boy and sea

Duo Duo really lived up to his expectations. With its existence, Guan Rong also had various reasons to approach Qin Jian.For example, feed the dog together, bathe the dog together, play with the dog together... After more than a month, Guan Rong finally got to know Qin Jian thoroughly.

However, what Guan Rong wanted was more than that - he also hoped that Qin Jian could gradually become dependent on him.

It is actually a good thing for doctors if patients can develop empathy and dependence on doctors.Because in this way, he can more easily peek into the patient's heart, understand the patient's true thoughts, and be able to understand the cause of the disease more clearly.For patients, the secret locked deep in their hearts is like a huge rock. There is no one to confide in for a long time, and the depression cannot be resolved. It will also cause a huge psychological burden and greatly interfere with the treatment effect.

The first lesson Guan Rong learned in college was how to establish a friendly doctor-patient relationship with patients.

During this period of time, Qin Jian was already willing to have a brief and brief exchange with him, even smiling occasionally.At his request, meals are not limited to sweets.But he still didn't think so.He always felt that there was still something between himself and Qin Jian, this invisible barrier, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't break it.

"Xiao Jian, eat some green vegetables." While feeding Qin Jian, Guan Rong was thinking about what to do to bring himself closer to Qin Jian. When he was lost in thought, he even fed the food to Qin Jian's face Didn't even notice.

Qin Jian frowned, and pushed away the spoon Guan Rong was poking in his hand: "I'm full."

"Are you full?" Guan Rong glanced at Qin Jian, and then realized that he had covered Qin Jian's face with rice, making him a little cat.Guan Rong was instantly amused. He wiped Qin Jian's face while laughing, and kept saying "I'm sorry", but his tone didn't sound apologetic at all.

Qin Jian was also obedient, she let Guan Rong knead her cheeks without moving, and stared at Guan Rong's face with her big eyes without blinking.Guan Rong was a little embarrassed to be stared at, so he quickly stopped.After tidying up her things, she rubbed Qin Jian's fluffy hair again: "Xiao Jian ate more today than yesterday, and she performed very well. This is your reward." As he spoke, it was as if by magic. He took it out behind him, then opened it in front of Qin Jian, and what lay quietly in Guan Rong's hand was a big white rabbit toffee.

Qin Jian's eyes roved twice on Guan Rong's face and hands, and finally stretched out his hand to gently pick up the candy, and smiled at Guan Rong: "Thank you."

Guan Rong was cute again by Qin Jian - he was too cute, like a child.

Indeed, Qin Jian not only acts like a child, but also looks very young.At first glance, it is impossible to think that he is 19 years old, and he will only have a feeling of "this brother is so good".In fact, no matter how much you say, it can be summed up in one word - tender.It's just that Qin Jian is not only tender, but also white.There are many reasons for his white skin, genes are one of them, and for Qin Jian, another very important factor is that he hardly ever goes out and rarely sees the sun.

Speaking of which, during the time he lived in Qin Jian's house, he also became a complete otaku.He stayed in the house to take care of Qin Jian, and the sea was at the door and he didn't have time to take a look. He was almost moldy if he didn't see the sun again.

Guan Rong rested his chin with one hand in depression, looked at Xiao Jian who was squatting on the ground and playing with Doduo, and sighed helplessly.But just after he sighed, he suddenly had a flash of inspiration: "Why don't you take Qin Jian out for a walk?"

The sea is just outside, so we can't go far anyway, and there are no people here, so it shouldn't be a problem to take Qin Jian out to get some air.

Guan Rong stood up from the sofa, walked up to Qin Jian, bent down, and stretched out his hand: "Xiao Jian, shall we go and see the sea?"

Qin Jian raised his head and didn't move or speak for a long time, as if he was thinking.Guan Rong was really afraid that Qin Jian would directly refuse, but fortunately, Young Master Qin was kind and lovely, gentle and considerate, and understanding.He seemed to have sensed Guan Rong's desire. Although he was silent for a while, he still placed his hand carefully on Guan Rong's hand: "Okay."

There are a lot of clouds today, and the sun appears and disappears from time to time, but because of this, the sunlight is not very dazzling.There is a sea breeze blowing gently, cool.Everything is fine, except Qin Jian.

This seemed to be the first time Qin Jian had stepped out of the villa in four years.Everything outside made him feel uncomfortable, he held Guan Rong's hand tightly, and followed step by step, for fear of being left behind.

Guan Rong noticed Qin Jian's uneasiness, so he deliberately slowed down his pace, and tightened his grip on Qin Jian's hand, trying his best to calm down the young man's mind.

"Little Jane, do you want to hear me sing?" Guan Rong's voice was very gentle, like rippling sea water.

Qin Jian blinked her eyes and nodded, "Yes."

Guan Rong laughed, and Youyou hummed a tune.The tone was very slow, and it matched Guan Rong's voice just right.The sound of sea waves echoed, adding a bit of sadness to the already gentle tune.

Qin Jian listened to Guan Rong's singing very carefully, and waited until Guan Rong finished singing, then said very seriously: "It sounds good. Brother Guan sings well."

"Really?" Guan Rong felt that the flattery was quite accurate, and it made him blush all of a sudden.He touched the tip of his nose a little embarrassedly, but suddenly noticed that he seemed to have heard something extraordinary just now, and he was not sure for a moment, so he had to ask again tentatively: "Little Jane, did you call me just now?" What?"

"Brother Guan." Qin Jian repeated again.

He calls him brother...

There was a smile on Guan Rong's brows and eyes, and he couldn't help but stop, and raised his hand to touch Qin Jian's maroon and slightly curly hair.Who knew that before he had time to succeed, someone interrupted him ignorantly.

"Guan Rong!" Old He came here at some point.

"Old He?" Guan Rong was also very surprised when he saw Lao He coming, "Why are you here?"

"I just have something to do today. I passed by here, and I happened to remember Bai Fumei next to you, so I just wanted to come here to open my eyes." Lao He said, his eyes drifted to Qin Jian who was beside Guan Rong: "You Bai Fumei What? Don’t plan to bring it out for me to see? Also, who is this, Bai Fumei’s brother?”

"Fuck off your sister's Bai Fumei." Guan Rong rolled his eyes at Lao He, but then remembered that Qin Jian was still there, so he couldn't be so blunt, straightened his face, and said, "I'm here... The one who looks after him specially, where do you go to see Bai Fumei? You are the only one who can do that kind of thing?!"

Old He curled his lips and glanced at Qin Jian again.

Qin Jian was a little scared, and unconsciously hid behind Guan Rong, like a frightened little rabbit.

"Why are you here? Look at what I said, have you read it?" Guan Rong said, "If you regret it and want to go back to Duoduo, it's impossible, don't even think about it. We have already established a deep revolutionary friendship with Duoduo , A former shit-shoveling officer like you can't get involved!"

"...Fuck you, it's like an old hen guarding its chicks." Old He Yi frowned, and said sharply, "You boy, come with me."

"Where are you going? If it's far away, I can't go. Little Jane is still here."

Old He gritted his teeth angrily: "It's not far away, just take two steps forward and don't let him hear it."

Guan Rong wondered why he had to talk about it alone, but he also thought that Qin Jian was afraid of Lao He, so it was not appropriate for him to keep looking at Lao He.So I had no choice but to turn around, bowed my head and said to Qin Jian: "Xiao Jian, I'm going to talk to that brother, it's right in front, you can see me, can you?"

Qin Jian looked at Guan Rong's face, and slightly let go.

Guan Rong touched Qin Jian's head: "Good boy."

To Guan Rong's surprise, the moment he turned around, he heard Qin Jian's voice behind him again.The voice was weak, but very clear.

"Hurry up." Qin Jian said.

Guan Rong looked back at Qin Jian: "Don't worry, I'll be there soon."

Lao He meant what he said, and he just pulled Guan Rong a few steps away from Qin Jian to ensure that Qin Jian could find Guan Rong within sight at any time.Old He lowered his voice and said, "What's the matter with you kid?"

"What's wrong with me?" Guan Rong didn't know why.

"Didn't you agree to be a family doctor for someone? Who is that idiot?"

Guan Rong glared at Old He: "How do you talk? Little Jane is not stupid, he just has autism. He is my patient."

"Guan Rong, do you think that you have a normal doctor-patient relationship with him? It's only been a few days and we've been walking along the seaside hand in hand. If it takes a while, will you take him away? Have you forgotten the rules of our business?"

As a psychiatrist, it is not allowed to have any close contact with patients outside of treatment time.That's the rule in this business.

Guan Rong has a hundred reasons to excuse himself, for example, it is still time for treatment, for example, he is not a serious psychiatrist, for example... There are too many reasons, but Guan Rong can't think of one He excused his feelings - he really did like Qin Jian - but now even he himself couldn't tell whether it was that kind of liking.

Seeing that Guan Rong didn't say a word, Old He hated iron and said, "Guan Rong, it's not that I don't know about your sexual orientation, but if you want to look for it, you should find a normal person, you... Let your parents know, will they accept it?"

"Will they accept me if I find a normal person?" Guan Rong's rhetorical question made Lao He speechless, then continued after a pause, "And I didn't think about him, I just thought This... is very pitiful. I know this matter well, you don't need to worry about me so much." After finishing speaking, he went straight away, took two steps and stopped, and turned to the old man He said: "Old He, maybe you think he is not a normal person now, but don't worry, I can make him a normal person."

Guan Rong looked at Qin Jian not far away who was standing with his head bowed like a small tree, his eyes were full of tenderness.

He must be able to make the boy better.