What should I do if I continued the romance with Lily?

"...Host, do you really want to do this? Do it?"

"Ah."

In the middle of the night, Qiao Yu sat alone at the table, only the sound of the keyboard echoed in the room.

"No, otherwise, I'd better wait...wait, anyway, it's not the time to be so anxious—"

"No."

For the system's worrying concern, Qiao Yu's answer was concise and to the point, but he still? stopped typing? and rubbed the center of his brows with a little tiredness.

"...I've waited greedily for a long time."

"Again? It's just procrastination and whitewashing. You and I both know that this matter should be settled."

"..."

The system felt bitter and unspeakable, and said in a voice that seemed to be about to cry.

"But but, if the first twenty? chapters can't be changed?...it's all about me? It's useless..."

"What are you talking about? Without your help? I? It's not even me? I can't change what I wrote myself."

To be comforted by the host in turn, it's really good? It's useless, the system feels bitter and sour, and can't tell what it is?

What Qiao Yu is doing now is actually very simple, which is to change the text.

She thought of many ways, but there was always no way to get the perfect way, all?

Qiao Yu knows that every piece of text she writes is a lie, all of it is used to cover up the most fundamental lie, and one day it will be impossible to hide it, and more and more loopholes cannot be covered up , the building will fall, she can do nothing.

It's better for her to overthrow everything first and build a new pavilion in the ruins.

There is no modification function for the text that has been sent out. After all, there is an ooc item in her evaluation criteria. If it can be modified at any time, it will be meaningless.

But the system helped her a lot. What did it do after learning of Qiao Yu's intentions? In short, it finally got results a few days ago, and it reported to Qiao Yu: "It was written by her." Those chapters can be revised.

But there is only one chance to modify, and the first twenty chapters left by the author of the original work cannot be modified.

To be honest, this is really a headache.

Qiao Yu's judgment that it is feasible to revise the article is not aimed at the satisfaction of old readers, but new readers who may come.

It is almost impossible to get the understanding of the original readers for an article that has changed even the sexual orientation and the protagonist.Qiao Yu has never written a novel about Lily, but she is confident that she can write the story of Lin Qing and her more touchingly than the current false story, at least everything written is true.

But the first [-] chapters that cannot be modified, and the fragmented sense of the following plots, this will be the biggest difficulty Qiao Yu faces.

The premise that her strategy can be established is if the readers of Lily Frequency can persist in reading to the end of chapter [-]?

No matter what? Think? There is no better solution. Qiao Yu's current behavior can be said to be a big gamble.

0.5%, she only needs 0.5% satisfaction.

"The host... really don't want to talk to Lin Qing?"

"..."

Qiao Yu let out a breath of foul air slowly and closed her eyes.

"Wait? This matter is over, do you want me? What? Apologizing to her for concealing it? It's okay."

"But I? I'm scared. The closer I get to her, the more flustered I become."

All the preparations were made as early as the week of returning from the City of Dreams?

But on the day she planned to take action, she got a confession from Lin Qing?

So Qiao Yu's heart softened, and she got a dream-like time? She was Lin Qing's girlfriend, and they fell in love with everyone's blessing, which even gave her the illusion that she was loved by the world.

She became more and more greedy, more and more satisfied with the status quo, and couldn't bear to do this thing that would cause huge turmoil.

But this is impossible, it's just like a person strapped to a time bomb who deceives himself and others to regard the sound of the countdown as the heartbeat of life continuation. It is a real obstacle, and Qiao Yu always has to face it.

"I know this is all our own self-assertion and self-righteousness."

Just thinking about Lin Qing's appearance makes her will start to falter. Qiao Yu gritted her teeth and moved her trembling fingers on the keyboard.

"If I'm with Lin Qing, it'll be hard for me to think about other things."

"Wait until all the dust settles... until then."

"...It would be great if you don't need to help me."

What did she say to the system? Gradually she lowered her voice, and she turned her attention back to the rewriting of the article.

What kind of flower will bloom in the ruins, Qiao Yu doesn't know.

But planting the seeds was something only Qiao Yu could do.

It was a sunny afternoon.

After entering the summer, the weather always makes people feel tired. Even if the air conditioner is turned on in the class, it is still not enough. The high school students with strong firepower even turned on the fans above their heads. The already difficult first class in the afternoon was even more sleepy.

"Qiao Yu, are you going to fall asleep?"

The teacher in charge sighed, and called out the name of the girl who was sitting by the window staring blankly at the book. She looked over in response, and stood up slowly.

"I'm so sleepy that I can't open my eyes...Really, you know me? What were you talking about just now?"

"..."

Qiao Yu didn't speak? She lowered her head a little, then turned her gaze back to the book, and blinked hesitantly.

What? Look at Qiao Yudu? He looked so sleepy that he was unconscious. Lin Qing quietly sat up straight, tapped the place the teacher just mentioned with his fingertips, and pushed the book slightly towards Qiao Yu.This little move of hers was seen by the head teacher on the podium, he pushed his glasses helplessly, and decided to turn a blind eye and pretend that he didn't see it.

But Qiao Yu, who was standing, remained silent.

Lin Qing began to feel that something was wrong.

Her heart suddenly jumped uncontrollably, she didn't understand? Where did this sudden feeling of suffocation come from, and she suddenly raised her head? She looked at Qiao Yu in a panic

Qiao Yu was okay? Standing there, but his brows were slightly frowned, as if he had encountered some kind of problem.

Qiao Yu always has this expression when there are questions that he can't write. First, he thinks hard. Okay? For a while, when there is really no way, he will secretly raise his eyes to look at Lin Qing, and then confirm that the other party is not busy. He would push the question book in front of Lin Qing, and smile shyly at Lin Qing, not knowing how long Lin Qing had been staring at her.

But now, she has frowned for quite a while, but still hasn't looked at Lin Qing.

The other students and teachers gradually realized that something was wrong, and the class began to whisper. Everyone stretched their necks and looked at Qiao Yu.Cong Ye behind her couldn't hold back for a long time. He leaned forward and lowered his voice to call her over and over again: "Eighty? Seven pages! You can just look at Lin Qing! Wake up! Qiao Yu!"

The head teacher also walked down from the podium hesitantly. This blank space lasted for an unnaturally long time. It would be too much to say that it was sleepiness, and Qiao Yu is not the kind of student who would intentionally not answer and cause confusion.

"Qiao Yu? What's wrong?"

He tentatively yelled again, but this time it also came to nothing.Qiao Yu stood there motionless, his eyes dazed, without any reaction.

Lin Qing couldn't care less about the class now.

She saw Qiao Yu's hand on the table gradually clenched into a fist, stretched out her hand to cover Qiao Yu's hand and stood up, leaned over with unconcealable panic, and spoke tremblingly.

"... Qiao Yu...?"

Qiao Yu is not doing well right now.

From the beginning of class in the afternoon, her condition began to become strange.She is like an old-fashioned TV set that is dying. The picture in front of her eyes gradually becomes rough and distorted, occasionally mixed with black and white noise.

Well, her head was still awake. Amidst the sound of broken electricity, Qiao Yu barely discerned the intermittent words of the system, and finally understood the status quo.

She can't say that she doesn't understand at all? What is the reason for the abnormality on her body? Why?

It took a long time to revise the entire article. She polished it over and over again, and finally finalized the final draft yesterday, and handed over the revised article to the system.

'Just find an appropriate time and send it out. '

'……all? '

'Um. '

At that time, Qiao Yu nodded seriously and smiled freely.

'Anyway, the feedback comes quickly, if I? If I can get through tomorrow? Of course everything will be fine, if not?—'

If not? That's how it is now.

There was a burst of bitterness in her throat, but her heart was unbelievably calm.

Did you lose?

The voices in her ears seemed to come from a very far away place, and the mist seemed to be separated by mountains and seas. She struggled to distinguish the teacher's voice, Cong Ye's voice, and Mi Yi and Lu Yao. besides--

"... Qiao Yu!"

Also? Lin Qing, Lin Qing.

She suddenly regained control of her body, took a deep breath and turned her head away. In the already blurred field of vision, only Lin Qing's face was clear.

When Qiao Yu realized that this was probably the last time, like a flashback, she smiled at Lin Qing, and saw the girl with a face like she was about to cry suddenly burst into brilliance, But it made her feel a clear pain in her heart.

What to say? What to say?

Farewell, love, comfort, blessing.

No, none of these? Not suitable.

Qiao Yu closed her eyes, a faint flame was still burning in her chest.

She didn't lose so completely, she just temporarily exited.

She didn't feel happy, and she didn't feel as sad as she imagined. She just felt very peaceful, and she had done everything she could do. The only thing she deliberately left out...was the explanation to Lin Qing.

I'm going to do something very bad to you.

I might regret it in the future, but right now, when it's about to happen, I don't have any regrets.

If there were only you and me in this world, I might hug you selfishly and let you and me fall into the mud together.But the reality is not like this.

Selfish, self-satisfied, self-righteous, I? Know I? That's who I am.This is our arbitrariness, and all the consequences are our own fault.

Ah, don't make such a face, me? My dear.

I? Not without fear.

In the whole world, I am most afraid of the pain you will suffer because of me.

I?thought?I should have told you about it—should have, but I?was afraid.

Me? I don’t know how to tell you about me? I don’t know if I should talk about something that is less than one-tenth of my chance. Maybe I will go to a very far away place, I’m afraid you will use it soon He stared at me with a stubborn expression like weeping, and said not to go, in that case, all of our determination and courage would be reduced to dust.

So I didn't even say goodbye.

I haven't given up yet, but I don't want to make you wait for someone who doesn't know when I will return.

There were many thoughts in her heart, and she thought a lot, a lot.

But at the last moment, Qiao Yu didn't say a word, but gently kissed Lin Qing's forehead gently.

Then she lost consciousness in the classroom, and her vision was plunged into darkness. The last thought in her mind? Relieved and firm.

——Anyway, the time without you, I just endured it and it passed.

Everyone has had such an experience in their dreams, that is, falling from a height.

But sometimes? Some plots or changes will be added on this basis, just like what Lin Qing is going through now.

She seems to be walking aimlessly on the clouds, Lin Qing suddenly realizes that this is a dream, she sees through the clouds and sees the city under her feet covered by dusk, with neon lights and flickering hustle and bustle, real It's frightening.

And her thin figure stands on the clouds, and her feet are still solid, but if she takes a step forward?——If you just take a step forward like this?.

Lin Qing suddenly had an impulse and tentatively stepped forward, but was held back by a hand.

She turned her head subconsciously, her vision was vague, only a thin figure could be seen, but her face could not be seen clearly.

But inexplicably, Lin Qing felt that this person's breath was very familiar, but the temperature from his hand was extremely cold.

Seeing her stop, the other party let her go, and smiled at her with a good temper.

Then the cloud beneath the man's feet suddenly parted.

Lin Qing used it? It took a while to realize that the person was falling. She ran and followed the person and jumped down almost without thinking, stretching her hand as far as possible in panic.

The surrounding scene changed constantly with their whereabouts. It quickly turned from a warm dusk to a dark night without light. The noise of fireworks that could be vaguely heard gradually faded away, and finally turned into a complete silence.It's like jumping into the deep sea where the light can't reach, only the two of them are sinking endlessly.

But she still couldn't catch up with that person, no matter how hard she tried, no matter how much she stretched out her hand, there was always a vague distance between him and her.

In that case? It’s okay to fall together—

At the same time when Lin Qing had this resolute thought in her mind, her waist suddenly tightened, and she couldn't help but bounce up high.

Around her waist is a rope.

Lin Qing was helpless, helpless, the surrounding scene was reversed again, she returned from the darkness to the light again, the warmth of this world came to her, she fell back to the clouds lightly and delicately, and when she jumped to the edge again, only that figure could be seen Fall far away, into the darkness, alone.

In the end, she left the place where her eyes could touch, and was swallowed by the thick darkness, never to be seen again.

She couldn't even see the other person's face clearly, but she always had the illusion that that person had been looking at her just now. His gentle and soft eyes made her shed tears easily.

Lin Qing didn't know how long she had been in a daze on the clouds. She raised her head and looked at the sky. The setting sun had begun to gradually fall back to the other end of the city. The golden light shone from the tip of her hair, and the color of the sky was darkened. The purple is rendered into a colorful and soft watercolor, and the night slowly rolls in from behind, but it is only like a light ink mark, far less terrifying than the darkness just now.

It looks very cold there, so [——] will feel uncomfortable.

Such a thought came to her suddenly, and it was fleeting.Lin Qing felt like he was in a trance, as if he remembered something, but he could no longer grasp the thing that dissipated like flowing clouds.

The scenery gradually became a mess, and the city under my feet gradually lost its temperature and turned into powder. A cold wind blew from the sky, blowing away the fly ash from the sky, leaving Lin Qing alone in the whole world.

Lin Qing finally woke up from the dream.

Those vague and complicated dreams were instantly reduced to blurred afterimages, and the fragments of the dreams disappeared before they had time to plunge into the memory, leaving a feeling of "seems to have some impression", which quickly dissipated within a few breaths.

Lin Qing's temple throbbed repeatedly, causing tingling pain, and even made her feel difficult to breathe.She felt that she had lost her sleepiness, so she simply got up and went to the window and opened the curtains, staring at the night outside the window in a daze.

There is a familiar scene in front of me. It is now three o'clock in the morning, and everything is silent, only the street lights downstairs and the sporadic lights in the distant buildings are still on.

As if aware of her gaze, a street lamp not far away flickered a few times without warning at this time, went off several times, and never turned on again after going off once.

No one cares, there is no sound, but there is indeed a light in the world, which is extinguished here.

Lin Qing suddenly felt sore.

She didn't understand? Where did her emotions come from? Perhaps the dark night naturally makes people sad and palpitating.

Obviously today is just an ordinary day, and tomorrow will be too.

She raised her hand blankly and touched the wetness on her face.