Travels

For many days after that, Xia Wanmu deliberately kept the distance between the two of them. There was never any excessive intimacy like that night, and even physical contact was rare.There was such a strange self hidden in her heart, she was trapped by an unprecedented fog, and for the first time in her life, she completely lost her direction.But the answer to this puzzle finally appeared in an unexpected way. Among the few "friends" around her, she found someone who was in a similar situation to herself.

After the recording of the album was over, the promotional work was put on the agenda. For this reason, she and Yu Qingge had to run around constantly, from this scene to that show. In short, there was no idle time.That day, they were on a variety show together with the most popular boy group to promote. After stepping off the stage, the most sunny and handsome of the four boys walked towards her and sent her a party invitation.

She has cooperated with this male star with the surname a lot, and they are familiar with each other to a certain extent, and they usually meet occasionally at certain dinners that have to be socialized, so the relationship between the two is not bad.In the past, she would not have rejected his invitation so decisively, but recently, she really has no mind to do other things, and only one person is wandering around in her mind.

She was about to refuse, when a man from the boys' team over there ran up, ignoring her presence, and scolded the ordinary man why he was still dawdling here.Ju Zhengxin sent him away with a few words, and turned to her with an apologetic smile.

"I'm sorry, he's just like this, a kid who doesn't understand anything. Maybe I take care of him too much, and he's a little clingy to me."

She looked at the back of the curly hair that was going too far, and hummed thoughtfully.Seeing her staring intently at the direction in which her teammates left, Ju Zhengxin secretly clenched his fists, but the corners of his mouth curled into a smile.

"I'm almost twenty, and I can't take care of myself. I have to help with everything, and I often go to sleep with me on the bed at night. Maybe the only child, he looks very insecure."

Xia Wanmu blinked, and looked back at him, her beautiful peach eyes were full of disbelief.

"What did you say?"

"It's weird, isn't it?" Ju Zhengxin shrugged and smiled helplessly, "He's very polite in front of outsiders, but he's very childish in front of me. He probably sees me as an older brother. There's nothing he can do about it. Who made me so reliable."

The KTV in the middle of the night is brightly lit.In the bathroom, Xia Wanmu splashed a handful of cold water on his face with both hands, raised his head to stare at himself in the mirror, and sighed faintly.He shouldn't have agreed to Ju Zhengxin, thinking he could see something when he came here, but he found nothing.It was a big private room, and Ju Zhengxin was sitting on one side of her, sticking to her like a dog skin plaster, while the curly-haired lady Yuan Hanliang played cards and drank with others on the other side as if nothing had happened, without giving her a single look.

Maybe she was wrong. How can there be so many people in this world who have an excessive desire to be close to their teammates?The surname Ju is trying to appear reliable in front of her to brag.

She took out a tissue and carefully sucked the water droplets on her face, trying her best not to damage her makeup.

Then what's the matter with her monopoly and desire to be close to Yu Qingge?Obviously both of them are girls, she has everything that Yu Qingge has, and in terms of figure alone, what point can she not compare to?But when she was beside that person, she never had any thoughts of comparison. She just found that body very attractive from head to toe, which made her want to get closer and touch him.

The few glasses of wine that Ju Zhengxin and his friends drank seemed to have taken effect in order to cope with it. She was so dizzy that she had to give up thinking.Just as she was about to touch up her makeup and leave, there was a muffled sound from the bathroom next door, followed by a man's painful hum. She turned her head and listened to it, thinking that she had heard that sound somewhere before.

"Don't go too far, my patience is limited." Another thick male voice sounded, gnashing his teeth, and he could hear the master's unconcealable anger.

It's Ju Zhengxin.Who is he talking to?Hearing this tone, it seemed that he was really angry, and he obviously looked like a very good-tempered person.It appears that something extraordinary has happened.She turned off the faucet that was still running, calmed down, and took two steps back very gently, leaning against the wall to listen secretly.

"Hey...why, now that you have a new target, you don't want to look at me again? You obviously put me on the bed last night..."

The sarcasm stopped abruptly, and after a loud slap, the man suppressed a low-pitched threat.

"Shut up! I already said that I was drunk last night, and you sent me to bed to sell my ass. Do you want the whole world to know about this kind of scandal?"

Xia Wanmu gasped nervously, dizzy from hearing such heavy private news.The other voice is clearly that of the curly-haired gentleman, even if he is ignorant of things, he will not have any other understanding after hearing such explicit words.Ju Zhengxin and Yuan Hanliang, they did such a thing?Men and men... too?She had previously felt that Yuan Hanliang's attitude towards Ju Zhengxin was not quite right, but now it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it. The two had an affair?Yuan Hanliang is gay?Didn't Ju Zhengxin have a girlfriend before?Even if you are drunk, can you be so drunk that you can't tell the difference between a man and a woman?

"Drunk? That's a good excuse. I'm obviously in high spirits. After playing for more than two hours, my eyes are glistening with excitement." Yuan Hanliang also suppressed his throat, speaking intermittently, mixed with painful panting.

Here Xia Wanmu was too startled to stand still, his ears hurt from the man's bold words, but his curiosity became more and more vigorous, so he had no choice but to lean on the wall and continue listening in fear.

"Who are you blackmailing? Hmm? Do you think you can become someone of mine once you do it?"

There was the rustling sound of the clothes rubbing against the ground, and she heard the slapping sound of the soles of the shoes hitting the ground forcefully, followed by the sound of water, and a thin whimpering sound.

"Don't move." The man's voice was very impatient, "the blood is all down to the neck, bear with it, and wash it off immediately."

Yuan Hanliang replied vaguely, but she couldn't hear clearly, she strained her ears and waited.After a long time, when the sound of running water finally stopped, I heard Ju Zhengxin's low-pitched voice which was slightly softer than before.

"It's not what you think. I'll explain it to you when I go back. Don't mess around outside."

After a pause, the voice sounded again.

"I'll go there first, you wipe it with a piece of paper, and come back after drying it, don't be so embarrassed, others are not blind."

When she heard Ju Zhengxin's footsteps walking away, she breathed a sigh of relief, regained her thoughts a little bit, and thought about what to do next.Yuan Hanliang was the only one left, and she felt a kind of sympathy for her fellow sufferers. Perhaps it would be a good idea to find someone "experienced" to answer her doubts at this time.After a brief hesitation, she gritted her teeth and walked out.

In the semi-open space next door, a handsome boy leaned against the sink, staring at himself reflected in the mirror with red eyes.His drenched curly hair hangs obediently by his ears. He is obviously as pitiful and helpless as a puppy soaked in heavy rain, but there is still a vicious expression of disbelief on his face.

"Are... are you okay?" Xia Wanmu saw that he was so focused that he didn't notice himself at all, so he had to bite the bullet and remind him aloud.

The boy glanced at the mirror, turned around quickly, looked at her with hostility, and asked viciously, "Did you hear that?"

Xia Wanmu turned his eyes away and nodded.

"Heh, not only do you make me sick, but what you do is also extremely disgusting. You have such a beautiful face for nothing, and you do some nasty things. Why, you want to come over and pinch me while he is gone?" Yuan Han brightened She blushed, tried her best and began to taunt her, "Then you are really blind to see the wrong person, I am not someone like you who can bully."

Xia Wanmu was originally calm, and was fully prepared to be bitten by this man, but these words were still a bit harsh.She frowned, and stopped back in a cold voice.

"Do you have persecution paranoia? Don't treat me as your imaginary enemy. I'm not interested in Ju Zhengxin. Can you please stop acting like a furious pig who has been slapped with cabbage?"

Yuan Hanliang gave her a hard look, and said with a sneer, "Then why did you come here at his invitation? Who are you deceiving by acting innocent and harmless? It's obvious that you have ulterior motives, why don't you admit it?"

Xia Wanmu was caught in his mind by what he said, and stroked his forehead uncomfortably.

"I have other plans, but it's not him." She hesitated for a while, and decided to go straight to the point, "I came here because of you."

Yuan Hanliang was stunned, looking at her with embarrassing eyes, his face turned blue and white for a while.

Xia Wanmu guessed that he was thinking wrong, and quickly explained: "It's not what you think, I just... think we are very similar. The way you ran to find Ju Zhengxin reminds me of..."

She stopped, her peach blossom eyes were full, as if she was holding a thousand words, but she was still unwilling to shake them out.

Yuan Hanliang was in a hurry.

"What do you think of? Don't be a mother-in-law, you women are the most annoying when you are indecisive and hesitant. It's annoying."

Xia Wanmu took a deep breath, with a desperate expression on his face.

"I saw the way you looked at him, the expression of liking and relying on him, and I am also like this with Yu Qingge now... I really want to cling to her, I don't know what's wrong with me." She thought about it, and glanced at him cautiously Two eyes, "But just heard your conversation, you did that kind of thing with him... Then I am different from you again, I don't like Yu Qingge in that sense, and I don't want to be with her, With her..." Her pretty face was flushed red, and she couldn't speak those two words, stammering, showing the shyness and embarrassment unique to young girls.

Yuan Hanliang pulled his face, and the cute Zhengtai who was crazily boasted by fans had a dubious hostility on his face at first, but he relaxed after hearing what she said, and took up the conversation with a sneer: "You don't want to sleep with her?"

Xia Wanmu nodded desperately like a chicken pecking at rice, as if Yu Qingge's innocence would be tarnished if he hesitated for a second.

"Have you ever touched her?"

"What do you mean? How do you call it touched?"

"What are you pretending, don't you women hug and kiss every day?"

The innocent little Xia girl blushed like a tomato, and some pictures in her memory flashed by, she took off the painting skin of friendship and looked at it again, and the scenes made her heart beat endlessly.

"No, I haven't kissed... I bit her neck, does that count? Isn't it normal for girls to have physical contact?"

Yuan Hanliang seemed to have heard some joke, and looked at her with contempt in his eyes: "If you really want to be normal, you will come to ask me so guilty? Are you pretending to be confused?"

"You are really hypocritical. You hug and bite, and you still don't want to go to bed? I don't think you don't want to, but you just haven't thought about it at all, have you?"

His words were like a thunderbolt splitting Xia Wanmu's chaotic world, and the lightning flashed blindingly for a moment, clearly illuminating the dark and hidden desires hidden in her heart.She covered her heart and took two steps back, a little afraid to face her real self, she couldn't believe it and said, "... two girls, it's okay? You, you mean, I... I like her? Then A kind of love like?"

Yuan Hanliang glanced at her and sneered a few times.

"I want to do that kind of thing with someone, and you still say that you just treat her as a good friend? You women are really good at playing, doing some intimate things under the guise of best friends." He said to the eavesdropper Patience had reached its limit, and after finishing speaking, he straightened his collar and prepared to leave, not forgetting a few final warnings before leaving.

"Everything you heard today is rotten in my stomach, otherwise I will let you go around without food."

The people who were still standing there in a daze didn't hear what he said afterwards. Xia Wanmu stared at the empty bathroom, his eyes were out of focus, and he was still immersed in the shock of falling in love with his roommate, unable to recover for a long time.

The author has something to say: Xia Baobao: I am so pure that I can’t understand what this person is talking about

Depressed Sao: Don't you really want to?

Xia Baobao: emmmmmmm, it’s not that I don’t want to (/▽＼)