Sober candy

After eating the noodles, Fu Jing discovered that Lin Xu had his own contact information.

Lin Xu replied very calmly, and told him about Zhao He's request for the phone number, with a calm tone, as if he was stating a very ordinary and trivial matter.

The two walked side by side on the road. Fu Jing tilted his head to look at Lin Xu's profile while he was speaking.The person whom he had been looking up to from the bottom of his heart stood beside him, took a walk together, and even took the initiative to add his number. Fu Jing was in a trance, even walking lightly.

Fu Jing forgot what Lin Xu talked to him later, and even forgot how he got back to the dormitory. His face was a little red and his heart was beating very fast. Open the door of the dormitory.

When Feng Dao saw him come back, he sat cross-legged on the bed with the other two, each with a book rolled up in his hand, with a serious expression on his face.

"Why did you go?" Guitar brother Wang Chao picked his toe and asked first.

"I've gone to the library." Fu Jing waved his hands in disgust and got on his bed, wondering what the three of them were up to.

"Library?!" Qin Shan, the big drummer, shook his head curtain coolly, and entered a deeper interrogation: "Who did you go with?"

"I'm all by myself."

"Nonsense!" Feng Dao poked his head out from the pile of jerseys hanging beside the bed, his eyes were sharp, and he spoke sharply: "The three of us saw Lin Xu send you back from the window!"

"When did you two become so familiar?" Wang Chao asked.

"We met by chance! Senior Lin helped me occupy a seat, and we just had a meal by the way!" As soon as Fu Jing heard the word Lin Xu, his heart began to beat faster.

"Huh?" Qin Shan asked curiously, "Then why is he touching your head?"

Fu Jing was stunned at the time, raised his hand and scratched his head a few times, and let out an "ah?"

The three gossips also stared at him questioningly.

Fu Jing lifted the quilt to cover herself, hid in the quilt and quickly took out her mobile phone to send a message.

—Senior Lin, did you touch my head just now?

Waited there for a while before returning.

—Well, I wonder if it will be tied or not.

— oh, do you feel prickly then?

Lin Xu laughed, feeling more and more cute about this junior, so he teased him and replied "kinda".

A western dining table, two plates of pasta steaks, red wine for Lin Xu, and boiled water for Fu Jing.

When he came, Lin Xu told him that he didn't have to eat Western food for a big meal, and if Fu Jing wasn't used to it, they could eat roast duck.

Fu Jing sat on the driver's seat with a cigarette in his mouth, squinting his eyes and staring at the road, resisting the urge to slap Lin Xu, and ignored him.

He prefers to wear shorts and pull slippers, drink cold beer, eat skewers, and eat spicy hot pot in front of roadside barbecue stalls.

"What time do you leave?" Fu Jing asked again after the two of them had finished eating, watching Lin Xu pay the bill with the waiter opposite.This time, with his hands, he placed the knife and fork firmly on both sides of the plate.

"The plane at 11:30." Lin Xu met Fu Jing's eyes and paused, "There's still half an hour left. You can see me off later."

Fu Jing snorted deeply: "You are sensible."

Lin Xu couldn't help laughing a few times, he took out his phone, opened the WeChat code and handed it over: "Fu Jing, please contact me often in the future."

Fu Jing took out the phone, lowered his head to unlock it, swipe his fingers randomly on the phone screen, and asked casually, "Are you married?"

"No."

"girlfriend?"

"nor."

Fu Jing's mood improved a bit, the corners of his lips raised slightly, and the unlock screen that had been swiped for a long time finally unlocked, he opened WeChat, and raised his phone to scan it.

"Fu Jing," Lin Xu smiled, "Why don't you ask me if I have a boyfriend?"

The mobile phone that was about to scan the code was taken back, and Fu Jing's face that had just become clear sank again. He closed WeChat, swiped the mobile phone a few times, and didn't look at him again: "Alipay, I will scan you. Please, don't contact me in the future."

Lin Xu couldn't laugh anymore.

"Hurry up." Fu Jing touched a cigarette impatiently and put it on, then lifted the phone and urged.

Lin Xu never thought that one day, Fu Jing would speak to him in this tone.

The big boy who was so excited when he saw him in the past seemed to be gone, and now sitting in front of him was a man who had learned to smoke at some point and would still lose his temper at him.

Lin Xu looked at Fu Jing in astonishment, as if he had just met him for the first time.

"Lin Xu," Fu Jing saw that he didn't move, raised his eyes to look at him, exhaled, took a deep breath, and said seriously: "If you can do it, you can, if you can't, just leave, I don't force it, and I don't want to play games, you know ?"

If he was in business now, Lin Xu would never answer this question.Under the absolutely strong questioning of the other party, only by keeping a smile and Shi Zhi's silence can we fight against him invisibly. This is a silent counterattack from the defensive side, because no matter what he says, as long as he answers the other party's question , then his side will be at a disadvantage.

Lin Xu, on the other hand, seems gentle and humble, and kind to others, but in fact he is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and it is his habit to control everything. When he is on the defensive, Lin Xu will never back down.

"I know." His momentum was very weak, and his voice was extraordinarily soft.

He couldn't apply to Fu Jing what he did to others, he couldn't do it before, and he couldn't do it now.

"Come on, Alipay."

"Why don't you use WeChat?" Lin Xu asked casually as he handed over Alipay.

"I'm willing to use Alipay." Fu Jing frowned as he swipe to withdraw the money, and his tone was not very good.

He can't say that yesterday he had his hair done and steamed, and he brought several catties of fruit and candy home, and spent all his WeChat money, right?

"Then," Lin Xu asked tentatively, "Add a friend to Alipay?"

"Just add it."

Fu Jing said something indifferent, fingering the phone back and forth non-stop, thinking that he wouldn't chat with people on Alipay anyway.

Lin Xu added Fu Jing's Alipay friend.

After so many years of separation, the two have their own careers and lives, and there is almost no common topic except for the pitiful ambiguous relationship back then. Fu Jing drove Lin Xu to the airport. There was too much silence, and there was something strange in my heart, and no one took the initiative to say anything.

The world of adults is more calm than turbulent, too intense emotions will be subtly concealed by the vicissitudes of the years, and the joyful reunion is actually not as clean and pure as imagined, because men are much smarter than teenagers.

For example, when two people meet by coincidence, they know each other's intentions well.

After the car was parked, the two sat silently in the car, one in front of the other, neither of them moved.

Fu Jing tilted his head, pressed his arm on the lowered glass window, held a cigarette between his fingers, and squinted at the people coming and going in and out of the airport hall not far away, puffing out his cigarette.

Lin Xu sat in the back seat, and carefully looked at his somewhat dejected side face with the help of the bright lights outside the car.

Fu Jing's facial contours are very tough, there are faint stubbles on his chin, and his deep and carved facial features are looming in the diffuse smoke. He looks out of the window, his eyes are slightly squinted, and there are a few folds cut by the years at the end of his eyes. Carved on some rough wheat-colored skin, it has a lot of flavor.

Fu Jing's father passed away, and he had heard about it from Zhao He before he came.

The old man was only in his early 60s. He was healthy all his life and had no serious illness. It is reasonable to say that he should not have left so early, but things are unpredictable. After a certain age, due to too much hard work, he suffered a cerebral hemorrhage. He fell to the ground for a long time before being discovered by visiting neighbors , At that time, Fu Jing had already looked at the house in his hometown, paid the deposit, and waited for the new year to resign and entrust his job here, and go home to accompany the old man.

In the end it was still a bit worse.

How many things in this world, because of that point, cast a lifetime of regrets?

Things are different, people are different, how vicissitudes people have in the future, and how hard the years are on people's young hearts.

"Lin Xu," Fu Jing looked out the window at another plane that had disappeared into the night sky, squinted his eyes again, smoked a cigarette, and asked, "Have you ever taken an old-fashioned green leather train?"

Lin Xu shook his head: "No."

"In the summer vacation of my sophomore year, I went back to my hometown," Fu Jing recalled the past: "Being greedy for cheap, I took the green leather train for four days and three nights. I vomited several times. After returning, I suffered from heat stroke."

Lin Xu didn't speak. He knew that Fu Jing's family was far away from the school, and he had to work part-time during holidays. The wages in big cities were high, and Fu Jing wanted to earn money to lighten the burden on his family. He went back to college once every four years.

"I'll go back to school later," Fu Jing turned his head to look at him, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I'm on the plane."

Lin Xu stared intently at the corner of his raised mouth, feeling a dull pain in his heart.

"I've been competing with myself all the time." Fu Jing puffed out his cigarette, coughed twice, cleared his throat, and continued: "I've never been a person who is willing to admit defeat since I was a child. I don't want to go crazy with other kids. Run, I don’t want to stay in the mountains herding sheep and cattle all my life, I don’t want to be with my father all the time, I don’t want to hang around those eight bungalows and a few acres of land for the rest of my life.”

"I'm quite unfilial. I left my father and went to school and work far away from home. Because I didn't want to be left behind by you, I left him alone."

"You don't have to blame yourself, these have nothing to do with you," Lin Xu frowned, and raised his hand to support his shoulder: "Fu Jing, you carry your father's hope on you, although I have never met him, but I I'm sure he must have been proud of you."

"Lin Xu, do you know, I always wanted to be someone like you," Fu Jing didn't look at him, his eyes were still staring out of the window: "I used to always look up to you, just like my father always squatted on the ground looking up to me The proud look in his eyes scares me, because I am not the best in the world, he has never walked out of the mountains, he has never seen Beijing, and he has never heard your speech at the freshman meeting without taking the speech.”

"I'm used to being a good person so that my dad won't be disappointed in me. I send him a lot of money, and he thinks I'm doing well here. Sometimes, I even think I'm Really had a good time.”

"Actually, my life is not good at all," Fu Jing's cigarette burned to the end, and he smoked it out in one last puff. He stubbed out the cigarette and exhaled the smoke, which made his eyes a little sore. He squinted his eyes and lowered his head Sighing: "Lin Xu, do you know that I actually... have too many regrets."

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