I got married to study

Woke up the next day and everything went on as usual, Bian Shu greeted He's parents respectfully.

It was He Xuan who deliberately led people out to avoid having breakfast.

"I'll go back by myself." Bian Shu glanced at the time on the screen, at this time Liu Hua should have gotten up to feed the chickens.

There is no need for He Xuan to see the flustered appearance of chicken feathers all over the place.

He Xuan frowned slightly, and told him: "Don't be tough, contact me if the situation is wrong, and don't let yourself get hurt."

"Understood." Bian Shu wrote it down, and he smiled when he thought of something, "Bian Si has no chance to hit me."

Except for his shallow eyelids, he would rather let his son go to work in a factory to earn money than give him money to let him study for a few more years, Bian Si really didn't hit him much.

The house was sold by Bian Shu himself. After paying off the medical expenses, there was not much money left. Liu Hua dragged his family along and found an old dilapidated house in the village. He gave them 50 yuan a month to barely live there.

It rained not long ago, and the road in the village was very muddy. Bian Shu stepped on the stones all the way, and squeezed to the door unsteadily.

But the house is low-lying, and a large puddle of water has accumulated at the threshold. Bian Shu stopped there, and saw Bian Heng squatting at the door with his buttocks up, playing in the water.

He held the incomplete children's digging car toy, dug a little water out of the puddle and lifted it up, and then shook the toy model to get the water out, and the muddy water flowed down between his fingers.

Seeing a familiar person, Bian Heng let go of the toy and dropped it into the puddle. He ran into the house without calling his brother or picking up the toy.

Bian Shu saw that Bian Heng was dirty, and felt indescribable. He leaned over to pick up the toy car and put it in a dry place, and walked in through the wide open door.

Bian Heng ran away long ago and couldn't see anyone, only Liu Hua was washing clothes by hand in the yard.

"It's true that I owed you to your old side's family in the previous life. When you marry, you shit or pee every day. After serving the young ones, you serve the old ones..." Liu Hua cursed while washing.

She straightened up after rubbing a sheet, and saw a young man standing there from the corner of her eye, rubbing his eyes in disbelief, and found that it was not an illusion, but it was really Bian Shu.

"What are you doing back here? You white-eyed wolf, you eat well, dress well, and go to school now, and you don't even remember who gave you food when you were a child!" Liu Hua threw the unwashed dirty clothes into the basin, and said in distaste. He squinted and squinted, and then continued to wash his clothes.

"Last year, my salary was 18 yuan a month. From the end of the college entrance examination in June to the beginning of February this year, it was 20 yuan in eight months. Sell me to He Xuan for [-] yuan. Your meal is so precious, worth [-] yuan ?" Bian Shu approached Liu Hua, looking down at her.

Liu Hua's eyes wandered, she didn't dare to look at Bian Shu, she stammered: "Your father is lying on the kang every day, if you have a conscience..."

"I have no conscience." Bian Shu interrupted her impatiently, "You beat him, and you killed him when he died. If you are not afraid that Bian Si will turn into a ghost looking for you, then take good care of him with a little conscience."

"I'm not conscientious enough? He can't take care of himself, and has to be fed. If I had no conscience, I would have taken Xiaoheng and ran away..." Liu Hua said with tears, "He can't do without people." , and there is no profitable business in the family, Xiao Heng simply stopped going to school, graduated from elementary school and came back to farm, and the three of us will live to the end of our days."

Bian Shu frowned, and didn't like her selling miserably. He sneered and said, "What's so good about studying? After graduating from junior high school, you can earn [-] yuan a month and go to a factory. What's there to feel wronged about?"

Liu Hua understood that Bian Shu was mocking her, after all, if it wasn't for her, Bian Shu would have been admitted to university last year.

"You can ignore Bian Si, but you take care of your younger brother, your younger brother is so young, he won't succeed if he doesn't study, and he will have no future." Liu Hua hugged Bian Shu's leg, crying and begging.

"I don't have any money, so can I quit school to earn his tuition?" Bian Shu snorted lightly, the more Liu Hua defended Bian Heng, the more annoyed he was.

What has he done wrong these 18 years?Is it his fault that he had a mother who died early or that he had a cruel father, so his life will be trampled on by others like this?

Born to be cheap.

Bian Shu couldn't figure this out.

He saw Bian Heng hiding behind the door curtain of the main room, only showing two eyes to watch him quietly, and when he found out, he quickly lowered the door curtain and entered the room.

It was about noon, and the sun was a little glaring.Bian Shu was shaking off the willow flowers, stood in the courtyard for a while and opened the curtain to enter the house.

The window glass was broken a lot, and the willow flowers stuck it with red and green plastic bags to barely block the wind and rain, so the house was very dark, and there was a smell of urine when I first entered.

Biansi was lying on the innermost side of the kang, Liuhua thought he had soiled the bedding, so he was only allowed to lie on the mat every night.

"Dad, Dad, brother is here to see you." Bian Heng sat beside Bian Si, pushing his face.

Only then did Bian Si open his eyes, his eyes were dull, he looked at Bian Shu without speaking.

Bian Heng took a peek at Bian Shu carefully, and found that his brother was in a bad mood, so he jumped off the kang to go out.

"Stop." Bian Shu called to stop him.

Bian Heng stopped with his back to Bian Shu, and slowly clenched his small hands into fists without making a sound.He knew that Bian Shu was his elder brother, but he didn't dare to call him again.

"How much did you score in the midterm exam?" Bian Shu said in a bad tone.

"... Didn't take the exam." Bian Heng's voice was so low that he could hardly hear clearly.

Since Xiaobao's death, his classmates said he was a bad boy, and when they saw him, they rushed away.After being isolated for a long time, he became tired of studying, and Liu Hua couldn't beat him. As time passed, he stayed at home to take care of Bian Si.

"Do you want to die with your parents?" Bian Shu asked coldly.

His feelings for Bian Heng are very complicated. He doesn't recognize Bian Heng as his younger brother. Seeing Bian Heng squatting alone at the door playing with the toy car with missing parts, he feels a little pity for him.

"I'll help the family plant the land, save money, and pay you back..." Bian Heng finally gained some confidence.

"Repay my money? Repay the thousands of dollars you stole from me, or do you want to repay the 18?" Bian Shu asked sharply, "Where do you want to repay in your life?"

"I... a little bit, I can always pay back..." Bian Heng was extremely stubborn.

"You earn 18 yuan a year from farming, but if you don't eat or drink 36 yuan, you have to pay it back for [-] years. I can't wait for you."

Bian Heng lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Then can I still call you brother..."

Bian Shu said: "You will sell yourself and pay back the money sooner, and I can think about it as soon as possible."

Bian Heng didn't say a word, and slowly moved out of the room.

Bian Shu and Bian Si were left in the room, and the weird smell was so strong that it was impossible to ignore.

Bian Shu lifted the curtain and hung it on the door to let the sunlight in.

"How have you been lately?" Bian Shu asked.

With four mouths open, a few indistinct syllables came out: "No... okay..." His voice was too hoarse.

Bian Shu looked at him for a few seconds and asked, "Do you want me to help you by saying that?"

Bian Si didn't answer, but his eyes were glued to Bian Shu's body.

"I came back to see if you are doing well. I am relieved to see that you are not doing well."

Bian Shu suddenly remembered that there was an important thing that he didn't say: "I forgot to say, I took this year's college entrance examination and performed stably. When the results come out, the school will hold a red banner to celebrate that I got No. 1 in the exam, and the county will send a few Ten thousand yuan scholarship, but these have nothing to do with you."

"Because I have neither father nor mother."

Bian Si made a "Ka-Ka-" sound from his throat, his eyes protruded forward, and he was panting heavily.

Bian Si's body stinks, because his muscles have obviously atrophied due to long-term inactivity, and his previous clothes have grown a lot on his body.With this appearance, it looks like a ghost crawling out of hell.

Bian Shu could see that Bian Si was already seriously malnourished, and Liu Hua didn't help him move his body. I'm afraid his physique is already very weak, and he doesn't know if he can survive the next winter.

Maybe it was fun, maybe it was the irresolvable hatred that prompted Bianshu to do worse things.

Bian Shu said: "Recently, I helped someone with tutoring, 4000 yuan a month. Excluding the money to save for college, I can give 1000 yuan a month, but I don't know whether it is for your health or for Bian Heng to go to school."

After saying that, he quietly stared at Bian Si's face, waiting for him to make a cruel decision.

Before Bian Si could answer, Liu Hua, who was eavesdropping outside the window, rushed in and pulled Bian Heng to kneel in front of Bian Shu.

"Bian Si won't live long, you pity your brother, let him study and go to school, let him earn money to pay you back." Liu Hua said some murderous words in front of Bian Si, she pressed Bian Heng's head forcefully, "Kowtow to your brother, quick!"

Bian Heng stiffly straightened his waist to confront Liu Hua, repeating: "I won't knock, I won't go up."

"I beg you, you can beat me or scold you if you want, you can let your brother study." Liu Hua unequivocally kowtowed to Bian Shu a few times.

Bian Shu lowered his eyes halfway, without too much emotion in his eyes, he said: "If I knew it was like this, why did I do it in the first place..." His tone was somewhat sad.

He already knew that Bian Si would not pay for him to go to college, and he was ready to work part time and study part time.

Liu Hua's malice directly distorted their family's life.

Those who want to study can't read, those who want to live can't live, and those who want money hurt people.

Bian Heng, who was supposed to be the most favored in this family, had to take care of Bian Si who was paralyzed in bed before he was ten years old.

Bian Shu put the 2000 yuan he had prepared long ago on the yellow-brown table, and left Bian's house in silence.

Bian Heng stood up and chased all the way out, shouting at Bian Shu's back: "I will definitely pay back the money!" He added "Brother" softly in his heart.

Bian Shu pretended not to hear, just walked straight forward, turned to another alley, and then stopped slowly.

He leaned against the wall and covered his chest, gasping for breath, as if he was about to suffocate.

He Xuan was waiting for him outside early in the morning, seeing that he was not in the right condition, he went to hug him.

"What's uncomfortable?"

Bian Shu calmed down for a while, then said hoarsely, "He seems to be dying."

He Xuan lightly rubbed his hair, put it in his ear and said comfortingly, "It has nothing to do with you, life and death are destiny."

Bian Shu said, "I won't go to see him again."

"Well, don't look."

"Am I like a stray dog? Abandoned, homeless..." Bian Shu's voice was weak, as if he was asking and answering himself.

"You are a smart and beautiful puppy. Even if such a puppy is thrown away, someone will rush to pick it up." He Xuan said some nondescript metaphors again.

Bian Shu chuckled and asked him back, "Is that you?"

The author has something to say: this chapter may make people feel a little down, to end Bian Shu's family relationship.

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