Travels

Many people will become more sensitive and pessimistic than usual in the lonely night, because of this, silently licking wounds seems to be the patent of night.But when the sun came up the next day, the bright and warm sunlight fell on the person, and the melancholy atmosphere easily dissipated, and the tingling sensation that had been sharp in the previous hours was now dulled.Just as the night makes people vulnerable, the lightness of the day makes it easier to be optimistic.

Life is a stage play. When the curtain falls, actors can immerse themselves in their own world in the background, but at the opening moment of the play, no matter how grief-stricken the previous moment, everyone must devote themselves to their own work at work.Xia Wanmu is no exception.Although a few hours ago she was still struggling in the freedom and loneliness that was almost self-destructive, after the sun rose, she could only rush to the appointment with Sen Ming to ensure that nothing would go wrong in her current life.In a very realistic corner of her heart, she clearly realizes that no matter what decision she makes in the end, at least she must hold on to what she still has now. It is unimaginable for a person who has been in the society for many years.

They haven't seen each other for a few days, and when Sen Ming came to pick her up again, he was very enthusiastic, and she could feel the uncontrollable excitement hidden under his gentlemanly demeanor.She wondered if the hint was too obvious and too much when they parted last time, so that Sen Ming saw that the first few words she said were trembling.

This made her a little embarrassed. First, she felt guilty. She didn't have any love for this man, but she caused him to love her so wholeheartedly and passionately; then she was embarrassed. She didn't know when the date was over. Will Hou Senming really go to her house based on what she said last time? She still feels that it is not the time to let this relationship go to this point.But then she laughed at herself again. If she really decided on her own likes and dislikes to advance or retreat in a relationship, Sen Ming might not be able to enter her house for decades.

She was so entangled in these ideas that she had a headache, but Sen Ming didn't know it at all. He dutifully played the role of the driver along the way, and tried to find topics to make her happy when he found time, but Xia Wanmu sat next to him, feeling that the time with him had begun for the first time. become so difficult.It was the first time in her life that she used people as a way out. Before Lu Zhen appeared, she swore that she took this relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend seriously. Although there was no love, at least she still had a sense of responsibility, a kind of you come and me The past view of fairness lies.Because of this sense of responsibility and conscience, she even considered marrying him.But Lu Zhen was like a sharp knife, cutting open the greed hidden in the deepest part of her soul, and many shady thoughts surfaced just like that... Lu Zhen and Sheng Huang are a springboard, and Sen Ming has always been there. Her best choice has become a dispensable option. What is the difference between him now and a chicken rib?

She spurned such a realistic and vicious self, and felt disgusted by these dirty thoughts, and an unprecedented self-loathing surrounded her imperviously.She couldn't believe that a few years ago she looked down on Yu Qingge's indifference, now?She was more than ten times worse than Yu Qingge.

The restless emotions in her mind and the insomnia the night before made her feel confused all morning. Fortunately, Sen Ming knew that she was a night owl, and thought she was so lethargic because of lack of sleep. He even blamed himself for not picking a good time to date her. .

"I originally wanted to invite you to the afternoon and evening shows, but I have a meeting tomorrow, and I have to take time to prepare well tonight."

The handsome man stretched out his hand to caress her pale face lovingly, the feeling of skin friction made her stiffen all over immediately.She restrained the resistance in her heart and tried her best to squeeze out a smile.

"It's okay, I'm used to staying up late, and it feels okay, not as uncomfortable as you think."

Sen Ming looked at her tenderly, hesitated for a while, and said, "How about taking you back? Go back and have a good rest and sleep."

"No." She blurted out her refusal. After being cared for so considerately, she felt a sense of guilt in her heart. She bit the bullet and teased, "You just rushed to see me off after eating? Are you really looking for a second love behind my back? ?”

"I have this idea. All the female teachers and teaching assistants, including the female students, have been inspected. Those who are younger than you are not as good-looking as you, and those who are better than you are not as good-looking as you. As for those who are better-looking than you..." He paused After a while, Xia Wanmu couldn't help but laugh when Xia Wanmu showed curiosity, "No one looks better than you."

Xia Wan gave him a blank look, but she showed her first sincere smile since meeting today.She hugged herself, shook her shoulders with some chills, and frowned with a disgusted expression: "Come on, you are the most beautiful in my opinion, it's too hypocritical, and it's disgusting."

Sen Ming laughed happily for a few times, then immediately put away his smile, lowered his eyes and looked at her affectionately, and raised his right hand to swear: "You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen, really."

Xia Wanmu's scalp was numb from embarrassment, and even his face, which was as pale as a ghost, turned red with disgust, and he reached out to hammer him.Sen Ming received a few punches from her with a smile on his face. Seeing that she was getting more energetic, he suggested: "Will you go to a movie later? You sit down and have a good rest. If you are really tired, you can just sleep."

Xia Wanmu nodded, she was really exhausted physically and mentally, she didn't have the energy to think about this and that, so Sen Ming could do whatever he wanted, she just cooperated, and the boat would go straight when it reached the bridge.

The timing was unlucky, the latest movie didn't start until an hour later, the two sat in the cinema hall for a while, and Sen Ming insisted on buying her snacks and milk tea from a certain online celebrity shop, she couldn't stop her If he didn't live there, he would go there, and he would just be in a daze on the spot, bored.The cinema on weekdays is far less lively than on weekends. In the huge hall, there are only a few passers-by sitting and resting. Two or three waiters at the counter stand together and play with their mobile phones with their heads down. Temporary resting place.

After staying up all night, her body was sore and swollen, and Xia Wanmu curled up in the soft sofa chair in the studio, drowsy, her five senses were as dull as a rusty clockwork.The phone rang for a while, and it took her two or three seconds to react and touch the phone, but when she opened it, she found that it wasn't her phone that was ringing.The strange woman not far from her left while grabbing her mobile phone and making a call. She stared blankly at the slender figure going away, her mind was blank.

Sen Ming hadn't come back yet, she was huddled alone with her mobile phone in her hand, her mind began to wander again.The figure of the woman who just left was very similar to Yu Qingge's, slender and slender, but so flexible and powerful.All these years about Yu Qingge was like a vortex, she struggled in it once last night, and now she encountered it again.Subconsciously, she pressed the screen with her fingers, and stared at the outdated news again. All kinds of emotions, like vines, grew wildly from the letters sent by Yu Qingge, entangled her so much that she could barely breathe.Only then did she feel that the air-conditioning in the studio was turned on too high, and the breath seemed to freeze. The strangers around were quiet, and even the waiters at the counter were silently playing with their mobile phones. Make noise.

Xia Wanmu stood up with difficulty, and ran out staggeringly. She was afraid of such dead silence, which made her easily fall into the magnified self-emotions and couldn't get out.Where is Sen Ming?She was wandering around like a headless chicken in the mall, and accidentally bumped into other people's shoulders a few times, and she was so dazed that she forgot to apologize.Fortunately, passers-by have always been overly tolerant of beautiful things, and it is not so difficult to forgive a pale and distraught beauty.

She came and went looking for no one, and the confined space made her feel suffocated. She shuffled out of the shopping mall, and the warm sun wrapped in the high temperature hit her face, drying the cold and damp in her body.Xia Wanmu closed her eyes and raised her head, piously like a sunflower embracing the sky.

After an unknown amount of time, a joking voice came from the side. The young man's voice was shrill but not harsh, with a faint smile: "Where is Miss Xia worshiping? The posture is quite special?"

She opened her eyes, and Lu Zhen stood in front of her with a smile that was not a smile, her gray hair was neatly tied behind her head, and her small eyes covered by gold-rimmed glasses blinked at her, looking very playful.He took off his shirt and put it on his hands in the uncomfortably high temperature. His thin white shirt was buttoned up neatly, but the tie on top had been torn crookedly and hung loosely on his shoulders. Polished very well.

It was almost the same as the last time we met, he was still pretending to be serious, but this time he brought a female companion by his side, Xia Wanmu turned his head and looked at him, and found that the woman with wine-red curly hair was obviously not like him. A class of people.

"Let me introduce this one, Ms. Xia Wanmu, editor of the magazine column." Lu Zhen grinned, showing eight teeth, and put on a charming smile that he had practiced N times in front of the mirror (he thought it was like this anyway). Putting it lightly on the female companion's shoulder, "Here, Ms. Shen Xiaofang, my girlfriend, just came from my hometown to join me."

Xia Wanmu nodded to the two of them. The long-term mental tension had made her lose the ability to think. She mechanically reached out to this Ms. Shen Xiaofang and said hello: "Hello, I am Xia Wanmu."

Shen Xiaofang didn't move, the sunglasses covered half of her face, her bright red lips were tightly pressed, drawn into a mean straight line.She was wearing a beige tight-fitting long dress, showing a grippy waist, and a large light shawl on her upper body. She looked as if she had just left some grand event.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, Lu Zhen quickly reached out to hold the hand she had been outstretching, and explained with a smile: "Xiaofang is from the countryside, her personality is relatively introverted, she is nervous about everything, especially afraid of strangers, Miss Xia, don't think too much. "

Xia Wanmu nodded, as if he lacked the interest to take the initiative to talk, and was a bit sleepy.

"What a coincidence, I just asked Miss Xia to meet a few days ago, and I met here again today, Z City is so big, it seems that we are destined, don't you think, Xiaofang?"

Lu Zhen was thinking about something, and he couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear. Beside him, Shen Xiaofang stood there like a sculpture of ice, without any reaction, and his whole body exuded a chill that was almost visible to the naked eye.Xia Wanmu looked at the two people who didn't match anywhere, and felt a little nervous.