I got married with my enemy

March [-]th was a rainy day, Xie Yuanheng asked the emperor for a few days leave early on for himself and Yang Qian in order to be busy with Murong Chen's marriage.The day before Xie Yuanheng drank like a ghost, so naturally he didn't wake up so quickly this day, and slept for most of the day.Yang Qian gave orders, but no one in the mansion called him. When Xie Yuanheng woke up, the sky outside was gray and gray, and the sound of dripping rain could be heard in his ears. Yang Qian was sitting in his room reading a book.Xie Yuanheng's head was dizzy, and he almost didn't know what night it was.

Yang Qian heard the movement and looked over, sat on the edge of the bed in a moment, put his hands on him to help him sit up, got up and took a small earthen pot on the table, poured a bowl of soup and handed it over, "I just let someone warm it up again. , Coincidentally, you just woke up at this time."

"Hangover soup. You drank too much yesterday. Although you drank it once yesterday, there is no guarantee that you will not feel uncomfortable today."

Xie Yuanheng frowned, took the bowl without saying a word, and was about to drink it up, Yang Qian hurriedly stopped him, and explained to his puzzled eyes, "It's hot, slow down."

Under his eager gaze, Xie Yuanheng had no choice but to move the bowl away, blew it closer, and drank it one gulp at a time.

Yang Qian quietly stared at him after finishing the drink, took the bowl and put it aside, handed him a handkerchief, his eyes fell on the lips that Xie Yuanheng was wiping with the handkerchief, and suddenly said without thinking, "Do you still have any impressions?" ?”

Xie Yuanheng was taken aback for a moment, he was very drunk yesterday, and he really didn't feel very well today, coupled with the messy dreams that disturbed him all night, his mind really wasn't very clear.Yang Qian's words were endless, Xie Yuanheng was confused, raised his face and said blankly, "What?"

Yang Qian suddenly fell silent.

Xie Yuanheng frowned, and was about to ask, Yang Qian happened to be stuck in the time he wanted to ask, and said softly, "I mean, do you remember what happened after you got drunk yesterday?"

Xie Yuanheng's heart skipped a beat, although he didn't have time to turn his head around, an ominous premonition instinctively filled his heart.

Xie Yuanheng cautiously didn't respond, and secretly recalled what happened yesterday with a sullen face, but after thinking about it, he couldn't remember anything except the messy dream last night.

Yang Qian saw through the expression deliberately put on by this person at a glance, although he had expected it, he was still overwhelmed with disappointment.

Xie Yuanheng felt a sense of unease in this weird silence, and was about to find something to say casually, when Yang Qian said in a muffled voice, "Do you want to know?"

Xie Yuanheng froze, and almost blurted out the word "I don't want to".It was so easy to swallow the words that came to his lips in time, but Yang Qian obviously didn't intend to listen to his answer. He raised his face and stared at him with burning eyes, "You kissed me."

Xie Yuanheng choked his head in his mouth as soon as he found the words.

After Yang Qian said this, he restrained his aggressive gaze, lowered his head again, and resumed his usual soft tone, "You want to know why you..."

"Do not want to."

Just now, Xie Yuanheng almost spit out the words that he didn't say in a circle around his mouth, as if he was afraid that he would not be able to catch up with interrupting this person's words if he was too slow for a while.

Yang Qian stopped talking politely, and raised his eyes to look at him again.There wasn't too much emotion in the gaze this time, but it was the eyes that were as indifferent as water without waves, but they forced Xie Yuanheng to look at them with panic and uneasiness.

Xie Yuanheng suddenly thought in horror, in that chaotic dream last night, could it be that some of them were real?

His heartbeat suddenly became uncontrollable.Xie Yuanheng said indiscriminately in a panic, "You kissed me too, it's even."

Yang Qian was staring at him with a peaceful and profound expression, but when he choked on his words, he forcibly suppressed a complex expression.Yang Qian almost felt like he had seen a ghost, "How can this kind of thing be evened out?"

Xie Yuanheng carefully maintained his expression, tried his best to be indifferent, and turned to look at him, "Then what else do you want, do you want me to compensate you?"

Yang Qian squinted his eyes, pretending to think deeply, "It's not impossible."

Xie Yuanheng took a deep breath slowly, and said bravely, "How to pay?"

Yang Qian bent his eyes and smiled, his dark pupils were cunning, Yang Qian suddenly leaned over, pulled the distance extremely close, leaned into Xie Yuanheng's ear and said, "Let me kiss you back."

Xie Yuanheng's heart shook violently, and he almost pushed him away by conditioned reflex.

Yang Qian didn't make any further movements, just kept the posture just now, and whispered in his ear, "Your Majesty, do you think I'm messing around?"

Xie Yuanheng didn't speak.

"And do you know how I felt yesterday?"

"Were you nervous when I came over?" Yang Qian smiled, "I didn't want to take advantage of you, I just wanted to let you know how I felt yesterday. My son, you know, I was so nervous at the time. I don’t think my heart will beat.”

Xie Yuanheng's heartbeat is a bit too lively now.

"Then is it futile for me to do this? I am so messed up now, even if you haven't pushed me away, even if you backed down and agreed for a while, did you feel this way in your heart for a while?" Yang Qian tentatively asked. Putting his hand on Xie Yuanheng's chest, he narrowed his eyes slightly, "Your heart is beating so fast now, is it nervous or throbbing?"

Xie Yuanheng raised his eyes slightly, meeting Yang Qian who was leaning over.

Yang Qian stared straight into his eyes, as if he wanted to look into his heart through his eyes, "My lord, I don't want to be aggressive all day, pestering you all day, I know I'm annoying. But if I don't do this, Are you still sitting here with me now? Can I still be this close to you? Do you know how capricious you are after all this time?"

"You are such a bastard." Yang Qian cursed weakly, "Do you know that when you are hot and cold, it's like sharpening my heart with this knife? My son, you are so uncertain, have you thought about what you want to do? Where do I put it?"

Xie Yuanheng looked at the obvious pain in his eyes, and was speechless. The softest part of his heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, sore and painful.A thought came to him uncontrollably: "Is it because I made him feel so embarrassed, helpless and sad?"

This thought is like a weed, just as soon as it sprouted from his heart, it brutally captured his heart and eyes.

Xie Yuanheng was suddenly overwhelmed by overwhelming guilt and regret, and thought without thinking in the boundless bitterness: "Why does he have such deep feelings for Murong Xiao?"

Yang Qian locked his eyes firmly on him, and did not miss the slightest change on his face. Seeing that Xie Yuanheng's expression was affected by his words, Yang Qian's heart was beating and ready to move, and he popped up at the right time. He said with a little bewilderment, " Son, it was you who were unreasonable first, you have no right to push me away."

As soon as the words fell, Yang Qian leaned over to shorten the last distance.

Xie Yuanheng was overwhelmed by his last sentence of "not qualified", and was blown in his ears by that bewitching tone, and actually let him do whatever he wanted.Yang Qian decisively seized this momentary opportunity to test Xie Yuanheng's final bottom line step by step.

Yang Qian's words gathered back and forth and kept echoing in his mind. The nightmare-like last glance of his previous life and the 13 years of being together day and night also rushed up like a crowd. But it couldn't be clearer to see that his extremely haggard mind was trembling with green shoots.

Love is always more unforgettable than hate.

Hate is a choice, but love is a memory deep in the soul.

Xie Yuanheng's tense body loosened inch by inch, recovered from the initial numbness, and catered tentatively...

Yang Qian's originally closed eyes widened suddenly, and Xie Yuanheng met his eyes, and met this man's maddened deep kiss.

Xie Yuanheng couldn't bear it anymore, he really couldn't stand this kid's misbehavior, took his hands and moved down, turned over forcefully, directly pressed Yang Qian on the bed next to him, turned over and bullied him, and turned against the guest without any explanation .

……

Yang Qian stared at Xie Yuanheng as if sleepwalking, Xie Yuanheng almost wanted to cover his eyes.

With that in mind, Xie Yuanheng did it.

Yang Qian pulled Xie Yuanheng's palm off, squatted on the side of the bed and looked up at him, and took his hand with a dazed expression, "Pinch me."

Xie Yuanheng tasted the deep-seated bitterness from this simple sentence, and felt that his heart was being pulled hard again, so he had to bypass this sentence and asked instead, "Aren't your legs sore? It's been a long time since the beginning. Squatting like this, don't you plan to get up?"

Yang Qian was still in a daze, and replied in a wrong way, "I actually got tricked."

Xie Yuanheng was taken aback.

Yang Qian lowered his head and smiled, "I lied to you. Actually, I don't dare to mess around, and I don't have the courage to blame you. I just felt a little wronged suddenly, and I didn't expect to say this in the first place. You will agree, just to trick you into feeling guilty, maybe you won't be so indifferent once your heart softens."

Yang Qian's voice suddenly softened, and he could barely hear, "I didn't expect that there are a lot of people cheated."

"It's so much that I don't know what to do."

Xie Yuanheng felt sad, and suddenly felt that he couldn't bear to see this man say such things anymore.

So what if it's not true?Even if he didn't mean it sincerely, he could pretend to be so cautious and relentless for several months, it would be enough to confuse the real with the fake.

Xie Yuanheng closed his eyes, if he was given decades, or even just a few years, of this person's sincerity, or such a fake like sincerity, even if he was made to repeat the same mistakes in the end...

Will he?

Xie Yuanheng found out helplessly and incomparably clearly that he was willing.

Even if in this person's eyes he wasn't even him at all.

Xie Yuanheng smiled wryly in his heart, leaned over and pulled him up, watching Yang Qian still sitting on the edge of the bed in ecstasy, took his hand, stretched it into his palm very gently, passed it through his fingers, and then squeezed it tightly Interlocking fingers.

"I am sorry for you, I am sorry, from now on, everything about me is yours, except my life, I will give it to you."

Because he had already given it once.

The author has something to say: I often go to evening classes and become a card king π_π

I hope I don't get stuck tomorrow