Two stupid postmodern life

Xuan Ye was always groggy.

He felt that he was walking all the time, now in the endless plains, now in the dense bamboo forests, now in the mountains after the Xian Kong War, and now in the bustling streets of Shi Ke.

He stopped and thought, who am I and where am I going?

Oh, I remembered, I am Xuan Ye, what am I going to... do?

What is ahead, why is it so lively?

On a narrow street, there is a strange cart, which can be seen to be modified, with a stove on one side, and plates of something on the other side, one person is frying vegetables on the pot next to it, and the other One person yelled while beating hands.

Both of them are young people, the one who cooks is a bit bigger, the one who yells is a little smaller, both are very energetic, the older one has a graceful and weak figure, the smaller one has a face that hasn't faded from the baby fat, the two Grape-like round eyes, bright and dazzling, like a dream.

While watching, Xuan Ye took a deep breath. The oily aroma of the vegetables and the wheat aroma of the bread, it smelled so good, it made me feel hungry.

Green bamboo, I want to eat it, so go and sell it to me.

Green Bamboo came out from nowhere, heard the request, and ran over, lined up, chose, paid, and after a while, ran back with a hot oil-paper bag.

Xuan Ye picked it up, took a deep breath, inhaled the smell of the food in the bag to his nose, opened his mouth and took a bite, full of happiness.

As he ate, he remembered that this was Xuanji's Tianshui Lane, and the person shouting over there was Ersha, and it was here that the two met.

He wanted to run over to hug Ersha, but he couldn't move his body no matter what. At this moment, a sudden voice came: "He suffered so much because of you. If he didn't know you, he would spend it happily. Life, are you sure, do you still want to go out?"

Xuan Ye was stunned.

These words revealed the hidden scar in his heart.

He had asked himself countless times, if he didn't know himself, would Ersha live his life in peace and joy?

But they already knew each other, he couldn't forget Ersha, and he was already deeply engraved in Ersha's mind.

How can there be so many ifs?

The voice said: "Now, I am giving you a chance to choose again. If you are for yourself, go out and meet him, if for him, you will never see each other in this life. You should think about it carefully."

After the voice finished speaking, it disappeared, leaving Xuan Ye sitting in the car alone, full of thoughts.

Ersha outside the car sold out the McDonald's, packed up his things with Fei Cui, walked back with the cart happily, and met Ji Chang who was just off work and Zhu Zhu who had just returned from school at the alley. Ji Chang took the car and silently walked behind. Pushing, the three and a half teenagers talked and laughed all the way, feeling very comfortable.

Xuan Ye wanted to follow up and have a look, but when his thoughts turned, his eyes caught up with them. He watched Er Sha and his party return to the hut they rented just now, watched them busy and prepared to eat, watched them laugh and play during the meal , watching them sweetly fall asleep.

Xuan Ye couldn't see Ersha, but it didn't prevent him from observing obsessively. He also figured it out, as long as Ersha lived his life safely and happily, it didn't matter if he didn't recognize himself or not.

Autumn goes to winter, leaves fall and flowers bloom, Xuan Ye watches year after year beside Er Sha, watching him buy a small courtyard, buy a shop, open Xiangxiang Cake Shop, Xiangxiang Restaurant, help manpower flourish, Spread to every corner of Xuanji.

Xuan Ye didn't find it hard, on the contrary, he never tired of it, savoring Ersha's joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys, as if these were his own experiences.Really, he has no desires or desires, except for the safety of the motherland, and that's all he wants.

He noticed Jichang's thoughtful eyes towards Ersha, and saw the strong but unrealized love in it. Considering Jichang's identity and that paranoid younger brother, he really didn't want Ersha to spend his life with him. , He wanted to stop it, but he was unable to do so.

He could do nothing but watch.

Fortunately, Jichang didn't look back at all. He, Ersha, Feicui, and Zhuzi lived peacefully in Shike. Except for helping manpower every day, all his energy was devoted to Ersha and the family.

Plain as water, but at ease.

Pretty good, Xuan Ye thought.

In this way, the sun rises and the moon rises, time flies, the low saplings gradually grow into towering trees, the vines in the yard lie along the bamboo frame to form a one-tile gazebo, and the cucumbers and potatoes in the field are harvested and harvested. , The immature teenagers grow up slowly and become young and middle-aged.

Both Jade and Zhuzi have their own destinations, and Ersha and Jichang are together, but they have not moved out of the small courtyard. For so many years, Xiangxiang Restaurant and helpers have spread the entire land of Xuanji, making more money, and the small courtyard After several expansions, it can accommodate this many people.

In a blink of an eye, they both entered the year of destiny again. Zhu Zi married Wu Wei's younger sister, Wu Qin. The two had five children alone, and their children had another child. After a rough calculation, there were more than 30 people, which greatly made up for the two. Sha and Jade's shortfall.The yard was full of cats and dogs all day long. The grown-up children went out to roam around, and the wandering children came back, bringing the person they liked. They got married and had children. Not long after, several big fat babies came to the ground.

Their parents still need to go out to work and socialize, but Fei Cui and Er Sha have become protected animals and are asked to stay at home and just eat and wait to die.In short, the two without children are busier than their parents, and they have no free time all day long.

But they couldn't bear to be lonely, so Fei Cui racked her brains all day long to cook delicious food for the children, and Er Sha was the king of the children in the yard, leading a group of hozens to make things with great effort and lawlessness.His request to the children is that as long as the house is not demolished, the rest is optional.

After decades of turmoil, Ersha was the first to leave.

His health is not bad, but he does not exercise too much. Compared with the physique of the ancients, even the weak willow Fufeng's jadeite is better than him, so he never woke up one morning when he was over 70 years old.

Jichang and Jade Zhuzi silently took care of Ersha's funeral. Jade shed tears while changing Ersha into comfortable clothes. The years not only added some wrinkles to Jade's eyes, but also added a few gray hairs to his black hair. tolerant.

Alman was afraid that Emerald would not be able to bear it, so he stayed by his side. Emerald said: "I am not sad, really, we are not sad at all. He also said yesterday that meeting us in this life is the best thing. He still Said that his wish in this life was to eat and wait to die, and now it has come true. Even if he dies of old age immediately, he will have no regrets." Even though he said so, he still poked Ersha on the head unhappily: "Let you die The old man is talking nonsense, it's okay now, it's really dead, you old man... wow..."

Emerald cried so hard that Arman was so frightened that he patted and persuaded him. After a while, Emerald fell into a coma, and Arman had to hug him back to rest.

Zhuzi and Jichang were left, and Zhuzi had been crying so hard that he couldn't shed any tears. He asked, "Brother Jichang, tell me, did the second idiot go back to heaven... Then we shouldn't be so sad, We should be happy for him, right?"

Jichang, who was over [-] years old, originally looked only [-] years old, but this day he seemed to be more than ten years older, which matched his actual age. His cloudy eyes lit up instantly after hearing Zhuzi's words, and then he was relieved. Ban murmured: "Well, yes, he has gone to heaven."

Standing beside them, Xuan Ye looked at the corners of Ersha's slightly curved mouth before he left. He seemed to be having a very beautiful dream. In the dream, it was still his youth. They struggled, laughed, scolded, and melancholy. Every moment is sweet as icing sugar.

The voice appeared again, and he said, "Look, he's happy without you, isn't he?"

The corners of Xuan Ye's eyes were moist, but his mouth was smiling: "Very good, so... I am satisfied."

As if he had fulfilled his life's wish, Xuan Ye's spirit quickly weakened. It didn't mean that he had the idea of ​​begging for death, but that he suddenly felt that life was nothing to love, and only a deep exhaustion remained in his heart.

All his life, he had worked hard for Xuanji, his relatives, and his people. Now, the only person he cared about in his heart also left happily. He was at a loss for a moment, not knowing what to do.

The voice saw his depression, as if he was caught off guard, he paused for a while, and said anxiously: "This time Ersha's life has nothing to do with you, you two are just strangers after all, he, you It doesn't make any difference to anyone you meet on the street, understand? He's gone happily ever after, but you still have your own life, your life is long, and there are many things waiting for you to deal with, think about it Xuan Ye, your country, father, brother, and thousands of people are waiting for you."

"But I'm very tired. I want to rest. The country has its own father and brothers. My people also have capable ministers. Even without me, they still have other support, but the two fools are different. I am him. The one and only, and now he is gone, so...in this world, no one is necessary, without anyone, the sun will still rise and set, the moon will still wax and wane, the wind will blow and the birds will sing..." Xuan Ye's voice became smaller and smaller, and his eyes slowly closed.

"Hey, don't sleep!" The voice suddenly panicked. He yelled a few times at first, and when he saw that Xuan Ye closed his eyes and gradually became unresponsive, he suddenly became irritable: "Xuan Ye... It’s an illusion, Ersha didn’t leave, he’s still waiting for you to save him, have you forgotten? His soul is gone, you’re going to find his soul now, think about it, think about it!”