What should I do if I continued the romance with Lily?

Life remains the same and the world is turned upside down.

From that winter night onwards, the world in Lin Qing's eyes could never return to its original state.

Classrooms, playgrounds, streets, cafes.

Why? Why does every scene remind her of Qiao Yu?

The one who left her behind and left without saying goodbye.

To this day, all the memories that should be recalled have been restored, only that day, the first class in that summer afternoon, Lin Qing's memory only lasted until Qiao Yu leaned over and kissed her forehead, and then thought about it again. Sorry for what happened later.

As long as you try to think and recall, your heart is like being tightly held by hands. The suffocation that can't breathe confines her, making Lin Qing feel sore and painful.

Lin Qing gradually understood? In this world, the traces of "Qiao Yu" have been erased.Although I don't know why she can recall it after forgetting it, but what is certain is that she is the only one who did it.

There are too many things that I don't understand, but I can't find anyone to ask them.

The accident came so unexpectedly. She remembered that she was still very happy at that time, and felt that everything was going in a good direction. She was optimistic that everything would be fine. If Qiao Yu’s problem could be solved, she would also Can I stay with Qiao Yu all the time?

But Qiao Yu left in such a hurry, Lin Qing didn't even have a chance to catch up, as if she was forced to shut down, unable to move, staying in place, even her memory was being manipulated at will, she had no choice I don't doubt that it was Qiao Yu who made her forget. Over a long period of time, this question gradually turned into vague resentment, which was all stuck in her throat.

Qiao Yu's wish list is the only proof that she used to exist here. That lonely wish now seems so pale and ridiculous.

I've said that if you leave, I'll never forgive you.

The once sweet and gentle memory was melted and cast into a thin and sharp sugar blade, which scratched the lips and tongue accidentally, and tasted the unforgettable pain in the bloody sweetness.

Maybe one day I'll start hating you? Is that okay?

Simple emotions become complicated, and ordinary life becomes empty.

Unwilling but helpless, Lin Qing lives in a world without Qiao Yu, with both hands holding an emotion that has nowhere to rest, but the person who wants to deliver it no longer exists here.

Lin Qing was at a loss as to what to do when the climax of the drama came to an abrupt end. Walking alone in this world, even if she wanted to find her lover, she was helpless and powerless.

Her birthday is coming soon, and everyone attaches great importance to this day. Lin Qing obediently listened to the advice of her parents and held a banquet where only those close to her were invited. No one can see that something is wrong, only she knows what a numb heart is wrapped under her nonchalant skin.

The surrounding noises seemed to be coming from far away, and they couldn't get into her ears lightly. Lin Qing felt that she was out of place here. When she was making a wish, she stared out of the window in a daze, at the dark blue skyline It seemed distant and empty.

Still there? Looking at the same sky.

When these words came to mind, it made Lin Qing feel painful.She closed her eyes and clenched her hands tightly just before the tears fell, and the embers of sadness that could not be concealed were still warm, and she swallowed them all.

There was one item on her wish list that was destined to never be completed again, but Lin Qing didn't care about those spare time. She had never made such a devout wish before, because she was helpless when she had nowhere to go, and her thin shoulders The trembling, uneasy rolling eyes under the eyelids are like transparent water glass.

—Don't leave me? Alone.

Lin Qing opened his eyes, leaned over to blow out the candles, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes at the moment when the world fell into darkness.

The fragility that no one knows can only flourish in the darkness.

Sometimes sudden heart palpitations.

Qiao Yu frowned, touched the position of the heart for no apparent reason, and waited for that feeling to fade away.

She is very sensitive to the abnormalities of her own body. After all, she has been wandering in this abnormal world for so long. It is not impossible for people to have some problems.

Although the body looks like a complete beard and tail physically, if something goes wrong psychologically, it's really not a joke. There is no psychiatrist in this ghost place.

"What's wrong? Is your chest uncomfortable?"

"Wow?!"

Just like that, Sombra's second visit came unexpectedly.

"Sorry, me? It was so hard to find you again just now? I'm so excited..."

Hei Ying was facing Qiao Yu with her palms together to apologize for scaring her. Qiao Yu hurriedly waved her hands and asked, "You mean you were looking for me before?"

"Yes."

The other party nodded, and his tone couldn't stop rising.

"I've been here a few times before, but I didn't see you every time I opened my eyes. I don't know how long you've been here. I've been in the doomsday world for a week."

Not sure about the time in his own world, Qiao Yu pondered for a while and then gave up, but he always felt that something was wrong? It seemed strange.

"But I'm so anxious, I think my sister will see you, and won't see me? What should I do if I'm in a hurry——"

"This is it!"

Hearing the word "sister" who is familiar to her, Qiao Yu blurted out, and pointed at the shadow in great doubt.

"You?, you? Why did you suddenly speak normally this time?"

If it wasn't for the other party's voice being the same as last time, Qiao Yu almost wondered if the shadow had changed.

"No, just talk about me? Last time I was killed by someone..."

The black shadow seemed a little embarrassed, and turned his head.

"I...was hit by someone with a prop called 'You can only speak in the way of a green forest hero within 24 hours', and then I came to this world while I was sleeping that...day, and met you..."

"I'm... very uncomfortable, because it's embarrassing to open my mouth. I even found a broken car by myself and planned to spend the night... Who knew that I could talk to people in my dreams, it's really hard to prevent ..."

"... You? The world over there sounds too dangerous, doesn't it?"

Those veritable props are really impressive, and Qiao Yu couldn't help but be speechless, secretly glad that what she is going to write is an ordinary modern background article.

"In short, I? Now? I can speak normally." Heiying waved his hand embarrassingly, and put the matter to rest, "Hurry up, hurry up, I don't know how long I can stay this time, I? ? I'll tell you everything I asked? Explain it to me."

Qiao Yu suddenly became nervous and listened intently.

"First of all, it's not accidental that I? came here, but my system also vaguely didn't tell me? It only said that it was related to you."

"Huh? But me?—"

"I? Know I? Know, you? Have been exiled and can't do anything, but this matter is not important. I? Mainly want to say that we? We are connected, so when you? I? can get here with the help of the system - but only if I? can come when I'm asleep."

This is already a great help, much better than wandering around aimlessly alone.Qiao Yu nodded gratefully and guiltily. She wanted to say something to express her apology, but was interrupted by the well-prepared shadow.

"Don't say too many extra words! I'm also a fallen person in the world, I? If I don't help you? I'm not human—let alone you? You have a girlfriend!"

... Not very clear about the connection between the last sentence and the previous one, Qiao Yu blinked in a daze, and heard the other party's voice obviously raised a degree, speaking excitedly.

"You? Listen to me! Secondly, I? Asked the system. I? Can modify and change the channel of the article! Because? I? Is the original author!"

"?!"

Qiao Yu's breath was stagnant, and he couldn't believe the good news that fell from the sky. He maintained a sense of reason in the ecstasy, and asked hesitantly.

"...Is it really okay? I mean, this was originally your book..."

"Don't worry, don't worry, this is already your book in my heart!"

Soi Ying patted his chest boldly, his tone was a little bit? It's a pity.

"I? I planned to find the system to see if I could read your article, but it said that I have to wait for the superior to apply for something—"

"?!ha?"

Qiao Yu's pupil earthquake, sincerely thanked the system for its slow work efficiency, and prayed that this application for permission would not be approved... It would be too embarrassing for the original author to read her continuation!

The original author himself didn't mind, and sighed anxiously.

"I? I really want to see sweet and sour female high school students fall in love. If the system doesn't say that the attribution of the sent article cannot be changed, I? I want to transfer this article directly to your name."

"Because? Because? The development of your world is completely different from mine, right? I? If I still want to write, I will start again after I get out of this terrible doomsday world." Written! You? Don't mind me? This way!"

"It's you? The Lin Qing in that world chose you? Well! Now? How can I care about writing a book? Letting you two meet quickly is a serious matter!"

...Oops, I feel like crying.

After he was exiled, he gradually got used to the bad reviews, but it was the first time he received such direct and warm kindness, and it was the understanding from the original author.

Fortunately, in the eyes of the other party, Qiao Yu was just a dark shadow. Qiao Yu sniffed, lowered her head in embarrassment, and spoke sincerely and sincerely.

"Then? It's... really troublesome for you."

"You're welcome! As long as your article is switched to the Lily channel, it will be discovered soon! I will let the system open it for you with the modification authority of the first twenty chapters—but I don't know." How can you change it here? Is it faster to delete the front directly?"

"This……"

"Well, wait for me? Go back and read the article first, can you help me? See how the readers' evaluation is now, and then talk about the next thing."

She came up with the answer on her own, and the woman's voice finally calmed down. She is a normal person when she speaks normally, and her voice is very pleasant. Sometimes the ending of her words will be lazy and elongated unconsciously. It should sound like someone in her 20s? aged social person.

"Ah, speaking of it, if I? help you? this favor, can I? ask you? a question?"

"Of course!"

Qiao Yu nodded hurriedly and straightened up. With such great help from others, let alone just asking a question, even if Qiao Yu is asked to speak in the way of a green forest hero like she did before? It's no problem!

"—Have you kissed?"

"..."

"Have you kissed?"

"...No, why? Why do you ask this?"

Although he couldn't see the other party's expression, his tone sounded too serious, making Qiao Yu's back stiff.

"Because I've heard from you before that you two confessed to each other, and I really care about it, so Lin Qing--that kind of situation is too unreasonable if you don't have a relationship. ? Impossible? Right?"

What a powerful sense of oppression!It felt like there was a rumbling sound effect? ​​It was approaching Qiao Yu!From the dark face, it seems to be able to see a pair of burning eyes!

"No, that..."

Poor Qiao Yu tried to talk to each other and said that he had nowhere to escape, and finally thought that the person in front of him was kind to him, so he covered his flushed face, and muffled her slender, mosquito-like voice through his fingers. sound.

"……Yes."

"..."

Heiying sat back to his original position without saying a word, but the atmosphere around him seemed to be purified, calm and serene.

"Woohoo."

Even if he wasn't affected by the strange prop effect, this person's smile is still so strange!

Qiao Yu shook her head violently and shook off the thoughts about Lin Qing that had been aroused in her mind by this question. She let out a long breath, and said in a warm voice after hearing the strange laugh from the refreshed shadow.

"I? Seem to be sleepy again. Before? I have one last thing to say."

"That's...what's your sister's name?"

"what!"

Qiao Yu woke up like a dream, and realized that she hadn't exchanged names with Heiying after meeting twice. Speaking of which, she didn't even know the original author's pen name, which was really rude!

"I? It's Qiao Yu. I didn't know you—"

"—— Qiao Yu?"

Before Qiao Yu could finish asking, Hei Ying took a hiss and repeated her name with a hint of doubt in her tone.

"……Yes?"

Qiao Yu responded in a daze, and Heiying didn't speak for a long time, feeling as if he was thinking about something, and the atmosphere was a bit dignified.

"Let me make sure first, I? Remember you? I said before that the system brought you? Then, based on your name and appearance, etc., I made a character for you to get close to Lin Qing and the others, right?"

"Yes, it is."

Her tone was very serious, which made Qiao Yu nervous and responded nervously.

"..."

Soi Ying was silent for a long while thoughtfully again, and finally spoke firmly.

"It's ? lying to you?"

"I? Listened to you before? I felt that you seemed to be a little too obsessed with the book. Now? It seems that the system should have concealed one thing from you."

"This book is not completely original. It should be said that I? Actually? I am? Writing a fanfiction, of course with the consent of the deity."

"In our world, Lin Qing and Cong Ye are real. We have a good relationship with both of them. After they achieved positive results, I wanted to use their stories as prototypes." The thought of writing a book, so I have this "Soft Favorite"."

Brand new information came one after another, causing waves in Qiao Yu's mind. She was in shock, and heard the black shadow continue.

"That is, they're not characters in the books that were created, at least not in? Me? Here."

"If it's in a world constructed from our memories, then the 'me' who is going to high school should also exist there—I've wanted to say this before, but I feel A little shy, now? Seems unnecessary..."

"Don't look so worried, my name is not Qiao Yu, we are not the same person."

Seeing Qiao Yu's tension, Hei Ying managed to gather his energy to comfort her, but the next sentence made her eyes widen again.

"But I? Know Qiao Yu. There was this person in my world. She is a mutual friend of mine and Lin Qing, and she is the same as you? Now? Assuming the same status."

"Although I don't know you? Why? Why does the system have the same name and appearance as hers? What kind of operations are there, I? What is certain at the moment is that Qiao Yu is by no means a newly created one." Character, your system lied to you before."

"As for me?—You? Surely know me?."

The woman's voice paused subtly, and she smiled playfully.

"I? My name is Miyi. You? I? Should be familiar with each other, right?"