I don't know warm water

Zou Yan's tailbone hurt so much that he couldn't run, so Zhang Zhirui had no choice but to ask him, "Do you still want to fight?"

Zou Yan shook his head in a daze.

Zhang Zhirui shrugged at Li Zhefei.In fact, Zhang Zhirui didn't dislike Zou Yan, but he felt that Zou Yan was too delicate.However, Li Zhefei was very kind to him, so Zhang Zhirui could only play with Zou Yan.

Li Zhefei gave him 20 yuan: "Then you can help us buy a bottle of iced Coke. They want Coke, I want Pepsi, and you can buy whatever you want."

Zou Yan didn't dare to answer.

Li Zhefei directly put the money into his hand: "No rush, take your time."

Li Zhefei's hands were very hot, probably due to exercise, and they were a little sweaty.Zou Wei held the money and hesitated for a while, only to find that Li Zhefei had already turned back to play with Zhang Zhirui and the others.Zou Yan had no choice but to take the money to the canteen.

Walking to the entrance of the canteen, Zou Wei thought for a while, took out his own money to buy water, tidied up the corners of the half-new banknote that Li Zhefei gave him, folded it, put it in his pocket, and pressed it on his body, as if Put it away properly.

Bought four bottles of water, two bottles of Coke and two bottles of Pepsi.It was a little hard for Zou to hold it, his chest was cold.

Back on the court, Zou put the water beside the flower table outside the court, took a bottle of Pepsi himself and opened it.The three boys were still beating, but no one noticed that Zou Yan had returned.

Zou Yan took a small sip.It was so cold that his lips hurt and the roots of his teeth were uncomfortable.

But the feeling of the bubbles bursting between the lips is sobering.

The physical education class is over, and the outside of the Coke bottle is full of water, and it is not as cold as before.But for the other three sweaty boys, it was very refreshing to drink.

Zhang Zhirui drank half a bottle in one breath, and said to Li Zhefei, who was holding a school uniform jacket: "I heard from Class [-] that the school wanted to hold a basketball game, but it didn't happen for a long time."

Li Zhefei looked at another boy: "I haven't heard of it, do you know?"

The boy slapped Zhang Zhirui's ass lightly: "Why do you care about him all day long?"

Zhang Zhirui laughed loudly and said "Damn": "You are perverted, touch my ass!"

Zou Yan didn't speak, and quietly followed them.The boy said again: "You don't mean that woman who likes Lao Li? You are so immoral, a friend's wife..."

"Come on," Li Zhefei rolled his eyes, "You can't tell who he likes?"

The boy looked proud when he heard the gossip: "Fuck, who is it?"

Li Zhefei frowned and smiled, "You don't know?"

The boy nodded: "Should I know?" Then he turned around and asked Zou Yan: "Do you know?"

Zou Yan blinked at him.

The boy laughed and pointed at Zou Yan: "Don't tell me, Zou Yan would be quite beautiful if he was a woman."

Li Zhefei kicked his ass: "Are you crazy?"

Zhang Zhirui looked like he was choking on Coke, and he was overjoyed: "Damn, why are you fucking gay."

Back in the classroom, the boy completely forgot that he didn't know who Zhang Zhirui liked. Zou Yan sat on the seat, tore off the Coke label, pulled it apart, and poked it with a gel pen.

Zou Yan didn't know what was wrong with him, he tried his best not to think about it, but the more he tried to forget, the more he would think of it.

It wasn't the first time Zou Wei heard that word, but it seemed to be the first time he was awakened by someone.

Zou Yan was still wandering until he got home from school.

He has no smartphone, just an old Nokia that can play Sokoban and has a flashlight.But Xu Jingqiang said that he should learn to draw with a computer, and bought him a digital board and a computer.Lu Yueping usually uses the computer to watch TV dramas and so on.Zou Yan is still used to painting with pen and paper.

But tonight Zou Zou sat in front of the computer and couldn't help searching: homosexuality.

As a result, several same-sex dating websites popped up, and a string of Martian characters and homonyms were used instead of Zou's classmates.Zou Yan had come here with curiosity, but after being tossed about like this, he was even more confused.

He also wanted to stop searching for "gay guys", but he felt that the built-in browser of the computer system at home was very unreliable, so he carefully deleted all search records and browsing traces, and then turned off the computer and went back to his room .

After looking at the English exercise book for a long time, Zou’s mind was still full of the advertisement he saw just now, and there was a unique question: I am an adult and want to come out to my family, is it okay?

Zou Wei was very flustered at the time, and none of them dared to click on it to take a serious look, but there was no need to click on that one to see a highly praised and popular answer: Shameless!What can gays do?Isn't the mission of human beings to combine men and women to reproduce offspring... You need to click "Details" to read the following words.

Zou Wei glanced at it at that time, just like he looked at other titles, he glanced at it hastily, but it was just that one glance that made him still think about it until now.

shameless......

Mankind's mission...

Zou Yan didn't think about so many high-sounding and righteous statements, he was just convinced that he liked someone of the same sex.

But today, the good friend of the person he likes showed a very disgusted mood.

Birds of a feather flock together.Zou Wei didn't know if the person he liked thought the same way.

Too.Zou Yan thought.Zhang Zhirui and Li Zhefei have a good relationship.He has been to Li Zhefei's bedroom, maybe he still sits on Li Zhefei's bed and plays games with him.

Even if Li Zhefei posted the cherry tree flower path he drew in the bedroom, it was only because he liked the cherry tree flower path.If his paintings by Zou Wei were not good-looking, people probably wouldn't want them.

And Li Zhefei's family members must be very decent.Otherwise, how can we raise such a likable and smart son who can take care of other people's emotions, never speak pornography, and has a friendly and generous personality?

How can this kind of family accept shameful homosexuality?How can I accept that my good boy is liked by a same-sex guy from a poor family, weak personality, and bad grades?

In the future, Li Zhefei will definitely find a beautiful girl of the right family to marry. That girl will love Li Zhefei badly and have a child with him.

It is best to have a son and a daughter, good things come in pairs.

Zou Yan didn't notice that his face was cold and full of tears, and he didn't notice the sound of Lu Yueping opening the door.

Lu Yueping might be very tired today, seeing Zou Yan's back, he was sitting motionless under the desk lamp, as if he was in deep thought, so she didn't bother him, and went to boil hot water to wash herself.

It was almost eleven o'clock when Lu Yueping came out of the shower. She stood outside the door and said hello, "Baby, I'm very tired today. Mom should go to bed first."

Zou Wei gave a trembling "hmm", not daring to let his mother hear it.

Lu Yueping was really tired.I have a pain in my lower abdomen today, and my menstrual period seems to be in the last few days, and everything is not right.She didn't bother Zou Yan too much, and went to bed first.