Reason is still chaotic

Shen Zichun lowered his head and ate a lot of pancakes, porridge and side dishes in silence.While eating, his mind went blank, and a heart was jumping around in his chest, and he didn't know which one it was jumping out of.

Shen Jiali seemed to have no appetite and was absent-minded, and there was a little smile on the corner of his mouth, as if yearning for something.After drinking a small bowl of rice porridge slowly, he pressed his hands on the table, suddenly lost his mind for a while, then woke up, adjusted his facial expressions bit by bit, and made a nonchalant attitude, showing no emotion Said: "Eat more."

Shen Zichun's mouth was full of food, and he puffed out his cheeks and let out a "hmm", but still refused to look him in the face.

After the meal, Shen Jiali had nothing to do and returned to the living room to continue reading the newspaper.There was a plate of candies on the coffee table in front of the sofa. He spread the newspaper on the coffee table, while reading the text, he reached out to pick up a huge hard candy, and slowly peeled off half of the candy wrapper—suddenly, he noticed a figure in front of him. He was dangling back and forth, so he raised his eyes to look away, and at the same time brought the hard candy to his lips, and took a small sip.

Shen Zichun stood in front of him at a loss, with a panicked and silly expression on his face.And Shen Jiali looked at him inexplicably, then subconsciously stuck out the tip of his tongue, and slowly licked the piece of hard candy.

Immediately, his soft lips moved closer, and he sucked out a "tsk" sound this time.

There's nothing delicious about this hard candy, except that it's sweet, and it's not really sweet.Shen Jiali threw it into the ashtray, then licked his lips, and asked suspiciously: "Xiaochun, do you have something to tell me?"

Shen Zichun stared at his lips, and replied casually in a daze, "No, no...I am...I am..."

He really couldn't make up an excuse, so he simply stepped forward, bent down to pick out a candy from the sugar plate, and hurriedly peeled off the candy wrapper and stuffed it into his mouth.Only then did Shen Jiali suddenly realize - it turned out that the child wanted to eat candy.

So he lowered his head and continued to read the newspaper.

Shen Zichun accosted him and walked to the window, stood and looked out, but what flashed in front of his eyes was his third uncle's lips—bright and moist, he kissed the candy lightly, and made a soft "tsk".

Such beautiful lips, third uncle used them last night to please that duan.

Shen Zichun recalled that scene again - the dark room, the flickering candlelight, the third uncle let others play with him as if possessed by an evil spirit, his skin reflected the delicate light like porcelain...

He secretly reached out his hand to cover his lower body, and he grabbed it cruelly.In the sudden pain, he closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, and the itchy commotion disappeared immediately.

Shen Zichun was devastated, wandering around in the building by himself, only this matter in his mind, thinking over and over again, and finally thinking about it, he felt as if he was sick, his cheeks and ears were hot, but his hands and feet were cold, and his heart was going to be sick from time to time. There was a big jump.The situation at night was too much like a strange dream, which made him feel sick at first, then terrible, and finally wanted to relive this strange dream again.

He felt very uncomfortable physically and mentally. He hid in the bathroom and took off his pants, refusing to come out for a long time.He has also developed a long time ago, but he has never been so turbulent. Just exposing his lower body to the air is already itchy.Fitting himself on the cold wall pasted with white porcelain tiles, he cried silently, greasy and crooked, rubbing back and forth scratching his heart and liver.He sneaked into the guest room again and saw a few half-burned red candles on the candlestick in the room—this made him think about last night, making it even more difficult.

After making such a fuss until the afternoon, he was exhausted and physically and mentally exhausted.

Shen Jiali had his own concerns and didn't pay attention to this virtuous nephew.At night, he saw that the child was acting as if he was staying there for a long time, and he had no intention of leaving, so he asked, "Clean up your big brother's room and let you sleep, okay?"

Shen Zichun was taken aback for a moment, then he replied in a daze: "Oh!"

Shen Zichun needs a closed and independent space to sort out the chaotic thoughts in his head.

That night he went to the big bed alone, tossing and turning pancakes.This bed was originally prepared for Shen Zijing back then. As a big man like Shen Zijing, he naturally wanted to sleep on a big bed, but now he can roll around as he pleases.After a long time like this, he suddenly had a jolt, and thought in his heart: "Big brother has been the housekeeper of the third uncle's house all these years. Does he know that the third uncle does that kind of thing with others? And the third aunt—is the third aunt?" Because of this, did you run away from home?"

There was no evidence or answer for these two matters, and he speculated for a long time without any clue.Confusedly shifting his mind, he rode sideways on the quilt in a daze, but he remembered the obscene words that a group of naughty students used to say in school in the past.When I heard those words in the past, I only knew they were harsh and blatant curses, and I didn't go into details; now that I think about them carefully, every word is full of profound meaning.

Shen Zichun half-asleep and half-awake recalled those words, the more he thought about them, the more interesting they became.In the end, he took off his pants and naked his lower body, and rolled up the quilt again.Turning over and pressing on the quilt, he imitated the sincere posture and behavior of last night, spread his legs and raised his butt, riding the quilt up and down chaotically, sweating profusely and panting, which is somewhat interesting Inside - unfortunately no results.

In the end, he lay down exhausted and slept until dawn in a daze. When he woke up, he felt sticky, uncomfortable and dirty at the heels of his legs.Looking down, he couldn't help crying—it turned out that his little essence flowed out unconsciously at night, and it was all pocketed in his underpants.

He was afraid that the dirty thing would rub against the bedding, so he had to pull himself up, get up with two legs and walk to the bathroom - but there was no hot water in the water pipe for a while, so he had to wash his lower body and underpants with biting cold water, He grinned his teeth in the cold, and the thing in his crotch that had been making trouble all night also shrank, wrinkled and turned into a small fleshy worm.

In the next few days, Shen Zichun didn't mention leaving at all, but he also didn't follow Shen Jiali like before.He was restless, sometimes sneaked into the guest room, sometimes returned to the bedroom, and wandered around blindly, looking for the clues left by Shen Jiali in his daily life.

Shen Jiali went out early and returned late these two days, and was quite busy discussing the purchase of public bonds with a few friends, and never paid attention to the movements of this virtuous nephew.As a result, when he returned home that night, he suddenly found that Shen Zichun had pimples on his face.

He was startled, first thought the child had a rash, and quickly ordered the child to take off his clothes.Shen Zichun has been fascinated for the past few days, and after hearing this, he is harboring ulterior motives, even though his hands are unbuttoned, his heart is beating wildly in his chest.And Shen Jiali saw that his thin chest was smooth and smooth, without a single red spot, so he felt relieved; he touched his forehead, but he didn't feel any heat.

"How did this happen?" Shen Jiali was very puzzled: "Did you eat the wrong thing?"

Shen Zichun shook his head repeatedly.

Shen Jiali approached him, lifted his chin with a finger, and carefully examined his face in the bright light: "Then how could—"

This time he finally saw it clearly, couldn't help but burst out laughing, and announced his conclusion in a breathless manner: "Stinky boy, you have pimples all over your face, do you want to do something bad?"

There was a "buzz" in Shen Zichun's mind, thinking that he had revealed a fox's tail.Glancing at Shen Jiali in a panic, he saw Third Uncle looking at him with a smile, as if with a hint of sarcasm.

The next morning, Shen Zichun returned home with his schoolbag on his shoulders as if fleeing for his life.

Before leaving, Shen Jiali happened to be out, so he entered the guest room like a ghost, secretly broke off a candle stub and took it away.