perfect life

Chen looked at Chen Qiran tearing the portrait into pieces, gave him a meaningful look, and left the small study room. When he came to the door, he suddenly remembered something and said: "Dinner is ready, let's go downstairs to eat."

"Well, good! I'll go after I pack up the scraps of paper."

Chen Qiran started to tidy up as he spoke, and quickly tidied up those things and put them all into the trash can.Just now, he was afraid that Grandma would remember the man's appearance, so he had to tear his portrait into pieces.However, the appearance of that person and the crescent-shaped birthmark on his shoulder are engraved in his mind and cannot be forgotten.

After that day, Chen Qiran gradually became estranged from Chen Zeyu. On the one hand, he knew that the old lady of the Chen family hated his biological mother's low status and improper blood. If he put himself on the same level as Chen Zeyu, his grandma would be unhappy.

On the other hand, what Grandma said that day was actually half-threatening and half-forced.If he really got too close to his younger brother and caused him to be starved by his grandma or something similar, Chen Qiran knew that Chen Zeyu himself would suffer in the end.

Although they are all descendants of the Chen family, they are not the flesh and blood of his own son after all, but only collateral grandsons.If grandma is in a bad mood one day and makes Chen Zeyu not eat, sleep, or give him medicine, it is very possible.She is often a little cloudy and uncertain, even my great-grandfather can't stand it.

Chen Qiran lived in the Chen family like this, desperately learning everything he should learn, trying to do everything to the best of his ability.Because of the heavy load, he fainted a few times in the study, but he woke up quickly and continued to study—the tutor didn't say anything.

Occasionally, when I think of that beautiful little boy, and think of him saying to myself "Be happy", I feel much more comfortable.Chen Qiran secretly vowed in his heart that he must work hard to find this person in the future.

This kind of belief supported Chen Qiran for more than ten years. No matter how hard and tired he was, as long as he thought of what He Zihan said to himself in the park that year, he would get over it. There are no more problems.

The days passed like this for a long time, and Chen Qiran gradually grew up.During this period, Chen Zeyu did not stay in the Chen family for three years, but was sent to the United States.Chen Zeyu was only six years old when he left, and he was eight years old when he came back.

The reason why Chen Zeyu was sent to the United States was because his health was too poor at that time, and Chen Qiran's bone marrow and other items were not suitable for him.Chen Zhi and Luo Shan, who had lost all hope, took the money from the old lady Chen to bring their youngest son to the United States for medical treatment.

During that time, Chen Qiran continued to stay in the Chen family's old house in C City, went to school during the day, and returned to receive various elite education at night.

This life has no ups and downs at all.He knew that Grandma liked him to win many awards, so Chen Qiran would sign up for any major competitions in C City, the country and the world.

Ever since she took home a first prize in a world-wide knowledge contest for the first time, Grandma Tai would take the initiative to help him see if there was any suitable competition for him to participate in.

Chen Qiran went to an ordinary school, although there were special schools for noble children in C City, the old lady of the Chen family didn't let him go to those places to go to school.After Chen Zeyu returned to China, he suddenly let him go to the aristocratic school in City C. At that time, Chen Qiran suddenly realized that the reason why she didn't let herself go to those schools was because she hated her bloodliness was not noble enough.

He didn't feel too sad when he knew this fact. Over the years, he was used to being treated as a tool, not a grandson.

Except for the period when Chen Zeyu went abroad, Chen Qiran could go to live with his parents one day a week (Chen Zeyu was also once a week, and the time between the brothers was staggered).Luo Shan is very happy every time she sees him, and asks him about his studies, and also teaches him some other things.

Chen Zhi knew that he was sorry for his son.Ever since Luo Shan fell ill and made a lunch by himself with a recipe, Chen Zhi discovered that he had a talent for cooking.Every time Chen Qiran went to the villa where he and Luo Shan were under house arrest, he would cook for his son himself.

Chen Zhi also vaguely felt the changes in Chen Qiran in his heart. This child was originally talented, but now under the elite education of the old lady Chen, he will soon become an outstanding person, right?Although his mother basically has nothing to recommend except for her beauty, Chen Qiran also has the blood of the Chen family flowing through her body, and she is indeed an excellent person after all.

While Chen Qiran's growth and changes made the couple happy, Chen Zeyu's illness was quietly deteriorating.

When Chen Zeyu fainted in front of her, Luo Shan was so surprised that she almost fainted too.Fortunately, Chen Zhi made a decisive decision at that time, and immediately asked the old lady of the Chen family for help, and the other party readily agreed to pay them to go to the United States to treat Chen Zeyu's illness.

Unknowingly met for many years like this, Chen Qiran moved out of Chen's old house after he was admitted to high school.He used the money he earned from stocks to buy a house near Incheon Middle School. The old lady Chen knew about it, but she didn't stop it.She asked Chen Qiran to take various exams by himself, and let him go to a school for ordinary people, so that he could get more exercise.

She knew that Chen Qiran would feel in his heart that he didn't let him go to a noble school because he disliked his mother's identity. Although this was indeed one of the reasons, it was not the whole reason.

A person can only truly become strong after experiencing enough setbacks, and Chen knows this better than anyone else.

In fact, she had already abandoned her prejudice against Chen Qiran's origin, and Chen Qiran was also a descendant of the Chen family anyway.Not only is he extremely talented, but he also worked very hard the day after tomorrow, and he has already reached a height no less than that of Chen Shan and Chen Yiran back then.

After knowing Chen Qiran's feelings for He Zihan, Chen once wanted to kill He Zihan directly, so that Chen Qiran would no longer have weaknesses in his life.

However, she also knew very well what He Zihan meant to Chen Qiran.

Chen Zhi passed away when Chen Qiran was 15 years old. Luo Shan couldn't do anything living alone in the villa. The Chen family had already let her go back to live in the old house.During the year when Luo Shan was ill, Chen Qiran had been serving by the bedside, doing his best.Much more sensible than Chen Zeyu.

That He Zihan restrained him more than his parents.The reason why Chen has kept He Zihan from touching him is because she still doesn't know how great the negative potential in Chen Qiran is.However, she tried many times, but failed to find out.

Chen Qiran seemed to be really loyal to him and had no undue ambition for the Chen family.Although he has never been allowed to touch the core of Chen's enterprise, and most of the things he has done are complicated and unimportant, Chen Qiran has never shown any dissatisfaction.She also sent someone to monitor Chen Qiran and He Zihan's every move, but found that the two had always been normal classmates.Although He Zihan lived in Chen Qiran's apartment at that time, it seems that he has not developed further.

This situation changed after He Zihan was drugged by Chu Zhiang.It was also at that time that Chen saw the great significance of He Zihan to Chen Qiran.

On the surface, she agreed to Chen Qiran's request and would take good care of and protect He Zihan, but she immediately put Uncle Zhang under house arrest after Chen Qiran's plane took off—she knew about Uncle Zhang secretly helping Chen Qiran a long time ago .

It is understandable for young boys to fall in love with the same sex because of their confusion, but if Chen Qiran wants to follow the old path that Chen Yiran has walked, Chen can't tolerate it at all.

It was enough for her to learn a lesson from Chen Yiran, and she couldn't afford a second such blow.

After Chen Qiran and He Zihan had been entangled for more than two years, he suddenly came to the study and told himself that he would give up his status as the heir of the Chen family. This was simply a rebellion!

Immediately ordered Chen Qiran to be imprisoned, and asked Luo Shan to negotiate with He Zihan - she didn't want to kill He Zihan, and Chen had already discovered that He Zihan was a very good child when investigating He Zihan.She lived to this age, and finally understood the truth of forgiving and forgiving. He Zihan was only a teenager, and there was really no need for her to kill this young boy like this.

However, He Zihan did not listen to Luo Shan's persuasion, and finally even wanted to die in love with Chen Qiran.

This incident hit Chen shi so hard that she wanted to shoot He Zihan to death in a rage.As a result, Chen Qiran actually protected He Zihan a second earlier...

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It was a miracle that Chen Qiran came back to life. The Chen family had originally planned to let him die on his own, but Chen Zeyu's qualifications were indeed not as good as Chen Qiran's.Since he had forgotten about He Zihan, the child he had cultivated for so long, Chen decided to give Chen Qiran a chance.

She has been competitive all her life, and she raised three boys—Tai Xiang, who was born as a commoner, Chen Yiran turned against the Chen family because of Lin Qinghan, and Chen Qiran almost died at his gunpoint because of a He Zihan.

These things puzzled her. She didn't understand homosexuality, and she couldn't understand their thoughts at all.

Her husband had passed away the year Chen Qiran was born, and she had never loved him, and she didn't suffer much in her heart.However, life has been lonely and lonely.

Since she was a child, she was so good that she didn't have many friends who could talk to her. Later, she married into a big family like the Chen family, and she has always been in the top position, and she didn't have too many people to curry favor with.

This life of extreme coldness remained unchanged until the end of her life.

Without friends, without a lover, everything is nothingness, meaningless.

In fact, she had already guessed that Chen Qiran might be faking amnesia, but since he passed the tests of so many psychiatrists and could still be judged to have amnesia, then his ability to pretend is really good.

As for the fact that Chen Qiran registered a small company with another ID card, she had already sent someone to find out, but she had no intention of exposing it or launching an attack on Chen Qiran's company.

She knew it was pointless.Chen Qiran didn't take revenge, didn't directly kill himself, but chose this relatively gentle way, is this something he should be thankful for?

Just like when Chen's enterprise was almost defeated by Chen Yiran and Lin Minzhi's company, but those two people stopped in time and did not continue to retaliate against themselves.

She knew that the biggest mistake she had made in her life was planning the car accident between Chen Shan and Tai Xiang, but the dead were already dead, and she couldn't change anything.She knew that she had been punished, that she had no friends and lovers all her life, and this terrible loneliness had been tormenting her so much that she could not sleep peacefully since she was 30 years old.

She sent off the white-haired person to the black-haired person, sent away Chen Shan and Chen Zhi, and also sent away her so-called husband. Now, it was finally her turn to die, and she felt a sense of relief.

Before she died, she had no relatives by her side. She looked at the ceiling and unconsciously closed her eyes forever.

She didn't know what would happen to her after she died, but in this life, she got nothing but the blood of her own son.

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Chen Qiran sent a large number of people, but he couldn't find any information about He Zihan.

He Zihan seemed to have evaporated from the world, leaving no clues behind.

Chen Qiran had lost the key to that apartment back then, but luckily he had deposited a backup key in a Swiss bank many years ago.After he handed over all the work to the secretary and a few assistants, he immediately took a private jet and returned to City C.

When he opened the door of the apartment, he saw that all the furniture inside was covered with white cloth, and some dust fell on the white cloth—it seemed that He Zihan never came back.

Chen Qiran originally didn't want to send someone to investigate He Zihan's three years in City B.Those were the three years when he disappeared. He didn't know what happened to He Zihan in those three years. He wanted to hear from him in the future instead of quietly investigating it himself.

Chen Qiran was also happy when he knew that He Zihan was an outstanding graduate of M University. After all, his lover lived alone and achieved such excellent results in his career.

He originally wanted to go to He Zihan to confess to He Zihan after he took over the Chen family that he didn't have amnesia, no matter whether He Zihan really had something to do with Lu Senyang, he had to tell him the truth.

However, to Chen Qiran's surprise, Lu Senyang also disappeared.However, he returned to T City. It is said that something serious happened to the Lu family, and Chen Qiran hadn't had time to investigate the specifics - he didn't have that kind of leisure and he didn't have extra time.

He knew that He Zihan's absence from City B was the sixth day after He Zihan left.

In six days, he can go to too many places.Chen Qiran thought that He Zihan might return to City C. After all, many things happened here, and they had too many memories in this apartment.But now, he has no idea where he should find He Zihan.

The apartment has a damp musty smell because no one has lived in it for a long time.

Although He Zihan carefully covered the surface of each piece of furniture with white cloth, and the legs of the tables and chairs were also wrapped in white cloth and tied with rope, they were still damp. City C has had a lot of rain in recent years, Chen Qiran looked at the light rain outside, reluctantly took out his phone and called Zhang Ping, asking him to send someone to clean up the house.

This time I came to C City mainly to find He Zihan, but I didn't expect that it turned into myself coming to the headquarters to explain the latest development of the Chen family.Chen Qiran was speechless due to the unpredictability of this involuntary world.

With the wind blowing, he suddenly shivered.

He didn't dare to think about it, if He Zihan and Lu Senyang were not together, if his previous inferences were all wrong, how cruel would he have done to He Zihan? !

The days passed silently like this.

Chen Qiran continued to handle the heavy business of the Chen family, while expanding his business, he was constantly searching for He Zihan's shadow.Every day when listening to the reports under the tree on the investigation situation in various places, Chen Qiran was full of expectations and secretly worried at the same time.

There has been no news, no one is alive or dead, but where did He Zihan go?

The people who were ambushing in the Lu family had already reported that there was a traitor inside the Lu family, and important information was leaked within the family. Now Lu Senyang is so busy that he has no time to take care of more things.

What's more, this time Lu Senyang did go back to T City alone. After returning, he stayed in the Lu family's ancestral house, and occasionally went out only to go to the company to hold a shareholder meeting. Therefore, the possibility of He Zihan going to T City can basically be completely ruled out.

According to Chen Qiran's understanding of He Zihan, he probably would not go abroad, so why is there still no news at all after ten days of blanket searches across the mainland.

Time is still passing day by day, Chen Qiran has suffered from insomnia for ten consecutive days.

The more he thought about it, the more wrong it was.

At Ouyang Feiwu's engagement ceremony that day, why did He Zihan give herself such a string of Buddhist beads?What He Zihan said at the time was: "This is for you, it has been consecrated, it is not very expensive, it is a heart."

Didn't I pretend that I didn't know him?Then why does he still do such a thing?If he is already with Lu Senyang, this kind of thing should be given to Lu Senyang, right?

Although it can also be explained that He Zihan still regards himself as a good friend now, and when he went to the temple and saw such a thing, he brought a copy for himself, but Chen Qiran still felt strange.

What is wrong with this?

Since I returned to China, every time I met He Zihan, I didn't dare to take a second look at him because I was worried that someone would be watching in the dark.The last day was at a hot pot restaurant, but with Lu Senyang's obvious performance, it should be possible to conclude that the two are lovers, right?

It can also be explained that Lu Senyang didn't bring He Zihan back to T City, that is, he is now facing a crisis within the family, and bringing He Zihan back at this time is not justified, and it may attract huge criticism. The paparazzi in T City are notoriously scary, Lu Senyang didn't take He Zihan back, but it was a kind of protection for him.

Thinking of this, Chen Qiran felt a headache.

Why did things turn out this way?

Could it be that He Zihan was hidden by Lu Senyang?

If this is the case, it can be explained.The reason why I couldn't find He Zihan was because Lu Senyang kept getting in the way and prevented me from finding him?

Chen Qiran felt uncomfortable when he thought that he might never see He Zihan again in this life, nor could he explain the past clearly to him.If He Zihan is living happily now, then he shouldn't tell the truth, right?

Just let him think that he has forgotten him, and let him and Lu Senyang live a happy life.

Whether you are unwilling or suffering, let yourself bear all these negative emotions.He Zihan deserves to live a happy life, now that he has Lu Senyang, no matter what he does, he should not continue to interfere with his right to choose happiness.

It took a little trickery before to get He Zihan to live in his apartment, and it took a lot of tricks to make him gradually accept himself.But Chen Qiran knew very well in his heart that he had no choice but to use tricks at the beginning, and his feelings should not be mixed with too many tricks.

If he insisted on telling him the truth, then He Zihan would actually feel embarrassed, right?

Chen Qiran understood very well that He Zihan would never think of himself at critical moments.Instead, you will think about whether it is not good for others to do so.He was just too kind, making Chen Qiran feel a little unbearably kind.

If He Zihan has a deep relationship with Lu Senyang, if their relationship has withstood all the tests, then he should let go completely.

He Zihan has his own happiness.

In this way, it is already the best.