Breeze

On the way back to the palace, there was no words, Kangxi had an expressionless face, and Yinqi sat in the corner of the imperial chariot with his eyes and nose watching his heart, praying in his heart that Kangxi would forget that there was him here.

After being settled in the dry snow hall, Kangxi ordered Chuanshan, and then stared at Yinqi who was standing aside.I can only see that Yin Qi's heart is trembling, I really don't know if I will give my life here today.

After a while, Xing Nian finally brought people over to set up dinner.Only then did Yinqi heave a sigh of relief, and then he heard Kangxi say, "Yinqi, you can have lunch with me today."

A meal was too much to taste, and Yin Qi didn't even finish half a bowl of rice, only feeling as if something was stuck in his throat.He felt that it was his heart, and held it in his throat.

Finally Kangxi also put down his rice bowl, washed his hands, and drank tea again.Yin Qi thought about Kangxi's habit of taking a lunch break, should this make him go?

But Kangxi opened his mouth, but only told Xing Nian to have someone clean up the table, and he went to the study by himself.

Yinqi slowed down for a while, and then he heard Kangxi say: "I still can't keep up!"

Walking to the study step by step, Kangxi got on the kang, and Yinqi stood at his feet.

Kangxi looked at him again with that kind of hair-raising eyes, and Yinqi lowered his head, but now he was calm.

He is less than five years old this year, how else can Kangxi punish him?

Circle?Then I heard that the five-year-old little prince was trapped without any serious reason?

behead?It's even more impossible.Kangxi is not Yongzheng, and Yinqi is not Hongshi.He didn't want to usurp the throne, so he wouldn't make Kangxi want to kill him.

Responsibility?This is possible.But in a word, he is still young, even if he is beaten, he will not beat him to death.Yin Qi felt that in such an unstable time, as long as he survived, it would be fine.

So, at best, it fell out of favor.On the contrary, Yin Qi felt satisfied.

Being too close to Kangxi is not a good thing.Especially in the past few years, if he was favored very much, he would have to be schemed against by those elder brothers and nephews.

It's better for my wife to be an ordinary little brother, like 21, 22, [-].Anyway, as a prince, he will never be hungry and clothed.At most it's just staring at him, Yin Qi is not afraid.

After thinking about it, Yinqi felt a little more at ease, and was not as panicked as before.

Cautiously raised his eyes to glance at Kangxi, but met Kangxi's gaze.Yin Qi immediately lowered his head again.

I just heard Kangxi say: "Yinqi, do you know what I want to say to you today?"

Yinqi said: "Go back to the emperor, Yinqi is dull, I don't know."

Kangxi actually laughed out loud, but his voice was cold: "You don't know? Let me see, there are very few things in this world that you don't know about!"

Yin Qi swallowed.The meaning of Kangxi's words, I am afraid that he thinks that he is guessing the holy meaning?

That's right, Kangxi should have heard what Nala said to him at that time, and he felt that Yinqi could see from his daily actions that he intended to pass on the throne to the fourth elder brother, so he said something that he felt close to the fourth elder brother and felt that the fourth elder brother My brother has kind words.

It's just Kangxi, doesn't he really feel that he is thinking too much?The one standing in front of him, from the outside, is only a little over four years old!Did he really think that children less than five years old have the ability to guess the divine will?

Immediately Yinqi decided to pretend to be stupid, and only said with doubts: "My son... I don't think I know a lot... Zi said, knowing what you know is knowing, and what you don't know is not knowing. If you don't know, I dare not say you know... ..."

Kangxi's voice became more severe, and said: "You don't know? You don't know that you can read chess records? You don't know that you can read Analects? Last night you were reading by my side, didn't you just read the Three Character Classic?"

When Yin Qi uttered a word, he heard it like a bolt from the blue.He suddenly opened his eyes wide and his mouth was tongue-tied, not knowing what to say or whether to say anything.

Kangxi suspected him, and it turned out to be this!

Yinqi looked at Kangxi, and Kangxi glared at him.There is only one sentence in Yinqi's mind: It's over!

People are not born with knowledge, abnormality is a demon.How did he explain that he grew up in an environment full of Mongolian language, accompanied by an old lady who didn't know Chinese characters, surrounded by illiterate court ladies, but how could he know so many characters.

You can't tell Kangxi that I am a time traveler, I am the kind of person I was born with!

Yin Qi was speechless, Kangxi looked at him, laughed angrily and said, "That's how you deceived me!"

Even though he is already an old man with half a foot in the coffin, Kangxi is the emperor after all.The wrath of the emperor is thunderous.Yin Qi couldn't help his knees softening, and knelt down on the ground.

He only heard Kangxi's angry voice above his head saying: "That's how you lied to your father!"

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With all kinds of fates emerging in his heart, Yin Qi gradually calmed down in his heart.

So what if it was discovered?At worst it was death.

It's not that he hasn't died.He died badly enough in his previous life, no matter what happens in this life, he will not surpass his previous life.

And now, it doesn't have to be dead.It depends on his speech skills.

A sense of clarity rose in his mind, Yin Qi kowtowed and said, "Yin Qi knows his mistake... Yin Qi shouldn't..."

The voice was choked, but the words were vague.Always know how much Kangxi knows, how much he thinks, and how he thinks of him.

Kangxi sighed from the top of his head, and the old man's voice seemed a little tired, but still majestic: "I didn't realize it before, but you are so smart! How old are you? You start to calculate these things!"

Yin Qi was suspicious, as if he was flattering Prince Yong again?His thoughts changed sharply, he really didn't understand at this moment, what exactly was Kangxi attacking him for?

Then I heard Kangxi say: "You think that your Ama is old and can't protect you anymore, don't you?"

Yinqi hurriedly raised his head, teary-eyed and said: "How could it be! Yinqi has never felt that way!"

Kangxi sighed, his voice softened a bit, and said: "Then you... what are you doing to learn to hide from such a young age? You look really stupid in front of me. If it wasn't for today, I would really believe you .You really know how to pretend!"

At the end of the sentence, he was full of anger again.

Yin Qi vaguely noticed something, but it was still not clear.He kowtowed again, paused for a while, and then said: "My son... my son is just... afraid..."

Kangxi didn't speak for a while, and after a long time, when he spoke again, his voice was flat, and he said: "Since this is the case, you...you are smart, and I don't have to worry about you."

There was a hint of indifference in his voice, and when Yin Qi heard it, his heart was also cold.He originally thought it would be better to stay away from Kangxi, but he was really alienated by Kangxi, but he still felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

After all, he is the father of this life...

Yin Qi suddenly regretted it.He hurriedly raised his head and said, "Father! It's not that I can't trust my father, or that I'm too scheming, it's really... since I grew up with the Queen Mother, my son didn't know much, but he didn't know much. ! My son-in-law is bold enough to tell the truth to his father today--I am really scared!"

Kangxi laughed angrily: "What are you afraid of? You are my son, what are you afraid of in the world!"

After Yinqi blurted out those few words, he regretted even more.In front of Kangxi, the most embarrassing thing to say now is the truth about his sons.

Immediately, Yin Qi became a little stunned.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Kangxi said to himself: "Hmph! Beware of this and that all day long, you must know that it's all yours—"

Halfway through his speech, he paused and swallowed back the words.He must have also thought of the conspiracy around Yin Qi.

Sighing again, Kangxi said: "That's all. You have your own plans, what else can I say? I'm tired, you can go down..."

Yinqi didn't know what it was like in his heart.Although he lied to Kangxi, and he was acting all the time, but he... was forced to do nothing.

In the royal family, in such a chaotic last year of Kangxi, what he did was also forced.

Is he willing to live so carefully every day?Is he willing to always wear a mask to face others?Did he just want to deceive his father in this life?Doesn't he want to do whatever he wants?Doesn't he want to show off his talent?

He just wanted to survive, to survive as a dignified person in this cannibal Forbidden City!

How could it be possible to say these words to Kangxi?

Yinqi gritted his teeth, kowtowed to Kangxi again, and said, "It's my son who made a mistake, and I know it all. It's my son... whose mind is dark, that's why... let father emperor down, it's my son's fault. I just hope that the father will not be angry, and take care of yourself..."

At the end of his speech, he was choked up and unable to speak.

Kangxi also sighed.

At this time, Yinqi was really moved, and couldn't hide his grief for a while.

When I looked up at Kangxi, I saw that Kangxi's eyes were shaken and sad.

Yin Qi couldn't help calling again: "Huang Ama..."

Kangxi shook his head and said, "Think about where you are wrong."

Yin Qi kowtowed again, wiped away the tears on his face, got up and went out.

When he stepped out of the door, he heard Kangxi calling "Xing Nian" with a trembling voice, as if he was exhausted.

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Originally, Yinqi thought that Kangxi brought him by his side just as if he was carrying a gadget, just to relieve boredom.Just like when the Empress Dowager was still there, although Kangxi was always kind to him, when he spoke, he seemed to be teasing the puppy raised by the Empress Dowager, with a carelessness.It's not like pampering a son, but more like pampering a small thing.

These days when the queen mother is gone, Kangxi is closer to Yinqi because of Yinqi's filial piety.But this kind of intimacy, Yin Qi can't avoid it.

He needs to think about pleasing Kangxi all the time, saying what he likes to hear, and acting like he likes to see him.By Kangxi's side, he was acting day and night.

This made Yinqi feel that Kangxi favored him not because he was his son, but because he was an actor who satisfied him.

At that time, he only felt that Kangxi had no paternal love for him at all.So all he wanted was to escape, and all he wanted was dissatisfaction and complaints.

But now, Yin Qi suddenly wanted to understand many things.

When he saw that Kangxi would be moved by his tears, and would also show a sad expression because of his actions, when he heard Kangxi's tired voice, Yinqi suddenly understood.

In fact, all along, he was wrong.

He always said that he did not regard Kangxi as his father, but he has been evaluating Kangxi with the standard of asking for a father.In fact, he has always compared his father in his previous life with Kangxi, and then felt that Kangxi did not do enough here, and did not do well there, and felt that Kangxi had no fatherly love for him.Therefore, he will not treat Kangxi as his father.

Yin Qi covered his eyes with one hand and sighed silently.

It's still selfish after all...

What is Kangxi's identity?He is the emperor... the emperor's father, the emperor first, and then the father!

His children, first of all, should be his courtiers, his slaves.He has never been used to this way of getting along with father and son. He is not an ordinary person, not an ordinary father.

He has been sitting on this emperor's throne for nearly 60 years, and his considerations have long been habitually started from the status of an emperor.When dealing with his own child, what he thinks first is always the matter of the family and the country, not what the child will do.

He has so many children, how can there be such abundant fatherly love, like the fathers of only-child families in later generations, to care and love every child?Even if he loves, he doesn't have the time and energy.

Yinqi failed to understand the fact that his current father, Kangxi, was an imperial father.

In fact, think about it, in all fairness, Kangxi is good enough to Yinqi.

Kangxi will also be happy for Yinqi, sad for Yinqi, and sigh for Yinqi.

Isn't this paternal love, or what?

Yin Qi stood in front of the gate of Zaoxue Hall, watching the slanting red sun shining on the snow, he stopped for a while, feeling a little lost.

He felt that it was time for him to change his mind.

After traveling for more than four years, in fact, he still does not regard himself as a person of this world.This is the fundamental reason why he always treats Kangxi, and even the Queen Mother, with a playful attitude.He always feels that he is from the afterlife and does not belong to this time.Instead of blending into this era, he is watching with a cold eye.

It's also like he just wants to be the most ordinary person, he doesn't want to get a high status, he doesn't want to get too close to the future emperor, he doesn't want to be a prince with real power, he doesn't want to show what he has learned, and he doesn't want to change his future. Those things that become history.Essentially, it is because he does not want to participate in this era.

This is a kind of self-protection.In this world, he is familiar with the people around him, but they are also unfamiliar.He has his own previous life, another 27-year-long memory, which is accepted by him, his own identity and existence, so he instinctively refuses to change.He was afraid that because he accepted this era, he would disappear, and he would no longer be the person who had lived in modern society for 27 years.

Thinking about it now, this idea, this idea of ​​refusing to change, is really ridiculous.

Is it meaningful to treat the second, new life with this negative attitude?

It's just a coward who is immersed in the past, unable to extricate himself, and unwilling to extricate himself.

Yin Qi felt that the tears fell down from his cheeks as if he couldn't control it.

When he finally saw the present self clearly, finally understood the present self, and finally made up his mind to accept the present self, the uncontrollable tears were like a farewell to the past.

He looked up at the sky and said in his heart, Dad, Mom, I will live a good life in this life.