named Ling Qing in this world, and he didn't know that this person named Ling Qing missed him, thought of him, liked him, and even had sex with him, It is impossible to know that there is still a child!"

In the end, he almost shouted hysterically. He is no longer afraid of being known by Ruan Suxue, nor is he afraid of being laughed at. He can even give up his own child. What else in this world is worth protecting?

Ruan Suxue sighed softly, reached out and touched Ling Qing's head, "Silly boy... If you regret it, I will change the medicine..."

Ling Qingshui's wet eyes were dazed for a moment, and then the brilliance gathered bit by bit, gradually brightened, and finally dispelled the grief and regret, and at the same time, contained deep gratitude.

The child finally stayed.

Ling Qing declined Ruan Suxue's proposal to adopt the child, saying that she would find a place where no one knew to give birth to the child, and then bring her back to Wanyue Villa.This is his Ling Qing's child, and he will be the young owner of Wanyue Villa in the future. He wants to watch the child grow up. Although he may not be able to give the child a mother, he will try his best to be the best father.

Regarding his decision, Ruan Suxue didn't say much. The young man who took off his cloak and smiled shyly in the desert has matured a lot.

In the blink of an eye, at the end of autumn, the fallen leaves are bleak, and the Qingyun Villa is inevitably a bit chilly.

A young man passed by on the corridor carrying tea. The villa is quite big, and it takes a few cups of tea to walk from the east end to the west end, but after a long time, he found a shortcut.The little servant was about to step into Hanyuan, when he was suddenly grabbed and carried out by the collar.

"What are you doing? What are you doing?" the boy asked angrily.

"Hush──" the person who carried him out covered his mouth, "You don't want to live anymore?! King Anyang is talking with the owner of the villa inside. The old rules, no one can step into Hanyuan, otherwise── ─Crack!" He made a gesture of wiping his neck.

The boy stuck out his tongue and turned around quickly, because there was a precedent, so he knew that this matter was not a joke.But the king of Anyang is strange, not only come here to wander around from time to time, but also like to talk about things in their owner's bedroom. Is there anything special in the owner's bedroom?

The two servants left in a hurry.

At this time, from Hanyuan's wing room, there was a deep panting sound through the door.

In the room, wisps of green smoke rose slowly from the golden toad purple sand incense burner burning sandalwood. The warm sandalwood fragrance was mixed with a strong sense of love. Two figures overlapped on the bed, their clothes half faded, Presents a beautiful scene.

Dongli Muyun knelt on the bed, his wrists were bound and hung up by a red rope as thick as a little finger, his upper body was forced to hang in the air with only his knees resting on his strength.At this moment, his hair was in a loose bun, his eyes were closed, his bare chest was covered with mottled red marks, his expression of excitement and pain intertwined distorted the originally very handsome facial features.

The Tartars behind him walked around him with one hand, and the tiger's mouth was stuck on his throat, tightening slightly.

"Mmhmm!" The suffocation caused by poor ventilation made Dongli Muyun's body tense involuntarily, this move was exactly what the people behind him needed.

King Anyang rested his other hand on the bed, slammed his body a few times, and let out all the scorching liquid in Dongli Muyun's body with a low growl.

After venting, King Anyang let go of the hand pinching Dongli Muyun's neck, and the weak desire slipped out of Dongli Muyun's body, with a thin thread attached to the top, gurgling white and turbid down Dongli Muyun's leg.

King Anyang glanced at it, raised the corners of his lips as if he was satisfied, leaned down and took a bite on Dongli Muyun's shoulder, and bit down hard, leaving a bloody tooth mark when he let go.

Dongli Muyun only lowered his head and gasped for breath, and fell onto the couch as soon as the restraints on his hands were loosened.Although he had vented twice in the affair just now, to him, it was more like being abused than seeking pleasure.

King Anyang grabbed a handkerchief, wiped his sweat and bodily fluids briefly, and put on his clothes calmly, "The person sent came back with news that he had seen him with a woman with a big belly in Yuzhou. They were together, but they lost their whereabouts after a short time, it seems that he was careful enough."

Dongli Muyun lay on the couch without making a sound, and only spoke after a while, with a hoarse voice, "He has his own intentions in not telling me where he is. The prince is too worried."

King Anyang hooked the jade belt hook, and he has returned to his well-dressed, refreshed, with a smile on his face, "Of course this king doesn't like to worry..." After a pause, he continued: "This king only likes to fuck the current martial arts leader on the couch." .”

Dongli Muyun didn't seem to hear his words, she got up calmly and straightened her clothes.

"Do you know why Huo Xian wanted to kill Qi Jingyue and kill the grass?" King Anyang sat down at the table and picked up the teacup.

"I'm afraid that the descendants of the Qi family will find him in the future to avenge the destruction of the family." Dongli Muyun said calmly: "But he has committed many evils, even if the Qi family does not go to him, there will be retribution eventually!"

King Anyang took a sip of the tea leaves with the lid of the cup, and put down the cup, "You guessed wrong, the Qi family has a secret. After Huo Xian got it out of Qi Jingyue's mouth, he thought that the secret would be gone after killing Qi Jingyue. people know.

"However, he never thought that Qi Jingyue, a military general who has galloped on the battlefield for many years, thirsty for the blood of the knife head, slept on the saddle bridge, and dared to lead only two hundred elite soldiers to attack the enemy camp at night, how could he succumb to the mere torture tools? Next? But by the time Huo Xian figured it out, Mrs. Qi was already on the way to be exiled..."

Dongli Muyun's hands stopped for a while, her eyes narrowed slightly, she pondered for a while, then continued to dress, remaining silent.

"Do you know what this secret is? Do you know why Huo Xian values ​​this secret so much?" King Anyang rested his hands on his knees and looked at him leisurely, "Don't you want to know?"

Before Dongli Muyun could open his mouth, King Anyang continued on his own, "What you want to know, Dongli Muyun, you must want to know about matters related to the court, maybe this king just left this door , You immediately sent people to investigate."

Hearing the word "imperial court", the expression on Dongli Muyun's face changed slightly, but it was fleeting.King Anyang grasped this point and said with a smile: "Dongli Muyun, you are really hypocritical."

The corner of Dongli Muyun's mouth twitched slightly, she got down on the couch, took out a set of clean clothes from the cabinet and put them on, "It's not as good as you, my lord."

King Anyang put down the teacup and walked in front of him, leaning slightly, reached out and clasped Dongli Muyun's chin, "The two of us... half, catty, eight, two."

There is Qingyun County in the southeast of Yuzhou, adjacent to Jizhou and Yangzhou. Under Qingyun County is Xujia Village.

There are only a dozen peasant households in the village, and the villagers are self-sufficient in food and clothing. When they are not working in the fields, the village women sit under the locust tree at the entrance of the village, chatting about how the chickens of the third family are ready to lay eggs, and the cows of the second family. A cub was born... No, I saw someone walking this way, and I greeted him from a distance.

"Xiao Ling came back from the town?"

Ling Qing stopped, and replied with a faint smile: "Well, some medicines were running out very quickly, so I went to the medicine store in the town."

Hearing what he said, one of the middle-aged women threw all the melon seeds in her hand on the ground, and then waved to him, "Xiao Ling, come with Sixth Aunt."

Ling Qing didn't know what she was going to do, so she stood still.Others urged, "Your Aunt Xu Liu asked you to go, why are you standing there stupidly?"

Ling Qing wanted to refuse at first, but now she had no choice but to obediently follow with an "oh".

When I walked to the door of Aunt Xu Liu's house, I saw her clucking chickens in the yard.

Ling Qing was thinking in his mind, the last time it was Dabao, the stupid cat from Old Xu's family, who went up to the tree, but he couldn't get down and let him help catch it; the last time, it was Erbao, the silly dog ​​from Old Xu's family, who chased the chicken and got stuck in the wall If he couldn't get out, he asked him to help; last time it was Xiaobao from Xu Qi's family...

The men here are either working in the fields or making a living outside, and the rest keep their duties to themselves, and the folk customs are simple, even the chickens, ducks, cats and dogs are very dumbfounded.Not knowing whether to catch chickens or ducks at this moment, Ling Qing thought to himself.

It is inconvenient to use lightness skills in front of the villagers, so you have to look like an ordinary person when climbing trees and walls. Ling Qing was about to put down her things and roll up her sleeves, but Aunt Xu Liu came out with an old hen.

"Your sister is about to give birth, here, take this chicken back to make up for your sister."

Ling Qing waved his hands again and again, "No, no, you can keep it for yourself." Knowing how valuable a hen that lays eggs is to a farmer in this poor country, and he is not short of money, how can he accept this?

"How did that happen?" Aunt Xu pushed the old hen into his arms, "Your sister is really the reincarnation of that hunchback. Our old man's leg has been hurting for so many years, so she pricked it twice with that small needle. Needle, hey, that's it! It's time to go to work.

"I heard that the daughter-in-law of the old Wu's family hasn't given birth for so many years. Your sister prescribed a prescription and only ate two prescriptions. Isn't this already..." He patted Ling Qing's hand, "Your siblings are alone Take care, it is fate to come here, we are all a family, if you need anything, come to Aunt Six, ah."

Ling Qing thought to herself, it's not a camel, it's Hua Tuo.But his face was still polite and gentle, he nodded again and again, thanked him a few more times, and left with the chicken.

Because they found that they were being followed in Yuzhou, and Ruan Suxue was about to give birth, it was not appropriate to confront those people head-on, so the two gave up on the main road, but they didn't expect to walk in the wrong direction on the small road, and turned around. to here.

The village is very remote, and I haven't seen outsiders for many years. Ruan Suxue lied that the two siblings fled from Yongzhou to find their relatives.At that time, the two of them were busy with travel and dust, but they really felt a little bit distressed.

When the villagers saw that the orphans were still pregnant, they immediately took pity on them and moved them to a deserted house in the north of the village.Ling Qing and Ruan Suxue thought together that this place is remote and there are few people coming and going, and Ruan Suxue's belly is getting bigger and bigger and it is difficult for her to move around, so she decided to stay here and wait for the child to be born before going on the road.

Then one day Ruan Suxue was drying medicinal herbs in the yard and was accidentally seen by a villager, so news spread that Ling's sister-in-law knew medicine.It is far from the town, and the villagers are not willing to spend money to see a doctor. When they feel unwell, they go up the mountain to pick some herbs to eat. After knowing that Ling's sister-in-law knows medicine, all the people in the village with chronic diseases come to ask for help.

The people here are very simple, if you treat them well, they will treat you wholeheartedly.Ruan Suxue cured many people's stubborn illnesses, and those people respected Ruan Suxue like a bodhisattva descending to earth.

Ling Qing had a medicine bag in one hand and an old hen in the other, and under his arm was the white radish and Chinese cabbage that Xu Er's sister-in-law and Xu San's sister-in-law forcibly stuffed them when they passed by Xu Er and Xu San's house.

After walking a few steps, I heard a delicate voice, "Hey, isn't this Brother Ling? Just came back from town?"

Ling Qing stopped, turned around, and Hong Xing, the little widow of Master Xu, came out of the room twisting her waist, wearing a pretty pink gown skirt.

Mr. Xu's son died of illness outside a few years ago, and only the old man and his wife, who had just entered the house, were left at home.

The villagers didn't like this delicate and beautiful woman, saying that she was the reincarnation of a vixen. I owed a lot of debt, so I had to work day and night outside to earn money. I finally cleared the debt, but I was exhausted.

Hong Xing walked to the edge of the fence, leaned limply on the wooden stake, and the smell of face powder on her body spread to Ling Qing.

"What did you buy? Chicken? Radish?"

Ling Qing replied coldly: "Everyone gave it to me, I just went to the pharmacy."

"Oh." Hong Xing folded her arms around her chest and put her chin on the other, walked out around the fence, smiled coquettishly and moved to Ling Qing's side, "Next time I go to town, I will help Miss Hong Xing to bring two boxes of rouge powder , What you make by yourself is not as good as the colors in the city, don’t you think?” While talking, he leaned on him.

Ling Qing put her foot on the Kun seat, stepped back, and avoided it without a trace, still gentle and elegant, "Okay, I'll bring you some next time I go." After saying that, he said goodbye and left straight away.

Seeing that he was indifferent, Hong Xing kicked the fence angrily.

The desolate house in the north of the village was dilapidated because it had been vacant for many years and no one lived in it. After tidying up and repairing, Ruan Suxue even built a nursery, which looked a bit like someone else's house.

Ling Qing pushed open the wooden door, and seeing Ruan Suxue was fiddling with the herbs in the yard, she wanted to call her over to help her get some things, but she didn't want to feel a twitch in her abdomen, took a deep breath and reached out to hold the door frame, the things in her hands fell to the ground .

"Ling Qing?" Startled by the sound, Ruan Suxue hurried over to help him, "How is it?"

Ling Qing shook his head, then smiled a little embarrassedly, "He seems to... move inside."

Hearing what he said, Ruan Suxue also laughed, "They told you to stay in the town for one night and then come back, you insist on rushing this time, it's not...he lost his temper."

As he said that, he took the medicine bag and the old hen from Ling Qing and walked towards the backyard, turning around and saying, "Speaking of which, this Kuishi lotus is really a good thing, let you big men taste this woman It's hard to conceive in October."

Ling Qing sighed lightly, bent down to pick up the radishes and cabbages all over the place, thinking to himself, not every man who ate Kuishi lotus would have sex with men...

Shaking his head, he picked up the radish and cabbage and went to the kitchen.

Calculating the time, the child is almost five months old.But I don't know if it's because he has a male body, and because he has practiced martial arts since he was a child, his abdominal muscles are tight. For five months, Ruan Suxue's belly was already very obvious, but to him, it just looks like a little fat and a little protruding. I also wore more clothes when I was cold, but I couldn't see any change at all.

But this is also good, Ling Qing peeled the vegetable leaves, raised her head and peeked at Ruan Suxue's big belly that was about to give birth, and thought to herself, at least she can help others with things, if she really has Ruan Suxue's big belly, she probably can only pretend to be sick all day long Hiding in the house.

"Ling Qing, the medicine is warm over there, go and drink it."

Ling Qing stopped and frowned slightly, "Do you still want to drink?" The anti-natal medicine was bitter and astringent, and he felt nauseated after drinking it, which made him feel scared when he heard the word "drink medicine".

"Drink!" Ruan Suxue said decisively, and deliberately made a serious expression on her face, "Are you planning not to listen to the doctor?"

Ling Qing had no choice but to put down half of the vegetables he had picked up, wipe his hands on his clothes, walked to the other side, took down the pot of medicine that was boiling on the small stove, and poured out half of the bowl, deliberately blocking it with his body while doing this, but A cold and stern voice came from behind.

"Fill me up!"

Just as Ling Qing put down the medicine jar, when he heard the order behind him, he picked up the medicine jar again with a bitter face, and filled a bowl with the jet-black concoction.

After finding out the reason for his pregnancy, Ruan Suxue didn't ask much about other things, and just focused on taking care of the little things in his belly, like a doctor.This made Ling Qing, who was somewhat resistant to the changes in her body at the beginning, gradually let go of the burden accompanied by embarrassment.After a long time, I no longer awkwardly said such stupid things as not daring to look at my stomach in the shower.

Different from those days of running for their lives, the life in the small village is peaceful and comfortable. Although the stupid cat of Xu’s third family still often cannot get down from the tree, the relationship between Xu’s second family’s silly dog ​​and Qiang Gen is getting better and better. From time to time, he has to get stuck, but this does not affect Ling Qing's growing affection for this small village.

Ling Qing sometimes thinks that if he grows old in the future, he will find a place like this, far away from the world and noise, surrounded by green mountains and green waters, where he can watch the sunrise in the morning, the moon rises to the stars, there will be no grievances in the rivers and lakes, nor To deal with the changes in the court, I just spend the rest of my life leisurely in the world.Then at the last moment of my life, I think of that person, thinking about it, and when I close my eyes, I sink into a dream that I will never wake up. In the dream, there will be that person there, still as handsome as the first time I saw... How good is it?

The inexplicable melancholy thoughts are accompanied by feelings that cannot be shown to others. Knowing that Yan Yunlie may not know that he and her have conceived a life together in this world, Ling Qing occasionally thinks, if Yan Yunlie knows... ...what kind of reaction will there be?

When her stomach was seven months old, Ling Qing still had the habit of waking up in the morning to practice exercises, but she also developed the habit of taking a short nap in the afternoon under the warm winter sun.

The long-distance fatigue from Yongzhou to Yuzhou in those few months was swept away by Ruan Suxue's meticulous care. Ling Qing felt that the little guy in his stomach seemed to have become more energetic. Compared with the beginning, he could sometimes feel that he was There is movement inside, sometimes the movement is louder, and there is some faint pain.

But every time he felt the child growing up in his stomach, Ling Qing would feel some indescribable joy in his heart, as well as the uneasiness and bewilderment that still couldn't fade away.

Just like Ruan Suxue said, watching other people conceive is different from conceiving in person, besides, the ones in your stomach are your close relatives who are connected by blood.So Ling Qing was joyful and apprehensive, but also felt how stupid he was to say that he didn't want this child at that time. If Ruan Suxue hadn't changed his medicine, maybe he was immersed in deep regret now...

It's just that at this moment, Ling Qing can only stay indoors most of the time, because even wearing thick winter clothes, her stomach can't be covered.It is still difficult for a man to give birth to a psychological gap. Although Ruan Suxue has always said that it does not matter, at most it looks like she is fat, but Ling Qing still cannot be regarded as unconscious.

Ruan Suxue often said that he, a person who hides things in his heart, lives a hard life.

Ling Qing just smiled, no one knew, he hid a feeling in his heart, counting the years he hadn't noticed, this is almost the seventh year.

When the first snowflakes fell from the sky, Ruan Suxue gave birth to a baby boy.

The child is very healthy, white and tender, and his eyes are as bright as lacquer.

Ling Qing stood by the cradle and teased the soft-looking child.Ruan Suxue had just fed the baby, so the baby still had the fragrance of milk in his breath.

Ling Qing was teasing and teasing, and a question popped up suddenly, "Mrs. Qi, will I also breastfeed my child in the future?"

Before the words finished, Ruan Suxue had already fainted from laughter on the spot. Looking at Ling Qing's innocent and helpless expression, she wiped away the tears from laughing and made fun of him, "If you can feed it, then sisters will feed this brat together." .”

Ling Qing didn't understand why Mrs. Qi laughed like this, but he really thought about this issue seriously, and he planned to go up the mountain to headhunt a tigress or leopard that had just given birth and come back to nurse the cubs, so that Ruan Suxue would be a chestnut general. The idea was dismissed.

Winter is coming, and after several heavy snowfalls, the outside seems to be covered with a layer of silver.

Because they had a new child in the house they lived in, people from the village often came to visit and give some fish, meat and so on. People came and went, and it was very lively.

But there were also people who wondered why they hadn't seen brother Ling for a long time, so Ruan Suxue made up an excuse, saying that when he was a child, he had a chronic illness caused by the wind and cold.

The villagers nodded repeatedly to express their sympathy, and comforted Ruan Suxue one after another.

But in fact, at this moment, Ling Qing was being forced by Ruan Suxue in the back room to hug a pillow and practice how to hug a child.

The daughter-in-law of Xu Jiu's family had a sudden illness that day. Ruan Suxue was called in hastily and asked Ling Qing to look after the child before going out. When she came back, she found that Ling Qing was really taking care of the child seriously, and even picked him up from the cradle because the child was crying. Walking back and forth in the room to coax him, it's just...he's holding it like he's carrying a little piglet.

Ruan Suxue couldn't laugh or cry, she snatched the baby from Ling Qing who was uncomfortable in the holding position, her chubby body was twisting left and right, and said "ahah", and then threw the porcelain pillow on the bed to Ling Qing.

In fact, Ling Qing has always listened to Ruan Suxue's words, but Ling Qing has a lot to learn.