perfect life

Chen Zeyu hesitated for a while, and did not answer Ouyang Qiyang's question for a long time.

Although he said he was still young, he thought that he was born in the Chen family, experienced all kinds of dark things since he was a child, and had a thorough understanding of many things in the world.

He is not sure whether he still feels that Ouyang Feiwu is someone he can be with for a lifetime after many years, and he is even more uncertain whether Ouyang Feiwu's feelings for him will last forever, even after five, ten or even twenty or thirty years have passed. Like today, I love him, love him, and care for him wholeheartedly.

Feelings have always been unbelievable, and Chen Zeyu has always been afraid.

He longs for himself to love someone, and at the same time longs for himself to be loved, but at the same time fears that his efforts will not be rewarded accordingly.

Although he knew in his heart that if he loved someone, he couldn't care about the return.But he really can't accept the fact that his lover will no longer love him one day in the future-this kind of panic always makes him full of hatred for the people around him, and at the same time, he has a huge psychological burden, which leads to poor sleep quality.

After thinking about it for a while, Chen Zeyu answered Ouyang Qiyang's question: "I'm sorry, I can't guarantee it."

This answer made the two Ouyang brothers happy and worried.

Ouyang Qiyang was very satisfied with Chen Zeyu's answer. His answer showed that he was a thoughtful person.

Feelings are such an unreliable thing that no one can guarantee that they can always have strong feelings for another person, and that strong feelings will not fade with the passage of time.

If Chen Zeyu had directly answered "Yes!", then Ouyang Qiyang would have been very disappointed with him.

Smiling and patted Chen Zeyu's shoulder, Ouyang Qiyang expressed his inner wishes to the two of them: "It doesn't matter, as long as you work hard, you will be happy. I still have something to do, so you can stay here for dinner today. This place is no different from the old house that Xiao Wu took you to last time, there are not many servants, but the cooking skills can still be guaranteed."

After speaking, she turned her head and told Ouyang Feiwu, who was lost in spirit, "Little Wu, treat Aze well."

"Um……"

Ouyang Feiwu just responded softly.Chen Zeyu's answer just now gave him a huge blow.

He is not as experienced as Ouyang Qiyang, he is still a brat.Chen Zeyu was his first love and the first person he possessed - although he didn't know that he might fall in love with a boy before, but after seeing Chen Zeyu, everything became possible.

He may not be gay, but he loves Chen Zeyu.Although he is only 15 years old, he has already fully recognized Chen Zeyu. This person has already carved his mark in his life, and he will never forget it in his life.

Ouyang Feiwu was filled with joy from the moment Chen Qiran promised Chen Zeyu to be with him.

Because his elder brother will definitely not object to this matter, and Chen Qiran can help them temporarily hide the matter from the old lady of the Chen family. Ouyang Feiwu thought that he and Chen Zeyu would be able to have a happy and sweet relationship from now on, and they would not meet too many people. stop.

He never expected that when Chen Zeyu answered Ouyang Qiyang's question, he would say "no".Although he answered "no guarantee", this statement had another meaning in Ouyang Feiwu's view: Chen Zeyu had no confidence in their relationship.

I don't know if it's Chen Zeyu's inability to fully trust himself or some other reason. Although his rationality tells him that there may be another explanation for the matter, the emotional blow is so great that he is in a daze. .

The whole person fell from the clouds, which is probably how Ouyang Feiwu feels now.

Pulling out a self-deprecating smile, Ouyang Feiwu walked over and embraced Chen Zeyu in his arms.

His sudden intimacy made Chen Zeyu feel strange: Although Ouyang Feiwu usually likes to cuddle with him, but usually not so quietly, always with some sweet words——Chen Zeyu knew that he and Ouyang Feiwu were in love with each other. Together, I especially like listening to him say those words full of love.

In the past, I always felt that saying these things between lovers was too nasty, and sometimes it seemed very hypocritical.But when those love words came out of Ouyang Feiwu's mouth, it was like being enchanted, which could brighten the whole person's mood.

Ouyang Feiwu just hugged Chen Zeyu quietly, felt his breathing and heartbeat, and kept telling herself in her heart that he was still in her arms, he was still there, as long as it was like this...

"Xiao Wu, what's wrong with you?"

"No... let me give you a hug."

Chen Zeyu didn't speak any more, just let Ouyang Feiwu hug him quietly.He didn't know what was wrong with him and couldn't ask.

Not long after, Ouyang Feiwu moved into Chen's old house in the name of facilitating his studies.I go to and from school with Chen Zeyu every day, get along day and night, and often sleep together at night, but I never feel bored.

The two have been getting along as lovers in this way. Although they have a little doubt and a little lack of trust in each other, they still maintain sweetness on the surface.

They also understand that at certain moments, they will ignore some bad thoughts intentionally or unintentionally.It is the most real thing to have in front of you.At least, their lovers are still in front of them, in their arms, and opposite them.

In a blink of an eye, the two have been together for three years, whether it is long or not, whether it is short or not.

Occasional bickering, like all couples, and sometimes even a big fight over what to have for lunch.Every time, Ouyang Feiwu compromised.Before this time, he would think of a sentence: The person who falls in love first is always the loser.

He fell in love with Chen Zeyu. He couldn't help but love him so thoroughly that he couldn't tolerate anyone in his heart except him.

After finally taking Chen Zeyu to Paris for vacation, Chen Qiran and that He Zihan came out halfway.

While Ouyang Feiwu was extremely distressed by the interruption of her vacation by those two troublesome people, Chen Qiran actually asked them to take He Zihan to the amusement park.

Ouyang Feiwu was very unwilling, but had to agree to Chen Qiran's request.Because Chen Qiran was representing the Chen family and the old lady of the Chen family to attend the birthday party of Ms. Fan's Fan Geting. It was a family event and a business event, so he had no way to shirk it.

After being in contact with Chen Qiran for a long time, Ouyang Feiwu also gradually understood that he is not in the Chen family, as the outside world guessed, because he is the first heir, so he has a lot of power.

When Ouyang Feiwu knew that Chen Qiran hadn't touched the core of the Chen family, it would be a lie to say he wasn't surprised.

But after thinking about it, Chen Yiran, the former president of the Chen family that the old lady of the Chen family spent years of painstaking efforts to cultivate, because of a homosexual, turned his face as soon as he said he would, and completely separated from the Chen family. An old lady who is old, she can't stand the second time, right?

Because of the lessons learned from the past, it is understandable to have a certain degree of precaution against Chen Qiran.

What's more, the two brothers Chen Qiran and Chen Zeyu are not the direct descendants of the old lady, and their father is not the child of the old lady, but a nephew.This kind of intricate family relationship made Chen Qiran and Chen Zeyu's position in the Chen family even more delicate.

Ouyang Feiwu accidentally mentioned this matter to her elder brother, but Ouyang Qiyang just said very calmly: "The Chen family will be in Chen Qiran's hands later, don't worry."

But why does my elder brother have so much confidence in Chen Qiran? !Ouyang Feiwu never understood.

He has been well protected by Ouyang Qiyang, and he has been exposed to dark things, but he has not been exposed to the worst and dirtiest methods in society.

Ouyang Qiyang is very partial to his younger brother, and has always been unwilling to let him have anything to do with these dirty things, so he has always instilled in him the concept of "the world is beautiful".

Years later, he found that despite all his care at the time, Ouyang Feiwu was still out of his control, exposed to many things he didn't want him to touch, and grew because of those things.

It wasn't until that time that Ouyang Qiyang realized that blindly pampering and pampering cannot make a person truly happy.

True happiness should be fought for by oneself.

Ouyang Feiwu understood this truth, and so did Chen Qiran.

Therefore, on the premise that he knew that what he had done was likely to be discovered by He Zihan, and that He Zihan was likely to have conflicts with him because of that incident, he still attended Fan Geting's birthday party and followed the previous plan. Yes, I have done every action that I should do well.

He has a secret, a secret that He Zihan doesn't want to know.

In order to maintain that secret, and to prevent the relationship between himself and He Zihan from being disturbed more, Chen Qiran knew that he had to obey the arrangements made by the old lady Chen.Of course, these arrangements are all on the premise of not hurting He Zihan.

However, to not harm He Zihan, in the eyes of the old lady of the Chen family, is to not harm He Zihan's body, and she doesn't care about anything spiritual.

Therefore, letting Chen Qiran and Fan Geting maintain an ambiguous relationship and letting them spread the news of their marriage is the best way to repel He Zihan.

She knew that Fan Geting had always had fantasies about Chen Qiran and wanted to be his wife, so she saw her ambition of sacrificing anyone for her own happiness, and she gave her a few words to let her take away Chen Qiran's money smoothly. On the phone, he dialed the number for He Zihan.