I only use you as a talisman

Only next to him, I am the most real.

—— Lu Sirin

In midsummer, the cicadas are getting louder and louder.

After finishing the last exam, Lin Xianbai slumped on his seat—finally the exam is over, and the next step is to plan the summer vacation.

"Why are you so tired?" Zhang Yiming saw him yawning three times in a row, unconsciously infected, "Didn't you always hand in the paper for half an hour?"

"Fuck you." Lin Xianbai stood up, "I've changed my ways a long time ago, okay?"

Since he lived with Lu Sirin, his grades have risen steadily. If he hadn't grown up, his parents would have rewarded him with a car.

"Don't mention this. Where are you going to play later?" Zhang Yiming's voice called out all the students in the front row who usually have a good relationship.Everyone gathered around Lin Xianbai, discussing with great interest.

"Go to KTV?"

"Script kill?"

"It's too much brain work, I just finished the exam..."

"Then go to the amusement park?"

"What are a group of old men doing? Sitting on the Ferris wheel and eating chicken?" Zhang Yiming looked at Gu Yu who proposed to go to the amusement park with contempt, "If you want to go, you will go with your sister."

Lin Xianbai: "You want to date a girl?"

These words touched Zhang Yiming's sore spot. Although he and Lin Xianbai were both single, the situation was different. Lin Xianbai could receive love letters every day, but he... felt sad when he thought about it.

"There must be girls who are willing." Zhang Yiming scanned the surroundings and found that they were all boys, and said with emotion, "Our place is almost becoming a base for single dogs, can't you be more confident?"

After speaking, he patted Lin Xianbai, "Why don't you ask Liu Niannian out?"

Immediately touched the point of Lin Xian Bailei.

He glanced at Lu Sirin, who was reading with his head down, as if he didn't listen to what they said.

So he breathed a sigh of relief, frowned, and lowered his voice, "Why mention her?"

Not only did Zhang Yiming have no eyesight, but he also forgot things, and he didn't remember Liu Niannian bringing water to Lu Silin in the basketball court last time: "I haven't seen her for a long time, otherwise you can take the initiative and ask her out Don't you like her a lot?"

Lin Xianbai: "..."

For some reason, he felt a little guilty.

Gu Yu on the side got excited, he held his chin, and raised his voice like a fox: "Oh? So you like Liu Niannian."

Before Lin Xianbai could speak, Zhang Yiming answered for him: "That's right, I grew up with him, and I know his piss, and his aesthetics have always been like that."

Gu Yu turned his gaze to Lin Xianbai, looked at him with interest, "Oh?"

Lin Xianbai was aroused with goosebumps all over his body, oh oh oh oh you are so tall.

Can a big man speak well?

He didn't deny it either, "It's okay, fair skin, long legs, smart."

Don't most people have this kind of aesthetics?

Gu Yu laughed twice, and suddenly said: "Then what do you think of our Lugou?"

There was a burst of laughter around.

Lin Xianbai was stunned.

The skin is fair, and Lu Silin's skin is cold white.

With long legs, Lu Sirin is half a head taller than him.

Smart, Lu Sirin is the first in grade, and there is no one smarter than him in the whole grade.

……Completely suitable.

Seeing Lin Xianbai's face suddenly turned red, Gu Yu understood, and said while the iron was hot: "Otherwise—" as soon as he opened his mouth, he was threatened by Lu Sirin's slanted eyes, so he had to shut up.

Really, he was going to be smothered to death by Lu Gou's character.

They dare not chase anyone.

When it came to Lu Sirin, everyone seemed to be interested, but except for Gu Yu, no one dared to make fun of Lu Sirin. Zhang Yiming was the brave one, and asked, "Then what type does God Lu like?"

As soon as these words came out, the surrounding discussion immediately stopped, and all eyes focused on Lu Sirin.

"Lu Shen probably has high vision."

"Yes, he doesn't even want a love letter from our school belle."

"I guess I just like to study."

……

Lin Xianbai also looked over.

Indeed, after getting along for so long, he hasn't heard any girl's name from Lu Sirin.

What type would Lu Sirin like?Thin waist and long legs?White and beautiful?A smart type with similar grades to him?

He suddenly wanted to know.

While looking over like this, the other party also looked at him.

The two lines of sight met in this way.

Those eyes were dark and beautiful, with gentle and affectionate brows, Lin Xianbai seemed to have been shocked.

Quickly looking away, he pretended not to care and said, "Yes, what type do you like? I've never heard you mention it."

Speak quickly.

After thinking for a moment, Lu Sirin really spoke.

"Fair skin, long legs, smart or not."

Lin Xianbai: "So ordinary?"

"..."

Lu Sirin's eyelids twitched, "To me, it's not ordinary."

Zhang Yiming finally got smarter, and said with a smile, "How do you feel that you already have someone you like?"

"How come—" Lin Xianbai had just opened his mouth when he heard Lu Silin give a soft "hmm".

Lin Xianbai: "...!"

really.

It's the girl from the canteen.

"Damn it! I knew it, otherwise I wouldn't reject the school belle!"

"Sure enough, there is someone I like."

"When will you introduce us? I want to see what Goddess Lu's girlfriend looks like."

The people around heard Lu Sirin's gossip with their own ears, and were so excited that they wanted to ask more, but Lu Sirin just happened to call, and the boy looked at the caller ID, and went out from the back door of the classroom.

The parties were all gone, and there was no need to discuss the rest behind the scenes, so the topic returned to where to go to play.

Lin Xianbai was not thinking about it, but just responded with a few casual words.

In the end, everyone unanimously decided to go to the haunted house.

Zhang Yiming knew that Lin Xianbai was afraid of ghosts, so he asked him in a low voice, "Otherwise, don't go, we're going to play games."

Lin Xianbai shook his head: "Anything is fine."

He has even seen real ghosts before, so he is afraid of those people pretending to be them?

Lu Sirin only went out for a few minutes and came back.Lin Xianbai told him the result of the discussion and asked for his opinion by the way.

"Everyone talks about going to a haunted house, are you going?"

After he finished speaking, he saw Lu Sirin's brows bulged and wrinkled, like a small bulge.

So before the other party answered, he changed his words: "I don't want to go, what do you think?"

Lu Sirin: "I'm the same as you."

Lin Xianbai: "Okay."

The bulge between the eyebrows disappeared.

Lu Sirin is kind of cute.

After a few days, the official holiday.

Lin Xianbai was worried about what to do this summer vacation. He knew which neighborhood Lu Silin lived in. The two families were not far away, so it should take half an hour by taxi.

But the first time I saw a ghost, I couldn't see him.

Lin Xianbai panicked.

"What are your plans for the summer vacation?"

Lu Sirin put the folded clothes in his hand into the suitcase, "Go home."

"Your home is in the villa area in the west of the city, right. I'll go and play with you then."

Only then did Lu Sirin stop.

"I... go back to my hometown."

Lin Xianbai was stunned for a moment, "Where is your hometown?"

"Hua An."

"Isn't that far away?" It's over.

Lu Sirin looked at Lin Xianbai with a disappointed face, and couldn't help raising the corner of his mouth: "I'll go for about ten days."

Lin Xianbai let out a "hmm", "Did you take everything from the dormitory?"

"No, only a small portion."

"Then if I need it, can I borrow something from you?"

The school gate of the attached high school is not closed during the summer vacation, and you can enter the dormitory by showing your student ID card.

Lu Sirin nodded.

Lin Xianbai finally heaved a sigh of relief, during the time when Lu Sirin was not around, he could only survive on those items that were contaminated with his breath.

summer vacation.

Lin Xianbai took some of Lu Sirin's homework and went abroad with his parents for a few days, but he didn't see any ghosts.

After coming back, he has been fooling around with Zhang Yiming.

However, the items belonging to Lu Sirin can't last long, the smell on them has dissipated after a long time, so we still have to see Lu Sirin quickly.

Lin Xianbai took Lu Sirin's books and went to the dormitory, but Lu Sirin's things were almost used by him.

Only... Lin Xianbai looked at the wardrobe for a while, and finally opened it.

He quietly stuffed Lu Sirin's clothes into his schoolbag, reckoning that he would be able to survive until Lu Sirin came back.

He hadn't seen each other for a week, and he missed him a little bit.

Lin Xianbai felt that he was very strange, and convinced himself that this was a normal friendship between classmates.

Well, normal classmates will really think about it if they don't see each other for a few days.

Lin Xianbai took out his phone and started editing text messages.

I deleted it several times and never sent it out.

It was weird at the beginning, saying "Have you eaten" seemed boring, and saying "How are you doing" seemed hypocritical.

What would Lu Sirin talk about with others?Are you chatting with someone you like?

Lin Xianbai felt slightly sour in his heart, he tried his best to speculate on the other person's preferences, but that person didn't know at all.

But I couldn't help but want to post it.

As long as Lu Sirin's time is taken up, he won't have the energy to chat with others.

Lu Sirin took off the noise canceling headphones for the third time.

The old house in his hometown was not soundproof, and all the voices in the living room entered his ears.

"I still have a case to deal with, how much do you spend with Xiao Lin here?"

"There are still several meetings waiting for me in the hospital. I can't delay any more. I have to go back immediately, or are you here to accompany him?"

"Do you know how important this case is?"

"Isn't surgery important?"

"Didn't we promise Xiao Lin that we would stay here with him for a week? Normally it's fine, it's summer vacation."

……

After a few quarrels, the outside fell into silence.

Lu Sirin got up, opened the door, and spoke to a man and a woman sitting on the sofa outside.

"Dad, Mom, you go back first."

Mother Lu: "Is it okay for you to be here alone?"

Lu Sirin shook his head.

"fine."

Lu's mother apologized slightly: "I'm sorry, mom and dad didn't mean it. Mom has a case to deal with, and dad has an operation to do. Otherwise, let's go back to Wucheng together. Anyway, we've been here for a week."

"No need." Lu Silin flatly refused, and glanced at the tablet standing in the middle of the living room.

"I want to spend more time with Grandpa."

Lu's father and Lu's mother showed a embarrassed expression on their faces, and after a while, they finally compromised.

"Okay, then you stay here alone and pay attention to safety. There is food in the refrigerator, don't run around outside, call me when you want to come back, and I will pick you up with Dad."

Lu Sirin nodded.

Half an hour later, the two packed their things and went downstairs.

Lu Sirin heard the sound of the engine.

He went back to his room, put on his earphones and continued to do his homework.

But I couldn't do it anymore.

Like something is missing.

After his grandfather died, he was picked up by his parents.His father is a surgeon and his mother is a well-known lawyer-he grew up in such a family.

Obsessed with it, he asked himself not to make any mistakes.

It has to be very good.

Excellent like his parents.

The teacher will praise him, and the classmates will rely on him. He has to maintain a tense state at all times in order to continue to maintain his original state.

However, this is very tiring.

He never mentioned it to anyone.

Only Lin Xianbai, the only one who has seen himself in distress, not only did not laugh at him, but also helped him.

It seems that mistakes themselves are a very normal thing.

Lu Silin couldn't finish her homework anymore, so she took off her earphones and went to sleep.

Covered with a quilt, he fell into a deep sleep and had a long dream—in the dream, there were endless flowers and plants, bright, brilliant, and colorful. The grandfather next to him was sitting on a small bench teaching him to weave bamboo baskets.

But when he turned his head, those beautiful things disappeared, leaving only the cold room with familiar voices in his ears.

"Why did you get this question wrong?"

"In case you make such a mistake on the operating table in the future, it will be your life, you know?"

one life...

He saw his four-year-old self sitting on the edge of the bed, crying over a math test paper that had a wrong question.

He thought he would be praised.

Four-year-old little Lu Sirin's eyes and nose were red from crying, but she bit her lip and dared not make a sound.

He wanted to touch his head and comfort him, but it was in vain.

……

When Lu Sirin woke up, there was cold sweat all over his forehead.

Blown by the air conditioner, the fingertips became cold.

He had a splitting headache, but he couldn't find an outlet to vent it. When he turned on his phone, he saw a WeChat notification.

It was Lin Xian who sent it in vain.

—Have you finished your homework?

It seems that because I didn't get a reply, I sent another emoji.

Lu Sirin didn't even think about it, and directly made a video call. At that moment, he wanted to see Lin Xianbai like crazy.

Only by this person's side can he feel at ease.

The video was connected quickly, and Lin Xianbai's clean and handsome face was distorted on the screen, and he looked a little surprised.

"Lu Sirin, why did you suddenly make a video call? Where are you? Why are there spider webs on the roof?"

"It's not like I haven't finished my homework."

"I just came back from the Internet cafe."

Lin Xianbai talked a lot, and his crisp voice made Lu Sirin gradually escape from the nightmare.

The mood gradually calmed down, Lu Sirin was about to say that the homework was almost finished, but he inadvertently glanced at the other person's clothes.

that pattern...

Lu Silin frowned.

"Lin Xianbai?"

"Ok?"

Lu Sirin pondered for a moment, then opened her mouth.

"The clothes on your body, are they mine?"

Lin Xianbai at the other end of the video: "..."

The author has something to say: if you forget to change your clothes, will you be regarded as a pervert?