Zhuxi

When Li Chengzhu was discharged from the hospital, he was as calm and lonely as in a hospital. He had nothing to take away, except for another bullet hole on his body that had healed.The nurse helped him put on the shoes and tie them. He thanked him dumbly, but he didn't see the blush and expectation on the beautiful nurse's face, and slowly pulled up the clothes he was wearing when he came— ─The blood stains on it have been washed off by the nurse, and the bullet holes have also been sewn up. From a distance, it still looks like a good dress.

Like his whole being.From a distance, it looks like an intact person, but in fact it is riddled with holes.

After Yan Zixi left heartlessly that day, he lay motionless on the bed for many days, just repeatedly thinking about why he was in deep pain because of Yan Zixi's words.He doesn't know much about love. He thinks it's just a drama on TV that he sits in a circle at the village party secretary's house during the slack in the countryside. The people in it seem to have nothing to do with him. He doesn't know more , just knowing that maybe he will marry a woman, have a few more children, and live the same life as his parents, brothers and sisters.

But Yan Zixi brought him the appearance of another world, letting him know that such and such things will happen between men, but after he had just sprouted a feeling that might be called liking, he patted his butt drop him.

Li Chengzhu only felt that the stuffy, hot and sour feeling in his chest made him almost explode. He wanted to roar, but he didn't know what to shout; he couldn't shed tears, and he didn't understand heartache. Although many things were unclear, he knew that he should like that man.

This feeling is called liking.Although I thought this man was scary at first, but in the constant physical contact, when he silently followed behind him, he suffered from a disease called obsession.

He wants to hug that thin man more, even though he knows that those delicate hands will pull the trigger at any time to kill a life; he wants to kiss that gorgeous man who blooms under him more, Even if he would turn his face and kick him out of bed immediately after making love; he wanted to see more and more smiles from that man, just like he smiled at the man surnamed Liang... But Yan Zixi He has never smiled at him like that before, maybe in his eyes, he, Li Chengzhu, is a dog who should obediently follow behind him.

Li Chengzhu let out a long breath. He left the inpatient building, and stood at the door of the hospital in a daze, looking up at the dazzling sunlight, feeling a little confused for a while.

Where should he go next?Should I go back to my hometown to farm, or...or go to Yanzixi again?

Li Chengzhu smiled wryly. He looked down at his shoes. They were a pair of soft and very high-quality handmade leather shoes. They were thrown to him by Yan Zixi one day and asked him to change them. Dress like a bumpkin in the country!" He could still clearly recall Yan Zixi's expression, eyebrows and eyes when he spoke, mockingly and unceremoniously.

He opened his legs and walked in the direction of Baitang.

He said to himself, if Yan Zixi really didn't want him anymore, he would leave.

Yan Zixi irritatedly kicked away the masturbation equipment that had been in the cabinet for a while and was useless. He wondered if he was really used to the temperature of the human body. The excitement will only make my arms swell in the end.

It turned out that he was really an unfucking man.Yan Zixi lay naked on his back on the big bed, and slowly lit a cigarette.He doesn't smoke often because he doesn't like the stench after smoking.But it doesn't matter now, and I didn't dare to get closer to him, and no man would lean on him to lick him.

The cigarette ash fell on his chest, Yan Zixi frowned slightly, raised his hand and swept them aside, turned over and continued to smoke.He Jun was imprisoned in a secret place and was guarded [-]/[-]—but that man couldn't make any trouble, because he was completely crazy.

The turmoil caused by this betrayal has not completely subsided. Yan Zixi knew that killing a child with a gun made many people in the gang even more afraid of him, but he did not regret it. He could not kill He Jun because he could not All the people left by the dead old man in his family have been cleared away──he has not yet found out how deep the power of those people is, and rashly killing chickens for monkeys will only cause more turmoil.He just thought it was a good deal to kill a child who might be the cause of disaster and drive He Jun crazy.

He was not wrong, Yan Zixi repeated silently, but always remembered Liang Enzheng's indifferent face that day and everyone's fearful eyes towards him.Yan Zixi laughed at himself, why are these people so kind at this moment?How come no one would have thought that cutting the weeds without eradicating the roots is a terrible thing?

The cigarette was burning slowly, and the smoke was slowly rising. Yan Zixi exhaled a long breath, and put out the cigarette in the ashtray beside the bed, then turned up from the bed, walked to the front of the wardrobe, took out a few A piece of clothing that you wear often, put it on quickly.

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling full-length mirror, Yan Zixi gently lifted his hair, revealing those eyes that always had a mocking smile, and then he saw the same mocking arc curled up around the corner of his mouth.

Yan Zixi never admits that he went to find a man because he likes a man, because women have nothing that can make him find happiness, so he can only go to GAYBAR to find a man to fuck himself.He deliberately found a BAR with no sphere of influence to ensure that no one knew him.When he just walked into this bar full of deep jazz music, many lustful eyes scanned him from top to bottom many times.

Yan Zixi didn't know whether he should be proud of his undiminished charm or have a drink in mockery. He was sitting at the bar, and the bartender quickly came to him and politely handed over the wine list.Yan Zixi glanced casually, "Absolute whiskey, thank you." He didn't ask for a drink, but ordered a glass of absolute spirits.The bartender looked at Yan Zixi in surprise, but didn't say much, and turned around to pour him wine.

He slowly sipped the whiskey, which was spicy to the heart in every sip, and refused the men around him who offered them glass after glass of wine.Yan Zixi felt that it was really not easy to find a man who could be his massage stick tonight in this pile of crooked melons and dates.Annoyance easily climbed up his face, but this standard Queen's expression made many lonely men present here tonight even more crazy──

A lady under the bed and a slut on the bed, this is every man's dream.

In the end, Yan Zixi finally accepted the cocktail offered by a man entrusted by the bartender. The man looked like he had won a big prize, which made Yan Zixi feel very ridiculous.If this person knew that he was a murderous person, would he still be so ecstatic?

Under everyone's jealous eyes, the man embraced Yan Zixi's waist, and carried him off the high chair.Yan Zixi's head was a little dizzy, which may be related to the sip of the cocktail just now - he thought that he was dizzy because he drank the wine mixed up, so he casually leaned on the man's body and staggered with the man. He staggered out of the bar.

The man kept murmuring something in his ear, but Yan Zixi couldn't distinguish it at all, but just found it annoying, so he slapped him casually, and slapped the man's face aside.

It seemed that he got into the car, and then the bumps almost made Yanzixi vomit. "It's not as good as that idiot Li Chengzhu's driving a tractor..." He muttered in a low voice, as if colorful fireworks were unfolding in front of his eyes, even if his mind was muddled, Yan Zixi felt Something is wrong.

But he is not very scared, how can this man treat him?kill him?Yan Zixi sneered inwardly, even if he died, he would not die so uselessly.

The car stopped, and the man helped the muddy Yan Zixi out of the car, then walked to his own apartment, and pressed the up button of the elevator.Although he likes this gorgeous man's face, he is really afraid of the invisible hostility. In order not to let himself be hurt by this gorgeous but poisonous flower, the man put medicine in the other's wine, Sure enough, this gorgeous man fell for the trick—but even if he was controlled by drugs, this man could still slap him.The man cursed in his heart, if he didn't fuck this little bitch to death in a while, he wouldn't be a man!