The days when I abused genius to waste

Walking to the cordon, he was stopped without any accident.

After negotiating for a long time, Ye Cheng didn't have the patience to wait any longer.Whether it was true or not, he had to confirm a result with his own eyes, and he didn't want to know this result from the police, so he didn't ask anything about the deceased, but simply revealed his identity, saying that he was a friend of the deceased.

Knowing that the young man standing in front of him was actually the eldest son of the Ye family, the policeman in charge of guarding had already let go, and later heard that the other party was a friend of the deceased and came from the same school. let go.But I still greeted the colleagues above who reviewed the crime scene and asked them to watch people.

After all, it has not been determined whether the deceased committed suicide or homicide.

When I entered the building, I raised my head to see a dark corridor, only the dim light bulbs on the first floor were flickering and seemed to be turned off at any time.

When he heard the sound of footsteps and voices coming from the high-rise building, Ye Cheng didn't have the courage to step on the steps.

The bleak gleam shone on his face, which turned pale and showed a trace of stiffness.

"Hey, what are you doing standing there?" A person leaned out of the corridor and shouted at Ye Cheng who was frozen in place.

He heard from his colleagues just now that a classmate who had the deceased came over, maybe he could learn something from the other party, so he didn't object.

But why did this person stand still after entering?

The police officer was lying on the side of the railing, frowning. The young man in his field of vision was shrouded in a hazy halo, and the surroundings were pitch black, which made it very strange, especially the stiff figure of the other party. When the member thought of the "corpse", he suddenly felt strange.

Hearing the shout, Ye Chengru woke up from a dream, trembled suddenly, raised his head and faced the police officer.

Seeing that the person still reacted, the police officer was inexplicably relieved and waved, "Stop dawdling, come up quickly."

Ye Cheng nodded, closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

His footsteps were heavy, and his heart was also heavy. With one sound, he smashed his bones cruelly. His arrogance and support were no longer there. His tall and straight figure was still there, but the shadow reflected on the wall was as bent as an old man.

Walking without concealment is like climbing a ladder to heaven.

If possible, Ye Cheng would rather suffer more, and only hope that the ladder will never end.

However, this is not a real ladder. At the end of the ladder, there is no rare blessing in the world, and it is not a paradise that is difficult for the world to reach. It takes ninety-nine or eighty-one hardships to achieve it, but a tribulation that can fall at any time.

If you can survive, the sky will be sunny after the rain, if you can't survive, you will be buried in hell.

Ye Cheng didn't know which one he was, but when he stood at the door of Ning Weixi's house and saw the hell-like scene inside, he knew that what he was about to enter could only be hell.

At that time, Ye Cheng smiled silently in his heart.

Ning Weixi, you are so cruel and ruthless, you never left even a single possibility.

"Let's see, is this your classmate?"

A few police officers were in charge of collecting the corpses, and seeing him standing still after entering the house, they were puzzled.

Ye Cheng walked to the corpse wrapped in cloth and looked down, feeling extremely painful in his heart, but his eyes were extremely cold. If he didn't know it, he thought he had a grudge against the deceased.

He squatted down and lifted a corner of the fabric.

Needless to say, what would the corpse look like after being dead for a week? It was stiff, covered with corpse spots, and full of reptiles. Even if the scene was cleaned up by the police, it would not be much better.

Ye Cheng didn't dodge or dodge, looked directly at the indescribably rotten face that could no longer distinguish its original appearance, and then said quietly: "Yes."

This is Ning Weixi's home, is it someone else who died?

What's more, although he didn't pay much attention to Ning Weixi, Ning Weixi's figure was firmly covered by him. Even though the body had changed, he still recognized it at a glance.

And it can perfectly restore his undead appearance.

Thinking of Ning Weixi's beauty in the past, and comparing it with the current state of death, Ye Cheng's heart twitched, and he could no longer maintain the composure on his face, revealing a look of pain.

The next moment, he suddenly covered the opened cloth, and at the same time blocked the rotten smell that kept penetrating into his heart through his nose.

Among them was an old police officer with vicious eyes, and instantly guessed from Ye Cheng's behavior that the relationship between him and the deceased was not easy.

If it wasn't for the fact that Ye Cheng didn't have any murderous intent on his body, and his expression was completely out of refusing to accept the reality, the old police officer might have asked someone to take him down for interrogation.

If you want to comfort him, he can't do it. He has already cultivated a diamond heart in this industry.

Ye Cheng's performance was actually beyond his expectations, let alone facing the corpse.If it were someone else, even if they didn't faint on the spot, they would have to vomit several times.It is really not easy for Ye Cheng to be so calm.

However, the pain that flashed across Ye Cheng's eyes was not fake.

How did the old police officer know that it was not the first time for Ye Cheng to see a corpse, but it was just the first time for him to see a human corpse.

When he was young, he had seen all the bloody scenes. From the initial panic and fear to being "indifferent" now, no one knew how much Ye Cheng had paid to get rid of the fear.

I was in a daze and didn't know what to do, when I handed a cardboard box with both hands in front of me.

Ye Cheng raised his head and looked at the old police officer.

The old police officer pointed to the box, "This is what was found in the deceased's room. It's some diaries or something. Take a look."

Ye Cheng nodded and took the cardboard box, "Have you confirmed how he died? Murder or suicide?"

The old police officer glanced at him, his eyes flicked over the stretched veins on the back of his hand, "Suicide. Suicide by cutting your wrists."

Ye Cheng's pupils shrank slightly, "...Really."

The old police officer patted him on the shoulder and stepped aside, intending to inform the family of the deceased.

I don't know, but no one answered the phone call.In the end, it was a woman who picked up the news of Ning Weixi's death. After hearing the news of Ning Weixi's death, she said that she didn't have time to come, so she told them to take care of everything and just send the body over for burial?

What kind of family is this?

"No need to call." Ye Cheng frowned when he heard the content on the phone.

"Oh? Do you know why?"

Because the body was only discovered tonight, except for Ye Cheng who was automatically delivered to the door in front of him, Ning Weixi's personal connections have not been collected yet. The key is that in Ning Weixi's phone, except for one that should be regarded as a home phone, There will be no other calls.

Even where Ning Weixi went to school, he learned about it from the neighbors.

Oh, more content is in the cardboard box handed over to Ye Cheng just now, and from the things inside, I know the living conditions of Ning Weixi.He also sighed even more to Ning Weixi who committed suicide.

"At the beginning, he was kicked out by his family. I will talk about the details later when I get back to the game."

Ye Cheng is not in the mood to say that now, and he hates himself even more if he says it.

He clearly knew that Ning Weixi's life was not easy, and clearly knew that Ning Weixi might be under mental pressure, but he was still affected at the beginning and had subjective guesses about Ning Weixi's personal conduct, deliberately ignoring many details.

It finally led to Ning Weixi's current situation.

Moreover, Ye Cheng knew in his heart that the reason why Ning Weixi committed suicide was probably because of himself.

It was him who killed him.

The old police officer saw his evasion and didn't force him. Anyway, he couldn't escape here.

Ye Cheng carried the cardboard box to the window, facing the night wind.

I wondered if Ning Weixi would stand here and blow the wind on weekdays?

He lowered his eyes and opened the cardboard box.

Inside is a diary, and some small gadgets, should they be regarded as Ning Weixi's favorite thing?Ye Cheng directly picked up the diary.He knew that after opening it, he would never want to leave the dark hell, but he also knew that if he didn't open it, he would regret it.

The beginning of the diary is a self-pity, because the first day of the record is when Ning Weixi was officially kicked out.

Ye Cheng always thought that Ning Weixi's arrogant and unbearable temperament was spoiled, but it was not, but Ning Weixi was born with such a physique, sometimes he cried, not to win sympathy, but to feel really uncomfortable.

He is like a piece of fragile glass, which can be broken easily and needs extra care.And Ning Weixi himself hated himself very much, because he had such a body that couldn't stand the pain.

So, how did such a vulnerable person survive in a school surrounded by wolves and fierce competition?

How much courage is needed?

It can be seen from this that Ning Weixi is a strong and tough person, completely different from the appearance.

Ye Cheng continued to turn backwards, almost all of which were Ning Weixi's complaints after he came back from anger.

However, as time goes by, no matter how strong a person is, there will be times when they are tired, and those complaints that were originally full of vitality gradually take on a strong sense of depression.

Even Ye Cheng felt that Ning Weixi would soon be unable to hold on.

But the depressed feeling of depression lasted for a long time. Although life was difficult, there was still a trace of unwillingness to admit defeat in his heart to support him, preventing the weak fire of life from being extinguished.

Until his name appeared in a diary.

[I was rescued.

He was right, what is the purpose of living like this?

I am useless, I dare not resist, I only know how to escape.

What's the use of escaping?

I don't know what I'm still holding on to...

Even if you stick to it, then what?

Make them all regret their original decision?

Is it just me?

Maybe, I should let myself go.

Death is not scary.

That was another relief.

It also saved me from having to face such a humble self.

I chose to take medicine, at least not as painful as cutting/wrist.

Bye now.

Oh no, I hope I will never meet them. ]

tear--

With a strong force, the fragile paper was torn out a hole.

Ye Cheng stared at this paragraph of text.

These words appeared after he rescued Ning Weixi on the rooftop, so...

The him in the diary is talking about himself?

take medicine?

Easier than cutting/wrist?

Is it...

Could it be that Ning Weixi committed suicide once?

Ye Cheng's heart skipped a beat, his expression was solemn and terrifying, but his eyes gradually blurred. He turned the pages, and a new diary appeared after turning several pages in succession.And this diary also confirmed his conjecture just now.

[I am alive again, but why am I alive again? I have taken so many medicines to death, why do I still wake up?

Is it because God hasn't tortured me enough?

Is it my pain that pleases God?

Or is it that my sorrow can bring out the greatness of some people?

However, taking medicine is also very painful, the feeling of being stuck in the throat, suffocating and unable to breathe...

I'm scared to death, what should I do. ]

Seeing this passage, while Ye Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, his heart became even heavier.Because Ning Weixi died in the end?He died in the most painful way of death he ever thought - cutting his wrists.

If you are so afraid of pain, don't die!

So afraid of pain, why do you want to die?

Ye Cheng didn't know how he finished flipping through the diary at the back, which told about Ning Weixi's first sprouting thoughts, told about his hesitation, his nervousness, and truly revealed his feelings for himself.Talk about how he sneaked into the game to get closer to him, and how he felt so uncomfortable and desperate after being misunderstood by him.

It turns out that the hand that pushed you to disaster has always been yourself.

So, choosing death this time, choosing the death method you were most afraid of, is because...

Because the injury I caused you this time is more painful than cutting/wrist?

Thinking of Ning Weixi's past sacrifices, thinking of his hideous appearance in front of the other party.

The tears in my eyes finally welled up, fell, and smudged on the yellowed paper little by little.