Reason is still chaotic

Shen Jiali was in a daze until the Lunar New Year.

He was depressed, and there was always a dark fire in his heart, but there was no way to squirt it out.He tried his best to close and numb his heart, turning himself into a walking dead, not paying attention to the insults and abuse from Shen Zijing.However, the ugly words broke into his ears automatically, and he had nowhere to hide.

On the other hand, Shen Zijing was enjoying "bullying" him.

That day, he stroked the third uncle's head, and found a few short white hairs on the back of his head, and carefully pulled them out one by one, and showed him in his hand.Seeing Shen Jiali's slightly discolored expression, he felt relieved.

He was oppressed and tortured by Shen Jiali back then, but now he has turned himself over and become the master, venting all the pain he has suffered, it feels really wonderful.

Among the three surnamed Shen, only Shen Ziqi was the happiest.

Years ago, Ma Tianlong came to Beiping for business, and dropped in - he didn't want to go at first, but he really dropped in, and went to visit Shen Jiali in Shen's house.

It so happened that Shen Zijing was not at home that day, so Shen Jiali had the opportunity to entertain guests alone.The two sat facing each other in the small living room, which was as warm as spring. Ma Tianlong asked, "Why is your leg still a little lame?"

Shen Jiali subconsciously put his palm on his left knee, and replied with a wry smile: "It can't be cured."

Ma Tianlong also smiled: "It's a pity that you are such a good person, why are you lame?"

Shen Jiali lowered his eyes and smiled, "Will you not come again in the future?"

Ma Tianlong stretched out his hand, and patted the back of his hand: "Why are you so stubborn and unwilling to go with me? You see, I'm a braggart, and it's all about others, and about you. I'm nothing—don't fight Lie."

After hearing this, Shen Jiali felt really warm and happy.He didn't have any deep affection for Ma Tianlong, what moved him was "love".

"I can't do it anymore." He told the truth to Ma Tianlong: "He is in his thirties, and he is still suffering from injuries. Wherever he lives for a long time, he is disgusting."

Ma Tianlong stared at him without smiling or speaking.

Shen Jiali turned his head and looked out of the window, smiling for a long time, then suddenly turned his head, blushed and said to Ma Tianlong: "Brother Ma, I have a merciless request..."

Ma Tianlong blinked his eyes, and he also had an expression as if he had just woken up from a dream: "What kind of merciless request? Don't talk to me, just tell me what you have to say."

Shen Jiali lowered his head slightly, as if he had never said such a difficult thing in his life: "Can you give me some money?"

Immediately, he raised his head and quickly added: "It doesn't need much, a hundred or so yuan is enough."

Without hesitation, Ma Tianlong reached out to touch his trouser pocket - he reacted halfway, and quickly got up and walked to the coat rack at the door, and took out a large embossed cowhide wallet from the mink collar coat he took off.Taking the wallet, he went back to the sofa and sat down. He took out a thin notebook in the big wallet: "Let me write you a check."

Shen Jiali immediately stopped him and said, "Don't, Brother Ma, it's not convenient for me to go out. Cash is fine."

Ma Tianlong put down the check book, took out a stack of banknotes from his wallet, leaned over and put all of them into Shen Jiali's hands: "Take the flowers first, and call me if you run out of money, I have it!"

Shen Jiali held the roll of banknotes, his heart was twitching, and he couldn't tell what it was like, but he felt hot blood rushing to his forehead.Suddenly there was a cold war, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, and sobbed uncontrollably.

As soon as he cried, Ma Tianlong panicked.He hurriedly moved to sit next to Shen Jiali, he was at a loss and didn't know what to do: "Hey? Hey? What's wrong with you? Have you been wronged?"

Shen Jiali wiped away his tears indiscriminately, and said with a weeping smile: "The old Chinese New Year, I asked you for money as soon as I met, I'm sorry, I made you laugh."

Ma Tianlong rubbed his hands together: "Hey, what's so embarrassing? You still ask me to do better!" He stretched out his hand and wiped Shen Jiali's face: "Don't cry, cry What? It’s not that you want me to not give it. I have money, so I don’t care about these two, you can put it away at ease, it’s no big deal!”

Shen Jiali wiped away tears while laughing, knowing that he had lost his composure, but he couldn't control it, tears gushed out by himself.There are no ordinary servants in the Shen mansion, and only orderlies come in and out.He knew that if his actions were spotted by the orderly, he would have to be reported to Shen Zijing, which would bring another humiliation.After taking several deep breaths forcibly, he took out his handkerchief again and wiped his face.

"Okay, it's okay..." He comforted Ma Tianlong: "I have been electrocuted twice, and my mind is..." He tapped his temple with his fingers, as if he didn't know how to describe it properly; he thought for a while Finally, he smiled at the lack of words: "I'm not crazy. It's just that when I'm happy or sad, I can't control myself."

Ma Tianlong looked at him: "Then why don't you find a doctor to have a look?"

Taking advantage of the fact that there was no one else in the living room, Shen Jiali stuffed the banknotes into the pocket of his robe: "No, I'm not sick."

Only now did Ma Tianlong understand the content of Shen Jiali's words just now, and he was shocked: "My God! They still electrocuted you?!"

Ma Tianlong talked with Shen Jiali in the living room for a long time, and waited until Shen Zijing came back before reluctantly saying goodbye and leaving.Shen Zijing politely sent Ma Tianlong away, then returned to the living room, untied his cloak and military jacket in the cold, sat down on the sofa, stretched one leg, and pulled off the riding boots on his feet like pulling a carrot.

"Why is he here again?" He asked Shen Jiali angrily, "Are you happy to smell someone new this time?"

Shen Jiali stood up and fled in a little panic.

Shen Jiali fled back to the room, took out the roll of money on his body and tucked it under the mattress.Just when the shock had just settled, Shen Zijing really followed him in.Sitting leisurely by the bed, he suddenly jumped up and threw Shen Jiali onto the bed.

He leaned forward and sniffed Shen Jiali's face and neck for a while, then he looked into the other's eyes and stared for a long time.However, Shen Jiali was a little guilty, so after looking at each other for a while, he turned his face away unnaturally.

Shen Zijing smiled: "You are getting old."

Shen Jiali was speechless.

Shen Zijing seemed to feel pity again, and lightly stroked his cheek: "You are older, and you don't look as hateful as before."

Shen Jiali said without emotion: "You just don't like me. I'm old, and I deserve to make you happy."

Shen Zijing looked at him and smiled slightly, but his gaze gradually became fierce again.Pressing Shen Jiali on the bed and rubbing it hard, he thought of Danyun in his heart.

Danyun was his first love, and it has been eight years since then.In the past eight years, he has never encountered a second light cloud.Besides, what if we meet?He is no longer a healthy man.

Shen Zijing didn't know what to do with Shen Jiali.Under the contradiction, he accused Shen Jiali of being "old" and humiliated Shen Jiali again.Shen Jiali was disgraced by his scolding, but he was not very annoyed, because he was thinking about the use of that small sum of money.

When Shen Zijing's cursing came to an end, he sat up shamelessly, lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Tomorrow, I want to take Ziqi out for a walk."

Shen Zijing was slightly taken aback: "What are you doing?"

Shen Jiali replied: "It's almost Chinese New Year, let Ziqi go out to see the excitement."

Shen Zijing looked at him suspiciously, but didn't reply for a while.So Shen Jiali sighed: "Zijing..."

Shen Jiali spent a lot of pitiful talking, and finally won the chance to go out.On the second day, Shen Zijing had some important business to do and couldn't accompany him, which was exactly what Shen Jiali wanted.

Taking the Shen family's car up the street, Shen Jiali finally saw the sun again.Shen Ziqi was so excited that he couldn't sit still, he groped like a live fish.Shen Jiali desperately held him in his arms, because occasionally there would be "road falls" who died of freezing and starvation on the side of the road, and he was afraid that the corpse would frighten the child.

He planned to have a good day with his father and son, but there was no bustling scene on the street, and the weather was cold, so his arms and legs were not very flexible.Desperately taking Shen Ziqi to visit several Japanese trading houses, he bought a bunch of expensive toys for the child, and had a sumptuous lunch together in the restaurant.For a small person like Shen Ziqi, of course his stomach is limited, and he will be full after a few mouthfuls; Shen Jiali took the opportunity to munch a big meal——Shen Zijing's cook is not very good at cooking; and everyone has their own With a unique taste, even if Shen Jiali wanted something to eat, he couldn't ask for it.

Shen Jiali went out for a long time and spent all the banknotes.

When I went home in the afternoon, the driver carried the New Year's goods to the house one after another, exhausted and out of breath.Shen Ziqi was holding a long candied haws in his hands, and he was tired from walking. After entering the door, he sat down on the ground stoutly, and while licking the candy, he let out a long and serious voice: "Oh... so tired!"

Shen Jiali didn't have time to pay attention to him, and rushed into the bathroom quickly, but bent over and vomited - he ate too much just now, and his injured stomach could no longer bear it.

He vomited violently, knelt in front of the toilet and vomited to death, but he didn't dare to make a sound.Originally, the orderlies in this building didn't have a good look at him, but now seeing his unlucky appearance, I'm afraid they will take it as a joke and make fun of it--"Uncle Master" is very greedy, and he goes out to eat on the street by himself , As a result, I vomited when I got home!