boy and sea

To be honest, Guan Rong really didn't expect that he would be interested in such a novel, and was directly moved to tears.

"The Sea and the Boy" tells the story between a boy living in the edge of the sea and an outsider named Bai Yu.The article was not too long, but it gave him an inexplicable sense of familiarity, as if he had known each other before.It is not only the book that is familiar, but also the author.

The author is Mao Rongrong.

When it comes to fluffy, Guan Rong will have a figure of a young boy in his mind, slender, clean, and so distressing that he will never forget it.

It's been another four years, and I don't know what happened to that boy.

Guan Rong is now working in Lao He's clinic, and Lao He will not treat him badly in terms of salary, and his work is not too busy, and he can even go out for a drink with Lao He in his spare time.The only troublesome thing is that Lao He urges him to find a partner every day like an old woman, saying all day long, "You are already 27, and you don't have a date yet, just wait to be a bachelor for the rest of your life!" "My son is two years old!" You are old, but you still don't have a date, are you worthless?"······

Fuck, is something like a Chinese cabbage that you can find if you want to find it? !

What's more, he still has someone he can't let go of.

After driving for more than two hours, Guan Rong arrived at East Street without knowing it, and stopped in front of a building by accident.

Four years ago, he jumped here to save a teenager.

Four years later, he stood here, but the boy had long disappeared.

It was less than an hour's drive away from Qin Jian's villa. Guan Rong knew about it, but he still didn't have the courage to take a look.

"Yo, isn't this... that young man who saved someone before?"

Guan Rong turned his head and saw an old man looking at him cheerfully, so he took the initiative to approach and said hello.

The old man sat on the chair shaking his fan and poured a cup of tea for Guan Rong: "Why does the young man think of visiting his old place again? Reminiscing about his glorious deeds?"

Guan Rong sat down and smiled: "No, I just want to ask, what happened here eight years ago."

He just wanted to know what made Qin Jian look like that.

"Cough... this matter, it's hard for him to talk about it after a long time, you have to let me think about it..."

That year, Qin Jian was 15 years old.

For a long time, Qin Jian's parents worked hard outside and had no time to take care of Qin Jian, so they entrusted their children to grandpa to raise them.From a very young age, Qin Jianjian lived with his grandfather, and the only impressions and memories of his parents are a phone call on time every week and money from frequent calls.

Qin Jian has always hated his parents, thinking that his parents only use money to perfuse him, and they don't care about him at all. .Grandpa is the opposite.Grandpa will always give him the best, buy him his favorite sweets, and make him happy in different ways and ways.So he never spent the money from his parents, even though his parents told him that he had bought them a house by the sea, he still insisted on living with his grandpa in the decades-old house

Grandpa is the nicest guy in the world.

Apart from having no parents, Qin Jian had a fairly happy childhood.He has no friends, only lives with his grandfather, and gradually grows up under the care of his grandfather.

However, such days did not last until the end.

That day Qin Jian went out to buy books by himself, and his grandfather was at home alone. He had agreed to tidy up the balcony together when Qin Jian came back, but because Qin Jian didn't grasp the time well, the old man waited and waited for no one, so he simply did it himself.Grandpa had been working for a long time, sweating profusely, and the balcony was almost tidied up. Who knew that when he stood up, his eyes were completely dark, and he couldn't stand firmly on his feet. He staggered twice, and his back slammed into the railing of the balcony.

The balcony was in disrepair for a long time, and the railings were a little loose. They couldn't bear the weight of grandpa, and they were directly broken after being hit like this... just like that, grandpa accidentally fell to his death.

But if it's just like this, it won't make Qin Jian feel so stimulated.When grandpa fell from the building, Qin Jian just came back, and grandpa's body fell in front of Qin Jian...

It wasn't until the blood all over the ground flowed to Qin Jian's feet that Qin Jian reacted from the astonishment and panic, his body softened, and he knelt down in the pool of blood, crying heartbreakingly, and finally passed out from crying.

When Qin Jian woke up again, her grandfather had been sent to the funeral home by the neighbors.

From then on, something was wrong with Qin Jian.A person locks himself in a room, does not eat or drink, and is silent as if he is dead.

Qin Jian's parents were overseas, and it took nearly five days before they came back.They broke open Qin Jian's door, only to find that Qin Jian was dying, his legs and arms were covered with wounds from his own knife, some had scabs and some were still bleeding.

Qin Jian was sent to the hospital and spent three days in the ICU before surviving.

After that, Qin Jianjian closed himself up and stayed in his own small world, becoming an isolated person.After Qin Jian was picked up by his parents, the people here never saw Qin Jian again.

Until, four years ago, Qin Jian jumped off the building again here.

After the old man had finished speaking, he breathed a sigh of relief, drank another cup of tea, and sighed, "Qin Jian is a very distressed child. His parents were not around since he was a child, and later his grandpa disappeared. He went there in front of his eyes." , let alone this child, even an adult would not be able to bear it."

Guan Rong didn't speak, and all he could think about was the boy's powerless self-blame when facing the death of his loved one.

The boy must have been trembling at that time, but he couldn't hug him.

"But it's not all his parents' fault." The old man went to a cup of tea again, "The child's parents earn money abroad, and it is also for the child to have a better life. When his grandfather passed away, the flight of the two met. The weather was abnormal, and it was delayed for a few days, so I came back late."

It's just that Qin Jian thinks that his parents don't care about him and his grandfather, that his parents don't come back even when his grandfather is dead, and that his parents don't care about them. Therefore, a large part of the responsibility for his grandfather's death is placed on his parents.

If they could stay with grandpa, if they could come back earlier that day, then none of this would have happened.

He couldn't accept the fact that his grandfather was dead, and he couldn't accept that his parents, whom he regarded as the culprit, appeared in front of him every day. It was because of this that Qin Jian chose the most extreme option.

"I'm sorry," Guan Rong glanced at his watch, "I should go."

The old man smiled: he waved his hands, and said to Guan Rong's back, "Come and sit when you have time, young man."

Guan Rong turned around and smiled, "Thank you."

Although I can't participate in Qin Jian's future, it's good to know his past...

Guan Rong parked the car, and as soon as he stepped into the door, Lao He caught him straight: "You boy, do you know what time it is? You go to work at 10:[-] in the morning, and it's only [-] minutes before twelve o'clock. If you don't want to come, you can I said it earlier, it’s not that I didn’t criticize you as a fake…”

"Okay, I get it."

"Fuck, you still think I'm annoying?! Be honest, what did you do this morning?"

Guan Rong shyly said, "I'm on a date."

Old He was shocked at first, and then frowned: "Who? A man or a woman, how old are you? How do you look?"

"Look, I'm just kidding you, you really believe it!"

"Fuck your sister," Lao He glared at him, "Don't say anything, deduct your salary."

Guan Rong said indifferently: "Okay, just treat it as my uncle buying milk powder for Xiao Ke."

Xiao Ke is the son of Lao He, who often plays in the clinic.

Guan Rong scanned around twice, but didn't see the little dumpling, and asked strangely, "Where's Xiao Ke? Didn't come today?"

"Here it is, and was taken away by his mother again." Lao He made a cup of coffee and handed it to Guan Rong, "By the way, the patient you made an appointment with has arrived, and I've been waiting all morning. Come on, now Duoduo is inside to greet you."

"Why don't I remember that I have a patient appointment today?"

Old He was impatient: "Why do you have so many questions, it's only arranged, can't you?"

"All right... Boss, you have the final say!" Guan Rong didn't want to listen to Lao He's nagging anymore, so he drank the coffee in one gulp, stuffed the cup to Lao He, turned around and left.After a few steps, he pushed open his own door, and what came into his eyes was a boy wearing a black windbreaker and a mask, and Doduo, who was lying on the boy's lap and acting coquettishly.

Guan Rong cursed silently in his heart, and then immediately put on a smiling face: "Hi, my name is Guan Rong, you can call me whatever you want."

The boy raised his lowered eyes slightly, looked at Guan Rong, as if smiling: "Doctor Guan."

"Want something to drink?"

"Plain water is fine, thank you."

Guan Rong took off his suit jacket and hung it up, poured another glass of water for the boy, and then sat down.He wanted to find the patient's profile but couldn't find it. After touching his head, he realized that this person was temporarily arranged for him by Lao He, but it seemed that Lao He had forgotten to give him the patient's medical records.Guan Rong was helpless: "Sorry, the profile is not with me now, I will go get it now."

"Mao Rongrong."

"what?"

The boy said: "Didn't Doctor Guan just say that the profile is not here? I will tell you the information, so I won't bother Doctor Guan to make another trip. Fluffy, my name."

Guan Rong didn't react for a while, but just nodded, and then realized something was wrong: "You said... your name is Mao Rongrong?"

The boy nodded: "Doctor Guan knows me?"

"Well, it's your reader."

"That's quite a coincidence."

"It's a coincidence." Guan Rong looked at the boy in front of him and said, "Then what's wrong with Mr. Mao today and wants me to help?"

The boy nodded: "It's a very serious problem. This problem has troubled me for several years."

Guan Rong picked up the notebook, but he already had a premonition in his mind.Many writers have varying degrees of depression tendencies, and this person's problem is probably the same.

"A few years ago, I encountered an accident and I was greatly stimulated." The boy's voice was clear and familiar, somehow reminding Guan Rong of the sea, "Since then, I have been dreaming, day by day. Every night, I can't wake up."

Guan Rong carefully wrote down "accident" and "trauma" in his notebook.

"In my dream, I was a boy living in the sea. In that sea, I was the only one." The boy paused, "until another person arrives."

Guan Rong suddenly remembered something: "Wait a minute, that book..."

The boy's eyes smiled again: "This is the story in my dream."

Guan Rong nodded, motioning for him to continue.

"Before that person came, I was immersed in my own world. After he came, I began to gradually become sober. I am no longer so lonely, and I am no longer afraid. I have found someone who can protect me. The dream The world in the movie started to crumble, and I'm back."

"Ok?"

"I returned to the real world, but he disappeared." The slightly curly chestnut hair on the boy's forehead covered his eyes, adding a bit of youthful youthfulness to him.

Guan Rong thought for a while and asked, "Is that person real?" Or was he just a subjectively fabricated character during his illness?

The boy's tone was very affirmative: "He is real! I have been looking for him for four years, and I think about him every day and every moment during the four years. Even when I go to bed at night, my dreams are all about him."

"······" Why does this sound a bit like a rush of unrequited love?

Holding the pen, Guan Rong tapped the notebook twice, and when he raised his eyes, he met the boy's eyes.For some reason, my heart tightened, and I couldn't even speak clearly: "Then, have you found him now?"

The boy was silent for a while, and finally, he raised his hand to touch his cheek, and slowly removed the mask, revealing his fair and delicate face: "I think, I found it."

The moment Guan Rong's eyes touched this familiar face, his breathing slowed down.The air froze, and it was so quiet that one could hear each other's heartbeats clearly.The pen in Guan Rong's hand was not steady, and it fell onto the table with a "slap".

"Qin Qin Jian?" Guan Rong stood up, feeling like he was dreaming.

Qin Jian smiled: "I haven't seen you for four years, and brother Guan is unfamiliar with me."

Guan Rong came to his senses and called out "Little Jane" again, and then his eyes turned red.Guan Rong frantically wiped away the warmth from the corners of his eyes, while suppressing the soreness of his sobs: "You...how did you find this place?"

Qin Jian also stood up and shook her head helplessly: "Because there was a person who said he would protect me and be by my side forever, but that person ran away before the promise was fulfilled. I had no choice but to come by myself .”

Guan Rong touched the tip of his nose and said, "I'm sorry."

"Brother Guan, you also know that I hold grudges very much." Qin Jian approached Guan Rong step by step, "It's useless to say sorry, so, have you thought about how to apologize?"

Guan Rong was amused: "Then what kind of apology does Little Jane want?"

Qin Jian thought for a while and said, "Private doctors work 24 hours a day with no salary, no vacation, and no bonus."

Could it be that Guan Rong acted deliberately: "Then this is too miserable!?"

"However, there are benefits."

"what?"

Qin Jian stared into Guan Rong's eyes and said, "Me."

Nothing but me.

Guan Rong was finally bewitched by this gaze, couldn't bear it any longer, hugged Qin Jian into his arms, and gently kissed Qin Jian's lips.

"Okay, don't go back on your word."

The author has something to say: Huh~~~ I finally finished writing.This is a manuscript that has been written a long time ago, but with tinkering in the middle and delays due to personal reasons, it has not been completed until now.And this article was originally two independent short stories, but when I wrote it, I felt that the two together might have a better effect.How should I put it, this story is really one that I like very much. Although few people have seen it now, I believe that one day, it will meet people who like it as much as I do.