I got married with my enemy

What does Yang Qian mean to Xie Yuanheng?

The only thing that has been tied to the front line in the past ten years can place the sustenance of his family affection in his heart. For the past three years, he has been tossing and turning day and night, sleepless, secretly growing, and silently unspeakable.

Such a person, he can die and come back to life and still never forget, he can quietly wipe life and death at his fingertips.

But what if the life-and-death enmity he thought was just a joke?

If a year ago, someone told Xie Yuanheng that there was a person who was unreasonably suspicious of Yang Qian, wantonly indifferent, indifferent, and trampled on his sincerity that was carefully held up to him, Xie Yuanheng would have no doubt that he would kill this bastard immediately with a knife. Human beings are today's saints.

But it turned out to be him.

Xie Yuanheng only thought it was extremely absurd and ridiculous. He pulled the corners of his mouth vigorously, wanting to laugh, but the corners of his mouth were bent out, and the laughter came out, but his eyes suddenly became sour for no reason. The tears that had never been shed since the man in the blue shirt passed away suddenly rolled down.

Xie Yuanheng thought at first, how could there be such a sinister trick in the world?It is not enough to make people die, but also to make people feel that they died at the hands of the most trusted person.

But later he found out sadly, how could the person who wanted to harm someone think that the dead person could come back to life?He just wanted to find a simple and easy way to kill people. Isn't this kind of suspicion and self-conceited hatred caused by his own inexplicable reliving and presumptuous speculations that he thought to be clever?

And who can be blamed?

Xie Yuanheng seemed to feel that the knee of the leg kneeling on the ground couldn't hold it anymore, so he simply let himself fall to the ground completely, he thought aimlessly, so he sneaked back from the dead, was it right or not? What's wrong?

Could it be that he took his life by chance and did nothing, instead, he tortured the person he put on top of his heart?

When Yang Qian dimly opened his eyes, he tilted his head to the side, and this was what he saw.He was scared out of his wits no less than Qiu, and even because of anxiety, he reflexively wanted to step up and take a look. He forgot for a moment that the poison in his body was not cleared, and fell to the ground as soon as he got out of bed.

Startled by his movements, Xie Yuanheng looked up and was startled, he hurriedly stood up and went over to help Yang Qian up while he was out of his wits.

Yang Qian clasped his wrist, staring at Xie Yuanheng's unconstrained expression even though he tried his best to restrain himself, he felt that his whole heart was in a panic, "My son... what's wrong with you?"

Xie Yuanheng was startled, his heart suddenly felt sour, and he quickly avoided his gaze, feeling that he was ashamed to even look at him.

Xie Yuanheng was afraid that he would be worried, so he suppressed his voice and made his tone as if nothing had happened, "It's okay, I'm just a little worried about you, and I lost my composure for a while."

Yang Qian had just been tossed about by the medicine Gu, but now, although he has recovered a bit and is considered clear, his mind still doesn't turn around very much, and he subconsciously believes what he says.

Yang Qian was startled, stared at him a little foolishly and said, "For me?"

Xie Yuanheng was bitter in his mouth, and thought to himself: If it has to be counted, maybe it can be counted as for you, except how useless and brainless it is.

Yang Qian stretched out his hand suddenly, and when he almost touched his face, he seemed to think of something, hesitated, tugged at his sleeve, and carefully wiped away his tears, "Don't cry, my son, as soon as I see you It’s uncomfortable like this.”

"At that time, I went on an impulse, without thinking about anything. I didn't feel scared until I couldn't hold on and my feet were soft. I began to think involuntarily, if I really had something wrong, would you feel sorry for me? ?I didn't dare to think that you would be sad for me at first. I always felt that I shouldn't be so self-righteous and how important I am. But as long as I think that you may not be too moved, I feel terrible. Then I What a pity, I still have so many words that I haven't had time to tell you, and when I get to the end, I can't get you to take a serious look at me."

"I began to think that you could tear your heart apart for me. I even thought, if you could die for me once, death would be no big deal."

Xie Yuanheng was so sad that he couldn't speak, his head was full of nonsensical thoughts, for a while it was "Why am I willing to see you have an accident?" for a while it was "Have I made you feel insecure? ? Do you have to be careful even in your imagination?"

Yang Qian wiped away the tears hanging from Xie Yuanheng's face, then withdrew his hands tactfully, lowered his eyes and smiled softly, "But I don't dare to think so now. When I saw you like this just now, I just thought My heart was about to jump out, so I changed my mind again, and now I feel that I'd rather die than see you suffer, even if it's for me."

Yang Qian gently took Xie Yuanheng's hand, "I know that my condition may not be very good, after waking up now, I just feel dizzy from the day before, like floating in the clouds, like a dream I didn't wake up, fell asleep, and just woke up in a daze for a while, I was stuck in a dream and didn't want to come out, but I hoped that the dream would be real. It wasn't until I saw you that I felt that I was pulled back by this world , I got bonded again, and I am glad that it is not a dream, and I feel that dreams can be dispensable."

"I have never seen you cry, let alone thought that one day you will cry for me, even though you may just say it in passing. But I believe you when you say it. I am very happy. I am... so happy that I can't speak gone."

Xie Yuanheng knew that he was deliberately selling misery, but his heart was full of ups and downs, and even suffered a great tragedy. He just thought it was good to see this person now, even if he was full of nonsense, he was willing to listen to it as a golden rule, let alone This kind of words that pick people's most soft-hearted places.

Yang Qian keenly noticed the change in Xie Yuanheng's expression, and made an inch of it, "You call me, you call me Qian'er."

After a year passed by, Xie Yuanheng finally tasted the heart-shattering mixed flavors from this stubborn title.He deliberately asked the matter clearly, so he suppressed the sourness in his heartbeat and said calmly, "Why do you like me to call you Qian'er so much? It is disrespectful to call people by their first names, which is tantamount to swearing. When we first met, I called you Yang Qian." , but once you sue in front of my father, let my father chase me and beat me up."

Yang Qian didn't expect Xie Yuanheng to react like this, so he was taken aback for a moment, and then inexplicably tasted a bit of joy in the second half of Xie Yuanheng's words, and even became angry when he continued, "How can this be the same, scolding words Can I talk about the fun of the boudoir together... I have no other meaning, don't put on a sullen face suddenly, I want to laugh... Those girls who are good friends of yours can call you Xiaolang, why can't you Call me Qianer."

Xie Yuanheng's eyes flickered, and he continued, "Then why don't you call me Xiaolang, because the elders always live forever?"

Yang Qian choked, and fell silent for a long time. Being stared at by Xie Yuanheng, he didn't know how to react, so he simply lowered his eyes to ignore him, "I... my son, I have my own considerations, my son will not want to listen to my nonsense gibberish."

Xie Yuanheng stared at him, thinking, "Then let me change the question, you keep calling me Shizi, don't you want to call me by my name or word?"

Yang Qian remained silent.

Xie Yuanheng stared at him intently, and continued on his own, "Then what do you want to call me?"

Yang Qian suddenly raised his head.

The first time Yang Qian heard this, he panicked in his heart. Although he was not sober before, he felt that the absurd dream was very real, but he knew in his heart that the person was indeed gone, no matter how real it was, What he saw could only be an illusion, but he couldn't hold it back for a while, he was sunk in the illusion and didn't wake up.

He clearly knew what he saw in the hallucination, and he also knew that it was impossible for him to control his emotions in front of this person, so the first thought that crossed his mind was whether he himself was unconscious or not. He said something nonsense at the time, and it made Xie Yuanheng unhappy now that he didn't know how much he remembered, how much he remembered.

But he raised his eyes and stared carefully at Xie Yuanheng for a long while, and felt that there was no dissatisfaction on this man's face or asking for guilt, and he looked at him almost tenderly.

Yang Qian's panic and anxiety suddenly settled down, and the unspeakable feelings that had been suppressed in his heart for many years quietly poked his head out.

What did he want to ask me again?

Yang Qian thought that there was something in his heart that was almost ready to move.

Before he could think of what to say, there was a sudden cough from the side.

Xie Yuanheng's body froze instinctively in embarrassment, and when he turned his head to look, he saw Qiu standing there bewildered.

"That... I just saw you guys talking all the time, I'm embarrassed to make a sound..." Qiu was stared at by two pairs of eyes, and his voice became smaller and smaller. Although he didn't quite understand these people's emphasis on not listening to evil, he couldn't help it now. Embarrassed without a teacher, "I, I just want to say that Shushen is not very effective, and I should be fine when I wake up... I... I will go out first."

Yang Qian saw Xie Yuanheng's face collapsed for a moment from the corner of his eyes as he was locked up after Qiu left, and he accurately grasped the key words.

"Shu Shen..." Yang Qian bit the word in his mouth, raised his head, stared at Xie Yuanheng's inexplicably shrunken eyes and asked, "Have you heard him talk about the efficacy of this medicinal Gu?"

"I..." Xie Yuanheng was stared at by him, and the mixed feelings and tasteless emotions that had just been suppressed surged up again. Xie Yuanheng felt his heart swell so much that he was forced to stop talking and frowned. After a while, he sighed resignedly, ready to tell the ins and outs of what he had pondered in his heart, "I just found out..."