The life of a vegetative cup

The bright candlelight dances alone in the darkness, the dark characters, the painful white, and the lifeless silence.

Unfamiliar floors, unfamiliar windows, and black-and-white photos placed in front of them abruptly smashed into sight. They should be the most familiar and closest people in this life. At this moment, they seem so strange as if they don’t know each other at all. .

The cold wind blows in, and the heart is frozen.

I knelt down on the ground in a daze, looking at the coffin in the mourning hall, as if all my feelings had been numb.

I'm the only one left.

I am alone.

It was a little funny in my heart, and I wanted to move the corners of my mouth to draw an arc, but my skin was already tense from the dried tears, and I couldn't express my expression no matter what.

How can I be the only one left?

How could you just let me stay alone?

He shifted his gaze in a daze, and saw the light from the street lamp outside at night through the window, as well as his own shadow on the ground.

He stretched out his hand, touched it tremblingly, touched the cold and hard ground, and then slowly pressed his palm down.

The dark shadow didn't dodge or dodge, it just stretched out its hand as I moved, and joined my palm together.

Seeing this, I couldn't help but want to laugh again.

It's a real, heartfelt delight.

Look, I'm not alone.

No matter where I go, "he" will accompany me.

No matter where he goes, "he" will always love me the most.

I will never be alone.

Slowly leaning down, wanting to get closer, closer.

"He" and I can always be together, no one can get rid of the other, and no one can separate us.

"Mingxi! What are you doing!"

I froze for a moment, then came back to my senses, and looked up at the person who appeared at the door, but the person had already walked over quickly and pulled me up from the floor.

He put down the full plastic bag in his hand, grabbed my shoulder and made me face him, looking at me with anger on his face: "What are you doing lying on the ground?"

"Ji...Tao..." I looked at the classmate who shared the same bed for almost two years with some hesitation, "Why...didn't leave?"

"Go?" Ji Tao frowned, and simply sat down beside me, "Where do you want me to go?"

"Uncle and aunt..." He glanced at the photo in front of him and paused, then took the plastic bag again, took out a piece of bread from it and stuffed it into my hand, and began to unpack the milk box by himself, "Today's first God, do I want you to watch the spirit here by yourself?"

Holding the bread in my hand, he stuffed the milk carton with the straw inserted, and murmured, "I'm not alone."

"Of course not one, isn't there me as well?"

Dazed for a moment, I looked up at Ji Tao.

The other party was biting a piece of bread with his mouth wide open. He noticed that I was staring at him, and he seemed a little uncomfortable. He only chewed a couple of bites and wanted to swallow it. The result was not unexpected at all, and he choked. .

I watched him beating his chest continuously, his eyes were red, so I handed him the milk in my hand, and helped him smooth his back. He took the milk and drank several gulps before finally He let out a long sigh of relief.

When he turned his head and saw me, Ji Tao gave me a blank stare, then suddenly put his arm around my neck, rubbed my hair vigorously with the other hand, and said viciously: "Laugh! Why are you laughing! What's so funny? ?”

Um?Am I laughing?

It seems that he is laughing.

Being held in the arms of the other party is very warm, and even this lonely night is not difficult.

So, did you just laugh?

"Ming Xi, you can't come back to life after death," Ji Tao put his arm around my shoulders, and the strength in his arms became stronger, "We are alive, we have to look forward."

"Uncle and aunt are gone, but they must want you to be well, right?" He said with a smile, "Jane is a talented man who hasn't left school to serve the motherland, earning face for us, how can he just do this Give up on yourself? Don't you think so?"

I was silent for a while, and then gave a low "hmm".

After hearing this, Ji Tao smiled again, put his arms around me and said, "Don't be afraid, don't you still have me by your side? Even if it's just the two of us, we can live a good life."

How do we live?Why does this sound so wrong?

I raised my head and looked at Ji Tao suspiciously. Unexpectedly, this guy glanced at me, and then his eyes flew out again and again.

A little surprised in my heart, I raised my hand to touch his face.

Is this my illusion?Why did his face turn red when he was illuminated by the white candle on the case?

Ji Tao pulled my hand off, I frowned and was about to wrestle away from his arms to take a good look, but when he heard him scolding, he immediately grabbed me tightly and pressed down on me who was defenseless. fell to the ground.

Suddenly something soft and soft was pasted on my lips. Before I could react, my teeth were pried open, and a wet, slippery thing suddenly broke into my mouth, causing a painful stir.

I was stunned for a moment, and I was shocked, and I wanted to kick people away.

I was actually kissed by a man? !

What the hell is going on!

But Ji Tao held me tight and didn't let go. I hadn't eaten all day and my strength was no match for him, and I couldn't get rid of it for a long time, until I was almost suffocated to death, and finally waited for the other party to let go. open me.

He gasped for several breaths suddenly, his heart was on fire, he turned his head and wanted to slap his mouth, but was caught in his arms and hugged again.

"Mingxi, I like you."

I was stunned, and my raised hand stopped in mid-air.

Ji Tao nestled in my arms, as if he was afraid of seeing my expression, and said in a muffled voice, "I fell in love with you when I saw you on the day of the postgraduate re-examination, it was love at first sight."

After a pause, he chuckled: "When I found out that I was sharing a bed with you, you know how fucking happy I am."

As he spoke, he rubbed against me again, tightening his arms even more, and his tone was full of coaxing: "Mingxi, I won't let you be alone, let's live together."

"We'll spend our lives together."

"I am with you, no matter what happens, I will never leave you, and you will never be alone again."

It was hazy, like a transition, and the eyes turned into a fog again, so white that I couldn't see anything clearly.

I don't know how long it took, but I seemed to be sitting on the sofa again, my heart was throbbing with dull pain, but my face was already stiff, I just stared blankly at the loan contract on the table in front of me.

These are because it was too boring to borrow for a few days. Seeing that the master was too busy to be disturbed, I planned to go to the study to find a book to read, and found that the nanny secretly stuffed these pages into "Management Frontier" and left in a hurry. With a little curiosity, I took it out and looked through what I found.

"Mingxi..."

The man's low and calm voice came, but it seemed that he poured a bucket of ice water in his heart, which made me shiver uncontrollably.

I slowly raised my head, looked at the man who came out of the master bedroom, and felt that my voice was trembling: "It's all...you did it?"

"I... did I do something wrong? You... you all have to do this..."

The other party was silent, and no emotion could be seen in the dark and deep eyes.

After waiting for a long time, I heard his voice again.

"sorry."

I listened and laughed out loud.

The other party came over, raised his hand and reached out to me.

"I didn't mean to hurt you, Minxi."

A sense of fear suddenly rose in my heart, and I couldn't help shaking again, and I jumped up from the sofa.

The other party stopped walking, with a much softer expression, even a bit of consolation and begging: "Mingxi, calm down, I can explain."

But I couldn't listen any longer. The terrifying coldness creeping up from the depths of my heart made me instinctively back away: "Mr. Just go find him, and don't bother me in the future."

Before I had time to retreat to the door, the person who was chasing me with big strides grabbed my arm at once, with such strength that my arm felt a burst of pain in an instant.

The other party's voice was eager: "Ming Xi!"

I felt that my face was contorted in pain for a moment, and the breath I was holding in my chest hit my forehead in an instant, and I struggled and shouted: "Let go! Let me go!"

"Mingxi! Don't leave! I just found out that you stole the project money when I found you a few days ago!"

"I don't know that you would do this for Ji Tao, I just don't want you to follow him, I just want a chance..."

"Zhao Juntong!" My eyes were red with anxiety, and I yelled at him, "I have nothing! I have nothing now! What else do you want! I am the only one left! I will give you whatever you want. I can't come out!"

The opponent froze for a moment, and then loosened the strength in his hand.

But I didn't want to look at this person at all, so I took the opportunity to slam his hand away, fearing that the people behind would catch up, I didn't even have time to change my shoes, so I knocked open the door and ran out.

Then there are the bizarre lights, the pungent spirits, and the darkness that never sees the sun...

The dreams that flashed back and forth finally calmed down in the swooping carriage and the severe pain in the waist and abdomen. When I opened my eyes again, the sky was already bright, and the bright sun shone down, and the brilliant light could not be blocked even by the curtains.

I lay still for a while, then smiled.

"God, how much more fucking do you want me to suffer before you are willing."

The kitchen, the living room, the bedroom, in fact, any place in this house is already quiet, except for my own voice, no one else will talk to me at all.

There was even a layer of dust on the table.

I had no appetite, so I sat on the sofa for a while, staring quietly at the painting hanging on the opposite wall. When I first drew this painting, I still remember the feeling clearly.

Covered by thick colors, the people inside were suppressed, struggling, screaming and crying, as if they were breaking through some shackles, desperately wanting to struggle out.

But even in the end, it's just a fucking painting, no one wants to see it, and it's not even worth a penny.

Nothing will change.

It's like I can't change the nightmare I have every night.

"Now that you survived the treatment and have recovered, is it the one that was created, or the former Jian Mingxi... I am very curious about this."

I leaned my head on the sofa, raised my hand and spread my five fingers. After watching it for a while, I couldn't help but want to laugh again.

Staying alone in an empty room, the feeling of being free and following one's inclinations at that time seems to have disappeared.

"I was originally pieced together from bits and pieces, so what is it?"

Sunlight came in from the window, and I smiled and looked at my fingers that were illuminated by the light and their edges were somewhat transparent.

"What the hell am I?"

"Whether I like it or feel guilty, even if it's hatred and compensation, I don't want any of these..."

"I just don't want to be Jian Mingxi anymore..."

Looking at this "home" carefully arranged by me, I sat quietly for a long time before I stood up and walked slowly to the bedroom.

He opened the closet and pulled out the clothes that were folded underneath one by one, only to reveal the innermost safe.

After turning the key and entering the password, the spring lock inside made a "bang", and the door automatically opened a gap, releasing the treasure hidden inside.

I opened the door of the cabinet, stared blankly at the contents for a while, and then took them all out.

A snow-white teddy bear that has shed a lot of fur, and a glass bear that has lost one ear, and there are gems and banknotes of various colors inside.

I sighed, I really can't blame me as the host for not giving them any good treatment. After all, when the disease is most severe, the symptoms of falling and biting everything are not from my wish at all.

Now that I think about it, I get angry for a while. I don’t know if these are my darlings. The old bastard is so soft-hearted. If he had put on the restraints for me, he would have done it. How many things have I ruined? But it's all worth a lot of money, isn't it easy to come by?

I raised my hand to grab the teddy bear, pulled its two legs and broke it out, and said with a smile: "Your dad stepped out of the door and never looked back. Your dad and I have been waiting here for so many days." , I can’t even lift the pot, I can’t wait any longer.”

I paused, then rubbed its hairless bear face again, and said with a smile, "Why are you ignoring me? Are you still angry when you are locked in the closet?" I stepped on the glass bear and rolled it back and forth to demonstrate Teach this plush toy, "Look at your big brother, he doesn't say anything to him, why don't you know how to learn?"

I bent down and picked up the glass bear, and I sighed again: "So, my favorite is your elder brother. You can understand it at a glance. It doesn't look like you. I don't know how many flowers are in my stomach. I can't touch it."

"Sure enough, money is the most credible."

I murmured, "Aside from money, how can I have any other qualifications now?"

After sitting there for a while, I let out a long breath, found the suitcase from the closet and opened it, took out the well-preserved platinum watch from the glass bear, touched the dial, I looked at the diamonds inside and smiled She smiled, and then put it on her wrist.

I carefully put the two bears in a good pose, paused, and put in two or three more clothes, and stuffed all the nerve sedatives and the few remaining chocolates into the box.

After I zipped it up, I changed myself into a suit of clothes and put on my coat again. I found the wallet and stuffed it into the coat pocket, only to find that there was still a velvet box in the pocket.

Clenching his fists, he took out the box and opened it. The white silk inside had been dyed a deep dark red, and now it had become dark and stiff.

I put the ring on my left ring finger, looked at it blankly for a while, and then took the key on the bedside table.

I pursed my lower lip, removed the key of this house from the keychain, and put it back on the bedside table.

It doesn't belong to me in the first place, so what's the use of forcing.

Taking the mobile phone, while walking out of the house, he dialed a number that he hadn't contacted in a while.

"Hey, is this a joke? It's me." I closed the door with a smile, dragged my suitcase and walked towards the elevator at the end of the corridor, "I'm going to your place, hurry up and get ready for me to pick you up."

I never owe anyone anything.

Sinister, you broke up with the Zhao family and the Bai family because of me, and Xiang Zhanxuan is also obsessed with your project. It belongs to your company, so I will try my best to help you get it back.

Then, we went our separate ways and settled the matter.