I only use you as a talisman

He is my nobleman.

I will never let him go in my life.

—— Lu Sirin

Lin Xianbai came to Lu Silin's house for the first time.

He had heard before that the villas in the western suburbs had big houses and gardens, but he didn't expect it to be so big.

Those who didn't know thought they moved their family to the park.

Lu Sirin prepared slippers for him, they looked new, fluffy and comfortable to step on.

"This lamp in your house..."

Lu Sirin was putting the mooncakes in the cabinet, seeing that his eyes never took off from the ceiling, he suddenly became jealous of the ceiling.

"Do you like it?"

Lin Xianbai shook his head: "No, I just think it's so exaggerated, and it's expensive at first glance."

Lu Sirin: "..."

He grabbed Lin Xianbai's schoolbag and put it on his left shoulder, "Go to my room."

Lin Xianbai thought he entered the room now?Is the speed too fast?But looking at Lu Sirin's cold and serious expression in a blink of an eye, he felt that he was thinking too much.

He nodded with an "um" and followed Lu Sirin upstairs.

The staircase is made of wood, somewhat similar to a spiral staircase, and it looks good. Walking is twice as tiring as walking on ordinary stairs. Lin Xian's eyes are dazzled, so he just stared at Lu Sirin's back.

After watching too much, he unconsciously had heat on his face.

Lu Sirin's shoulders were broad and her back was straight. She was wearing loose white home clothes, and the muscle lines inside could be faintly seen rising and falling with her movements.

It is a body between a man and a boy.

It was only then that Lin Xianbai discovered that although he was both a tall boy, Lu Sirin's figure was a little more secure and generous than him.

As he was thinking about it, he became a little dazed, completely oblivious to the fact that the other party had stopped, and ended up bumping headfirst into it.

so hard.

Lin Xianbai patted his head, "Why did you stop suddenly?"

Lu Sirin glanced at him, "...Go down and get something."

In fact, it was the sight behind him that was so strong that he had to stop.

Lin Xianbai gave way, "Well, I'll wait for you here."

Being stared at by the person he likes, Lu Silin's movements when going downstairs are a little stiff.

The two of them had their own thoughts, and finally reached the second floor.

The corridor on the second floor is very long, there are five rooms in total, Lu Sirin's room is on the second.

He pushed the door and went in. Lin Xianbai roughly took a look and found that the layout of the room matched Lu Sirin himself. There was a bed, the overall color was monotonous gray, the wardrobe was also the same color, and a log desk.

— exudes a cold breath.

"There is a screening room next to it, and you can go to the movies after you finish writing a test paper." Lu Sirin hung his schoolbag on the chair and gave him a complicated look.

"Are you really not going home tonight?"

"Well, I agreed with my parents on the way to play at a classmate's house." Lin Xianbai did tell his parents, but the classmate he was talking about was Zhang Yiming.

He still doesn't dare to let his parents know about Lu Sirin's existence, for fear that he will be torn apart by accident, but he doesn't remember that he hasn't formally responded to his confession.

Lu Sirin is just an underground boyfriend with no status.

After listening to Lin Xianbai's words, Lu Sirin felt relieved and pushed the chair a little away, "Come and sit."

Lin Xianbai went over and sat down obediently.

The two wrote the test paper quietly for a while.

Lin Xianbai wrote for a while, and his attention began to scatter. He never thought that he would still have this day——holiday night, he came to a classmate's home to do his homework.

Forget it, only Lu Sirin can let him do this.

Thinking of Lu Sirin, he couldn't help but look to the side.

Under the soft light, the side face of the boy doing homework was unusually serious and handsome, Lin Xianbai unconsciously took a few more glances.

"Lin Xianbai."

Suddenly being called by his name, Lin Xianbai was taken aback, thinking that he had been discovered peeping: "I... I didn't look at you, I just don't know how to write when I have questions."

Lu Sirin moved a little closer to him, "Which question?"

Lin Xianbai looked at the suddenly enlarged handsome face, blushed, and casually pointed to a question: "This one."

Lu Sirin glanced at the question, then wrote the steps on the draft paper while explaining it, and by the way, by inference, said the solution to this type of question.

Very good teacher, but unfortunately the students are not thinking about it.

It was only when Lu Sirin spoke for the second time that he noticed that the eyes of the people next to him were always on his face.

His pen fingers curled up.

pursed lips.

"You... read the question."

Lin Xianbai was also stunned.

Lu Sirin turned her head away, not daring to look at him.

"Dont look at me."

It was already two hours after finishing the math test paper.

The pointer points to 10:30.

Of course, for Lin Xianbai, this time was just the beginning of nightlife. When he and Zhang Yiming stayed up late playing games before, they would not go to bed until dawn, and it was already afternoon when they woke up.

But some time ago, this bad habit was corrected by Lu Sirin.Lin Xianbai also told Zhang Yiming behind his back that this person works like an old man.

Of course, Zhang Yiming just thought he was showing affection.

Lin Xianbai was bored waiting for Lu Silin to change the test paper, and began to talk: "If I get 100 points, should you give me a reward?"

Lu Sirin roughly turned over the test paper: "I can't get 100 points."

Lin Xianbai: "..."

To hit him like that?Anyway, I also ran over to deliver mooncakes.

Lin Xianbai supported his head and leaned on the chair in a very lazy posture: "I said Xiao Lu, you love sweets so much, why doesn't your mouth taste sweet at all?"

Lu Sirin glanced at him.

"Have you tried it?"

Lin Xianbai was stunned.

Then, he kept staring at Lu Sirin's face without speaking.

It was also the first time for Lu Sirin to say such a thing, and he was still not used to it, but he was stared at by the people around him, half of his scalp was numb, and his ears began to feel hot.

"Brother Lu, you have changed."

"..."

"You're a brother with bad ideas now."

"..."

Lu Sirin was ashamed and annoyed by what was said, but he was helpless. After all, he was the one who was quick to talk just now, so he left the sentence "I'll go downstairs to cut the fruit" and fled.

Lin Xianbai had a thick skin and was so ashamed that he went downstairs, where he started giggling again.

As a result, there was a voice in my ear——

"You are my grandson-in-law?"

Lin Xianbai almost died on the spot.

He looked back and saw that it was an old man with a beard and hair all white, and his face was quite kind.

Just walking without sound.

Huh?Why is there no sound when walking?

Lin Xianbai glanced at the ground.

Oh, and he has no legs, and no shadow.

Ok? ? ?

What the hell! ! !

Lin Xianbai finally realized - this old man is a ghost!

Fuck!But why can he still see ghosts! ?Is Lu Sirin's jade pendant useless so soon? ? ?

Lin Xianbai took two steps back, quickly took the jade out of his clothes, and held it in his hand.

"Don't worry about it, it's mine."

Lin Xianbai was taken aback, "This is...your...your stuff?"

Lu Silin's family won't be fighting against each other, right? !

The grandfather glanced at the jade pendant and sighed: "My ancestors left it to me, my father left it to me, and I left it to my grandson."

Lin Xianbai finally realized, "Are you... Lu Silin's grandfather?"

The old man glanced at him: "You only know now? He looks handsome, but his brain is not very smart."

Lin Xianbai: "..."

"But it won't affect future generations."

"..."

Lin Xianbai just remembered that the first thing the grandfather said when he saw him just now was if he was his granddaughter-in-law, so he met the parents directly? ? ?

So hardcore?

But last time during the summer vacation, Lu Silin also said that he would go back to his hometown to accompany his grandfather, but he died so soon?I haven't heard Lu Sirin say that either.

"What are you looking at?" The old man passed through Lin Xianbai's test paper with his transparent hand, "It turns out that my grandson is so superficial and only looks at his face."

Lin Xianbai: "..."

Is this saying that he is stupid and has poor grades?

There is no need to be so eccentric, if he is any more stupid, he will think he is being praised.

The old man stared at Lin Xianbai's face carefully again.Lin Xianbai was terrified by the stares, and tried to chat: "Grandpa, when did you die?"

Good guy, chat genius.

The old man was not dissatisfied, "When the child was eight years old."

Lin Xianbai was taken aback, "It's been nine years."

"Yes, it's been nine years." The old man's tone suddenly became melancholy, "I've been by his side for nine years."

Ordinarily, after staying in the human world for nine years, there must be some unfulfilled wish, Lin Xianbai asked: "Aren't you going to reincarnate?"

"I'm going. Don't worry about this child."

The old man's eyes fell on the table, and Lin Xianbai looked at it - it was a photo, there was only Lu Sirin on it, he looked a few years younger than now, it should be taken in junior high school.

"Why don't you feel relieved? Lu Sirin is very good, you can rest assured to reincarnate. If you stay in this world for another year, your soul will fly away and you will never be able to reincarnate."

Lin Xianbai had heard about those monks and ghosts before, so he knew a little bit about this matter.

The old man sighed: "I can't worry about him."

Lin Xianbai was silent.

The old man continued: "What does my grandson look like in your eyes?"

Lin Xianbai thought for a while: "Handsome."

"..." The old man rolled his eyes at him, "Superficial. I mean personality."

"In terms of personality... it should be the kind that looks cold, but after getting in touch with him, you will feel that this person is very reliable and careful." Lin Xianbai completely forgot that he thought he was pretending to be aggressive before, and now he is completely Pick something nice and say, "I like it."

The old man: "You two are dating, of course you like him."

Lin Xianbai said weakly: "...not yet."

The old man didn't listen to his arguments, "He wasn't like this before. He used to love to laugh, cry, climb trees, swim in the river secretly, and pick peaches from other people's trees. He was... a very naughty child. "

Lin Xianbai was surprised, he could never have imagined that Lu Sirin could do these things.

"It's been different since he lived with his parents. His parents are a lawyer and a doctor. When he made a little mistake when he was young, he would criticize him severely." The old man turned to Lin Xianbai, "Don't you think Is his whole body tense? Not allowing himself to make mistakes, not giving others a chance to find fault."

Having said that, Lin Xianbai finally came to an epiphany. He had been wondering, feeling that he couldn't see through Lu Sirin—they were both of the same age, but the other party was unexpectedly mature.

That's what happened.

It turned out that he had been stretching himself.

"There is another reason. When I was about to die, his parents didn't have time to come and take care of me. When I had time to come, I was already so cold. He didn't have time to see me for the last time. After that, he didn't have much time. Love to laugh." The old man sighed, "Actually, I have something to say to him, but he can't see me, and he can't hear me."

"There is still one year left, and I can only accompany him for one year." After trying for a long time, the old man couldn't touch Lu Sirin's photo with his fingers, and finally gave up.

"Even if it's just a word, let me say a word to him."

Lin Xianbai thought of his grandfather - last summer, his grandfather died in the hospital. Unlike Lu Silin, he was beside his grandfather, and the other party said a lot before he passed away.

It must be Lu Silin's greatest regret that the people closest to her were unable to see each other before they left.He must have suffered so much and blamed himself so much that he couldn't forgive himself for all these years.

Lin Xianbai thought for a while, and finally raised his head.

"Get on me."

The old man froze.

Lin Xianbai said: "I can see ghosts, and I can also get ghosts on my body. Don't you have a lot to say to him? Use my body to say what you want to say."

He thought for a while and continued: "It's just a pity that you can't touch him, or you will pop out of my body."

"It's okay, this time I voluntarily." Seeing his hesitation, Lin Xianbai urged, "I think Lu Sirin... also really wants to see Grandpa."

Lu Sirin was still cutting fruit.

There wasn't much stock in the fridge, so he cut up everything except apples.

Lin Xianbai doesn't like apples.

As soon as it was cut, he heard footsteps on the stairs.

Can't wait.

Lu Sirin held the fruit plate and turned around with a smile.

As a result, the other party's face was full of tears.

Shouting to him tremblingly: "Little brat..."

Lu Sirin froze.

This is not Lin Xianbai's tone.

This is……

Lu Sirin bit her lower lip, she couldn't believe it, and almost word by word came out of her mouth: "You, are... grandpa?"

Lin Xianbai wiped away his tears, and said brokenly, "You shouldn't be crying. This child lent me his body, so he shouldn't be crying."

After speaking, he returned to his smile, but it was uglier than crying, and his tone was still trembling.

"I'll come over and leave after a word with you."

Really grandpa.

Such a small gesture is grandpa!

Lu Sirin stepped forward and wanted to hug him, but was stopped by Lin Xianbai all of a sudden——

"Fart kid!" Grandpa scolded him, "Why are you so reckless, don't you want to listen to me, an old man?"

It was only then that Lu Sirin realized that if he touched him, grandpa would disappear.

His eyes were red with eagerness—nine years, and it has been nine years since his grandfather left. He had countless dreams of the other party's appearance before he died, and when he woke up, everything was nothing.

"Grandpa...you...you..."

Lu Sirin's voice trembled, and he couldn't utter a complete sentence.

"In the past few years, grandpa has been watching you by his side, although you can't see me. Watching you study, watching you take exams, watching you grow taller little by little, watching you have a child you like... "Lin Xianbai had a handsome appearance, but his tone was extremely old and mature, "So you like this type, and you are quite handsome..."

Lu Sirin's eyes were red, she bit her lower lip, her voice was hoarse.

"He's fine."

"Understood, protect your shortcomings now, and won't you be strict with your wife in the future?" The old man paused, "I've said so much nonsense, and none of it made sense."

"Lu Sirin." He called out the name of the person in front of him, and said solemnly, "Why do you keep such a sullen face every day and don't even smile, it's easy to scare people away. A 17-year-old child shouldn't be like this , isn’t it? Grandpa... Grandpa, I don’t blame you for being late, Grandpa just wants you to live well, healthy and happy.”

Lu Sirin paused.

He couldn't bear it anymore, and said hoarsely, "Grandpa, I miss you very much...don't go."

"Nonsense, people are going to die." The old man wiped away his tears, "Okay, staying for a long time will not be good for the child's health."

He looked up at Lu Sirin, calling him like he was a child.

"Come here, let grandpa hug you."

Lu Sirin tried his best to endure, he stepped forward slowly, trying to engrave the expression of the old man when he was dying, finally, there was only a small step between the two of them.

Lin Xianbai reached out and hugged him like a child.

——The soul of the old man was ejected, and he seemed to feel the human warmth and touch of the other party.

Satisfied.

All that needs to be said has been said, no regrets.

The old man's soul floated out, looking at the two people who were embracing each other.

"Goodbye."

Lu Sirin hugged her for a long time.

It's been so long that he doesn't know if grandpa is still in this room, and if he can still hear him talking next to him.

Finally, with tears in his eyes, he said goodbye to Grandpa.

"Goodbye."

Lin Xianbai regained consciousness very early.

But Lu Sirin kept holding him very tightly, and he didn't dare to move.

Finally, the other party let go of him a little.

Lin Xianbai glanced at Lu Sirin, the other party's eyes were red.

For some reason, his nose was also sore.

Lu Sirin must be very sad now.

He imitated the old man coaxing a child, raised his hand with difficulty, and patted Lu Sirin's head——

"Grandson, don't be afraid, grandpa is here."

Lu Sirin: "..."

The author has something to say: Classmate Xiao Lin already likes Brother Lu, but he hasn't realized it yet.

Soon, the two will be officially together.