hug your pheromones

Holding him in his arms, the two of them nestled on the sofa. Jiang Baize put his chin on Zhou Li's shoulder and pinched his five fingers: "Who was that alpha who held your hand upstairs in the hotel?"

hold my hand?

"sky!"

Zhou Li stood up abruptly: "I forgot Wen Lin and his colleagues in the hotel! Put on your coat and send me back!"

"Wen Lin? Colleague?"

"It's my birthday today! Put it on quickly!" Zhou Li said urgently, and grabbed him.

"Your birthday?"

"Can you stop asking, just take me back first, and I'll tell you everything later, okay?"

Jiang Baize took a deep look at him and stood up: "Let's go."

Zhou Li couldn't wait for Jiang Baize to park the car, so he got out of the car first and entered the restaurant. When he went back upstairs, he saw Wen Lin was still standing there waiting for him.

"Oh my God!"

Zhou Li ran up to Wen Lin, put his hands on his knees and panted, "I'm sorry!"

"It's okay, I've already paid the bill."

Wen Lin seemed to have sobered up, and his smile was as gentle as before: "You have been away for a long time, and my colleagues are leaving, so I will tell you that you are in a hurry first, is it okay?"

"It's okay." Zhou Li shook his head: "I also want to thank you, how much is the bill, I will transfer it to you, why don't you go with them?"

Zhou Li took out his mobile phone to transfer money to Wen Lin, Wen Lin stretched out his hand to block the phone: "No, I'm afraid you won't find me when I leave and you come back."

Zhou Li felt extremely guilty: "You can call me."

Wen Lin shook his head: "I want to see you, so I'm waiting for you to come back. Look, I've been waiting."

Zhou Li knew that it was time to make it clear to Wen Lin that now was the time to reject him.

He took a deep breath: "Wen Lin, I..."

"Don't tell me, I don't want to hear it. I'm not waiting for you to hear what you said to me. At least don't tell me now."

Zhou Li spoke with difficulty: "Do you know what I'm going to say?"

"I know." Wen Lin smiled hurtfully: "Happy birthday, can I hug you?"

Zhou Li was silent for a while, and finally nodded.

Just when Wen Lin's hand was about to wrap his arms around him, Wen Lin took a step faster with one hand, hugged Zhou Li and moved back a little.

"Sorry, if my boyfriend does something that hurts you, I'm willing to make it up to you, but I advise you not to do something like touching your body."

Jiang Baize hooked Zhou Li's shoulders, as if swearing sovereignty, looked at Wen Lin expressionlessly and said.

"Why didn't I know that Zhou Li suddenly had a boyfriend? It's not your turn to advise me about the matter between him, right?"

Wen Lin's eyes fell on Jiang Baize's face, and then on the hand on Zhou Li's shoulder, his expression was cold.

Zhou Li saw Wen Lin like this for the first time.

"Zhou Li, tell him what is our relationship."

Jiang Baize bent down and whispered in his ear, Wen Lin also looked at him.

Perhaps it was because the fear in Wen Lin's eyes was too obvious, Zhou Li felt his throat tighten for a moment, and he saw Wen Lin's hands hanging by his side trembling slightly.

For some reason, Zhou Li unconsciously broke his shoulders away from Jiang Baize's hands, and Zhou Li took a step aside.

Jiang Baize turned to look at him.

Zhou Li wanted to smile at him, and wanted to tell Jiang Baize to wait a minute, we can't do this in front of Wen Lin, we used Wen Lin by ourselves, Wen Lin had nothing wrong with it, we can't hurt him so cruelly.

But Zhou Li tried his best but couldn't raise the corners of his mouth, nor could he open his mouth.

He didn't know if this action hurt Jiang Baize, but he thought he would have a lot of time to explain to him in the future.

But he forgot how many years Jiang Baize had been separated from him, they had only been together for less than an hour, and he pushed himself away for another alpha who looked at him with love in his eyes.

As if he didn't know him: "Zhou Li, is it fun? If you are not reconciled to the past, you can use thousands of ways to get revenge on me, why use this one?"

Zhou Li's face turned pale when he heard this, and just about to say no, Jiang Baize turned around and left, arrogant and cold.

He stayed there in a daze, until Wen Lin grabbed his hand, and the excessive force made him wake up like a dream.

"Zhou Li, I'm really happy, shall we go to the movies together?"

Wen Lin's happiness was too obvious, and he returned to Zhou Li's familiar look, as if he wasn't the one who was feeling cold and afraid just now.

Jiang Baize's car drove wildly all the way, and drove into the suburbs with few people. The windows were wide open, and the wind blew his coat, leaving only wishful thinking.

I would rather not have met.

No one would know that the eyes of this indifferent man were so red at the moment.

Zhou Li didn't sleep all night.

He didn't have Jiang Baize's phone number, so he couldn't be reached.

At this moment, he regretted that Jiang Baize gave him his business card, but he didn't accept it.

The sky is getting brighter, no matter how uncomfortable he is, he should get up and go to work.

Hugging the quilt, I will be in a daze, get up to wash and squeeze the subway.

A week has passed like this, and Jiang Baize seems to have disappeared. If it was him, he really wanted to find himself and know where he works. It should be a very simple matter, but he didn't contact himself once, and he was really angry.

Zhou Li was physically and mentally exhausted, and Wen Lin looked for him several times during this period.

He regarded Wen Lin as a good friend, but because of his tenderness for a moment, he didn't explain it to Wen Lin at the very beginning.

Zhou Li didn't know when he became like this.

Fang Qu stopped him at the gate of their company a month later.

The moment Zhou Li saw Fang Qu, Zhou Li almost rolled his eyes towards the sky: "So it's really easy to find me, Jiang Baize asked you to come?"

"Don't get me wrong, I asked someone to look for it myself. I have been by his side for so many years, and I always have a network of my own."

"Then I have nothing to talk to you about." Zhou Li walked around him to leave.

"If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have come to you at all. I just don't understand. How can someone like you deserve his love?"

"I'm not worthy? Don't you deserve it?" Zhou Li was angry and funny.

"You don't want to know what happened after you left? Jiang Baize won't tell you."

"What do you mean?" Zhou Li looked at him suspiciously.

"I drove here, come with me, I'll take you to see someone."

...

The car was parked in a private senior nursing home outside the city.

Zhou Li was even more surprised: "Why did you bring me here?"

Fang Qu ignored him, turned off the engine and got out of the car.

Zhou Li had no choice but to follow.

Fang Qu walked forward familiarly, and several medical staff passing by greeted him friendly and called him "Assistant Fang".

He remembered that Jiang Baize said that he was spending money to hire him.

Zhou Li's curiosity grew.

When Fang Qu took him to a small inner courtyard, a wheelchair was pushed on the lawn, and a person sat on it, and a nurse-like person was playing with him, the person laughed.

Zhou Li took a closer look and almost fell to the ground.

"he…"

Fang Qu looked at him with cold eyes: "Do you know him? It's strange how it turned out like this?"

"It's all because of you." Fang Qu's smile was cruel and silent.

Zhou Li could hardly stand still: "...Jiang...Bai Ze did it?"

"Is this the kind of person he was in your heart?"

"He Ziming jumped off the building by himself, his lower body was paralyzed, and he fell stupidly."

"...how...how could this be? Why would he..."

"So you are the happiest!"

Fang Qu grabbed his hand and looked at him full of hatred: "Everyone paid the price for you leaving, but you left."

"Zhang Enhui, Zhang Tao, because he participated in the plan to lie to you, he didn't let any of them go. It was painful because you left, but He Ziming wanted to force him to find you and commit suicide by jumping off a building. It’s the same, I only know about drinking, one day I insisted that you came back, and I was going to pick you up, and I was lying in the hospital for half a year in a car accident on the way, if it wasn’t for his grandfather, he would have died a long time ago!”

"But what did you do to him? You leave when you want, and come back when you want. He is now living like a normal person, and you appear again, and you have to post him yourself. He took you away that day, and when you come back I didn't contact you again, I thought he let go completely, who knows..."

"Zhou Li, what the hell did you do? Why did you do this to him? Do you know what he once said, as long as you are willing to come back to him and become He Ziming like this for him, he doesn't care at all, he has already gone to hell Don't be afraid of retribution!"

Zhou Li shuddered: "He didn't tell me..."

"Just because he didn't tell and he deserves to be hurt?"

"The one who has everything but is stupid and doesn't know it is you. You always look like a victim and always only think about yourself." Fang Qu said viciously.

"You left by yourself, why do you think that everyone owes you?"

"I have been by his side for the past few years, and I have loved him with all my heart. Since I knew he left Qiushi to go to Beijing, I thought my chance had come. In order to find him, I went to work in a nightclub and used all kinds of methods to find him. method, when I saw him, I tried every means to ask him to help me leave, and I was worried that he would refuse, but who knew he agreed."

"Jiang Baize did what he said. He said he would help me if he said he would help me. As the only person around him who knew you were there, the biggest reason he helped me was not only to take care of He Ziming for him, but also to listen to him talking about you when he drank too much. thing."

"I thought I was special. He would always forget you one day, but one day after he was drunk, I couldn't help asking him, what am I like in your heart? Do you know what he told me? ?"

Fang Qu laughed, which was uglier than crying: "He stared at me for a long time and said... did you give Zhou Li a blanket?"

"...At that time, I knew that I was nothing. At best, I was a listener. At worst, it was just that when he talked about you two, there was a trash can who knew who Zhou Li was."

Fang Qu kept talking: "If it's just like this, I will admit it, but do you know what is more painful than this encounter? It's not that he rejects me, but that he can't see my feelings for him at all."

Zhou Li stopped talking. Over the years, why didn't he spend every day with a heart like a knife?

When I was abroad, I had to accept that I didn’t have that person by my side every day when I opened my eyes, and when I lived to the point where I was neither human nor ghost, who could understand him?

Isn't everything made by one's own choice?

Just like him walking, just like He Ziming sitting in a wheelchair in front of him.

Zhou Li turned around: "Thank you for telling me."

Fang Qu laughed so hard that he shed tears: "He has changed back to the past during this time, even worse, do you need me to give you his contact information?"

"Need not."

Zhou Li was silent for a while: "I'm sorry for what I said to you before. Maybe you're right. People like me are unworthy, but I won't give up. Jiang Baize, I will go find him myself."

Zhou Li walked out of the nursing home and walked slowly down the hill on the white line beside the road. Towering trees were planted on both sides of the road. The more he walked, the calmer he became, and he took out his mobile phone to make a call.

...

"Hey, why are you calling me at this time?" Wen Lin held the phone, cleaned up the table and said with a smile: "I just finished my consultation, are you in the company? Do you want me to pick you up?"

Zhou Li hesitated for a while, but said firmly, "Wen Lin, let's never see each other again."

Wen Lin's smile froze on his lips: "Why..."

"Because I was wrong. I can't ignore his feelings because I'm afraid of hurting you. I should tell you clearly that day that I have always regarded you as a friend. I am the one who is sorry for you."

Wen Lin was anxious and scared, and he accidentally threw the folder in his hand on the ground: "Zhou Li, can you stop thinking about him, please think about me too? Do you know how sad I am when you say this now? "

"I know, that's why I decided to tell you now, the longer it delays, the more it will hurt you."

"But isn't it too late for you to wake up now? Why did you tell me after I liked you so much? How can I not compare to him? Am I not good to you? Where did he beat me? Money? Or looks?" Wen Lin leaned on the table and sat back in the chair, his voice was blank, like raving.

"sorry."

Zhou Li paused: "I'm honest, I took advantage of your gentleness and kindness to me. I have been alone for a long time, and there is someone who is willing to squeeze into my life to accompany me. I am reluctant to let this warmth go away, but I can't drag you any longer, knowing that I love him instead of you, it's very unfair to you, it's because my behavior is too low."

Now that the words have come to this point, it is better to be more decisive and not leave any hope: "It goes without saying that we are friends, it will only deepen your sadness."

"Don't be like this...Zhou Li...please..."

"Thank you very much for taking care of you all the time. I know that everything I say now is an excuse, and nothing can make up for the harm I caused you. You will be happy. I will send the expenses for your birthday directly to your hospital. I'm sorry Wen Lin, goodbye."

Zhou Li hung up the phone and pulled out the calling card from the phone.

Looking at the antique mobile phone that has been used for several years, Zhou Li whispered softly as if coaxing a child: "I have no conscience, I can only find the person who gave you to me, I wish you good luck."

Then he threw the phone card he took out into a trash can on the side of the road.

Secretary Li knocked on Jing Yan's door.

"Mr. Yan, Manager Zhou is waiting for you downstairs and said that he has something very important to talk to you about."

"Manager Zhou?" Jing Yan looked strange.

"Yes, Zhou Li, the project manager of Yux Company."

"Why is he here again?" Jing Yan frowned.

"I don't know, do you want to invite him up?"

"Let him come up."

This is the third time for Zhou Li to see Jing Yan.

Drinking for the first time.

Sign the contract for the second time.

This is the third time.

"Mr. Yan, how's it going?" Zhou Li sat down opposite him with a smile, without being polite at all.

...

"I remember that the final payment of the contract has already been transferred to your company account?" Jing Yan threw the pen in his hand and leaned back.

"I'm not here to talk to you about work, but about personal matters. Mr. Yan knows Jiang Baize, right?"

"Mr. Jiang?"

"Yes!" Zhou Li smiled brighter: "I need to find him for something, can you help me contact him?"

"Aren't you and him high school classmates?"

"We had a conflict, and we lost contact in a fit of anger."

"You can go to his company." Jing Yan reminded kindly.

"That's not good, everyone in the company knows how bad it is about our couple?" Zhou Li spread his hands, his face full of innocence.

"A couple?!" Jing Yan suspected that there was something wrong with her ears.

"Yes, it's my fault. I didn't tell you beforehand that Jiang Baize is actually my partner. We got engaged a long time ago."

Zhou Li didn't change his face. At the age of 17, he hugged him and said that it was Jiang Baize who got married at the age of 20. He was not lying.

"...You? Manager Zhou... This is not a joke that can be made casually."

"Of course, so Mr. Yan can help me find a way to ask him out. He is avoiding me because he is arguing with me. As long as we meet, it will be fine. When we get back together, I will tell Jiang Baize that Mr. Yan helped this Very busy."

"...Although it is possible, but..."

Jing Yan thought, why do I feel so unreliable...

"In short, please leave everything to Mr. Yan. I will not forget that Mr. Yan helped. I will remember this kindness in my heart." Zhou Li interrupted him directly, stood up and bowed.

Jing Yan: "..."

"Boss Jiang didn't answer the phone, and the secretary next to him said that he hadn't been to the company for a long time."

After listening to Secretary Li's report, Zhou Li propped his chin and looked at Jing Yan: "Do you know where his home is?"

If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't be playing cool, just took the address from Fang Qu's hand, but now I can't even find Fang Qu.

"...I know, but you two are engaged? Why don't you even know where his home is?"

"That's a long story..."

Jing Yan frowned: "Don't you think that the project manager doesn't make money, so he changed his career to be a liar?"

"That's what I said."

Zhou Li glanced at him: "You forgot the time I went to replace the wine for you, how did he protect me? Trust me, if you take me there, there will be no problem."

Zhou Li seriously comforted Jing Yan's heart.

Jiang Baize used to live in a villa area in Xicheng.

After the car arrived, Jing Yan pushed down the car window to say hello to the security guard at the door, and the security guard swiped his card to let him go.

Zhou Li was a little curious: "You live here too?"

"I've been here several times, Mr. Jiang invites you to drink, and I'm familiar with you."

"I've been to the house to drink several times, why do you still call me the boss?"

"It doesn't matter if Mr. Jiang finds someone to drink, it doesn't matter if the relationship is good or not. It doesn't matter if you drink with him a few times. Understand? No, don't talk to me. I'll think you're a liar as soon as you open your mouth. "

"It's all here, won't you know if I lied to you as soon as I see you?" Zhou Li patted Jing Yan on the shoulder confidently.

After the car was parked, the two of them pushed open a gate fence and walked along a cobblestone path, and Jing Yan went to ring the doorbell.

It took a long time for the door to finally open, and Zhou Li took a deep breath.

Eh?

"Who are you looking for?"

A young alpha with a cigarette in his mouth held the doorknob and asked.

"Jiang Baize." Zhou Li spoke first.

The alpha glanced at him and smiled: "You are the omega that Wu Di specially found for Bai Ze? Come in." After saying that, he let go of his hand and walked inside first.

Zhou Li frowned when he heard this, looking for an omega for Jiang Baize?WTF?

The two followed and closed the door behind them.

After entering the living room, the house of more than 600 square meters, the living room is full of drinking, playing cards, playing mahjong, alpha and omega flirting with each other, mixed with the smell of cigarettes, alcohol, and various pheromones, Zhou Li almost vomited .

It seemed that he didn't come to Jiang Baize's house, but a kiln, and he didn't come to Jiang Baize's house, but a procuress.

"Why don't Mr. Yan go first..."

"Ok!"

Without further ado, Jing Yan accepted Zhou Li's proposal, turned around and left.

The group of people in the room had a good time, and no one noticed that there was one more person. Zhou Li searched around this smoky fake brothel, but he couldn't find the old bustard Jiang.

Just when he was about to conduct a more detailed search for the second round, the person who opened the door at the beginning came over, pulled Zhou Li, and brought Zhou Li to the target person.

Just say how can't find him!

The guy sitting in the corner of the sofa at the moment is neither human nor ghost, his shirt is so crumpled that he can't see it, his chin is full of unshaven stubble, his hair is messed up, and he looks exactly like the suit Zhou Li saw last time Jiang Baize is very close to each other.

If it weren't for this ghostly face that was still so handsome, he would be a wandering sharp brother when he went out with a rag bag.

Before Zhou Li could speak, the man who opened the door yelled first: "Bai Ze, the partner Wu Di specially found for you is here, don't stay up, go to sleep with your arms around you."

After speaking, he pushed Zhou Li into Jiang Baize's arms.

Just two seconds after touching the opponent's chest, Jiang Baize lifted him away with one hand without looking at him, and Zhou Li fell to the ground with a "gululu".

"Let him go."

Jiang Baize uttered abusive words after dumping someone, poured himself a glass of wine and took a sip.

Zhou Li was in a very complicated mood at the moment, and he raised his hand and threw away the bed partner he found for him without hesitation.

Without hesitation, he raised his hand and lifted himself up...

Zhou Li, who got up, was twisted into a twist in his heart, and an alpha on the sofa on the right hand kicked his calf with the tip of his leather shoe: "Turn around and let me have a look, if I am satisfied, Bai Ze will sleep if I don't sleep, and the money will be given to me." .”

The others roared with laughter.

A bunch of fools.

Zhou Li rolled his eyes speechlessly, ignored him, looked at the guy in front of him who only knew how to drink, tried to soften his tone, and insisted that he came to admit his mistake: "Jiang Baize." He shouted, not daring to get too close , afraid of being thrown to the ground again.

Jiang Baize ignored it, maybe he didn't hear it because he was too noisy.

Zhou Li was about to increase the volume. The man on the right saw that Zhou Li didn't respond to him, and he was a little impatient. He kicked again, this time with force: "I'm talking to you, are you deaf?" This kick was kicked by Zhou Li, and it hurt so much that he almost slapped him on the face.

No matter how grown up Jiang Baize is, he only plays with dogs!

Zhou Li took a deep breath, resisting the urge to squat down and rub, and said to himself, I didn't come here to find trouble, so don't affect others and make everyone unhappy.

He walked a little to the side, and was about to raise his voice and call Jiang Baize again, when the man next to him stood up and was about to kick him again.

Zhou Li left him standing up from the corner of his eye and reacted immediately. He stepped back quickly, and the kick that was kicked in the air was actually carried by the wind. It can be seen that the kick was heavy, and it was going to kick him...

Zhou Li has been feeling very uncomfortable these days. Lao Gao, who was so angry at the moment, grabbed a bottle of foreign wine on the table and pointed at him and yelled: "Are you sick with riding a horse? Ah? Try kicking me again? What are you doing today?" If you dare to move your foot again, I will immediately throw this bottle of wine on your head!"

"How dare you threaten me with a cheap thing that sells yourself!"

The alpha who kicked Zhou Li was scolded by Zhou Li, his whole face was distorted, and he took a big step to catch him.

"Snapped"

A bottle of foreign wine hit him on the head.

The man's head was bleeding rapidly.

It's all quiet here.

It was Jiang Baize who snatched it from Zhou Li's hand and made the first move.

"Who are you calling a cheap thing?"

"Ah!" The alpha covered the blood in his head and yelled heart-piercingly, "Jiang Baize, you lunatic!"

Then, ignoring the blood streaming down his face, he rushed forward, looking as if he was going to fight Jiang Baize desperately, and the few people around him who started to watch the theater hurriedly hugged him by the waist.

"Let him go, let me see what he wants to do."

Jiang Baize, who smelled of alcohol, threw the upper half of the wine bottle casually with his hands, his face was cold.

The person who opened the door for Zhou Li had a very ugly face: "Don't send Xu Wei to the hospital yet!"

Those who stopped him forced Xu Wei to go outside. The man couldn't move, he was still swearing, playing cards and mahjong, and they all gathered here when they heard the movement.

There was also a lot of blood dripping on the ground.

"What's wrong? Such a big commotion?"

someone asked.

"It's okay, you can continue to play."

The person who opened the door waved his hand, his complexion improved a lot, raised his hand and lit a cigarette, squinted his eyes and looked at Zhou Li through the smoke: "You know Bai Ze? If you know him, then take him upstairs to rest first."

Zhou Li was taken aback by this scene, and only realized it when he heard this, and immediately stepped forward to pull Jiang Baize who was standing there: "Shall we go upstairs?"

Jiang Baize pulled his arm out of his hand: "What are you doing here?"

Zhou Li twitched the corner of his mouth in embarrassment: "Of course I came to see you, don't lose your temper, we will go up first."

Jiang Baize ignored his words and sat back to his old position: "What do I have to do with you? Are you looking for me? I'll go up with you?"

Zhou Li felt guilty, the person who was left and the one who smoked were all looking at them, he plucked up his courage and scratched his neck: "I, am I not your partner..."

If you say it's not my old face, it will be gone...

"What are you talking about in your sleep?"

Sure enough, someone laughed...

It's okay, just laugh, who knows you anyway?If you don't even know me, why do you need to make face with you?

Zhou Li's expression changed, and he lied to himself again to convince himself.

Half joking and half serious, he approached Jiang Baize and whispered, "I'm not dreaming, why don't we go up first? Try to see if you're dreaming?"

Jiang Baize paused: "You'd better go, if that alpha of yours comes to the door later, I'm afraid I'll beat him to death."

"If he dares to come, you will beat him! Don't give me face, beat him to death!" Zhou Li patted his chest.

I have never had any contact with him, how could he come to me, not to mention how would he know who you are and where you live.

After Zhou Li solemnly expressed his determination, he leaned forward and said in a voice that only two people could hear: "I was wrong last time, I was really wrong, don't get angry with me, let's go up first, there are so many people They are all looking at how bad we are, go up, okay?"

Seeing that no one responded, Zhou Li decided to add another fire to the fire, simply shameless to the end: "Is it okay? Mr. Jiang? Jiang Baize? Big brother? Kiss baby? Husband?"

The author has something to say: Now that a new type of virus has emerged, and the New Year is coming soon, everyone must pay attention to their health and safety.

Angels, take care of yourself! ! !