for love

Xie Zhishu had the illusion that he had really become the young master of the Xie family.

Not to mention that Xie Jiashu suddenly became friendly to him, and the attitudes of the servants also changed 180 degrees.

During the few days when he was sick, he was living in heaven. No matter who he was, everyone treated him like a young master, especially Xie Jiashu, who might have dismissed him before, but when he was sick, he always took care of him with a stinky face .

A bit like an awkward child, obviously very gentle, but his expression is extremely fierce.

But everything was limited to the few days when he was sick.

On the first day of class, Xie Jiashu got out of the car after arriving at school, and Xie Jiashu snorted at him with a cold face, and walked quickly in front, almost forgetting that he was recovering from a serious illness, until he found that he couldn't keep up. She turned to look at him impatiently.Because the two are in the same public class, they have to go there together.

"What are you thinking about dawdling in there!"

"...You, wait for me..." Of course he is not a person who likes to complain, but Xie Jiashu doesn't take care of him too much.It's not that he doesn't know that his current body can't bear it.

The face that had just been ill was still a little pale, but the overall complexion was not bad.This is also thanks to Xie Jiashu's care. Xie Zhishu is grateful and sweet at the same time.

The man stood in front and muttered something, with an impatient expression on his face, but he was really waiting for him anyway, which made Xie Zhishu quite relieved.

No matter what, even if he still looks down on him and always speaks bad words to him, he has slowly accepted him anyway.Sometimes Xie Zhishu even made some suggestions, and Xie Jiashu accepted them with a stinky face.

In fact, he is only a child who is two years younger than himself.

Sure enough, he is still a younger brother, so he should let him go when he is younger, not to mention that Xie Zhishu is not used to fighting for himself, as long as Xie Jiashu can recognize his existence, it is already a great gift to him.

"Family tree, Naoki!"

As soon as he walked outside the classroom, he saw He Yi leaning against the wall and looking at this picture boredly.Seeing them coming from the stairs, he waved his fingers gracefully and walked towards them.

"Is the illness cured?" He Yi reached out to touch Xie Zhishu's forehead, probably feeling that Xie Jiashu was looking at him fiercely, smiled and withdrew his hand, "You are in good spirits, Jiashu is taking good care of you. "

"I didn't take care of him!" Xie Jiashu gave He Yi an awkward look before shaking his head away.

Xie Zhishu raised his head, just in time to see his brother's slightly red ears.His brother's loving eyes could not help showing on his face, but in He Yi's eyes, it was not the "love" he thought he was right.

In fact, Xie Zhishu's thoughts, besides Xie Jiashu, who is closest to them can't see it?

"Family tree, you are so happy."

"I'm happy?" Xie Jiashu snorted, "Can I be happy with such an idiot brother? He Yi, don't be in the midst of blessings. If I have a brother like Jing, then I will be happy!"

"Don't mention my elder brother, he is authoritarian and domineering, Naoki is different, so..."

"So what? Stupid as an idiot, nothing can only make bad things worse, and good things become bad things when they come to him. Stupid as a pig, it's a bit insulting to say that pig!"

"Jiashu, you are too venomous, he is your brother after all!"

"I never regarded him as my elder brother." Xie Jiashu said without the slightest hesitation.

Listening to Xie Jiashu's scolding, Xie Zhishu just smiled slightly.But when he said that he didn't treat him as an older brother, the smile on his face was a little distorted.

"Look at how good-tempered he is, he still laughs at scolding him." Xie Jiashu sneered.

Xie Zhishu lowered his head and did not refute.

If not, what should he do?He can't do anything well, in the eyes of Xie Jiashu, he is nothing.Of course he didn't forget what he scolded him a few days ago.In fact, so what if it hurts or feels sad? After thinking about it for a long time, he realized that those were facts, which he could not refute or change.

He is that kind of person, besides acquiescing, what else can he do?

No matter how much he didn't want to hear those words, they were all facts. He had no position not to let Xie Jiashu scold him, and he couldn't make all this change.

So he can only smile with a "good temper", otherwise what else can he do?

Even if he said that he didn't regard himself as a brother, he couldn't say anything.

He was not fit to be a brother.He couldn't help Xie Jiashu with anything, and even caused him trouble. As he said, what can such a useless person do for Xie's family in the future?

Every word of the insult that day came back to his mind again, just like Xie Jiashu was whispering to him in his ears, there was an illusion of returning to that day in a trance.

Xie Jiashu looked at him with disdain, saying that he was not good here or there, and suddenly felt that he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.The self with so many shortcomings, the self who is so useless, seems to be an eyesore all over.

But he himself was unconsciously dangling around Xie Jiashu, thinking that Xie Jiashu also recognized his existence, but just now he said that about himself.

In fact, he still hates him very much, otherwise, how could he say such hurtful things.

Xie Jiashu didn't know how much he wanted to be his elder brother. He wanted to be like a real elder brother, comforting him when he was sad, standing in front of him when he was being bullied, and lighting a bright light for him when he was confused. .

Maybe the love for him also evolved because of the brotherhood.

But Xie Jiashu only hugged him and even cried when he was sad when he was a child.

I don't know when it started, he was no longer by my side, and the uninterrupted hatred for him since childhood has become more and more intense.Then it turned into ignoring him.

Ignoring is the best way to torture, Xie Jiashu has grown up, so he knows how to make him sad.

But recently he suddenly became nice to him again, so nice that Xie Zhishu had the illusion.

But everything is as beautiful as fantasy, and because of Xie Jiashu's few words, Xie Zhishu's dream was broken.

No matter how he pleases him, Xie Jiashu has never recognized him from the bottom of his heart.Possibly even watched him laugh at him while he ran back and forth to help him.

Feeling a little hurt.But...everything has been carried over, Xie Zhishu can only smile as...it doesn't matter.