Travels

The board sounded, the director waved his hand to the stage, and the recording of the program entered the intermission period.Xia Wanmu took off the gloves slowly at the instructor's seat, she looked calm and elegant on the surface, but in fact she was always blocked in her heart.

She stood up, bent her right knee and pretended to fall, and grabbed the armrest of the seat next to her with a soft cry.Yu Qingge was startled by this, and quickly got up from the chair, reaching out to support her waist.

"Excuse me."

Someone from below was looking this way, she showed an apologetic smile and thanked her in a low voice, and swiftly stuffed the crumpled ball of paper into someone's hand while no one was paying attention.

Yu Qingge was stunned for a moment, then withdrew his hand calmly, and his eyes were shining brightly when he looked over, like the faint starlight hanging in the sky.

Don't feel too exciting to be dark.With a stiff face, she didn't know what expression to use to deal with the obviously overjoyed person, so she turned her head away and hurriedly left the scene.

There are not many places in the TV station that are not under the monitoring range. Xia Wanmu walked slowly through the maze-like venues, making seven turns and turns, and came to a certain safety exit located in the innermost part of this floor.The thick wooden door was half-hidden, she pushed it open with great effort, slipped in, and began to wait patiently in the blind corner of her vision behind the door.

It was chilly in the empty corridor, the windows were closed, and there was a faint smell of paint in the quiet air that could not go away after being sealed for too long. She leaned against the door, rubbing her arms up and down with her arms folded, and the friction produced In a little heat, she was thinking about the shit that made her come here.

Speaking of it, Yu Qingge helped her first, and it was a disgraceful thing to run away like that. I wonder how that person would feel when he saw an empty bed after he finished his work?

Thinking of this, a sense of guilt surged up continuously, she covered her face, remembering her embarrassing appearance reflected on the mirror-smooth elevator wall after escaping that day, she really wanted to bump her head to death on it.Fortunately, God took pity on her and didn't allow this scene to be photographed by the paparazzi, otherwise what kind of bloody storm will it be?

——Liang Wan is really damned!

But what is even more damning is that she has been repeatedly told by so many people to fall into such a simple and vulgar trick, and is forced to accept "help" in various senses from her ex-girlfriend.

Xia Wanmu closed his eyes dejectedly, a long sigh bursting from left to right in the palm of his hand, the sultry and humid air brushed his cheeks, making his eye sockets hot.

...Where did you go?She has been troubled by this for countless times in the past few days, thinking about it over and over again, and only remembering the silver light that flashed in front of her eyes several times—it was probably the various accessories worn by Yu Qingge, such as necklaces and earrings. , or have your own.

In fact, there was nothing wrong with what Lu Zhen said later. She would not believe that the effect of the medicine was so amazing that people could not remember anything about it.Maybe something else happened that night, or maybe she just fell asleep, so I don't have the slightest impression.But no matter what, even if she didn't make it to the last step, such contact was already a headache for her.But at this juncture... Obviously, the show has already come to an end, and she probably won't have to get along with or even meet this person again the last time.It's good now, it's getting more and more entangled, not to mention that Yu Qingge is the victim this time, and she can no longer continue the previous attitude of indifference and avoidance, so she can only stand up and take responsibility.

The bearings creaked twice, she regained consciousness, the wooden door was pushed open a gap, and Yu Qingge's profile appeared over there.Seeing that the man was struggling a little, she stood up straight and opened the door.

Yu Qingge walked in, stopped at the corner by the door, and without looking at her, reached out and tore off the coat she was wearing and handed it to her.

"Put it on yourself." Xia Wanmu closed the door, frowned at the hand stretched out in front of her eyes, took two steps back and refused impatiently.

After a pause of two seconds, she stared at the toes of her shoes, and added in an awkward voice, "I'm not cold."

You better take care of yourself.

She didn't say the second half of the sentence, but her eyes drifted forward uncontrollably, and settled on another pair of feet wrapped in fish mouth high heels.There was a small opening in the silver toe, and the toes exposed from it were small and white, like small balls kneaded with the purest flour.The peach-colored nails were neatly trimmed and rounded, and they looked very attractive, which made her want to touch them all the time.

As if unable to bear such a gaze, the tip of the toe gradually bent downwards, clasping the upper of the shoe tightly, as if trying to hide himself.She stared blankly for a while, then slowly raised her eyes, and saw Yu Qingge was staring at a certain place on the side with her head lowered, her lowered eyes looked a little shy, and the two faint blushes on her usually pale face were very irritating. attention.

A little embarrassing.She cleared her throat, feeling very uncomfortable, and she didn't know where to look with her eyes. After several rounds, she could only stop on the opposite wall, staring at the blank space without focusing on it.

"I... called you here to talk about what happened that night."

Yu Qingge hummed inaudibly.

She twisted her body, put her hands that had no place to rest behind her waist, straightened her shoulders and coughed twice again, her voice was so weak that it was weak.

"If it weren't for you, I might not know how I would have been tossed by Liang Wan. So... Thank you."

This thank you really made her very awkward. It was stuck in her throat for a long time before she popped out dryly, but it sounded reluctant.Yu Qingge looked a little disappointed, shook his head at her, pursed his lips and didn't say a word.

She didn't know what the shaking of her head meant, and it was hard to ask, so she had to bite the bullet and continue:

"In short, I owe you this time. Although at present, it is very self-defeating to say this, but if I have the opportunity and ability, I will pay it back."

"I don't like being in debt, you know."

After she finished speaking, she wanted to slap herself, the latter sentence was superfluous, and it seemed too close for their current relationship, as if Yu Qingge knew her very well.

"No." Yu Qingge returned quickly, and his eyes stopped staring at her, and he looked straight at her. It was full of stubbornness, and he seemed a little sad when he looked carefully, "I don't want you to pay it back."

I don't know which nerve of this person was poked again, and the reaction was so fierce, but she didn't intend to fight hard to win or lose, so she said it in a very light tone: "Don't talk about this. I want to ask you, what happened after that night? I... took that medicine, and I couldn't remember what happened the next day."

Yu Qingge stared at her for a long time, her face was pale, and she didn't know what she was thinking. The shy look before was like a flash in the pan, which made her think it was her own hallucination.

This person has been like this since he was a child, and his facial features are not too gentle, so when he is expressionless, he looks a little cold, especially the narrow and long eyes, which always look like they are looking down, and it is difficult to make people feel close.For a while, she thought she had seen through this person, so she didn't feel how scary such an appearance was. But now, when she looked at this familiar stranger, she felt a little timid in her heart.

"You fell asleep, nothing happened, I took you home, you know what happened later."

After a long confrontation, Yu Qingge averted her eyes, and the words she spit out were not emotional, but she was relieved.

Sure enough.The big rock that had been weighing on her heart finally fell down, and she was glad that such a "special" physique allowed her to escape from the worst situation she had imagined.But the second half of the sentence seemed a bit sad in her ears. She recovered from the joy and began to worry about how to explain the behavior of running away the next day.

But this time Yu Qingge didn't give her a chance, instead she took the initiative instead.

"Do you hate me?"

The sudden question rang out in the windy stairwell. Yu Qingge hugged the overcoat that he had just taken off and hadn't put on again. He didn't know whether he was cold or emotional. .

"...What?" She didn't expect that she would suddenly be faced with the situation where she had to answer such a tricky question. Her first reaction was to pretend that she didn't hear clearly and throw the question back, but in fact Yu Qingge's voice was not low. Even she herself felt that such avoidance was too mentally retarded.

Yu Qingge stared at her without hesitation, and repeated the question just now, but this time his voice was much more stable.

"Do you hate me?"

Xia Wanmu opened his mouth, a little flustered in front of the rare and powerful person, his complicated emotions rolled around and became a knot.If he directly replies that he hates her, will this person stop pestering her like this in the future?That would probably not be a bad thing for the two of them. Yu Qingge could be alone and wouldn't have to be dragged into the water by her, and she wouldn't have to bear the accusations and notoriety of people from all walks of life, so she could walk on more easily and freely.And if the answer given is the opposite, will they continue to entangle like this forever, and no one will get what they want in the end?

She faltered for a while, but in the end she couldn't say anything.

"Why didn't you just leave without saying anything?" After a brief silence, perhaps because she was afraid of hearing an answer, Yu Qingge changed the question, looking at her with gradually sad eyes, "I shouldn't have brought you back, yes No? At that time... If I called someone to take you away, wouldn't you be happier?"

"You don't want to see me now, do you?"

"Did I force you?"

Heavy questions came out of those thin lips one by one, and Yu Qingge's long and narrow eyes drooped little by little.Until the voice became low and inaudible, the focus of the eyes was loose, and they stared at the open space between them very lonely, and they did not move again.

Xia Wanmu was startled by this sudden progress, he couldn't recover for a moment, his hands behind his back were clenched tightly, his nails dug into the flesh, and the slight tingling sensation spread along the nerves to his heart.

For a few moments, she really wanted to go over and hug this person, but the cruel reality reminded her all the time, like a sharp knife always on her waist, preventing her from moving.After a long time, she finally couldn't see that weak and thin body trembling in the wind alone, she gritted her teeth, just wanting to quickly end this throat-piercing private meeting.

"Anyway, I appreciate you helping me that night. But, like I said before, it's best for us to keep our distance now, in every sense. It's better for each other, you know?"

Not at this time, at least not when she is still so down and down.Those who stand on the ground want to pick up stars that do not belong to them, at least they have to have enough capital to build a ladder.

She turned around and pulled the doorknob, saying goodbye in a low voice.But Yu Qingge's voice pursued persistently behind him, the tone was light and light, with the despair of dying.

"What if it can't be done?"

Xia Wanmu hardened her heart, bit her lip and replied decisively:

"Then I will really hate you."

The heavy wooden door was released from the hands of the departing person, and slowly closed again with a creaking sound.The person standing in the corridor was alone, holding his coat tightly in the chilly air.