Dry Dream

Until the cold light of the blade sank inch by inch into my chest.With a sweetness in the throat, a hot stream gushed out of the mouth.

He raised his head, and in front of him was a masked man in black.His eyes were very familiar, with a strong murderous look inside, like a beast staring at its prey.

The knife in "Ding Dong" fell to the ground, blood gushed out of his chest, and the strength in his whole body was rapidly disappearing.

I watched him move his lips, but more blood gushed out of his mouth.His eyes were ferocious, and he pulled it out hard, and the long sword piercing his chest was pulled out of my chest with a "shua".

It seems that it doesn't hurt anymore...

I looked up and watched the star-studded night sky gradually blur, and my body fell to the ground with a "plop" like a sack full of things.

That beautiful last quarter moon is like Yaojun's smiling face...

everything is dark...

Yaojun, will you come to pick me up?

Yaojun, I miss you so much.

Yaojun, I have been abandoned again...

136. The Long Dream

Post time: 06/012010

Am I dead?

It seems to hear the laughter of girls.

Slowly opened his eyes, in front of him was the gray avenue where he couldn't see the front and back clearly.On the left is a beautiful fairyland, and on the right is a gloomy underworld.I'm at this place again.

Hesitant to look left and right, should I go to the left or the right?

"Jingqi──"

A distant and crisp call came, I turned my head and looked towards the fairyland on the left.I saw a girl standing on the green grass and waving to me.

It seems to be Zhang Zhiyi.

My heart moved, since Zhang Zhiyi was here, would Yao Jun be here too?

Thinking of this, he hurriedly ran over.When he got close, it was indeed Zhang Zhiyi.

"Sister Zhiyi!" I exclaimed in joy, "You're still here!"

"Hehe, yes, I've been here all the time." Zhang Zhiyi said with a smile, "I've been here watching you."

"Look at me?" I was a little surprised: "What are you looking at me for?"

"Because you are my brother's husband-in-law, so I keep looking at you." Zhang Zhiyi bounced around me.

"Really? Hehe." I laughed.

"That's right," Zhang Zhiyi smiled sweetly: "However, it seems that because of the enmity between our two families, brother can't grow old with you forever."

"It's okay, I'm here?" I said happily, "Where is Mr. Yao? Why didn't he come to pick me up?"

"Brother, his life is not over yet, how could he come here." Zhang Zhiyi said strangely.

"Huh?" I was dumbfounded.

"Brother is not dead." Zhang Zhiyi said seriously.

"Mr. Yao is not dead?" I said blankly, "But I am clearly holding the body of Mr. Yao..."

"Brother, he's still alive." Zhang Zhiyi said with a smile, "It's just because he wanted to save your father's life, so he couldn't be with you any longer, so he planned to fake death and leave your Yan family."

"But, but..." I was speechless in surprise.

"You shouldn't have come here either," Zhang Zhiyi said again: "The person who loves you more than your brother is about to die of grief."

"The one who loves me more than Yao Jun?" I murmured, "Who can love me more than Yao Jun?"

"Don't you know?" Zhang Zhiyi had a strange look on her face: "The person who watched you grow up broke his heart because of you. This time you were assassinated and in danger, he vomited blood sadly."

"Ah? Vomiting blood?" I said loudly in surprise.

"Yes, take a look." Zhang Zhiyi took my hand, waved her arm lightly, and the surrounding scene immediately turned into my bedroom.

In the dark room, a familiar figure sat upright by the bed.There was no expression on his face, but his lips and chin were covered with dried blood.

I blinked, and suddenly remembered that it seemed that every time he encountered sad things, his face was always so expressionless.

My eyes were closed tightly on the bed, my face was ashen, and I seemed to have become a corpse.This feeling is very strange, and it is the first time that I can see myself lying on the bed with my own eyes.

I walked up to him, and he didn't move, just staring at me on the bed.I reached out to wipe the blood from his lips, but my hand went under his chin.

His body trembled suddenly, blood gushed from the corner of his mouth again, but he still didn't show any expression.

I wanted to cry, and the sadness in my heart was getting stronger and stronger.Seeing him sad makes me sad too.

Time passed little by little, and I watched his long black and thick hair turn white little by little.

The morning sun's light came in from the window and shone on his gray hair.He stretched out his hand tremblingly, carefully testing my breath.After that, the trembling hand trembled even more.

He clenched his fist, stretched out his palm and lightly placed it on my chest.

Tears gushed out of his eyes, turned into two streams, and flowed down his emaciated cheeks.

Trembling, he withdrew his hand, clenched his fist, and slowly pressed it against his chest.He slowly closed his eyes, and his body fell to the ground like a collapsing mountain.

My heart also collapsed.

"No... come here! Come here! The prince has fainted!" I yelled in panic and ran out in panic.

There are many people in the palace, but no one can see me, no one can hear my shout.

I go through walls, through houses, through every body.Suddenly I saw Han Zhen holding a medicine bowl, and I hurried to follow him and shouted: "Han Zhen! Go save the prince! Go save the prince!"

Han Zhen froze for a moment, seemed to sense something, and looked around in surprise.I was so anxious that my chest hurt and I couldn't help shouting, but Han Zhen was still looking around in surprise.

"Jingqi! Go back to your body quickly! Otherwise you won't be able to go back!" Zhang Zhiyi suddenly appeared beside me and shouted, pulled me up and ran.

"Han Zhen! Hurry up and save the prince!" I was being dragged away by Zhang Zhiyi, and I turned around and continued to shout.

Han Zhen suddenly threw away the medicine bowl, and ran quickly to Hongyuxuan...

I turned my head, the scenery in front of me was blurred, and then there was darkness...

I had a very long dream.

When I was born, Han Ziluo, who was still a handsome young man, hugged me as a baby and teased my face with his fingers with a strange smile on his face.

"Hehe, so cute, he must be a beauty when he grows up." He smiled and said, "Let's call him 'Jingqi'."

"Thank you, Lord, for giving me the name." The young father saluted with a smile on his face.

1 year old, he was 15 years old.He put me on his shoulder, grabbed my hand and ran around in Yaoqi Garden.That sunny smile must be a beauty when she grows up. He smiled and said, "Just call him 'Jingqi'." "At the age of 1,

With childish and flushed cheeks, like a golden boy descended to earth.

I sat on his shoulder giggling, and soon peed out.He hurriedly carried me down, and my father took it in a panic and was about to spank my butt, but he snatched me away in a hurry and said: "The boy pees to keep healthy, don't spank him."

The first word I learned was "Mother", and the first sentence I learned was "Brother Ziluo".

When he was 2 years old, he put a table of things in the water pavilion of Yaoqi Garden for me to grab.I grabbed a toy big knife in one hand and his hand in the other, and shouted happily: "It's all mine, it's all mine!"

When he was 3 years old, he held me in his arms, tore shredded pork from the badly stewed pork ribs, stuffed it into my mouth, and said with a smile, "Brother Ziluo, how are you?"

"Brother Ziluo, hello!" I said loudly, happily grabbing his hair by the sideburns to play, and eating the meat he stuffed me.

When I was 4 years old, I played horse riding in the waterside pavilion of Yaoqi Garden.I sat on his back, grabbed his hair and yelled "Run".Dad sat in the corner and wiped his cold sweat all the time, but he carried me on the floor and crawled up and down, and then even lost his hair crown.

When I was 5 years old, he taught me horse riding, archery and boxing in the palace.

At the age of 6, he got married.He married Leng Hanyan, the daughter of Hussar General Leng Yifeng.As the name suggests, Leng Hanyan is really cold.She had just turned 15 when she married Han Ziluo.I only saw her once, and I haven't seen her since.

Because of this incident, Han Ziluo and I had an awkward dispute for a long time.Dad took me to his house to say hello, but I just kept my head down and didn't talk to him.

On my 9th birthday, he took me to the palace and took me to the top of the tall Tianxing Pavilion in the center of Yaoqi Garden.He hugged me and stood under the veranda looking from a distance, and said softly: "Does Xiao Qier like Brother Ziluo?"

"Like it!" I said out loud.

"Then would you like to move here to live with your brother?" He turned to look at me with a warm smile and a slight blush on his face.

"Hmm..." I thought about it seriously, and said, "If I move here, Mom will miss me."

He nodded knowingly, turned back and said softly: "It's a bit early, wait a few more years."

At that time, I couldn't understand the meaning of his words, but when I was 10 years old, I gradually understood.Because Mr. Xia Yan was brought back to the mansion by him that year, when I went to pay my respects, I heard the servants in the palace talking about Mr. Xia Yan.

Gradually, I learned about his raising a male pet, and also what the male pet is for.Later, I began to hear rumors that my father would give me to him as a male pet.

I began to be very afraid of him, afraid to see him, afraid to have close contact with him again.I can't accept the fact that he has a male pet, let alone being his plaything.We became more and more distant from each other, and I no longer called him "Brother Ziluo", but only Wang Ye.

Later, I met Yaojun.I fell in love with Yaojun at first sight.

I transferred all my obsessive love to Yaojun, because Yaojun's temperament is very similar to Han Ziluo when he was young.

Everything reappears in my heart, it has been hidden, the blinded love is naked