I don't know warm water

Han also had nothing to say.

"I really didn't expect Li Zhefei to be so naive?" Han Yike looked at Han Jifa's news, then at Zou Yan who was packing his luggage, "It's also hard work for you, worrying about his parents. I can't teach myself His son wants you to teach him."

Zou Wei tidied up for a while, then suddenly remembered something, took out his small wallet again, and opened it.

Han Yike laughed angrily: "Do you want to use my mobile phone to call Li Zhefei? You two are really better than Huang Wen."

Zou Yan closed his wallet, took Han Yike's cell phone, and saw that what Han Ji sent was a photo of an invitation letter, which was Zhou Tianning and Li Zhefei's wedding invitation letter.He said it was sent to him by Zhou Tianning's grandfather himself.

From that early morning in December last year, after Li Zhefei told his mother "wait for me to finish the exam" in front of Zou Zhe, until now in April and May, Zou Zhe has been unable to contact him.

Zou still has the same idea: do what you want to do, not get angry with any of us.That's all he could say to Li Zhefei.

Because the decisions Li Zhefei made were really made by Li Zhefei alone.Even if someone gives advice, the final decision is still only in Li Zhefei's hands.

But Li Zhefei blocked him.Even the previous QQ account was logged in again, and Zou Yan was specifically deleted.

"I don't understand," Zou Yan asked, "how could I get bored first?"

Han Yike took his mobile phone: "Are you really not going to persuade him?"

Zou Yan didn't answer, just opened the wallet again, and asked, "How many red envelopes are suitable for a wedding?"

Han Yike gave a "bah" sound: "Fuck you! Didn't you say you were tired?"

"What I mean is," Zou Yan took out a half-new and half-used 20 yuan and a crumpled one yuan from his wallet, and put them on the table, "I suddenly thought, why is it better to be with the person I like? Will you be unhappy? Obviously not happy, why do you still like it?"

Han Yike stared at the money he put on the table and frowned deeply: "What are you doing?"

Zou Yan looked at Han Yike, followed Han Yike's eyes to look at the banknotes, and then looked back at Han Yike: "Can you trouble Director Han to give me a red envelope?"

Han Yike took a breath and didn't agree.

Zou Yan took his mobile phone and looked it up: "Include 666."

It wasn't until several days after Zou Feifei returned to Italy that Han Yike was still a little dazed holding the red envelope.

"He gave me the [-]. We used to play together, and he asked me to buy Coke for everyone. I didn't use his money."

"This one dollar can be considered as what he gave me. I went to his house to play, and when I got home, he paid the taxi fare for me, and the change from the driver."

"I don't seem to have any of his things here. What he left there is nothing valuable, just some paintings and some clothes."

When Han Ji took the red envelope from his daughter, he joked, "It seems that you and Li Zhefei have a good relationship?"

Han Yike just replied blankly: "No."

"Oh? Then how can I tell others?"

Han Yike thought about it for nearly half a minute before saying, "Just tell Li Zhefei that it was returned to him by Zou Yan."

When Han Ji heard the name "Zou Yan", the playfulness on his face gradually faded, and then was replaced by sadness.

"You mean, Li Zhefei...he can't?"

Han Yike looked at Han Ji, bit his lower lip, with bright red lipstick on his teeth: "Nothing? Could it be homosexuality, or a fraudulent marriage?"

Han Ji didn't dare to think about it.He is married in disguise, but he knows that cheating on marriage is not acceptable.What kind of pain will the other party bear?How will the other party's family be hit?

Whether to love or not to love is not the ultimate meaning of marriage, but deceit and calculation must be the core problem of the fragmented hypocritical relationship.

"Li Zhefei, I met once. Although he speaks very bureaucratically, he is also very respectful and polite to women. He is different from other ordinary young boys—at least he never listens to others. Not belittling and preaching."

Han Yike raised his eyebrows: "I think this is probably also Li Zhefei's benefit. It seems that he is good to everyone, but some people like this kind of kindness that is not partial to all beings, and put all their own on it .”

Han Ji's expression became extremely complicated for a moment.

"Father, you must know how Zou Yan grew up. Otherwise, apart from Mr. Xu, how could you have secretly cared about him for so long." Han Yike let out a long breath, "Do you think he is so tenacious?" , so bitter, so soft to overcome hard, don't you deserve a unique preference that can take root in the sun?"

Han Ji's eyelids trembled and he opened his mouth, but he still didn't say anything.

"Most of the people who helped him didn't say nice words, but he always kept it in his heart when he was kind to him. He knew that he was always more open than anyone else. But the people he liked didn't dare to admit his liking openly, He doesn't want it anymore." Han Yike smiled, "He's like a tree that only wants to see the bright sunshine."

……

Alfredo was shocked when he saw Zou Yan: "How did you lose so much weight?!"

Zou Yan held up a cup of coffee and smiled: "I went back to China to help with some manuscripts, and I was very tired."

After Zou Zou graduated, because of his outstanding ability, he was also favored by the studio of Han Yike's brand, so Zou Zhe no longer shared the rent with Alfredo, and moved to live near the studio.At the same time, Alfredo also confessed to Zou Zou that he really wanted to learn how to live independently, so he admired Zou Zou very much, even adored him.

No one is willing to tell what is the meaning of Alfredo's words, but Alfredo has always been Zou Yan's best friend of the same sex.

So this reunion, Zou Yan still agreed to go to Alfredo's house as a guest.

Alfredo and Zou Yan used to often lie on the sofa and watch movies together with old-fashioned DVDs.Today he kept staring at Zou Zhe, and found that Zou Zhe's eyes were staring at the front, but he was not focusing all the time. He even held the disc in front of Zou Zhe's eyes, and Zou Zhe didn't even blink.

"Hey," Alfredo thought for a while, and put down the "Brokeback Mountain" in his hand, "what's wrong with you?"

Zou Yan raised his eyes and looked at him: "Grown up."

Alfredo was amused by this sentence: "What happened when I went home? Could it be what your boyfriend did?!"

Only then did Zou Wei see a disc on the coffee table, he picked it up and looked at it: "He's married."

Alfredo thought to himself that my guess was pretty accurate.He asked again, "But...with a girl?"

Zou Yan also put down the disc: "Homosexual marriage is illegal in China."

Alfredo took the things in Zou's hand: "He's disgusting!"

Zou Yan smiled: "It's time to end. I blame me for knowing that this will happen, but I still have to go further with him."

Seeing Alfredo's puzzled face, Zou Yan asked him patiently: "Do you want to know?"

Alfredo frowned or nodded.

After listening to it for a long time, Alfredo can only imagine a childish face covered with chalk dust; a joint that always likes to quietly reach out to play with the mobile phone under the desk, and solve difficult math problems by turning the pen Clear hands; a tall boy standing in the setting sun, but the setting sun is not as dazzling as his smile.

"But... isn't this Li, who is also in his teens?"

"Well," Zou Yan nodded, "so much so that when I see him now, my mind is still full of these. Sometimes I even ignore it. When I grow up, he also grows up. I have changed, but I I don’t know if he has changed. Maybe he has always been like this before, he will not make his parents angry, and he will follow the mainstream of society. But I don’t know, so I have been obsessed with 'I thought Li Zhefei' for many years."

Alfredo shook his head: "But obviously he pursued you, right? How can you think that it's your fault that you two have a relationship now?"

Zou got up, put the disc into the machine, and then played the video: "He is not wrong, he is too naive and childish. We are not suitable. Fortunately, I have thought about these things a long time ago, so I don't seem to want to cry. "

Although Alfredo still didn't understand, he had to pretend to be enlightened and let out an "oh".

"The feeling of 'like' was given to me by him at the age of 13. I thought that he could integrate with 'my boyfriend', but now it seems that it is not so good. Then I will keep it as a private collection."