I got married to study

"What are you doing?!" He Xuan clamped Bian Shu's wrist to stop the next move.

He asked sharply, because Bian Shu's wrist was pinched red with too much force.

Enduring the pain, Bian Shu raised his head and asked, "You can do it, but I can't?"

That day in the car, this man did something more outrageous because of jealousy, and Bian Shu was rudely stopped like this.

He Xuan refused to let go, the veins on his forehead bulged out of patience: "Get up!" He didn't allow Bian Shu to belittle himself like this.

He always felt offended when he did this to him before, and recalled it with a kind of painful joy.

Seeing that he was really angry, Bian Shu stood up slowly.The young man, with a slender figure and a straight back, looked straight at He Xuan and asked, "Brother He Xuan, will you fall in love with someone else?"

He Xuan's black eyes were bottomless, he raised his eyes and looked at Bian Shu, without answering, pinched Bian Shu's wrist and scratched back and forth with his thumb.

"Don't like others, okay?" Bian Shu approached slowly, and touched He Xuan's lips.

He Xuan was thinking about his own life, he asked himself if the boy in his life would soften his heart to someone because his body was pleasing to him.

But he didn't know Bian Shu's answer. The only answer was that he couldn't push Bian Shu away again and again.

Bian Shu put his forehead against He Xuan's shoulder, and asked repeatedly: "Is it okay?" He insisted that He Xuan answer him.

"You are so cruel." He Xuan said.

If this relationship is so easy to let go, why would he stand here, like a dog, let him come and go as he pleases.Bian Shu clearly knew this.

"That's fine, you can only like me alone, no matter where I can see it or where I can't see it." Bian Shu leaned on He Xuan's shoulder, looked sideways at his eyebrows, raised his eyebrows Gently pressing He Xuan's Adam's apple with his index finger, there was a slight smile in his eyes.

He Xuan's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and said, "Yes."

June.

Bian Shu received the score slip and admission ticket, and it rained heavily before the last English test of the college entrance examination.

"Brother He Xuan..." Bian Shu recalled the last college entrance examination, and unconsciously called He Xuan before getting out of the car.

He Xuan said: "I am here."

Bian Shu was stunned for a moment, realizing that he had called He Xuan just now, and said, "After the test, take me to your factory to have a look, I want to learn how to drive."

He Xuan agreed to him.

In the English examination room, the admission ticket number is blacked out with a pencil, and Bianshu writes down his name stroke by stroke.

He never worried about his test scores. As long as he can sit in the test room, his fast-running brain is his most solid reliance.

After listening to the listening comprehension, Bian Shu habitually finished the English composition quickly first, and painted the last multiple-choice question with black lead squares, which felt unreal in a trance.

A hole was torn in the gloomy teenage years, and the sun shone in unstoppably, Bian Shu's blood boiled all over, and he wished he could go out for a couple of laps.

The bell rang, and I stopped writing and handing in the paper.

In the corridors of the school are the loud and cheering voices of young people. The struggle in the youthful years has come to an end, but some people's youth has only begun from this moment.

Bian Shu checked his belongings and left the examination room to blend into the crowd. He walked very slowly, his knuckles turning white from the force he was holding on to the handle of the umbrella.

Across the vast crowd, Bian Shu saw He Xuan outside the school gate at a glance. The other party seemed to notice his gaze, looked at him for a moment, and waved his hand as a signal.

"Thank you." Bian Shu stood in front of him holding an umbrella.

He never imagined that he could spend the past six months so smoothly, with no distractions, someone pushing him and encouraging him to be himself.

"Thank you." He Xuan chuckled, he was also happy for Bian Shu.

Bian Shu squeezed under He Xuan's umbrella, wrapped his hands around the opponent's waist, and let go of the hug briefly, his almond eyes gleaming.

"Get in the car, don't get in the rain outside." He Xuan hooked him by the shoulders and led him into the car.

Wiping his hair with a towel in the car, Bian Shu freed his hands to type on his phone.

The graduate had to go out to drink and sing K despite the rain, reminiscing about his youth and celebrating stepping into the adult world, but Bian Shu knew that his youth was not there.

As the squad leader, Gu Ran booked restaurants in advance, and sent group messages to everyone one by one to remind them not to be late.

Bian Shu replied to him: [I have something to do, I won't go] He didn't even bother to make up excuses.

Gu Ran had expected it a long time ago, so he didn't invite him again, only said to contact him again.

Bianshu didn't reply again.

He Xuan didn't ask him anything, he didn't seem to care who he was typing and chatting with.

The rainy day repair shop was a bit deserted, and some scattered workers were sitting at the door watching the rain and chatting. When they saw He Xuan coming, they smiled and said "Hello, Brother Xuan".

He Xuanlue nodded slightly, and led Bian Shu to the backyard.Car repair in the front yard, remodeling in the back yard.

"Those cars can't go on the road." He Xuan clicked on the refitted ones, and turned his fingers, "Those are new cars, no one has touched them, you go pick and choose."

Bian Shu patrolled around and curiously asked several modified cars: "Which one did you modify?"

He Xuan pointed to him and briefly introduced the car engine, wheels and other modifications.

Bian Shu directly opened the car door and went in, turned the key to start the car and asked, "Can't go on the road?"

Seeing him so anxious, He Xuan smiled: "No. You don't have a driver's license either."

"Don't lie to me, then who is driving this modified car? It can't be seen as a decoration."

"...I am responsible for the modification. The buyer may go for a ride on the road in the early morning, or may be fined by the traffic police during the day, who knows."

"Can you play with me?" Bian Shu didn't believe that he didn't touch it.

"... Early morning." He Xuan reluctantly agreed.

Bian Shu sat with his arms on the bench and watched He Xuan refit the car. After a while, he started to feel sleepy little by little. He Xuan drove him upstairs to the lounge to sleep.

"Hold me." Bian Shu acted like a baby in a daze.

He Xuan directly picked him up in the air, and sent him upstairs to the lounge amidst curious or playful eyes.

Bian Shu finally felt sleepy due to lack of sleep for a long time due to studying. He was stuck in the bed wrapped in He Xuan's quilt, and reminded the other party: "Take me for a drive at night."

"I remember." He Xuan helped him close the door.

At the corner of the stairs stood a young man with shoulder-length hair, narrow eyes, and a sly smile.

He took off the glove that was stained with lubricating oil and asked He Xuan: "We get along well?"

Qin Qin and Xu Zhao were a pair, both He Xuan's high school classmates, and after He Xuan recruited them, each of them shared [-]% of the shares.

He Xuan said: "It's okay." He bypassed Qin Qin and walked down the stairs, not wanting to say more.

"Then when will the wedding be held? You can't feel wronged if you follow me, kid." Qin Qin caught up with him and babbled and educated, "If Lao Xu tells me that he won't hold a banquet, I'll treat him as if he doesn't want to come out at all and lacks sticks. educate."

"My family and his family know about it." He Xuan walked to the front desk and asked someone to bring him the order form for the recently modified car.

"My family knows, but what about my friends? Don't tell me the ones around you, the children are so good, be careful that the top of your head turns green."

"Get out, I'll give you a holiday, and the surname Xu will have sex with you." He Xuan's face darkened, and he remembered the monitor of Bian Shu, who was chatting on the phone all the time, maybe he was also the one...

Seeing his delicate expression, Qin Qin smiled and asked, "No way, you can bear this? What are you trying to do?"

He Xuan ignored him.

"Have you two slept together? Have you ever kissed? What does the kid mean to you?" Qin Qin asked a series of questions.

He Xuan walked to the backyard with the order form for the modified car, not wanting to hear Qin Qin buzzing in his ears.

Qin Qin was very curious, and he chased after him: "Or did you hurt the kid? I'll ask Xu Zhao to teach you a class another day, the kid looks very tender..."

He Xuan stuffed the clean glove in Qin Qin's mouth.

"Shut up and get out."

He wasn't really angry, just very annoying.

He himself didn't know his attitude towards Bian Shu, he said he would let it go, but was forced by Bian Shu to re-examine his heart again and again, he could let Bian Shu go, but he couldn't help but miss him, think of Bian Shu It is also uncomfortable to fall in love with others, and I want to tie people by my side to watch.It was very painful.

He couldn't figure out what Bian Shu meant to him.He can't play Bianshu.

Seeing that he was really angry, Qin Qin took off the thick glove from his mouth and said, "Then you have to figure out whether others like you, or feel guilty and owe you..."

These words lingered in He Xuan's mind all afternoon, did Bian Shu feel that he owed him the patience to get along with him?

On the one hand, He Xuan felt that it was meaningless to find out, but on the other hand, he couldn't help wanting to know.

The rain continued unabated at night, so He Xuan went upstairs to wake him up and asked him if he still wanted to go out.

Just after waking up, Bian Shu sat on the edge of the bed and said, "Go out."

He Xuan secretly kissed him, knelt down and pinched Bian Shu's ankle to help him put on his socks.

"Tired?" Bian Shu raised his hand to wipe off the lubricating oil on his chin.

"Not tired." After putting on one sock, He Xuan picked up the other and slid it up along his toes.

The white soles of his feet stepped on his rough palms, and they looked more and more like exquisite works of art.

Bian Shu didn't notice He Xuan's deep eyes, he followed him downstairs, his eyes flickered when he saw Qin Qin.

Out of a certain intuition, his first reaction was that the other party also likes men.

He subconsciously raised his hand to hook He Xuan's fingers, pursed his lips and looked at him.

"Shall we go out to the restaurant together at night? I'm a loner, no one will eat with me when Lao Xu is on a business trip." Qin Qin blinked, "I'm treating you."

He Xuan asked Bian Shu what he meant with his eyes.

No one realized Bian Shu's abnormality.

Bian Shu nodded erratically.

The three of them went to eat barbecue together, and when Bian Shu was sandwiching the meat, his hands were burned red by the splashing oil stars, and He Xuan wiped his hands with a paper towel.

"I'll bake it." He Xuan took the tong in his hand.

"Tsk, the meat you roast yourself has a soul." Qin Qin was sour, and ran on He Xuan.

The three of them were full, and Qin Qin kicked He Xuan under the table.

"Hey, He Xuan, I lost my mobile wallet in the factory, you go to checkout, and I will transfer the money to you at night."

He Xuan didn't care, and got up directly to pay the bill.

There were two people left at the table, Bian Shu looked at Qin Qin and said firmly, "You like men too."

Qin Qin didn't expect Bian Shu to tell him this, he was stunned for a while and smiled: "Yes, everyone likes men, there's nothing wrong with it."

He thought of something and changed the topic, and said playfully: "Everyone likes He Xuan too."

Let him think about it, that should be the old calendar from seven or eight years ago.