for love

Xie Zhishu gradually became dependent on that beautiful illusion.For him, this illusion of being in reality is something he has pursued for seven or eight years but has never obtained.

He is actually a person who is easy to satisfy. His only regret is that he can't make that person treat him sincerely.

When addicted to drugs, all the things hidden by him are dug out bit by bit. When he is sober, he can forget that person, but drugs can bring out the desire buried deep in his heart and show him again. .

From the initial fear and fear, he gradually relied on this illusory feeling.

Even though the mental emptiness and physical discomfort tormented his nerves at the same time after the effect of the medicine wore off, drugs are such a thing, even if they know it's not okay, they can make people want to die.

Xie Zhishu is a weak person, he can't restrain his desire.

Xiao Sheng no longer needed to lock him up.

When he was awake, he knew that he couldn't get away from the daily injections.

What happened outside, he had no intention of knowing.He didn't think about what to do at school or whether anyone at home knew.Now, in his world, there is only the feeling that makes him ecstasy.

When Yin Chengen appeared, Xie Zhishu was squatting in the corner, spreading a layer of white powder on the tin foil, his fingers trembling so much that he couldn't light the lighter.

Yin Chengen walked over, squatted beside him, and took the lighter that he had been unable to light. With a "pop", a faint blue light burned under the tin foil.

Xie Zhishu leaned over hungrily, took a deep breath of the blue smoke, the expression on his face was something Yin Chengen had never seen before, sadly satisfied...

Yin Chengen saw that Xie Zhishu was completely immersed in his illusory world, he stood up, and nodded towards Xiao Sheng: "Very well done. There is no business for you here, you can go down."

"Yes."

Yin Chengen sat by the bed and looked at Xie Zhishu who was squatting in the corner.

He has lost a lot of weight.Xiao Sheng reported his situation to him every day.

He becomes addicted to drugs twice a day, and the symptoms after taking drugs make him gradually unable to eat. He used to have no meat, but now he is... a little pitifully thin.

Even though his heart was hurting, Yin Chengen did not regret it.

This is what he wants.If he can't get him, he will destroy him, and he will do everything possible to make him depend on him and only have him in his eyes. Only Xie Zhishu will pity him and take care of him.

Xie Zhishu folded his arms and curled up in the corner of the wall, murmuring something.After a few minutes, he suddenly raised his head and saw Yin Chengen sitting by the bed, his cloudy eyes suddenly lit up.

He almost jumped up and threw himself in front of Yin Chengen.

"Family tree..." He spread his legs and sat straddling Yin Chengen who was thrown by him, bent down, and groped the face of the person in front of him with his fingers, his eyes were a little cloudy, "Family tree... this is really not fake, I can feel you..."

A strange feeling rose from the bottom of Yin Chengen's heart.

When Xie Zhishu looked at him with obsessive eyes, lowered his head and kissed his lips gently, Yin Chengen had already understood.

Suddenly, a surge of jealousy that he couldn't understand swept through his whole body, he turned over and pressed Xie Zhishu under him, clasping his hands tightly with his hands and pressing them on the head of the bed.

"Xie Zhishu, see who the person in front of you is!" He growled through gritted teeth.

Xie Zhishu looked at him in bewilderment for a while, then smiled.

He rarely saw Xie Zhishu's smile, and at that moment his heart moved.

He had already forgotten the original intention of wanting him to see clearly who was pressing on him. He didn't even hear the "family tree" that Xie Zhishu blurted out.

Just because of that unattractive smile, a wave of desire hit him, and he tore off Xie Zhishu's clothes impatiently.

The person under him didn't have any intention of resisting. He even put his hands around his neck and his legs around his waist.

With tears in the corners of his eyes, Xie Zhishu called his younger brother's name intermittently in a low voice, but the smile on the corner of his mouth was too bitter.

Even if this is just an illusion, Xie Zhishu has never been able to forget the contradictions and distance between them in his heart.

Hastily expanded and lubricated, Yin Chengen couldn't wait to send himself in.

He has never longed for a person's body so much, and Xie Zhishu is the first.

The warm and tight inner wall wrapped his avatar, he pushed in hard and pulled out shallowly, reaching the deepest part with each stroke, the sense of satisfaction of being combined into one made him crazy.

His lips were printed on Xie Zhishu's body, and he didn't realize the tenderness in it.

Every cell and every nerve in the body is feeling the desire given to him by this body that makes his heart flutter. In a trance, Yin Chengen feels that he seems to be falling into some abyss, but he has no hesitation, is willing, and has no regrets. .

He turned him over, passed his hands under his armpits, clasped them over his shoulders, pressed tightly against him, and thrust his lower body even harder.

The kisses landed on Xie Zhishu's shoulders one by one, the scorching sweat and the sweat from Xie Zhishu's body gathered and fell on the soft bed sheet under him.

He didn't want to say a word, he felt that if he opened his mouth, he would definitely say something that he couldn't believe or understand.

Xie Zhishu whispered softly, and in the end occasionally leaked a word or two, which he couldn't hear clearly.

After pushing hard for the last time, Yin Chengen left the scorching liquid in the back hole that made him cum.

He covered Xie Zhishu's back panting, the sound of his heartbeat shook his eardrums, and there was a roar.

Gradually regaining his composure, Yin Chengen turned Xie Zhishu over, and saw Xie Zhishu who was frowning uneasily, his face wet, and he had already fallen asleep.

He carefully took him into his arms, and gently wiped away the cold tears on his face with a gentleness that he didn't realize.

"Naoki..."

Yin Chengen sighed, he didn't know why he suddenly felt bitter and wronged, and he didn't know whether it was for himself or for Xie Zhishu, his eyes were sour and he almost shed tears.