boy and sea

Ever since Lao He came that day, Guan Rong often couldn't help but think about what Lao He said.In fact, he also understands that maybe the relationship between him and Qin Jian is indeed abnormal to outsiders, but he thinks it's nothing, since there is no one here anyway, not to mention, this is his duty.His parents asked him to take care of their son with a high salary, so even if it was for money, he had to take good care of the child.

While washing Qin Jian's clothes, Guan Rong was thinking about what to get Qin Jian to eat at noon, and then, he suddenly had a weird illusion that he was Qin Jian's mother.

Recalling it carefully, it is true that he has been here for nearly two months. He washes and cooks for Qin Jian every day, talks with Qin Jian, walks the dog, and takes Qin Jian out for a walk. Something happens when you don't pay attention...

But fortunately, Qin Jian's words have become a little bit more, and often he will take the initiative to ask him to go for a walk on the beach with him.Although this guy still often locks himself in the room, it's much better than when he first came here.

"Xiao Jian, do you still have clothes to wash?" Guan Rong knocked on Qin Jian's door.

For a long while, there was no movement.Guan Rong felt that there might not be any, so he wanted to go downstairs to cook.However, before he could turn around in time, the door opened with a "click".However, the Qin Jian that appeared in front of Guan Rong was completely white, with nothing but a pair of shorts on his body...

"..." Guan Rong glanced at Qin Jian, and immediately turned his face away, not daring to look at it again——Qin Jian is really thin, but due to Guan Rong's feeding for nearly two months, his body has grown There is a lot of meat, so the overall appearance is very good.Moreover, Qin Jian is still very fair, without any blemish on the skin, the brilliance is as white as porcelain, coupled with that childish face, she is just a doll... Guan Rong swallowed, unable to laugh or cry Said, "What are you doing? What kind of clothes are you taking off in broad daylight, put them on quickly!"

Qin Jian didn't do what Guan Rong said, instead he stuffed the clothes in his hand to Guan Rong: "It's dirty, wash it."

Guan Rong nodded hurriedly: "Okay, okay, I'll wash it, and you go get dressed."

Qin Jian still didn't move.

"What's the matter with you?" Guan Rong really wanted to laugh, "Could it be that you want to run around naked just because there is no one here?"

Qin Jian was wronged: "I have washed all the clothes, but I have nothing to wear."

Guan Rong's heart softened all of a sudden, but he really didn't believe that Young Master Qin would only have such a few clothes, he frowned and said, "Xiao Jian, if you really don't want to wear clothes, just say so, I don't have to force you of."

Qin Jian shook her head and opened all the doors: "I'm not lying."

"This is, let me go in?" Guan Rong asked hesitantly.After such a long time, even though Qin Jian got along well with him, he had never set foot in Qin Jian's room.On the one hand, it was because Qin Jian didn't allow it, and on the other hand, he didn't want to violate Qin Jian's last shelter in this house.He wanted Qin Jian to feel more secure.But now, Qin Jian actually took the initiative to let him in, which means that he has been classified as someone who can be trusted and relied on by Qin Jian.

Qin Jian nodded, and turned sideways to make way for Guan Rong.

"..." Guan Rong hesitated for a moment, but still didn't go in, "Okay, I trust you, wait, I'll get you clothes." Guan Rong fled in a panic while thinking, Why is the kid so talkative? Luckily, he was the one I met. If I had to change someone, I would have been abducted a long time ago... Wait, talkative?Guan Rong was stunned for a moment.

When Qin Jian first came here, Qin Jian's parents clearly said that Qin Jian was very resistant to contact with people, and almost never left the room, but on the first day he came, he saw Qin Jian squatting in the living room.The day after Mrs. Qin and Mr. Qin left, Qin Jian came out again.In the days that followed, Qin Jian would slip out by herself every one or two days, sometimes in the living room, sometimes in the kitchen, and occasionally even walk to the door of the villa, standing at the door and looking out.This is really very different from Mrs. Qin's description, but Mrs. Qin's face was filled with joy when she saw Qin Jian, and she couldn't tell that there was any falsehood.

Guan Rong's mind buzzed, as if he understood something instantly.

What Qin Jian resisted was not communicating with others, what he really resisted was his parents.

Because I hate my parents, that's why I refuse to come out when my parents are at home, and that's why I let my mother go away when my mother approaches, and that's why I'm willing to open up to him so soon—Qin Jian lacks a sense of security and longs for someone to accompany her , but he doesn't want the care and protection of his parents, so he places this "need" on Guan Rong.He hoped that Guan Rong could protect himself.This also explained why he looked like a child in front of Guan Rong.

Usually, children are more able to win sympathy and care.

Guan Rong couldn't help sighing, this Qin Jian looked innocent and innocent, but unexpectedly he was a scheming boy? !However, if you think about it, you can understand that even this little thought should be forced out.

A child who keeps thinking of small ideas in order to seek love and warmth is really pitiful and cute.

Guan Rong took his clothes back and saw Qin Jian who was standing naked outside the door looking eagerly at him. He immediately quickened his pace and walked up to Qin Jian, then pushed Qin Jian into the room, turned around and closed the door : "Hurry up and put on your clothes, you are such an adult, are you ashamed?" I couldn't enter the room at first, but I still did...,

Qin Jian blinked innocently, took the clothes from Guan Rong's hand slowly, and said confidently: "Don't be ashamed."

Guan Rong frowned twice, feeling that his skin was not as thick as Qin Jian's, he sighed helplessly, and looked away from Qin Jian. , then fell to other places in the room, carefully circulating in a circle.In this lap alone, Guan Rong confirmed his previous guess——Qin Jian was not close to his parents.

Qin Jian's room was unexpectedly clean and tidy, only the quilt on the bed was a little messy, probably because he had rested on it just now.The plush rabbit with one eye missing was nestled at the head of the bed, and there were a few photos scattered around the rabbit's feet, all of which were an old man with a little boy in his arms, smiling very kind.In addition, there was also a photo frame on the table beside the bed, but the photo in the frame was clearly cut by someone.The shape of the gap can vaguely be seen as the outlines of two people, while the rest are still old people and children.

Guan Rong frowned, already having some idea in his heart.

Generally speaking, the photos in the children's room will more or less show the presence of their parents, but Qin Jian is completely an exception.Those two gaps were originally supposed to be Mrs. Qin and Mr. Qin, but because Qin Jian didn't want to see his parents, he cut them out on purpose.

As for the old man, if nothing else happened, it should be Qin Jian's grandfather or grandpa.And it is very likely that they lived with Qin Jian for a period of time, so the relationship between the two is very good.

Guan Rong was born in a small place, and he has seen quite a few left-behind children.Most of those children were thrown at home and handed over to grandparents to take care of them when they were one or two years old or even younger. They lived with the old people day after day, year after year, and they naturally tended to be closer to the old people emotionally. , And with their parents will be a little strange.

But Qin Jian is not a left-behind child, and his attitude towards his parents is beyond the word rusty.It was a rejection and disgust from the heart.

Guan Rong shook his head, still feeling that something was wrong, but for a while he couldn't remember what was missing.Thinking about such a problem is too much brain cells, Guan Rong chooses to give up temporarily.When she looked at Qin Jian again, Qin Jian was also looking at him: "It's ready."

The clothes are all light-colored, which go well with Qin Jian.The only fly in the ointment is that the clothes are a bit too big for Qin Jian, and they are loose and loose when covered on the body, making Qin Jian even thinner.

Although thin, but still very good-looking.

"Uh..." Guan Rong's Adam's apple rolled up and down twice, thinking that this kid looks good in whatever he wears.After staring at Qin Jian for a long time, he finally came back to his senses, suppressed the inexplicable tension in his heart, and pretended to be calm: "Is this Xiao Jian's grandfather?"

Following the direction of Guan Rong's finger, Qin Jian saw the old man smiling warmly like spring in the photo.There is always a ripple in the usually dull eyes, as if a tight string has been plucked.Qin Jian's originally soft face suddenly turned cold, his brows were slightly frowned, and his breathing became much heavier.He looked at the photo, then at Guan Rong, hesitated for a moment, then nodded and said, "Grandpa."

really.

Although he doesn't know the specific reason, Guan Rong can be sure that something must have happened four years ago, which greatly stimulated Qin Jian. In order to protect himself, Qin Jian chose to close himself up and hide in his own small world forever , almost isolated from the outside world.And that incident must be closely related to Qin Jian's grandfather.

Guan Rong noticed that Qin Jian's mood was not stable, so he quickly changed the subject: "By the way, what would Xiao Jian want for lunch? Brother Guan, can I prepare it for you?"

The topic turned too bluntly, Qin Jian seemed to understand Guan Rong's intentions, lowered his eyes, shook his head, then turned around like a child who made a mistake, looked down at the window and thought about it.

Guan Rong has always been lacking in comforting people, but he was about to turn around and open the door when he heard Qin Jian softly say, "Don't go."

Guan Rong froze for a moment, looked at Qin Jian's slender and lonely back, first sighed, then smiled again, and replied softly: "Okay, I won't go."