Practicing madman

Fei Sha was confused by this sudden kiss, he simply forgot to dodge, his mind lost his thinking for an instant, he didn't respond to the kiss at all, and he just froze in place.And Chu Mu seemed to be enjoying it, and was still kissing him fiercely.

Time seemed to stand still, kissing and kissing Chu Mu accidentally saw him, suddenly came to his senses, and pushed him away like an electric shock, perhaps because of too much force, he actually pushed him to the ground.

Fei Sha fell to the ground, staring at Chu Mu blankly, his eyes filled with fear, panic, and deep puzzlement.

Seeing the other party's expression like this, Chu Mu suddenly felt distressed, and wanted to rush up to pull him up, but in the end he didn't do so, but turned around and fled this place.

Running wildly on the playground alone, lap after lap, Chu Mu still couldn't calm down for a long time.He doesn't understand himself more and more. He thinks that he should hate Feisha. When he knew that Feisha was Mengying, he felt disgusted when he thought of playing games with Feisha in the same server, so he forced Shafei. Switching servers, when the day really came, he hesitated again, but he couldn't let go of his heart. At that time, he made an excuse for himself. If Feisha switched to servers, he would have no chance to take revenge on the other party, but in the end he didn't take revenge on the other party. On the contrary, he came forward to rescue the other party again and again, which was not what he wanted, but he couldn't control his behavior at all.He felt as if he had changed into a different person or his body was manipulated by another person, but his thoughts were still his own, but his words and deeds were always out of control.When he knew that Fei Sha was Xia Ai, he really wanted to find him right away, but after calming down and thinking about it, what's the point of finding it?He didn't know why he was so excited.

The more he doesn't care on the surface, the more he will pay attention to each other's every move in his heart. Peerless Xiaoxiao said in front of everyone that he likes Feisha, which is a shame to him. He wanted to explain clearly, so he came to Feisha kill the bedroom.When he saw the other party coming out of the bathroom wearing a pair of underwear, his brain was indeed in a trance for a moment. He had to admit that this kind of flying killing was really attractive, and the next behavior began to be out of control again. He stood up slowly. He got up and prepared to have a close observation, but Fei Sha's unpleasant words made him sober. He remembered the purpose of coming here, and said his thoughts loudly. He thought that Fei Sha would be sad and lost, but the other party didn't agree He didn't care, he was upset again, seeing that chattering mouth just wanted to shut it up, so he kissed it. In fact, he didn't want to hear such words from Feisha's mouth, as if there was a real relationship between the two. It has nothing to do with it, it is very strange and very far away.

No matter how contradictory it was, he couldn't accept what he did just now. He couldn't help but kiss Fei Sha. He always thought that he was a normal man, but he couldn't explain why he did this. In the end, he took the responsibility He completely pushed Fei Sha down, if Fei Sha didn't wear so little clothes, and didn't say things like that, he wouldn't do it, he was completely confused, Fei Sha must have seduced him on purpose, it must be like this!

Chu Mu affirmed his thoughts, and finally walked out of the runway. After seeming to blame all his faults on Feisha's head, he felt a lot more relaxed. When he went back, he took big strides and felt refreshed.But after he got home, he lay down on the bed after taking a shower and overturned all his previous thoughts. It seemed that Feisha didn't know that he would come. Besides, after taking a shower in the boys' dormitory, didn't he just wear a pair of underwear? ?How can there be seduction?

Anyway, he started to get tangled up again, and Fei Sha was also having a hard time at this time.

After he left, Fei Sha slowly got up from the ground, came to the bathroom, looked at himself in the mirror, the red lips that had been sucked on his pale face looked particularly glaring, and poured cold water over and over again. I splashed it on my face and told myself in my heart that all this is over.

Yes, it was over when Chu Mu pushed Fei Sha to the ground. Fei Sha knew that he still could not accept homosexuality. From his flustered eyes and unbelievable expression, it could be seen that since he hated being with the same sex Contact Why do this?Fei Sha couldn't figure it out, and he didn't want to think about it, since we are people from two worlds, we shouldn't communicate anymore, just forget about each other.

The summer vacation came after the server's internal trials.

As everyone expected, the qualifying teams are still the main teams of the three major factions and the non-main teams of the Speed ​​Faction.It's just that there was a small episode in the middle that surprised everyone.The team at the end of the line is neither the low-level and weaker main team of the Extreme Speed ​​faction, nor the non-main team temporarily formed by ABC[-], but the doctor's team.After that night, the doctor has been restless. He made frequent mistakes during the game, and lost two games in a row to the team led by Long Sha and ABC[-]. The culprit who caused everyone to lose their qualifications to enter the league.

Long Sha's team won every game, so of course Long Sha became everyone's captain, leading all the participating members of Fuyun Pavilion to enter the server league.The rules of the league and the internal selection competition are different. Although four teams have qualified, only three teams can play in the game. Said that Peerless Beauty and <Extreme Speed> Luan Sha are the two people who are most likely to sit on the bench, but when the time comes, it will be up to Long Sha to decide who should play, and there have always been conflicts among the three gangs, especially Dr. , he and Long Sha are rivals, everyone can't help but worry that Long Sha won't let the doctor play during the game.This is just everyone's guess, let's take it one step at a time, Long Sha will never affect the entire game because of personal reasons.

After the internal selection match is over, the organizer of the competition will give everyone a [-]-day rest period, so that everyone can prepare for the arrival of the league.

Chen Yuke was always concerned about her grandma's illness, and rushed home as soon as she was on vacation. When she was sitting on the train, she received a text message from Tan Rui. It was a few short words——Bon voyage.

Chen Yuke smiled sincerely. When he stepped out of the dormitory, he still felt a little regretful. After telling Tan Rui that he was going home last night, the other party didn't respond, and he didn't see him when he woke up early in the morning.The friend who was once such a good friend suddenly became a stranger, which made him very sad. He didn't feel relieved until he received the news. Maybe it wasn't that he didn't want to ignore it, but he didn't know how to deal with it. I hope that time can dilute the embarrassment in the hearts of the two of them. And awkward, get back together in the new semester.

Chen Yuke immediately replied to the message, and it was also a very short word "Thank you!" This was what he wanted to say in his heart.

By the way, he also sent a text message to Fang Shuyang, telling him that he was on his way home.

After the text message was sent, the phone call followed.There was a hint of surprise and worry in Fang Shuyang's voice.

"Yuke, you're on the train? Why did you tell me now? Be careful when you go home alone!"

"My grandma is not in good health. I have to go back to see her in a hurry. I just bought the ticket. Don't worry, my house is not very far from the train station. It won't take long for me to get home after getting off the train."

Fang Shuyang was still worried, and asked, "Have you notified your family? Will they come to pick you up?"

Chen Yu didn't answer, his whole heart was sinking slowly, Fang Shuyang's words made him feel bitter.

In his memory, apart from grandma, the word "family" is illusory to him. Since his mother passed away, his father brought another woman home, and his world has completely changed. Dad gave his whole heart to that woman And the child they had later, and he became a forgotten person. He was only nine years old at that time. At that time, he knew what loneliness is, and gradually he became more and more introverted and his personality became more and more lonely. boring.If he had only been treated so indifferently, he would not have become so afraid of meeting people. He knew that he liked boys very early on, but he kept hiding it and endured the feeling of fear and helplessness alone. In high school He secretly fell in love with a boy, but unexpectedly, it was found out, and it spread quickly. His classmates satirized him for bullying him, which made him very embarrassed.He thought that his family would be his only support, but his furious father beat him up that night and locked him in the utility room. In his father's eyes, his behavior violated the moral code. If he didn't Change his sexuality and keep him out of that room.He has been afraid of the dark since he was a child, especially when he is locked in a dark room alone, without light, time, or sound. He feels abandoned by the whole world. He is very helpless and sad. He is becoming more and more vulnerable and almost unable to bear it. When grandma found out about this incident, she immediately came forward to rescue him and released him, but this incident had left a shadow in his heart. After that, his father became more and more indifferent to him, always sneering and sarcastic, and that woman also He often chimed in on the sidelines and insisted on finishing high school. He applied for University A, and he just wanted to stay away from home, away from everything in the past.

His thoughts drifted further and further away, he didn't know what would be waiting for him when he returned home this time...

"Yuke, what's wrong with you? Why aren't you talking?"

Fang Shuyang's words pulled him back to reality, and he suddenly wanted to confide in the depression in his heart.

"It's nothing, I just thought of some past events."

"What's the matter? Tell me."

"If grandma isn't sick this time, I'm going to come to see you as soon as the holiday is over."

Chen Yuke spoke very easily, but Fang Shuyang could feel that he seemed to have something on his mind, so he hummed lightly, waiting for him to continue talking.

"Actually, I don't really want to go back to that home. My mother passed away when I was very young. Although it was sad, I knew that my father and grandma loved me. Not long after, my father got married again. I was angry and complained. Finally I still accepted this matter, and I hope that my father can be happy. With a new family, it is impossible for my father to share his love with so many people. I secretly envied my aunt and brother, but I always think that it is unnecessary for us to be a family. I care about so much. But I am very disappointing. I like boys, which disappoints my father, so I choose to escape and go to other places to study alone. Maybe I am so fragile. As I get closer and closer to home, I will I'm getting more and more flustered, I don't know how to face them, I'm scared..."

This is the first time Chen Yuke mentioned his family. Although he said it very plainly, Fang Shuyang knew that he was pretending to be strong, so he couldn't help feeling sorry for him. What happened to him and his family, why he was so wronged But want to take the fault on yourself?

At this time, Fang Shuyang had a strong impulse in his heart, and wanted to come to his side immediately, protect him, cherish him, and face the unknown with him.