hug your pheromones

The man walked up to him.

After a while, Zhou Li heard the person opposite say, "Are you back?"

The heart that has been settled for six years has no place to rest again.

He wanted to raise a smile at him, reply calmly, "Yeah, long time no see", and then leave calmly.

He told himself it was the best thing to do now.

I can do it, just a few deep breaths.

Zhou Li smiled and wanted to speak, but his throat was tightly locked, as if being choked by someone's hand.

He lost his voice?

Realizing that he couldn't speak, Zhou Li bent over and coughed vigorously, as if he wanted to cough his throat out until he spit it out.

The man took a step forward and wanted to carry him back, Zhou Li was so frightened that he couldn't help shaking, he finally heard his own voice, which was hoarse.

"Do not touch me!"

"…Feel sorry."

Facing Zhou Li's reaction, Jiang Baize immediately took a step back.

Seeing Zhou Li stand up straight and stop coughing, he repeated: "Sorry."

The two stalemate in silence for a while.

"Don't dare to bother you."

Zhou Li felt that he was much better, and he spoke again, thinking that he could speak well, and he could answer freely like an old friend he hadn't seen for many years.

Jiang Baize was silent.

Gritting her teeth, Zhou Li walked past him, touching his arm with her shoulder inadvertently.

These hands used to wrap his arms around him so gently, and put his forehead against his forehead and said, "Zhou Li, when you are 20 years old, I will mark you and marry you."

But now he is 23.

But he marked others as early as seventeen.

Only he is still alone and doesn't know it.

This is a promise that can never be kept.

The so-called passing by is nothing more than this.

The scar that had only grown in six years was severely torn open again.

Jiang Baize suddenly grabbed his arm.

"I'll take you back."

Zhou Li's heart, which was beating violently because of being caught by him, fell back to calm after listening to what he said.

Lost and embarrassed.

What are you thinking about?

Thought he would pull himself and say something like "I miss you so much"?

Or "I still love you"?

So sad Zhou Li.

Knowing that it is impossible, why do you still have delusions?

"Need not."

The voice was cold and distant.

"It's impossible to get a taxi here, even if you don't want to see me, don't make trouble with your body."

Don't want to see?

If he knew that even if he wasn't around, he still lived in his heart and couldn't get rid of it, he would probably find it ridiculous.

"Then trouble you."

Zhou Li no longer refused, and followed behind Jiang Baize.

Taking off the trench coat, Jiang Baize tried to hand it to Zhou Li, but Zhou Li refused.

Jiang Baize, who was rejected, didn't say anything, and didn't put his coat back on his body, just draped it in his arms.

The two walked for a while as if they were performing a mime.

Each taste, only you can experience.

After the two got into the car, Jiang Baize turned on the heater in the car, and covered Zhou Li with his coat sideways. Zhou Li put his hand away: "No need."

Jiang Baize leaned towards him even more, grasping the edge of the jacket with both hands and pressing it on Zhou Li's body, as if Zhou Li would keep pressing it down if he didn't agree to cover it.

The two got too close because of this behavior, Zhou Li smelled the familiar smell and felt dizzy, he turned his face away unnaturally, no longer struggling, just hoped that this person would leave quickly, don't get so close to him, don't look at him again.

He was afraid that he would be ugly in front of him now.

"thanks…"

Jiang Baize finally sat back.

"Are you ok?"

The simple greeting almost forced Zhou Li to hold back tears, fearing that he would see the red eye sockets, Zhou Li rushed out of the window and raised his coat to cover his face.

He didn't dare to cry, the jacket was full of Jiang Baize's pheromone, he didn't want to smell it, but the smell crazily and spontaneously drilled into his nose, the pain pierced his heart like a knife.

Jiang Baize didn't seem to need his answer either.

"I feel bad."

He said to himself: "Zhou Li, I miss you very much."

Zhou Li froze, motionless.

Jiang Baize wanted to touch his head which was covered by the coat, but he barely stopped when he stretched out his hand to a distance of one centimeter.

Finally, he retracted his hand and placed it on the steering wheel.

Hold tight.

"Zhou Li, I hope you have a good life."

Hope he's doing well?

Sniffing to calm his mind, Zhou Li lifted his clothes, his hair was messed up by the clothes, and he didn't seem to care what he looked like now.

Putting the coat on his lap, he smiled and looked at Jiang Baize: "You said that."

Then he didn’t seem to care, but actually covered up his panic: “No matter how cold it is, I shouldn’t have hung the whole coat on my head, and my hairstyle was crushed.” Then he opened the vanity mirror on the sun visor and fiddled with the broken hair on his forehead with his hands. hair.

"sorry."

After a moment of silence, Jiang Baize suddenly spoke.

"what happened to you?"

Facing the vanity mirror, the hand flicking his hair stopped, and Zhou Li looked at him as he did many years ago, with a bright smile on his face.

"Why are you sorry? You have already said a lot to me, either you are sorry or you are sorry."

"It's over, youthful, a little bit of youthful spirit, when you are in fresh clothes and angry horses, it's just that I love you and you don't love me. I have forgotten such a vulgar plot. Don't feel guilty, and don't feel sorry, I It's been a good time.”

No, I'm not doing well at all, I miss you so much every day, every time I wake up, I have to face the pain of losing you all over again.

"How are you, how are you? How are you and He Ziming?"

Zhou Li lowered his head briefly, then raised it quickly, still smiling: "I didn't expect that we would meet here, are you two married?"

At this moment, Jiang Baize felt his heart tighten.

"No."

"Not yet?"

Zhou Li closed the sun visor and stared at him.

"He has been with you since he was 17, and it's been six years. It's better to go as soon as possible. It's really not good to keep people waiting."

Pause for a while, like raving: "I still remember when we were still together, didn't you coax me to get married at the age of 20? It's been so many years, and He Ziming hasn't married home yet, his that Temper, must wait to die, right?"

See, as long as he wants to, he can still do it.

Only at this moment did he deeply feel that they had really grown up.

He is not Jiang Baize from back then.

He was not Zhou Li back then.

"Why don't you drive?"

Zhou Li didn't speak or move to the man next to him. He just stared at the man next to him and blinked his eyes. He didn't want to make himself too ugly. He smiled and his heart was bleeding: "Let's go, my boyfriend is still waiting for me at home."

The car moves forward quickly.

The heater in the car made people dizzy, Zhou Li leaned his head against the window, watching the snowflakes drifting outside.

It's so nice to be a little snowflake, beautiful, emotionless, drifting with the tide and scattered on the ground, everyone's experience is the same, no one is different from the other.

It's not like him, who looks like an ordinary person, but the inside is already rotten and festered.

The breath he exhaled passed through the glass in front of him, a small cloud of white mist appeared in a small area in front of him, and then disappeared.

Appears, disappears, appears, disappears.

He set his sights on Jiang Baize.

Six years.

This person has matured a lot, and he is tall and straight.

He is still very good-looking, with black hair, slightly deep eye sockets, like eyes splashed with black ink, his facial features have faded from the innocence of his youth, and become more profound.

This man who was concentrating on driving, he had dreamed about it countless times, but couldn't remember it clearly. Now that he was sitting at an arm's length away from him, he almost had the illusion that they had never been apart.

These six years, they have been together, no foreign countries, no psychiatrist, no He Ziming, they held hands, hugged and kissed, and the relationship has continued.

He looked at him without blinking, his hot cheeks leaving the glass.

look at that face.

Just like countless times in a dream, just one click is enough, he only needs one click.

He leaned over to cover his cheek, gently.

A screech of the brakes completely jolted him out of his thoughts.

Zhou Li was thrown back into his seat by the sudden brake.

The clamoring reality hits us immediately.

He was so startled that he didn't even care about the pain in his back.

What a stupid thing have I done?

something to say...

Need to say something now!

How to explain?

What would you think of him?

Zhou Li watched Jiang Baize unbuckle his seat belt with a sullen face.

Is he angry?

Feel shameless?

All the camouflage collapsed, he just wanted to speak, but the people around him were faster than him, before he could utter a word, he felt his lips cover his lips.

Zhou Li was completely stunned, all the nerves in his brain were broken at this moment, he was like a doll stuck in a clockwork, he was so stupid that he couldn't even move his fingertips.

This kiss, which came suddenly without any warning, did not just taste it and leave, but with a strong aggressiveness, it attacked the city.

Jiang Baize easily hugged him into his arms, sucking the tip of his tongue and entangled with him, Zhou Li's breath was full of strong red wine smell.

He couldn't believe it, but subconsciously responded.

It was just a passionate kiss between the two of them, and it shattered the mask he had worn until now, allowing himself to put it on and stick to him with his lips and teeth.

When Zhou Li felt that he was about to suffocate, Jiang Baize stepped back a little and separated his lips.

The weight of half of his body was still on him, and even his hands were still wrapped around his waist.

"Don't you have a boyfriend? Why do you still kiss me?"

Jiang Baize stared at Zhou Li's eyes, and his low voice seemed to be bewitching Zhou Li's unsteady heart.

Zhou Li turned his eyes away, not daring to look at him. He didn't know what he looked like now, but to him, it was absolutely abnormal.

"A kiss on the cheek is nothing, right? It's a kind of etiquette abroad."

Zhou Li's nails got stuck in the palm of his hand.

"Indeed, I forgot, you just returned home."

Jiang Baize still didn't let go of his intentions: "Then how about I kiss you? Why do you respond to me? Foreign etiquette has begun to include tongue kisses?"

Zhou Li felt the blood all over his body boil on the top of his head, and he was thrown in front of Jiang Baize as if he had been stripped naked, and all the disguises were stolen by him.

He seemed to be able to hear the infinitely amplified breathing in the air, which made his hands and feet nowhere to rest in embarrassment.

All the words that could be used to explain quickly went through his mind, and he made up his mind and cleared his throat.

"They're both adults, and it's not like they haven't done that kind of thing. Since you've already kissed me, wouldn't it be pretentious for me to hide?"

Jiang Baize's complexion sank, and he narrowed his eyes slightly. Before Zhou Li could read his expression, his hand had already broken through the barrier of the sweater, inserted into his jacket, and exerted a little force: "This Stuff? It seems that you do it often?"

Zhou Li trembled from being pinched by him. Shocked, his body instinctively twisted and dodged. He stretched out his hand to push him, and let out an unbelievable growl in a panting voice: "Jiang Baize! Are you crazy?"

A brief pause.

The man didn't respond to him, but pushed all his sweaters up on his chest, exposing his unprotected skin to the air, even though it wasn't cold, he still couldn't help shivering slightly.

Before he could react to this, Jiang Baize's head lowered along with his bent waist.

(…)

He loves this man more than anyone.

If it is him, he is willing to let him possess himself.

Deliver yourself the first time.

Zhou Li almost fell.

In the end, reason overcame the mind and the body.

Zhou Li closed his eyes, pushed Jiang Baize away hard, and slapped him hard.

He sat up straight and pulled off his clothes, and said in a trembling voice, nervous and embarrassed: "Is this how you treated He Ziming back then? For him, you gave up on me, and now you want to betray him because of me?" ?”

At this moment, Jiang Baize had no expression on his face. The two of them looked at each other for a moment, and Jiang Baize reached out to hug him again.

Zhou Li couldn't break free from his embrace, and always struggled to get rid of him, but Jiang Baize hugged him tightly again. There was only so much space in the car, and there was no place to escape.

After a lot of tossing, Zhou Li was exhausted.

He simply gave up, let go of all his strength, gave up on himself, and put all the weight in his arms.

Once he relaxes, all the sadness, pain, anger, mixed with the current conflicts and chaos all these years will turn into grievances.

He leaned against Jiang Baize, his eyes on his chest: "We shouldn't be like this, I am not the one in your life, and you are not mine, send me back."

"What if I say no?"

Jiang Baize's voice sounded above his head.

Zhou Liyin's anger was once again ignited by his words.

"It was you who gave up on me! It was you who chose someone else between me and someone else! Now you come and say no to me? Jiang Baize, did you ever love me? Why did you become like this? I begged you to mark me so much, You who refused no matter what, now you can have sex with my ex-boyfriend in the car at will? Don't make me look down on you. "

Jiang Baize let him go.

He smiled self-deprecatingly: "In your eyes, I treat you like this just to vent my desire?"

Leaning back to the back of the seat and fastening the seat belt: "If I just want to get on an omega, I will be better than you. There are plenty of people who will climb on my bed."

Zhou Li had a pale face, he turned his head away, and sank into the leather chair. The snow-covered trees on the side of the road retreated quickly, and he bit his lower lip and almost cried out.

The car was parked downstairs at his house.

Zhou Li unbuckled his seat belt, as long as he opened the car door and went out, everything that happened today would be a fantasy for him.

Have a word with me.

Anything is fine.

Let me have a complete memory of the end.

There is still boundless silence.

"Thank you."

When Zhou Li opened his mouth, his stomach was overwhelmed, it was so uncomfortable, his whole stomach was twisted together in convulsions, and nausea burst into his throat.

He quickly opened the door and got out of the car, squatting aside and vomited earth-shatteringly.

In fact, he didn't eat anything, all he vomited was yellow acid water.

Jiang Baize got out of the car and squatted beside him, patting him all the time.

"go away…"

Zhou Li pushed him with his hands, and covered his mouth with a groaning "uh", and endured for a long time before saying: "It stinks, you can go."

Jiang Baize stood up and left.

Zhou Li vomited in the dark.

Dou Da's sweat mixed with tears fell into the acid water and dirt he vomited.

Someone stuffed a stack of tissues into his hands, then peeled off the hair on his forehead with his hands, and wiped his sweat.

"Zhou Li, I didn't mark He Ziming."

Jiang Baize stuck it up and kissed his eyes.

"When I knew everything, I wanted to go and get you back, but there are some things that you don't decide, so you can do it."

"It was my fault."

"It's enough to know that you're doing well now."

"Just be with your boyfriend."

"Zhou Li, happy new year, I hope you will always be happy."

Jiang Baize rubbed Zhou Li's short hair.

Leaving footsteps, opening the car door, starting the engine, tires rubbing against the ground...

until nothing is heard...

He came back to himself like a bolt from the blue.

What did Jiang Baize say?

He didn't tag He Ziming? !

Zhou Li stumbled back home, and hid in the room as soon as he entered the door.

"Girl, where have you been? The New Year's Eve dinner is coming soon." Meng Xiaofei came over and knocked on the door.

Zhou Li leaned against the door with his back.

"Okay, I'll change clothes and come out right away."

Wait for the sound of footsteps to go away.

Zhou Li immediately took out his mobile phone. He knew that it was almost time for the New Year's Eve dinner, but he really couldn't wait any longer.

Shaking his hands, he pressed the numbers that he knew so well in his heart, because the phone was too old and the screen was malfunctioning, some numbers did not come out until several times.

Zhou Li checked the number several times, confirmed that it was correct, pressed the dial button, took a deep breath and put it to his ear.

...

"Hello, the number you dialed is empty, please check it before dialing again. Sorry! The number you dialed does note exist, please check it and dial later..."

The cold system sound almost made Zhou Li lose his grip on the phone.

It's okay, it's okay, it's normal to change your number, didn't you also change your number?

Zhou Li held the phone in his hand. He didn't want to cry. If he cried, wouldn't it mean that he decided on such an ending?

An ending that, from beginning to end, may be deceived by others?

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-01-1618:30:58~2020-01-1719:36:51期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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