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Lin Ren originally booked the train ticket early on, but later Ye Zhen asked him to postpone his departure, so he had no choice but to refund the train ticket, and Ye Zhen booked the ticket for him.

Early in the morning, Ye Zhen got up and drove Lin Ren to the airport.

In the car, Ye Zhen demanded, "I'll book a return ticket for you too, so come back early."

Lin Ren replied, "I want to stay at home for a few more days. You are not very busy during Chinese New Year. Even if I come, you can't spend more time together. Why bother?"

Lin Ren replied like this, Ye Zhen had no choice but to let it go.

It’s the Chinese New Year, there are a lot of people at the airport, and there is a long queue for check-in. Standing in the queue, Lin Ren leans on Ye Zhen and dozes off. He didn’t sleep well last night, and Ye Zhen dragged him out of bed in the morning. With two dark circles under his eyes, he was tired.

Ye Zhen dragged the box for him, and put him in his arms without caring about other people's eyes, letting him sleep standing up.

If Ye Zhen had any advantages, then this would be considered a great one. He would not push Lin Ren away because of other people's eyes and pointers. He could get close to Lin Ren regardless of anyone's eyes.

After checking in, there was not much time before the plane took off. Ye Zhen sent him to the boarding gate. Lin Ren waved to him and prepared to go in. Ye Zhen grabbed him and pinched his chin and kissed him on the lips. , said, "Be careful on the road."

Lin Ren didn't care about his image anymore, and reached out to hug him.

There were so many people in the airport, seeing the two men hugging each other, many people were whispering, Lin Ren let go of Ye Zhen, dragged the suitcase into the ticket gate.

Seeing him go in, Ye Zhen also left.

In winter, planes are often late. Lin Ren sat at the airport for more than two hours before boarding the plane. He bought a magazine and read it, and the time passed quickly.

This is Lin Ren's first time on a plane, so he couldn't help but feel a little nervous, and because of the airflow, he swayed many times along the way. He got up early in the morning and drank some milk, and the plane meal was too swayed by the plane. Even though Ye Zhen has many shortcomings, he still misses him very much if it is a plane crash a few times. Sometimes love is not clear what it is.

Lin Ren thought that he could see through Ye Zhen's various shortcomings and that he was sober, but he still couldn't reduce his feelings for Ye Zhen.

After going to Xishan for two days, sitting in the Buddhist hall, he thought he had figured out a lot of things.

He thought, if he hadn't met Ye Zhen at the beginning, or if he hadn't chosen to be with him after meeting, would his life be better afterwards?

Not only now, but for many years to come, in times of pain and disappointment, he will often think about this question.

In the quiet and solemn Buddhist hall, there is little smoke, and the smell of sandalwood lingers in it, which makes people's hearts quiet.

For human beings, there are many nodes on the road of life. These nodes are several choices for human beings. However, in fact, human beings can only take one road in the end. Every choice at every node can only be the only choice. No matter how a person chooses the road, it will always be only one road, and there will be no more choices.

Whether this path is good or bad, whether it is joy or sorrow, pain or sweetness, it will be the only path for human beings. In fact, it cannot be compared with other paths, and there is no need to compare them.

Since life actually has only this choice and the only way to go, then no matter what happens on this road, you should treat it with an open-minded and optimistic attitude. Helplessness is also the best way to let yourself go well on this only road.

Lin Ren led Ye Zhen to the only path in his life. He had no choice, so he had to go on well.

If he died on the plane, Lin Ren thought, he also died with love for Ye Zhen.

So he called Ye Zhen as soon as he got off the plane. He was emotionally agitated on the plane, but when he was holding the phone and calling Ye Zhen, everything calmed down. He just said, "I'm getting off the plane, I'll go right away Take a bus at the bus station and go back to my hometown county."

Ye Zhen said, "Be careful, I have something to do here, call me when you get home."

Lin Ren had no choice but to let him do his work, dragging the suitcase out of the airport and taking a car to the bus station.

Lin Ren stayed at a classmate's house in the county town for one night before returning to his hometown the next day. Although he had a cold personality, he had quite a few close brothers in high school, and Zhan Shaohua was one of them.

Zhan Shaohua didn't know Lin Ren's sexuality, and Lin Ren wouldn't let him know.He went to university in Wuhan, and his girlfriend was a high school classmate of theirs, who also studied in Wuhan. Both of them signed their jobs in Wuhan, and they were planning to buy a house and get married in Wuhan after graduation.

Hearing Zhan Shaohua's words, Lin Ren was quite moved.

Zhan Shaohua's girlfriend had chased Lin Ren before. Back then, Lin Ren was a young talent in their class. He had always been in the top five in the first grade of the class, and was very popular with girls.

But Lin Ren knew at that time that he only liked men, so he helped Zhan Shaohua chase this girl. Later, because of this, Lin Ren and Zhan Shaohua became close friends.

Zhan Shaohua heard that Lin Ren hadn't had a girlfriend so far, so he advised him, "You better find one soon! After graduation, I live alone, and it's inconvenient to wash, cook, and clean the house by myself, and I don't have anyone to warm the bed with."

Lin Ren looked at him with a smile, "Let Zhou Qian know that this is the intention of you marrying her, and she will kick you to Antarctica immediately."

Zhan Shaohua said, "What's the matter? During the years of studying, I've been a cow and a horse in front of her. After getting married, she can't treat me better."

Lin Ren smiled and didn't say anything else. This is someone else's business. Moreover, outsiders have no right to comment on other people's love. Only they can feel the ups and downs.

And what Zhan Shaohua said about washing, cooking and cleaning the house, although Ye Zhen looks like a gangster, he actually has to do it at home, and the so-called warm quilt, that person is simply a piece of carbon, and it can make people hot in winter I just want to throw the quilt away from him.

And if Zhan Shaohua and Zhou Qian had been in love for six or seven years, and if they married her and only wanted her to do the laundry, cook and clean the house, Lin Ren felt that he and Ye Zhen would have nothing to ask for when they were together like this.

When Lin Ren returned home, it was snowing in the mountains at home. Because he called home, his grandpa came to pick him up from the street in the village. Pile up delicious food and wait for him to go back.

Lin Ren has a cold personality. In fact, it is not because he lacks love at all, but because he has received too much love since he was a child. At home, all the elders like him very much, and his grandmother spoils him to the limit. After training once and for all, plus he is the eldest son of the Lin family, he looked so cute when he was young, others thought he was a girl doll, an unmarried aunt in the family, and older sisters They all scrambled to hug him and play with him. When he was young, he barely had his feet stuck to the ground. There were always people vying to hug him and play with him. However, Lin Ren was rather deserted at that time. When other people make him laugh, he only gives a three-point smile. He doesn't like to cry, doesn't like to talk, and never fights for anything. Clothes, dress him up like a little princess, it is reasonable for others to say that he looks big at the age of three.

Lin Ren lived very well at home, and every meal was delicious, not to mention chicken, duck, fish, these home-produced foods were better than those raised in the city, and other wild game was hard to eat in the city. The bacon at home is also a must. Lin Ren ate the smoked meat from his grandma, and then went to eat other people's, or Ye Zhen took him to a high-end restaurant, it didn't taste that way. Where did Lin Ren go? In front of his grandmother, Lin Ren asked to take two pieces of meat back to Beijing. His grandmother was very happy, and immediately went to the kitchen to look on the roof beam, pointing out which pieces of meat to bring to her grandson.

Seeing his grandma getting so excited, Lin Ren sighed helplessly, and went upstairs to watch TV again.

They installed the receiving pot lid by themselves, and they can watch programs from Hong Kong, and sometimes they can even tune in overseas ones. The first thing Lin Ren did when he got home was to fix the pot lid, and then Watching TV at home.

During the Chinese New Year, he went to stay at his elder sister's house for two days. His elder sister gave birth to a child who was just over two years old.

His elder sister didn't go to high school, she went to a vocational school, she went to primary school to teach, and now she is the language and music teacher in the primary school in their town, and her husband is a physics teacher in the junior high school. It was very good. When Lin Ren went to his house, the brother-in-law's family was very enthusiastic, but when he came home, he knew that something happened to his uncle's house.

He said that his sister Linlin was going to graduate school, but his family refused to let her, so Linlin was arguing with her parents at home.

His grandma said sarcastically, "What do you do for a girl who reads so many books? Why don't you learn more cooking skills, so that you won't be able to serve your in-laws badly when you get married."

Lin Ren was listening, feeling a little uncomfortable.His grandma has always been the kind whose grandson is the best in the world, and other people's children have to stand aside. Whatever her grandson does is right, what other people's children do is wrong.

But although her conception was a manifestation of her love for Lin Ren, Lin Ren was really bored in his heart, and he didn't talk to his grandma, and went directly to his uncle's house to check on the situation.

When he entered the room, his aunt stopped him and reprimanded Lin Lin, "Look, Lin Ren has better grades than you! He didn't even say that he wanted to go to graduate school. , what to read!"

Lin Ren persuaded his aunt uncomfortably, "Auntie, let me have a word with Lin Lin!"

Lin Lin is older than Lin Ren. However, Lin Ren studied earlier than her, so he was a grade higher than her. When she was very young, Lin Ren still called her sister. After studying, how could he call someone older than herself? It's a older sister who is one grade lower, so I changed my name.

Sitting in Lin Lin's room, Lin Lin sat there frowning, and Lin Ren also sat there without saying a word. He just couldn't stand being stimulated by his aunt's voice just now. Policy.

Lin Ren sat for a while, and then said, "If you want to take the exam, you can take the exam and tell your family. If you want to take the exam and come to Beijing, then I will work and entertain you."

Lin Lin was about the same age as him, and their grades were compared since they were young. Naturally, Lin Lin could not pass Lin Ren's exam. Therefore, she was always used by her family to cleanse her. If you want to say how good your impression of Lin Ren is, it's really hard to say. superior.However, after all, they are close blood relatives, but their relationship is better than that of outsiders. She nodded and said, "Thank you."

"Family, thank you so much. I have a TV coming, so I'll go back and watch it first." Thinking it was troublesome, Lin Ren got up and left, but he didn't eat when his aunt asked him to eat. Lin Jing, Lin Jing greeted him and went into the house, Lin Ren looked back at Lin Jing, wondering if something happened to the kid, he looked lonely and worried.