perfect life

After that night, although He Zihan felt that Chen Qiran's explanation was too far-fetched, he didn't see anything wrong with Chen Qiran.

After He Zihan woke up on Saturday morning, Chen Qiran had already prepared breakfast as usual, and was sitting in the dining room waiting for him, not seeing anything wrong at all.

After the meal, Chen Qiran was very happy to take He Zihan to watch a morning movie. He Zihan's name has been forgotten, but it is a funny cartoon, it seems to be "Ice Age"?

There were very few people in the morning session, so Chen Qiran asked He Zihan to rest his head on his shoulder. Since he was much taller than He Zihan, it was not difficult for He Zihan to lean on him to see.It's just that the movie was so funny that He Zihan couldn't help laughing several times. Chen Qiran was afraid that he would lose his temper from laughing, so he stopped forcing him to lean on his shoulder.

The squirrel in the movie was so obsessed with nuts that it made people feel ashamed. He Zihan didn't like it at all, thinking how could there be such a strange squirrel?But when he saw a mammoth, he really wanted to touch it. Chen Qiran saw that he liked it, so he said that if he saw a doll, he would buy it for him. As a result, the two of them finished watching the movie, left the movie theater, and went shopping in a nearby gift shop. After the circle, still nothing.

Then they went to the supermarket together like housewives, bought dish soap, laundry detergent, dish cloths and some vegetables, and went back.

He Zihan came out of the supermarket and remembered a very important thing. He hurriedly pulled Chen Qiran who was walking in front of him and said, "The toilet paper at home is almost used up, do you want to go back and buy it?"

"Huh? It's almost used up? Isn't there still a lot in the storage room?"

"No, it's almost gone. When I went to get it yesterday, I found that there were only two volumes."

"It's okay, I'll just ask Uncle Zhang to send someone to deliver some toilet paper tomorrow. The towels at home should also be changed, let them bring them together." Chen Qiran took out his free hand and held He Zihan's. .

Although there are not many people on the street, would it be strange for two big boys to hold hands like this?

He Zihan was held by him for a while. I don't know if it was a psychological effect or something else. He always felt that people around him were staring at the two of them. This feeling was like exposing his naked body to everyone. It made He Zihan a little creepy.

With a little strength, he withdrew his hand from Chen Qiran's, and He Zihan helped him carry the bag of vegetables, explaining: "It's not good to be like this on the street."

Chen Qiran saw that he didn't seem to be purely shy, and there should be some other emotions, so he asked tentatively: "Do you care, Zihan?"

"what?"

"I mean, you like me, if it is exposed, does it make you care?"

This question seems a bit esoteric to He Zihan.He is still not sure whether he likes men, or simply likes Chen Qiran.If he is gay, then obviously, he is not welcome in this society; but if he just likes Chen Qiran, and Chen Qiran happens to like him, then there is nothing to care about.

However, if this kind of thing is exposed, it should be very unfavorable to Chen Qiran.

Although I don't know what people in the business world think about same-sex love, it is unlikely that this kind of unethical and common sense will be accepted by everyone.

He Zihan thought for a while, and replied honestly: "If it will cause trouble to you, then I care about it very much. I don't want you to be harmed because of our affairs."

His simple words let Chen Qiran see their future.

Although I had the urge to immediately hug He Zihan and kiss him furiously, but considering that the two of them hadn't returned home yet, it was inconvenient to even hold hands, kissing was like a dream.

Holding He Zihan's hand again, no matter how hard he struggled, Chen Qiran would not let go.

"It's okay, let me take you home."

He Zihan didn't know what was wrong with him, he could only pray in his heart that he wouldn't be noticed by too many people, and was obediently led towards home like a child.

What He Zihan didn't know was that many people on the street were looking at them, not because of the two of them holding hands, but because they were too outstanding in appearance and attire. Under the sun, the brilliance of the two of them is also amazing.

When such a beautiful young man walks on the street, everyone will look back twice, not to mention that they are walking together as two people. It is inevitable that the rate of turning heads is high and the rate of attention is high.

He Zihan still remembered Uncle Zhang's subordinates that night, they were the two who helped him move those books and other things back from the rented house, and brought a lot of daily necessities and condiments.

He Zihan watched them put a lot of things into the storage room, and after saying goodbye to him and Chen Qiran very politely, he was completely dumbfounded.

"Isn't it just toilet paper and towels, why are so many things sent?!"

"The towels are changed once a month, and the two bathrobes are already old, so I asked them to send some more at once. It doesn't hurt to send more toilet paper. Many seasonings in the kitchen are almost used up, so I can't buy them myself. It’s so convenient, the supermarket is too far away, so I asked them to deliver it together.”

Chen Qiran poured a cup of warm water and handed it to He Zihan while he said that, he went into the kitchen and started cooking.

This kind of Chen Qiran who is completely at home often creates an illusion for He Zihan - this kind of life is permanent and can be expected.It seems that after ten or twenty years, I and Chen Qiran will always get along like this #, plain and warm.

Although Chen Qiran is very beautiful, very capable, and has a certain special identity, judging from their relationship during this period of time, He Zihan has already seen the dawn of the future.

Even if the outside world might cause them pressure from public opinion, Chen Qiran's family members might strongly oppose it, but no matter what, let's not bother with all of this!

As long as An An is with him with peace of mind, he will continue to become stronger, so that Chen Qiran will not be worried about himself all the time.He Zihan hopes that in the near future, he can protect himself.In the further future, he hoped that he could protect Chen Qiran.

A few days passed without knowing it, Chen Qiran still cooks for himself every day, handles Chen's disgusting business at home, and the two of them hug each other to sleep peacefully every night - just sleep, nothing else thing.

This kind of ordinary life vaguely reveals a sense of tranquility before the storm. He Zihan feels a little flustered and completely powerless at the same time.

He is too weak and too incompetent, and he can't get involved in many things at all.

Even if Chen Qiran showed him the entire annual report, he couldn't understand it at all.He Zihan had never felt that he was so incompetent. He thought he was just too young to do other things.

After seeing Chen Qiran, who was the same age as him, deal with so many complicated things every day, He Zihan understood that the gap between him and Chen Qiran was too great.

Since Lu Senyang met for the first time, he appeared at the school gate several times one after another, sometimes standing and sometimes sitting in the car, honking the horn when he saw He Zihan approaching.

Because He Zihan's nerves are not very sensitive to his frequent appearances, he just wondered, didn't he just pass by City C by the way, why did he still stay in #?

According to what Chen Qiran said, Lu Senyang's family also has a large property, and he is the only son, he will definitely inherit the family business in the future, how can he have so much time for him to hang around here?

However, He Zihan just kept this helpless guess in his heart, and did not ask questions.It would be too rude to tell Lu Senyang all the doubts in his mind.

When people came to see him at school, although they were basically asking about his health, and there were few words of substance, it more or less represented his concern for himself.

Chen Qiran taught He Zihan that no matter who it is, as long as he cares about you without malice, he should be grateful; keep kindness and generosity to everyone, and be grateful to everyone who has helped you. Ching Ming.

The few words Chen Qiran said unintentionally, He Zihan has always kept them in his heart since he heard them, even in his most difficult and tormented time, he never forgot.

At that time, he didn't know whether he couldn't bear it or whether he had no love in his heart, but he just didn't want to torture each other anymore.

Although He Zihan's current ability to look at people can't tell who is really good to him and who is not, he can't easily trust anyone except Chen Qiran.

But seeing that Lu Senyang kept a certain distance from him very politely every time, maintained a decent smile, and there was nothing particularly uncomfortable in his words. He Zihan didn't know if this was a kind of careless concern. .

Lu Senyang invited him more than once to sit in teahouses or cafes, and the two of them sat down and chatted face to face.

He Zihan politely refused every time, because Chen Qiran was waiting for him to go back to have dinner with him at home, not to mention that he already knew in his heart that Lu Senyang had other thoughts about him.

Like this frequently, without any valid reason—even if Lu Senyang happened to pass by him a few times before, but now, it has happened more than a dozen times. Is it always a coincidence? !

He Zihan already felt guilty for meeting him ambiguously near the school gate. If Chen Qiran knew, he might feel uncomfortable.

This day Lu Senyang stopped at the school gate again, He Zihan thought about it, and decided to explain it to him.