After Bai Yueguang's stand-in is passive and slow to work

Jiang Zhiyu still didn't dare to continue to disobey his father, if he really got angry, no one knew what he would do.But mainly he was afraid that Shen Heng would be implicated, his mother and brother were there to help him out, Jiang Zhiyu didn't say anything, and went upstairs without looking back.

He walked around the house a few times anxiously, constantly worrying in his heart whether Shen Heng would be in trouble. There was still a month left before Jiang Zhici's wedding, and it was absolutely impossible for him to be locked up at home so honestly.

There was a light knock on the door, and Jiang Zhici's kind voice came at the same time: "Brother, can I come in?"

Jiang Zhiyu just sat back on the bed and agreed.

Jiang Zhici came over with a medicine box in his hand. He walked up to Jiang Zhiyu and sat down. While taking alcohol and cotton balls from it, he said, "The corner of your mouth is broken. Let me sterilize it for you first. Apply this ice pack to your face yourself."

He stretched out his hand to wipe the wound around Jiang Zhiyu's mouth. During this process, Jiang Zhiyu sat on the bed expressionlessly, not knowing what to do.

"Brother." He said suddenly.

"what happened?"

"I want to go out." Jiang Zhiyu turned his eyes to him, and for the first time, there was a bit of childish stubbornness and stubbornness in his usually dark and firm eyes.

Jiang Zhici threw the blood-stained cotton ball aside, then sighed softly: "What are you doing out there?"

"I'm going to find him." Jiang Zhiyu muffled.

"Who are you looking for?" Jiang Zhici was stunned for a moment, and then realized: "The one you lived with before? The one called... Shen Heng?"

Jiang Zhiyu hummed in a low voice.

"You found him, then what?" Jiang Zhici sat opposite him, frowning slightly, he couldn't understand Jiang Zhiyu's abnormal behavior: "It's already very wrong for you to quarrel with Dad because of him today, I also persuaded you to break up before, and I was worried that he would make trouble after the breakup, but what is the situation now, are you reluctant to part with it? You still want to go to him? "

Jiang Zhiyu shook his head irritably, and said stubbornly: "We haven't broken up, as long as I don't agree, we won't break up."

Jiang Zhici looked at his stubborn expression silently, and asked after a while, "Then does he still like you?"

Jiang Zhiyu's body trembled, and he was choked up by this sharp question. He looked up disappointed and unwilling, and looked at Jiang Zhici: "He used to like me very much, really, it's only been less than a month , he can't just be like this..."

"Okay, don't get excited." Jiang Zhici patted Jiang Zhiyu's shoulder, a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes.

His younger brother is arrogant by nature, and he wants to be the first and only in everything. He was held in the palm of his family since he was a child, and when he grows up, no one will disobey his wishes, so he grew up smoothly.In addition, the CEO who took over the company before graduation has a lack of personality, so he can sometimes be a bit extreme, but he has never seen Jiang Zhiyu look like he has suffered a huge setback and lost his soul.

It's still because of feelings, and the other party in the relationship is also a man, he can't understand.

"Then can you tell me why you broke up?" Jiang Zhici said gently: "Looking at your current state, he should have left on his own initiative, but you said that he liked you very much before, I think, What caused you to break up should be important."

Jiang Zhiyu pursed his lips and looked at him in a daze, feeling a little hard to speak for a while.

What should he say? From the very beginning, he regarded Shen Heng as Yu Xiao's substitute, and enjoyed it aloofly in his passionate love for four years. When he still wanted to continue enjoying it with peace of mind, Shen Heng knew. The truth, so Shen Heng left, simply leaving him behind.

"It seems that you did make a mistake." Jiang Zhici noticed his expression and shook his head, "Or let me put it another way, who do you think he is to you when you are with him? Do you regard him as a lover like him, or do you think he is just a..." Jiang Zhici tilted his head, trying to think of an adjective: "A lover who makes you more satisfied."

"I..." Jiang Zhiyu was left speechless by the series of questions. He turned his eyes away and whispered with some guilt: "I don't know."

"Then do you really like him?"

"Really." Jiang Zhiyu nodded with firm eyes this time: "I like him and can't let him go, so I can't be locked up here now."

For the first time, he had such a strong idea of ​​wanting to stay with someone forever. There was no scheming, no lies, no deceit, only pure liking and love.

He wanted to be like before, when he returned home, he could see Shen Heng smiling at him gently, he wanted to have a serious relationship with Shen Heng, he wanted to introduce Shen Heng to all his family and friends, so that Shen Heng would be fair and honest become his companion.

But Shen Heng didn't like him anymore, even in order to drive him away, he even said to himself that he wanted to be with others, which made him feel pain when he thought about it.

"Brother." Jiang Zhiyu looked blank, his eyes were full of confusion and sadness, he really didn't know what to do now: "Why did I say I like him, but he doesn't like me anymore."

Jiang Zhici sighed distressedly: "Zhiyu, don't think so much, you have had a good rest at home recently, maybe your feelings for him will fade away, now...you may just be possessive and cannot accept him Take the initiative to leave you, and when you gradually forget him, you won't think so."

"No, it's impossible." Jiang Zhiyu raised his voice slightly to retort. He clenched his fists and shook his head with heartache: "I can't forget, you are not me, I...you can't understand that feeling, brother, I really , really can't let him go."

"But you said it yourself, people don't like you anymore, so what can you do if you don't want to be reconciled?" Jiang Zhici was a little worried. He felt that Jiang Zhiyu would have trouble sooner or later: "Zhiyu, just now I asked you two questions, although you didn't answer, but I have almost guessed the answer."

He looked at Jiang Zhiyu's stunned expression, and tried to calm down: "You are used to him treating you well, holding you in his arms, and obeying everything, but you have never looked down on him in your heart, never..."

"I didn't! I didn't look down on you! I didn't..." Jiang Zhiyu's excited tone gradually weakened under Jiang Zhici's calm eyes, and his answer to this question suddenly became uncertain at this moment.

"At least you didn't treat him as a boyfriend, as a lover with equal status. Think about it carefully, have you ever respected him from the bottom of your heart?"

Jiang Zhici's tone was a little serious: "If you think this question is a bit difficult to understand, you can change what happened between you and think about it. If you are him, and you have suffered everything he has experienced, what will happen to you? "

"I'm telling you this just to let you figure it out. It's really not suitable between you. You have to learn to give up slowly and don't be too stubborn. You are not in the right mood. Don't run around recently, even if you can really get back together. If we get back together, sooner or later we will be separated due to family pressure."

Jiang Zhici stood up and patted him on the shoulder: "Zhiyu, have a good sleep, I'm leaving first."

Jiang Zhiyu sat on the bed motionless, with a numb expression on his face.

Like Jiang Zhici's empathy, if Shen Heng regards himself as a substitute for someone...

Shen Heng will definitely not do this!

Jiang Zhiyu seemed to have been shocked, he shook his head vigorously, trying to get rid of this guess.

That's Shen Heng!

It is absolutely impossible for such a beautiful and gentle person to do such disgusting and obscene things!

But he was just so disgusting, so vile.

It was as if someone had suddenly sounded a heavy alarm bell in his ears, which made his heart ache and numb.

For four years, Shen Heng obeyed him in everything, obeyed him, obediently seemed to have no temper, and would agree to any exorbitant requests, so he felt that all of this was as it should be, and Shen Heng was destined to hold him high He held it above his head, without the slightest resistance.

He gave Shen Heng a lot of money, and he felt that Shen Heng needed the money, and Shen Heng would be very happy with material satisfaction, but Shen Heng didn't move a cent, and even returned the money and the card after breaking up return.

During these years, how much Shen Heng has endured alone, without saying a word, how much his own arrogance, arrogance, arrogance, and vileness have been endured.But why didn't he say it?Having said that, maybe I will recognize the reality earlier and realize how important he is to me, and maybe everything will be different.

Will it really be different?A voice in my heart retorted loudly.

According to his character at that time, he probably only felt that Shen Heng suddenly became ignorant, and then deliberately ignored him for a few days, waiting for him to admit his mistake obediently.

Why did I think Shen Heng was coquettish at the beginning?Probably because Shen Heng really liked him so much at that time, he liked him so much that he could keep giving in and being patient.

But he just overlooked one thing, no matter how docile a person is, there is a bottom line.

Shen Heng's bottom line was broken by his own hands, and he was still wishful thinking that Shen Heng would repair the crack by himself and come back to him.

Little did he know that it was not a crack, but a bottomless trench that was swept by violent winds and waves, an abyss that he could not cross or mend.

Jiang Zhiyu laughed at himself, feeling a little itchy in the corners of his eyes, he stretched out his hand to wipe it, and even touched a few tears with his fingertips.

Since he can remember, he has never cried. He doesn't like tears, and he even gets annoyed when he sees others crying in front of him.

And how many times did he make Shen Heng cry?

He lowered his head deeply, how dare he continue to think deeply at this moment, the more he thinks, the fear and uneasiness in his heart will only be magnified infinitely.

Jiang Zhiyu sat alone in the room until late at night, with only one thought in his mind.He desperately wanted to see Shen Heng, wanted to see him, wanted to hear his voice, wanted to tell him that he knew he was wrong, and he was willing to make up for everything he did wrong, no matter what method he used.

He stared at the landline next to the bed for a long time, then slowly picked up the receiver, his heart was pounding nervously in his chest, he hesitated for a while, and then summoned up the courage to press the phone that he had memorized in the past few days A string of numbers that I know by heart.

When the phone rang, Shen Heng was just going to sleep.

He chatted with Song Chenghao for a while at night. He thought the conversation was over, but after a while, Song Chenghao sent a few game links, wanting to play with him.

How could Shen Heng play the competitive mobile games that are popular among college students? Although he heard from people around him, he has never been interested in it, and he has never even downloaded the software.

But Song Chenghao was coquettish and soft-spoken, so he had no choice but to play with him for a while. These games are very easy to learn, and Song Chenghao has been using the microphone to guide them. The two played a few games together, and Shen Heng gradually found out. After a little fun, I played until now without knowing it.

He got out of bed to wash his face, and just lay down after applying the medicine for himself, the phone rang after a while.

It was an unfamiliar number displayed on the screen, and he didn't think too much about it, so he clicked on it directly, with a polite and gentle tone: "Hello? Hello."

There was no human voice from the opposite side, Shen Heng glanced at the screen suspiciously, thinking that someone was making harassing calls so boringly in the middle of the night.

Out of caution, he put the handset to his ear and listened for a few seconds, it was still very quiet, he felt baffled, just about to hang up, when he heard a familiar voice with some caution from the opposite side.

"Shen Heng, it's me."

Shen Heng was stunned for a few seconds, as if he was suddenly burned, he hung up the call, and then threw the phone aside.

When the disturbed emotions gradually calmed down, Shen Heng sat on the bed, hesitated for two seconds, then took back the phone with a black screen, and dragged the number just now into the blacklist.