What should I do if I continued the romance with Lily?

It took a while for Qiao Yu to really take over that world.During this period, she deliberately made herself ignore the existence there, and devoted herself to her life and work, not thinking that there is a world in the countless parallel worlds where she and Lin Qing are in love.

And this behavior was forced to stop one day. It started with Cong Ye running over suddenly on a weekday afternoon and shouting in panic, "The article I was chasing has been changed!", followed by a series of developments. And the existence of that world became the most popular topic after dinner in their company during that time.

After that unreliable colleague was punished and sent to the land of exile, Qiao Yu, who is of the same origin as the host, naturally became the next person in charge of the world, and all this happened after the dust settled on Qiao Yu over there. It's over.

"...I have to say, you in that world are really amazing."

Cong Ye wiped his face haggardly, and silently closed the interface of the novel.

"I'm still wondering why this book hasn't been updated for such a long time. When I opened it two days ago, it turned out that the world has changed...and she has returned from exile now—is this the first host who can return normally? ?”

"Yes."

Although she had little to do with her, Qiao Yu still felt some sympathy for Cong Ye, and frowned while checking the information returned from the system.

"... But something seems wrong, 'my' physical condition is too bad, there shouldn't be any side effects that would make people's health worse?"

Because of this, Qiao Yushun found out the problem, and the "Proposal for Optimizing the Treatment of the Host after Failure" was successfully adopted, which is gratifying.

"anyway--"

After a while, Cong Ye, who thought he had given up on the article, came to her again during the break time, and unfolded the table of contents of the book in front of her.

"Have you seen it? Have you seen the love story between you and Lin Qing?"

It was simply to annoy people on purpose, Qiao Yu turned her head away, struggling to think for a moment about what she said before, "I can't help but not look at it", and finally opened her mouth reluctantly.

"...the you over there are more likable than the one over here."

"You are too much!"

Cong Ye was making a lot of noise. If it wasn't for the fact that he was the boss's son, Qiao Yu really wanted to drive him out of the coffee room so as not to disturb her rest here. When she was grinding her back molars and thinking about the feasibility, her shoulder Suddenly, a hand was gently put on.

"Did someone call me just now?"

The voice was soft and gentle, calming down Qiao Yu's impetuousness as easily as a clear spring washing a stone, and at the same time making her heart skip a beat.

"No...ah, Cong Ye seems to have said your name."

Qiao Yu didn't look back immediately, but decisively threw the question to Cong Ye. Looking sideways, the young master who was still chirping for him just now was already on the spot with his mouth open, as if he was caught off guard and thrown away. Fish that landed on the shore.

"No, we're talking—"

He seemed uncomfortable, his voice became strange, and he coughed twice before returning to normal.

"... Lin Qing, you should have heard of it too, right? That is, Qiao Yu from the parallel world—the incident that turned the entire mission upside down."

"what is this."

Qiao Yu couldn't help complaining, she really didn't know what she was talking about with this ambiguous description, and the next second she heard Lin Qing behind her laughing.

"I've heard of it."

The hand on the shoulder pinched her lightly, and Qiao Yu subconsciously turned her head to meet those smiling clear eyes.

"It's the world where Qiao Yu and I fell in love, right?"

"..."

There was a sudden buzz in her mind, and Qiao Yu suddenly understood that Cong Ye's words just now were for her consideration. After all, it was easy for her to break her defenses by saying such words in front of Lin Qing.

But now that Lin Qing said these words in person, it was really effective for her.

"Yes, yes!"

Seeing that Qiao Yu, who was useless, was stunned on the spot, it was useless to wink from Cong Ye, so he had to raise his voice to pick up the conversation, and slapped Qiao Yu on the back.

"It turns out that you have already told Lin Qing, but I was afraid that you would be embarrassed—"

"She didn't say it."

Lin Qing interrupted what he was saying to Qiao Yu. Cong Ye looked over unexpectedly and saw that Lin Qing was looking at Qiao Yu non-stop, with some doubts on his delicate face.

"I heard it from other people. For such a long time, Qiao Yu, you haven't said a word to me."

"...Ah, ah, I forgot."

Surprised by Cong Ye's slap, Qiao Yu numbly looked away and lowered her eyes.

"It's not a big deal."

"I think it's quite big. It's rare that there is a world where the two of us are in love."

Qiao Yu's slightly lowered mood was not noticed, she heard Lin Qing's voice of feigned dissatisfaction, deliberately held her hand, and slowly clasped it.

"You didn't tell me such a strange thing even if you knew it long ago. I also want to see what it's like for me to fall in love with you."

Lin Qing frowned and pondered for a while, then said thoughtfully.

"...It's kind of hard to imagine, isn't it?"

Qiao Yu's heart turned into a piece of ice.

She knew that there was absolutely no malice in Lin Qing's words. Lin Qing stood in the position of a friend and said the most ordinary words, but they were the deadliest poison to her, because the unintentional innocence in the words Means "never considered".

"Want to see it?"

When Qiao Yu heard herself speak, her voice was unbelievably calm, but every word she said was extremely difficult, as if a small ice blade was scratching her throat.

"Ah."

Lin Qing, who didn't know the truth, nodded seriously, and Qiao Yu smiled lightly, with a relaxed tone.

"Then stay with me."

"I like you, I have liked you since a long time ago."

Her voice is very soft, but every word and every sentence is very clear.Qiao Yu heard Cong Ye, who was put aside, let out a suffocating sound, but she ignored him, just exhaled softly, and looked up at Lin Qing.

There was undisguised surprise and a little bit of confusion on the familiar and delicate face that he had seen since childhood. He opened his mouth and spoke after a while.

"……Are you serious?"

Seriously, of course I am serious, how many nights I have dreamed of you, and I have said love to you thousands of times in my dreams, I really like you very much.

Qiao Yu suddenly relaxed his expression, breaking the frozen atmosphere, with a playful smile on his brows and eyes.

"Kidding."

The days that followed were uneventful, no different from the past.

It is worth mentioning that only Qiao Yu pretended to be the system to guide himself to uncover the secrets of the world, and used this as a reason to submit an application for a meeting with the host to the superior, and finally succeeded in helping her a little.

Qiao Yu over there must have never imagined that the God she spoke of existed with such rules and regulations, and that she couldn't even talk about love.

Qiao Yu was thinking absent-mindedly, and unconsciously pounding the dipping plate, a piece of meat suddenly appeared under the chopsticks.

"...Hey Qiao Yu, don't get distracted, eat the meat and don't rush to leave after the meal is over, I have something to tell you."

"Huh? What are you doing? It's like being a thief, and you know how to bribe first."

Qiao Yu looked at Cong Ye who was sitting next to her inexplicably. The other party glared at her, then looked at the piece of meat, but he didn't mean to explain at all.

She was looking suspiciously at the dipping plate and was about to eat the meat, when she stretched out a pair of chopsticks from the side, picked up the meat gently and deftly, and quickly handed over a new piece.

"I'm sorry, Cong Ye, there are green onions on it, she won't eat it."

Lin Qing, who was sitting on the other side of her, was full of smiles, made an apologetic gesture to Cong Ye, and then blinked at Qiao Yu, who was looking over, as if asking for credit, and ate the piece of meat that Cong Ye had caught in one gulp up.

...What is going on here.

Qiao Yu let out a long sigh, and resignedly picked up the meat and ate it, chewing it bitterly.

They are now at the company dinner before the five-year regular memory maintenance. Tomorrow is the day organized by the company to sort out memories. No one knows what people around them will choose to forget after tomorrow. There must be a dinner party before the event, and there is a sense of heroism of "seize the moment and gather again with all the beards and tails".

Of course, after tomorrow, some people may forget to have this meal with colleagues in the company today.After all, a work dinner is probably not a memory worth remembering.

And at the dinner party, she sat with Cong Ye and Lin Qing on the left and right. She had to say that her cover-up after the previous impulsiveness was quite successful. At least Lin Qing fully accepted what she said was a joke. The performance is generally the same.

It's just that Cong Ye, who knew the truth, looked at her with more sympathy, which always made her angry.

No matter what Cong Ye wanted to say, she had to get him to agree to forget that memory tomorrow.

Qiao Yu made up her mind, and after the dinner was over, Cong Ye nodded anxiously and winked frequently, and turned to Lin Qing who was waiting for her.

"... I have something to do, you go back first?"

The two of them live close to each other and usually go back together, so they need to explain to Lin Qing.But Qiao Yu thought about it and still didn't say Cong Ye's name. After all, that guy came to her so suddenly to talk about Lin Qing.

"Is something wrong?"

Lin Qing frowned and asked.

"What to do? I can wait for you."

"No, no need." Xin said who knows how long Cong Ye will have to talk, he can't make Lin Qinggan wait, Qiao Yu waved his hands hurriedly, racking his brains to come up with a dry excuse, "Me and—— A friend has an appointment, and I don't know how long it will take."

"Friend? Can't I go together? A friend I don't know?"

"..."

Although it's not to blame for Lin Qing's doubts, after all, the friendship circles of the two of them almost overlap since they were young, but today's Lin Qing really asked a lot, which is different from usual.

Seemingly seeing the clue from her slightly puzzled expression, Lin Qing bit her lower lip lightly, and let go after a while.

"...Okay, then I'll go back today."

"Well, be careful on the road."

The expression still looked a bit uneasy, but she walked out obediently anyway, Qiao Yu followed her a few steps and watched her go out, then turned around and met Cong Ye who was hiding in a hiding place, and followed him to his office.

"——Then, what do you want to say, why do you put out such things without saying a word."

Qiao Yu looked at the many bottles and jars lined up on the table by Cong Ye in confusion. They were all in unfamiliar packaging, but it was clear at a glance what they were.

"...Let me remind you first that it is against the rules to drink alcohol in the company."

"It's time to get off work!"

"But we are still in the company now?"

Regardless of her question, Cong Ye insisted on displaying all his inventory, and directly opened a can of beer and handed it to Qiao Yu.

"Drink?"

"... To be honest, I don't really think about it. Where are you acting?"

Facing the bewildered Qiao Yu, Cong Ye was silent for a long time, and he took the lead in drinking half a can with his head raised, and finally heaved a sigh of relief and opened his mouth sullenly.

"Qiao Yu, when I go to sort out my memory tomorrow, I want to... forget about Lin Qing."

"!"

The unexpected words made Qiao Yu's eyes widen in surprise, trying to find traces of joking on his face, but only saw a serious face.

"...Really, have you considered it? This is irreversible."

"I know."

Cong Ye nodded with a deep voice.

"I don't want to forget her whole person, I just want to get rid of some... memories that make me like her."

"..."

Knowing that he was serious, Qiao Yu didn't speak for a long time, and the two fell into silence. The only sound in the room was the sound of Cong Ye drinking.

"You see, she won't like me, I already understand."

He laughed self-deprecatingly, put the empty beer can aside, and opened the next one.

"But I think it's painful to let her go by myself. It's better to let go once and for all."

"...I know you understand me, don't you?"

"Know a hammer."

Qiao Yu gritted her teeth and squeezed out a sentence viciously, trying to stop Cong Ye's next words, but failed.

"Because, you too—"

"Noisy!"

The sudden outburst of anger had no target, Qiao Yu stood up abruptly, looked down at Cong Ye, clenched and loosened his fists.

"...It's so noisy, shut up."

She finally sat down, reached for a can of beer, opened it blankly, and raised the can to him.

"Let's drink with you at the head office, don't say anything unnecessary."

Cong Ye closed his mouth obediently, stretched out his hand to touch her wordlessly, and then they both drank with their heads up.

This was Qiao Yu's first exposure to alcohol, and the cold liquid rolled from his throat to his stomach, leaving a bitter aftertaste.

"...It's hard to drink."

She remembered hearing a saying that beer is good because it is bad. She didn't understand it at the time, but now she suddenly seemed to understand something.

Qiao Yu closed her eyes and drank the bitter wine again.

After drinking for three rounds, Cong Ye carried Qiao Yu out in the end.

... This person only drank that can of beer at all, how could he be so drunk?Besides, shouldn't he be the one who should be drunk today?

Cong Ye couldn't figure it out, but he could only put Qiao Yu's arm on his shoulder resignedly, and walked out crookedly.

He thought about whether to contact Lin Qing, but looking at the wine bottle on the table, he felt guilty for some reason.Thinking that as long as Qiao Yu was sent to the jumping point at the entrance of the company, she could be sent to the home address she had recorded. Prompted by that guilty conscience, Cong Ye chose to hide this matter, and took the responsibility of sending Qiao Yu off by himself. The burden of going home.

"..."

This was really the worst choice he made in his life.

When Cong Ye and Lin Qing, who was standing bored at the door, looked at each other, there was only one thought in his mind.

It is no exaggeration to say that his back was sweating all of a sudden, and for the first time in his life, he wished that his eyesight was not so good, so that he could not see clearly the increasingly gloomy expression on Lin Qing's face.

He sincerely envied Qiao Yu, who was still drunk and unconscious in such an indescribable atmosphere. The other party was drooping his head drowsily, as if he felt the footsteps suddenly stopped, and he was trying hard to hold on. He opened his eyelids, but before he could see anything clearly, he became dizzy when he shook his head, and leaned against Cong Ye's shoulder uncontrollably.

Of course, he couldn't get close. Cong Ye was pushed away by Lin Qing who was walking over quickly before that, and he was merciless. He took two or three steps back before stopping. Seeing Qiao Yu being pulled by Lin Qing When she got to her side, she probably had a headache. She frowned and let out a slight hiss. She leaned on Lin Qing's shoulder in an awkward posture, finally opened her eyes and blinked. Just as she was about to straighten up and figure out the situation, she was caught Lin Qing pushed back on his shoulder.

"……friend."

Lin Qing opened his mouth, and the voice was cold and hard anger that Cong Ye had never heard before, which made him shrink back in fright, and then realized that he was not talking to himself.

"Is this what you said you had an appointment with a friend?"

Cong Ye actually wanted to say that he was indeed Qiao Yu's friend, but seeing Lin Qing's increasingly hostile expression, he chose to keep silent. Although he hadn't figured out the current situation, he keenly realized that it was best for him not to speak. s Choice.

"What did you do to her?"

Concentrating on narrowing down his sense of existence, Cong Ye was caught off guard and called out, and replied in a jerk.

"Just drinking! She drank a can of beer! Just one can!"

"Alcohol? She never drank alcohol since she was a child. You let her drink alcohol?"

...It's not good, no matter how dull Ye is, it can be seen that Lin Qing is very angry now, and this anger is vacillating between Qiao Yu and him, and now it is obviously decided to point at him, not the drunk cat.

"Well……"

Thankfully, Drunk Cat woke up by this time.

"...Why, Cong Ye...?"

Qiao Yu didn't seem to be able to figure out why Cong Ye stood opposite her with a face of horror, and when he raised his head in a daze, he suddenly smelled a familiar smell.

Lin Qing always uses this perfume.

"Um……?"

She belatedly looked at the person who was half hugging her, and a snow-like face was reflected in her eyes, looking at her coldly.

"How do you—"

"You lied to me."

Without giving her a chance to finish her sentence, Lin Qing spoke with complicated emotions in his eyes.

"... Qiao Yu, you lied to me."

Qiao Yu didn't understand what she was talking about, but when she heard this sentence, that scene first came to mind.

【Kidding. 】

She was silent for a while, stared at Lin Qing fixedly, and nodded.

"I lied to you."

Qiao Yu swallowed the inexplicable smile that suddenly came up, and closed her eyes wearily.

When I opened my eyes again, it was a familiar room.

It was the most familiar place except her own room, and there was an elegant fragrance in her nose. Qiao Yu sat up with support, feeling a dull pain in her head, but it was much better, probably because someone gave her food Overdose.

Why is she in Lin Qing's room?

After drinking alcohol, the memory is a bit blurred, like water mixed with milk becomes cloudy.Qiao Yu frowned, and someone walked in when she got out of bed.

"Wake up."

It's Lin Qing.She sat down by the bed with a normal expression, handed Qiao Yu the water in her hand, and motioned her to drink it.

There was no clue from her expression, Qiao Yu drank the water obediently, her mind was running fast, no matter how she thought about it, she felt that there must be nothing good.

"Cong Ye told me everything."

Sure enough, Qiao Yu's heart skipped a beat, and she froze as she listened to Lin Qing continue.

"No wonder I haven't seen you leave the company."

"You're drinking with others without telling me. Qiao Yu is a promising future, isn't it?"

These words were obviously from Xingshi to inquire about the crime, Qiao Yu was in a panic - although she didn't know why she was so panicked, she was clearly an adult with autonomy, why would she be controlled by her peers after drinking - The first question that comes to mind is why Lin Qing's accent is on the three words "keep it from me"?

"...No, I mainly... drink with him."

Let's justify myself, but it didn't work at all. I don't know if it was her psychological effect. Qiao Yu even felt that Lin Qing's complexion was even worse.

"Drink with him—oh, I've already heard the reason."

It was rare to hear such obvious irony in Lin Qing's words. Qiao Yu looked sideways and saw a mocking smile on the corner of her lips.

"He said that he wants to forget about liking me tomorrow, so he wants to drag you to drink, right?"

"..."

Qiao Yu froze all of a sudden, wondering why Cong Ye would tell Lin Qing about this, and just when he was about to ask, he heard Lin Qing speak in a colder tone.

"It's ugly, this evasive behavior."

"—"

Qiao Yu's thinking stopped for an instant, and she couldn't believe what she heard, and slowly turned her stiff neck to look at Lin Qing.

"Talk to yourself. Now that you have decided, you made such a gesture the day before."

Lin Qing seemed to be a different person, calmly spit out the cold and hard words.

"And what does this have to do with you? It doesn't matter if he is injured himself, why did he pull you?"

"Forgetting just one person, is it so worth making a fuss about?"

"Can't even let go of a relationship, such a person..."

She didn't go on, but the meaning of the words was obvious, and she held Qiao Yu's hand meaningfully.

"Qiao Yu, you have to stay away from such a person."

Lin Qing's fingers slowly wrapped around hers, creating an illusion of tenderness.

Qiao Yu was silent, and took his hand away.

"... Qiao Yu?"

She immediately stood up from the bed. Unexpectedly, Lin Qing raised her head to look at her unexpectedly, only half of her profile could be seen.

"I have no idea."

Lin Qing heard Qiao Yu speak, the voice was very soft, as if floating in mid-air, an illusory and distant voice.

"Lin Qing, I can't stay away from such a person."

As she spoke, she turned around, the corners of her eyes were slightly red, and she took two steps back trembling.

"...Because I am also such a person."

Qiao Yu's voice finally trembled, her whole body seemed to be on the verge of falling, she kept shaking her head and stepped back. Under Lin Qing's stunned gaze, she retreated to the door, and leaned against the door half-stretched.

"Me too, I can't even let go of a relationship cleanly."

"Forgetting someone...it is also very difficult for me."

Her face was pale, and she smiled weakly, showing a fragile and tired state, and couldn't help laughing out loud.

"The person I like spends time with me...too long."

"If I want to forget her—" Qiao Yu looked at Lin Qing without blinking, his eyes suddenly softened, "I will forget most of my life."

"But you're right."

Qiao Yu suddenly cleaned up her expression in an instant, showing a gentle and distant smile.

"I seem to be making a big deal out of a molehill."

Lin Qing suddenly broke free from the difficult atmosphere, widened his eyes in bewilderment, and looked at Qiao Yu hesitantly.

"I'm sorry, I drank and lay on your bed. I will pay for your bedding next time."

When the idea of ​​being close to the truth came to her mind, Qiao Yu advanced the words on her own, gradually becoming polite, then took a deep look at her, and lowered her head.

"……Goodbye."

After only a moment of hesitation, Lin Qing failed to catch Qiao Yu, and was a step late in chasing her out. She watched her enter the jumping point without hesitation and disappear there.

Why?Where is Qiao Yu going?Her house is next door, there is no need to go to the jumping point, what does she want to do?

An unspeakable panic surged in her heart, and Lin Qing hardly had time to digest the secret she had just learned, and her chest was sore from the emotion, and she was at a loss and clutched the clothes on her chest tightly.

She had been with Qiao Yu since she was a child, and Qiao Yu was always by her side no matter what time of day it was.Lin Qing always felt that they were born to be together. She knew everything about Qiao Yu, and Qiao Yu knew everything about her.

...it should be, it should be.

They didn't even quarrel.Let alone like now.

Qiao Yu left her, but she didn't know where to find her.

Lin Qing couldn't contain the growing unknown emotions in his heart, and tremblingly contacted Qiao Yu, but there was no response.Then every mutual friend of her and Qiao Yu, and even Qiao Yu's parents, received a negative answer in the end.

Anxiety was getting more and more serious, Lin Qing was searching aimlessly on the street, she had lost her composure, even if she knew it was a needle in a haystack, she couldn't stop.

She had to find Qiao Yu.

Lin Qing stood by the side of the road, took a deep breath, and then opened the contact list.

"Yes, tomorrow, go to the company and help me take my access terminal for receiving memory sorting to the hospital."

"Eh, eh? Why? Can't you take it yourself?"

"Just say no! In short, just remember this and don't forget it! That's it!"

Forcing himself to pretend to be fierce, Qiao Yu turned off the light screen for talking with Cong Ye, and let out a long breath.

It's so cold.

This was a very unreasonable thing, after all, her clothes would automatically adjust to a comfortable temperature, but Qiao Yu still felt like falling into an ice cave.

"...I'm so stupid."

She was huddled in an unknown alley at this moment, and even she herself didn't know where it was, only in this way could she be sure that Lin Qing couldn't find her.

For the first time in his life, Qiao Yu didn't want to see Lin Qing.

If it wasn't for the memory sorting that needed the access terminal, she wouldn't even want to contact Cong Ye. The risk of her going to get it by herself is too high. After all, she and Lin Qing are in the same company, maybe Lin Qing is waiting for her there. ?

...Of course, this is just Qiao Yu's imagination, maybe Lin Qing doesn't care at all.

There was another dense pain in his chest, and Qiao Yu sat down on the ground weakly along the wall, and looked up at the moon hanging in the dark sky.

There is only one moon in the universe, and she and her in the parallel world are clearly looking at the same moon, so why are there so many differences in life.

The girl over there met Lin Qing slowly, but they hit it off right away. Here, she had been with Lin Qing as a matter of course from the very beginning, but it was hard for her to get closer.

In this case, it would be better not to meet Lin Qing from the beginning.

It's better not to meet Allure.

The warm liquid fell uncontrollably from his face, wet the ground, and fainted with tears.

Qiao Yu buried her face in her arms, she curled up into a small ball, her shoulders shrugged silently, and she didn't even choke.

This fragility that no one knows can only flourish in the dark night without stars.

After a sleepless night, Qiao Yu came to the designated hospital with red eyes, made an appointment with Cong Ye at the meeting place, leaned against the wall and waited for him to come.

The memory arrangement she made an appointment will start in two hours, during which time she has to figure out which memories to delete.

This is a difficult decision. Qiao Yu was unconsciously swiping the terminal in a daze, when a notification popped up that he had received a new message.

Cong Ye: I'm here to report to you

It was the news from Cong Ye. Qiao Yu frowned, and soon received the follow-up message.

Cong Ye: All in all, when you called me yesterday, Lin Qing had just found me, and she was by my side at that time

Cong Ye: I really can't hide the past, I'm sorry Qiao Yu

Cong Ye: If you don't want to meet her, I suggest you sneak away, she just left, I wish Wu Yun prosperous

"Qiao Yu."

... Changlong is a hammer, can this person's whistleblower be delayed a little longer, the pigeons that reported the news did not fly to the ground until the enemy troops came to the door.

Her mind was filled with such messy thoughts, she didn't want to shift her attention to the person who called her name at all, Qiao Yu clenched her teeth unconsciously, thinking about the possibility of escaping if she ran away now .

But the person in front of him obviously learned the lesson from yesterday, stepped forward in a few steps, and grabbed her wrist.

"... Qiao Yu. Look at me."

Different from the uneasy pleading words, the hand that was held was reckless and unreliable, and the strength was used too much nervously. Qiao Yu frowned calmly, sighed softly, and looked up.

It's Lin Qing.It was Lin Qing who Qiao Yu had never seen before.

She looked even worse than herself who had been hiding in the alley and didn't sleep all night. She was pale as if recovering from a serious illness. There was a glint of water in her eyes, and she looked at her pleadingly.

No matter how hard-hearted Qiao Yu was, she couldn't stand her like this, not to mention Qiao Yu loved her very much.

"...Compared to sorting out memory, you should go for a physical examination first."

In order not to make things more complicated, Qiao Yu tried her best to utter words that did not seem to be overly caring, and wanted to get out of Lin Qing's hands, but this move seemed to startle her, and she was held closer.

"Yesterday, you asked Cong Ye to get the access terminal for you."

Lin Qing stared at her like a frightened bird, his words seemed panicked.

"……what are you going to do?"

"Memory sorting, don't you have to do it today too?"

Not seeing her like this, Qiao Yu looked away.

This seemed to be misunderstood by Lin Qing again. Qiao Yu felt her trembling violently, and then hesitated to speak at a loss.

"Listen to me, Lin Qing."

In the end, Qiao Yu spoke first. She deliberately didn't look at Lin Qing, stared at the ground empty and spoke.

"I was impulsive yesterday. I shouldn't have said that to you in that situation."

"It must have bothered you, sorry."

"...No, it's not—"

Lin Qing seemed to want to say something, but he couldn't say it. Qiao Yu waited patiently for a while without reply, so he continued.

"Believe it or not, I never meant to tell you, but now I think you might have figured it out too."

She took a deep breath and her tone sank.

"I like you, like a lover."

"This is not a confession, and you don't have to answer me. I just think it's important to explain the matter clearly now. It just happens that the memory will be sorted out soon, so you can forget it."

As soon as Qiao Yu finished speaking, she was suddenly pushed against the wall by Lin Qing, and her wrist was pressed against the wall. She hissed in pain and had to look at Lin Qing.

With such a close distance and such an ambiguous posture, Lin Qing's expression was as if he had been stabbed hard into a sore spot, an expression that could cry at any time.

"forget……"

She murmured and repeated these two words, with fear in her eyes that she couldn't clean up.

"Are you going to forget me?"

"..."

Qiao Yu didn't speak, and turned her head away with difficulty, but Lin Qing relentlessly straightened her head, and was forced to meet her frail and frightening eyes.

"Are you going to...forget about me? Qiao Yu...?"

Talk to yourself.

Qiao Yu could only think of these four words, and she even suspected that Lin Qing hadn't listened to everything she said since the two of them met this time, and was completely immersed in her own thoughts, like a crying girl who couldn't get candy child.

"...Lin Qing, let me go first."

"I do not want!"

Instead, her words stimulated Lin Qing. Not only did the other party not let go of her as she said, but he hugged her even harder, his body pressed against her, and buried his head in her shoulder.

"I won't let you go, you left yesterday... Where did you go? Why didn't you reply to my message? I can't even find you..."

"It's not important, don't be like this——" Qiao Yu didn't know how to describe Lin Qing's strange state at the moment, so he could only say forcefully, "I won't leave now, let me go."

But it was useless, no matter what she said, Lin Qing refused to let go, and held her tightly tightly, making some choked-up hums.

Qiao Yu had never seen Lin Qing like this before. If she insisted on breaking Lin Qing's hand, Lin Qing would probably not be able to compare with her, but when she bit the bullet and tried to break Lin Qing's hand, Lin Qing's reaction was too violent, making Qiao Yu restrained Not daring to move anymore, he could only let out a long sigh.

"Did you hear what I just said? Lin Qing, don't do this, I'm treating you..." She was stuck for a long time before she managed to find an adjective, "Impure thoughts."

"...I'm holding you, don't you like it now?"

Lin Qing's voice became uneasy again, and she tried her best to put her trembling body close to Qiao Yu's arms, and tried her best to suppress the crying in her voice.

"Obviously I used to hug you before, why now you say you like me and I hug you, but you tell me not to?"

"Because it's not the same thing."

Thinking that Lin Qing really didn't understand that aspect of her mind at all, Qiao Yu couldn't tell what she was feeling, so she laughed at herself.

"What are you doing now, Lin Qing? Are you pitying me?"

"……I'm not."

The answer came unexpectedly quickly, and Qiao Yu felt Lin Qing shaking her head between her shoulders and neck, with a bitter voice.

"I'm begging you to have pity on me."

"You can't forget me, Qiao Yu."

"...You can't forget me."

She repeated it again and again, Qiao Yu's throat felt sour, and she closed her eyes.

In fact, she herself hadn't made up her mind at all, but she still opened her mouth uncontrollably at this time.

"I know that I am so irresponsible, ugly, and I am evading."

"But, but Lin Qing, I don't understand what expression I should use to face you now."

"I fell in love with you from a long time ago. I have been waiting for it to come to an end all these years, but I didn't expect it to be out of control today."

"If there is today, I will definitely cut it off earlier. I am sorry for you, causing you to spend these years on me."

"I fell in love with you on my own and caused you to lose a friend. It is understandable that you would hate me, but Lin Qing, you and I both know that we can no longer do it now that this relationship is exposed.