perfect life

Lu Senyang, who had already disappeared, suddenly appeared in front of him again. He Zihan thought he was dazzled, but the other party sat down on the seat opposite him graciously, and he was very puzzled by the way he took it for granted.

"Hey, my surname is Lu, don't be so arrogant, okay? Xiao Ran just left, you just step in, you will die if you do this kind of thing a few times?!" Xia Mingyuan was the first to get angry at him.

"Oh? I don't know what you're talking about. I'm just sitting here waiting for Zihan to go back together."

He Zihan was completely confused by his words, and they didn't live together, where did the saying "go back together" come from?Could it be that Lu Senyang is deliberately misleading something?Thinking of this possibility, He Zihan remembered that when Lu Senyang introduced himself in front of Chen Qiran, he put his arms around his shoulders...

In an instant, He Zihan's face turned pale.

Lu Senyang didn't do anything after taking his seat, Xia Mingyuan exuded an aura of "I don't like this person" all over his body, Fan Getian and Ouyang Feiwu occasionally said a few words to Lu Senyang, which were common in social situations Some nonsense, He Zihan felt tired for them.

Chen Zeyu was enjoying his meal while He Zihan looked at the dishes on the table but lost his appetite. After eating a few bites of meat just now, his stomach felt like it was on fire. If he left now, it would appear that he was because Chen Qiran was not here anymore And leaving immediately is more or less impolite.

With contradictory and painful feelings, He Zihan didn't even know where to look.After eating for a while, Xia Mingyuan suddenly remembered something, and pulled He Zihan to talk about his experiences abroad.

He Zihan simply put down his chopsticks, only listened to Xia Mingyuan's speech, and stopped eating.Lu Senyang went out to make a phone call, and came in quickly.The whole meal was invincible and weird, and He Zihan didn't even understand why the meal turned out like this.

His stomach was getting more and more uncomfortable. Although he was very interested in the anecdotes that Xia Mingyuan said, his physical discomfort did not allow him to talk to him any more.

Because he didn't want to spoil Xia Mingyuan's interest, He Zihan still listened to him obediently, making an "um" from time to time—this was the only sound he could make at present.

Suddenly Lu Senyang stood up, pulled He Zihan up, and before the latter understood what he was going to do, he suddenly said to the rest of the people: "Didn't you find that he was uncomfortable?! Did you take care of him?" Do you feel it?!"

His voice was a little loud and a little intolerable, which was a precursor to his anger.

Sensing that everyone around was looking over, He Zihan gave Xia Mingyuan an embarrassed look, only to find that the other person's eyes were full of shock.

He Zihan was even more puzzled, what happened?Why do I seem to not understand a lot of things, and it seems that everything is incomprehensible?

I don't know how I was pulled out of the hot pot restaurant by Lu Senyang, and I don't know how I was sent back home by him. When He Zihan came to his senses, he was already sitting at the dining table in his house, with a bowl of mung bean porridge in front of him. .

Lu Senyang sat opposite him, as if waiting for him to finish the bowl of porridge.

But now He Zihan doesn't have the appetite to eat anything at all, all these personnel matters make him tired.

He thought that Lu Senyang was a special existence and a true friend, but this person was not only not, but also did such a thing, which was really helpless.

He Zihan raised his head, looked at Lu Senyang and said, "Lu Senyang, are you acting ambiguous on purpose so that everyone will mistakenly think that I am with you now?"

"Yes, I admit it."

He didn't expect him to admit it so straightforwardly, He Zihan didn't even know what to say next.

After being silent for a while, Lu Senyang suddenly said: "Chen Qiran is not worth your devotion to him. Since he has already forgotten about you, why are you still so obsessed with it?"

"He didn't forget me..."

"What? Didn't he lose his memory? Even the doctor in Hong Kong, what's his name, has seen him, and he is sure that he can't remember many things." Lu Senyang was a little excited, and He Zihan said helplessly: "You don't remember That night, what kind of welcome party was held the day he just came back? Didn’t he send me back that day? He obviously remembered me, but he no longer had feelings for me. "

Lu Senyang stared at He Zihan for a while with flickering eyes, and then asked: "So isn't he engaged today?"

"The one who got engaged is Xiao Wu, not him."

"But he's going to get married as soon as possible."

"I know, I understand everything, and I've tried my best not to think about him anymore, but I can't help it. Even if I don't think about it and force myself not to think about him, the people and things related to him are still Will appear in my life again and again. Even if I want to forget him, it is impossible. All these people, including you, will remind me of his existence. I am also in pain. Now that he does not love me, Then I should be relieved, but I really can't..."

He Zihan covered his face as he spoke, and when he heard him taking deep breaths, Lu Senyang knew that he was suppressing his emotions.

After a while, He Zihan suddenly said again: "By the way, Lu Senyang, I plan to resign next month. You should find someone to take over my job in advance."

"Are you going to resign? Where are you going?"

"I have no plans yet. I have worked so hard these past few years and feel very tired. I want to go out to relax or something. I don't want to work yet."

"If you don't want to work, I can give you a long vacation. You can come back anytime you want." Lu Senyang's voice was a little trembling, and He Zihan didn't know why he was afraid.

"No, it's not just that I don't want to work, I also want to leave City B."

"Is it because of Chen Qiran?"

"No, it's not because of him. When I was very young, I had an attachment to City B. At that time, I wanted to leave City C. I just wanted to come to this distant city and leave everything in the past. However, those people now, Chen Qiran also Whether it's Xia Mingyuan or not, they all appeared in City B, which is of course one of the reasons why I want to leave, but more importantly, City B is no longer what I imagined it to be."

He Zihan lowered his head and took a sip of the porridge, his stomach was burning with torment because the bowl of mung bean porridge was much better, even if Lu Senyang deliberately gave Chen Qiran the illusion that he was with him now, He Zihan would not blame him anymore.

Lu Senyang wanted to get him, and he knew this fact a long time ago.

It's just that there were too many things that happened later, and I was a little dizzy at once. I haven't had time to understand why Chen Qiran loves himself. Lu Senyang has already made that impression on him——no wonder Chen Qiran doesn't give himself a good face. If you say it yourself, you will be very angry.

Thinking of this, He Zihan felt a little relieved, he already knew what he was going to do.

"Thank you for taking care of me, Lu Senyang."

"I won't let you go, I won't let you go!" Lu Senyang became excited, holding He Zihan's hand tightly.

He Zihan shook his head helplessly, stretched out his hand to cover his chest, and said slowly: "Don't be attached to me anymore, my feelings have already dried up, I can't love anyone, just let go."

"Your feelings are not exhausted, you just, just..."

Lu Senyang thought for a long time, but he didn't think of what to say next. He just sat there in a daze, suddenly becoming very depressed.

He Zihan's stomach felt better after eating a bowl of mung bean porridge, and his complexion recovered. Seeing that it was not very early, he sent Lu Senyang out.When the door was about to close, Lu Senyang suddenly hugged He Zihan into his arms. The sudden movement made He Zihan have no time to dodge, and he was already kissed.

In the panic, he tried all his strength to push Lu Senyang away, but it was completely useless, so he could only keep his mouth shut.

However, Lu Senyang easily pried open his teeth and drove straight into his mouth. He Zihan was terrified and bit down. The smell of blood immediately filled his mouth. He Zihan knew that he must have bitten him, but Lu Senyang Yang still stubbornly kissed himself, which made He Zihan helpless.

In the end, Lu Senyang reluctantly ended the kiss, staring at He Zihan with deep eyes, seeing that he hesitated to speak, He Zihan pushed him away and quickly closed the door.

After closing the door, He Zihan slid weakly on the floor, not understanding why things turned out like this.

It's too bad, everything is terrible, whether it's Chen Qiran or Lu Senyang, why do they make themselves suffer so much?

He Zihan felt that he couldn't stay in City B any longer, so he rushed to the bedroom and started to pack his things. He wanted to leave here, this place full of painful memories...