Travels

The instructor's seat is located in the middle of the studio, sandwiched between the stage and the auditorium, it is a small rectangular platform raised about one meter high.The nameplates of the four mentors were pasted on the back of the chair in order from left to right, Xia Wanmu's name was on the far left, and the one next to her was undoubtedly Yu Qingge.

Xia Wanmu didn't feel scalp numb for the little malice of the program group until now, but she also understood that no matter where she went, the relationship between her and Yu Qingge from the past to the present cannot escape people's gossip and tongue.It's just that when she was not ready how to face Yu Qingge, let alone how to express the relationship between the two of them in front of the public, this distance really made her at a loss and flustered.

But psychological hints can still play a very powerful role sometimes. At least after she silently recited "Don't look at her" dozens of times, she finally managed to move her eyes from Yu Qingge to the back of the stage with difficulty, pretending to be waiting for the veterans in the music world to play The look of hopeful anticipation.

The lights on the stage were temporarily turned off, and Xia Wan stared at the shady scene without thinking, her eyes were empty and out of focus.The beams of light in the waiting area are gradually lit up, and the melodious music of the violin on the side of the quiet stage is coming slowly, making people feel like falling into a dreamlike summer night.But in this harmonious unison of musical instruments, there is a slight noise enveloping, the sound of high-heeled shoes tapping on the ground is getting closer and closer, Xia Wanmu hears it as if he is facing a big enemy, and the surrounding air suddenly It was solidified like cement, and she couldn't breathe under the pressure.

Do people hallucinate when they are stressed?Oxygen was scarce in the lungs, as if a fire was burning, and the heart seemed to expand endlessly, filling all the space in her body, making her feel that her whole body was trembling with the rhythm of the heartbeat with.

The time seems to have passed a lifetime, but also seems to be too short to be savored. The fragrant wind blows in the small still space, and Yu Qingge finally brushes her and walks over, and sits down less than one meter away from her.A boulder rolled down from her heart, she sniffled, and felt that she was out of breath, only then did she realize that she didn't know when she held her breath.

The platform a few meters ahead was full of singing and dancing, but Xia Wanmu's side was like falling into an ice cave.On the right is a monster that can eat people. She is tense and her posture is stiff. Fortunately, the mask on her face restricts her sight properly. As long as she doesn't turn her head to the side, she can't even see the corner of that person's clothes. .The recording went smoothly, and no one noticed that there was a person on the instructor's seat who was out of his mind. The mask covered Xia Wanmu's expression well, making her look like everyone on the field, listening to the middle-aged man's singing intently .But only she knows that these characters and events are just the noisy background sound in the shopping mall. At this moment, there is a video recorder in her mind, which is constantly broadcasting the picture of Yu Qingge coming to the stage after entering the stage.

Those clips were replayed countless times in just a few minutes, and every detail was clear. Xia Wanmu realized that she forgot to make any gestures of greeting when Yu Qingge walked by. How will people make a big fuss about this paragraph?She was a little annoyed, but then she thought to herself, how could she have the energy to care about how the program crew randomly cut these pictures and added some diametrically opposed post-subtitles, anyway, everyone needs heat, who cares if it is black or red.She also doesn't care about the abuse of Yu Qingge's fans or Huaxing's slander, or even the cold eyes and malicious suspicion of bystanders, because she has fully experienced these eight years ago.It's just that the only thing she can't let go of is that no matter how many times she looks back, there is one cold fact that is still so firm and clear——Yu Qingge never looked at her from the beginning to the end.

What words would you use to describe that feeling?When you watched your lover from eight years ago stand less than ten meters away and sing for everyone, and behave generously under the dazzling spotlight, but never even gave you a look from the beginning to the end.

Xia Wanmu feels incredible that she can still pay attention to such details. She has too many things to focus on, and there are so many pairs of eyes staring at her closely in the dark. A small mistake will cause to the consequences of the shock.It's just that an uncontrollable sense of frustration and loss rose from behind, lingering on her tightly, making her constantly reflect on a question: Is it because she herself is too self-satisfied and self-pitying? Blindfolded his eyes, so that he couldn't see that Yu Qingge didn't have any special thoughts about her anymore?

Here it comes again, she simply hates herself for being so unable to let go, allowing such meaningless entanglements to fill up her world day and night, repeating and sloppy, she is already terribly tired of such chattering self-questions.But when she was still undecided about what to do in the future, the only thing that could be used as a reference was probably Yu Qingge's attitude towards her.

During the brief interval that could leave her distracted, she began to reflect on the connotation of Yu Qingge's never giving up contacting her in the past eight years.Even though the person involved is sitting next to her, Xia Wanmu is ashamed to ask the question "What do you think of me?" The self-esteem that has been inflated since she was a child will not allow her to be in front of her ex Making such a humble gesture, even if that person makes her so fondly remembered, she has been thinking about it for thousands of days and nights.All the attention and care she showed towards Yu Qingge was an expression of extreme weakness in her opinion, and it was very humiliating to show any warmth in front of a person whose heart was already calm.If you don't dare to confess your love and care, isn't the disguise of indifference and hatred the most suitable means?

The end of a relationship is the most difficult stage to let go of, but time is an effective coolant. Within a few years, the number that remembers memorization is slowly returned to the grid, and the little things that are recited in love will also be reversed. become a blurred memory.She never denies that love is not a pure thing. All people caught in the emotional vortex are more or less self-pity and partial, and the so-called true destiny is just a relationship between people because of lack of understanding. A deception born of mutual desire.Therefore, when people think about the relationship they missed for various reasons, it is not just a faded lover that comes to mind, but also deeply misses themselves who stood side by side with this person in those years.

Love escapes from the most selfish corner of the heart, and people project this miscellaneous product onto their lover, crowning it with praiseworthy words such as "dedication" and "sacrifice", but in the end they only satisfy themselves.

So she thought, maybe Yu Qingge's questioning and invitations in the following years were not because of the unforgettable old relationship, but because he was only reluctant to part with the happy and innocent time growing up together?People have been walking on thin ice for too long in an indifferent and dirty place, and those honest and honest moments become more and more precious.In the end, she left so much affection for Yu Qingge after all, she didn't abuse or criticize, turning around resolutely and cutting off all contact may have been the most decent appearance when breaking up due to betrayal.She couldn't think of anything that could make Yu Qingge hold a grudge against her, so is this person afraid to look at her because of feelings and guilt?

Thinking of this, she couldn't help turning her head slightly, wanting to sneak a look at the person on the right.It's just that the corner of the eye just glanced halfway, and found that Yu Qingge stretched out his hand to pull the loose shoulder-length hair, propped the table with his right hand, and sat sideways towards her according to the posture.

The edge of the butterfly mask shook briskly, like a dragonfly making circles of ripples on a calm lake.She quickly withdrew her gaze, her heart was beating wildly, she was afraid of being discovered by Yu Qingge, but also panicked because of the snow-white neck she glimpsed.

"Okay, so far the performances of the four instructors have all ended. Next, the students are invited to leave the studio and enter the training venue to choose an instructor. Note that everyone's choice is confidential. Please send your favorite The instructor’s name is written on the white sticker just sent out, and then the name is covered with a black sticker, pasted under his name tag, and then he performs on stage according to the order of the number plate, and the instructors select 54 people to pass the first round.”

The belated host was a tall and thin young man with a lot of energy. He wore black-rimmed eyes and was dressed in a neat suit.After the students left one after another, he waved his hand, spoke excitedly, and made an exaggerated expression towards the shifting camera position in a somewhat mysterious manner.

"Then now, it's time for the much-anticipated mentor unveiling! Everyone must have guessed about the four mentors? But I'm sure the result will be unexpected!" He lowered his voice, "We'll start from the first person on the right, and if anyone guesses her name, please shout it out loud!"

Some scattered names rang out in the auditorium, and then these voices condensed into a small group, calling Liang Wan very uniformly.

Under the fox mask, Xia Wanmu hooked the corners of her lips, thinking ironically, this show really does not miss any details that can be hyped, and I wonder how many people will use Liang Wan as an excuse to attack her after the broadcast .

"Is it Liang Wan? It seems that everyone's voice for Liang Tianhou is very high!" The host put his hand to his ear, nodded pretendingly, and took a step back to show off, "Then is it Liang Wan? ? I wonder if the other three mentors have different opinions?"

"I don't think so, Sister Liang is not in this style." The rapper wearing a clown mask spoke in a very young voice, "Because I have always been a fan of Sister Liang, the voice is too different, Sister Liang's style It’s quite unique, and you’ll know it’s not the first time you hear it.”

Xia Wanmu kept smiling.Lu Zhen has already given her the background of some people who need attention on the show before. This rapper is a traffic niche that Huaxing has recently promoted. Liang Wan couldn't separate the relationship.

The host nodded after hearing his words, with a meaningful expression on his face.

"The clown instructor is definitely not Liang Wan, so who is this one?" He looked around the auditorium, and there were a few uncertain voices flashing past, and finally no one guessed, he turned to Returning to the instructor's seat, they asked one by one, "Who does Instructor Tiger think?"

The middle-aged man in the tiger mask smiled and shook his head.

"Then what does Instructor Butterfly think?" The host smirked and raised his eyebrows on the stage, "Don't you feel familiar?"

Xia Wanmu's smile froze.

"It's very familiar."

Yu Qingge's characteristic cold low voice sounded, she spoke very slowly and softly, it sounded like she was whispering to her lover.

"I think her performance is perfect, there is nothing to criticize. Listening to what she just said on stage, she must be a very gentle and considerate person who can bring happiness to others."

The author has something to say: the writing time is too long, and today I looked back and found that there was a bug in the timeline, and I had to go back and correct it a little bit.People really need to be single-minded in order to do things well--