perfect life

The two of them didn't walk very fast, I don't know if it was because He Zihan was by his side or something else, Chen Qiran felt that the way back was much shorter than when he ran out.

After returning home, He Zihan asked Chen Qiran to go back to the room immediately, and ran to the kitchen to bring a pot of hot water to the room. Before Chen Qiran understood what he was going to do, He Zihan hurried to the bathroom again, and after a while, he brought a pot of hot water to the room. A basin came in.

"You are..."

"You take off your clothes and wipe them off."

"Huh?" Chen Qiran was a little puzzled.

"Otherwise your cold will be worse! Take off your clothes!" He Zihan said to Chen Qiran almost in a commanding tone.The latter had no choice but to obey under his coercion, and could only take off his clothes obediently.

Chen Qiran only felt the cold at this moment.I was too depressed before, so I ran out all at once, but now when I came back, my sweat was all dry, but I felt extremely cold.It was obviously a summer night, how could it be so cold?

Seeing that he had taken off all his clothes, He Zihan wrung out the hot towel, and without waiting for Chen Qiran to speak, directly wiped him.

The towel was very hot, and the skin felt very comfortable after being wiped. Chen Qiran sat on the bed, and the feeling of being taken care of by He Zihan made him a little light.The previous unhappiness and frustration all disintegrated at this moment, only He Zihan's awkward tenderness and love.

"Sub-Han."

"Huh? Turn around and wipe your back."

"You and Sister Yang..." Although he knew it was not the time to ask this question, Chen Qiran couldn't hold back anymore.This question has been lingering in his mind for a long time.Ever since he saw Sister Yang appearing with the baby in her arms, there was a thorn in his heart that stuck there, and he couldn't get rid of it no matter what.

"What?" He Zihan was still wiping his body, but couldn't hear what Chen Qiran was saying.

Chen Qiran thought for a while, He Zihan was so emotional just now, it is clear that he still loves him.Then what happened to him and sister Yang?Could it be that they don't matter at all?But where did the child come from?

Seeing Chen Qiran just sitting there in a daze, He Zihan probably guessed what he was thinking.

"Well, actually, I'm just staying at Sister Yang's house temporarily. We have nothing to do with each other. The baby is the child of Sister Yang and Brother Yang."

From the very beginning, He Zihan deliberately led Chen Qiran to misunderstand himself and Sister Yang.From the first time he saw Chen Qiran at home, he knew that Chen Qiran might misunderstand that the baby was his and sister Yang's.Thinking about all the hardships I suffered because of this person before, I felt very unhappy.

Thinking of Chen Qiran being so indifferent to him before, and now running in front of him for no reason, what the hell is this?Because of anger and sadness, I wanted to drag him into the water together, and wanted to see him in the same pain as myself.

Deliberately told him that he already had a wife and children, and wanted to see him sad.However, when I really saw that extremely surprised expression on Chen Qiran's face, I started to despise my boredom again.

Why bother?

Didn't he use these misunderstandings to hurt him because of his feelings for him?

If Chen Qiran really has no feelings for him at all, then there is no need for him to find this place, right?He had already told Lu Senyang at the intersection in City B before, asking him to do him a favor: don't let Chen Qiran find him.

He knew that the Chen family had a powerful information network, and he could find him anywhere, but the Lu Sen Yang family was also very powerful.When Chen Qiran was looking for him at home, Lu Senyang stepped in to stop him from looking, so it should be fine, right?

He was too hasty when he left, he really didn't want to stay in City B any longer.The lease of the house, his books, graduation certificates and other things were all handed over to Lu Senyang for safekeeping.Before Lu Senyang deliberately acted in front of Chen Qiran that he was ambiguous with him, and Lu Senyang had different feelings for him, He Zihan had already told him very clearly: it was impossible for them before.

At that time, the expression on Lu Senyang's face was very complicated, and before He Zihan even had time to ask him what was going on, he had already returned to his usual appearance and promised to help him keep those things, whenever he wanted.As for helping him conceal his whereabouts, Lu Senyang also agreed.

He also roughly understood He Zihan's feelings, and Lu Senyang didn't fully understand how profound the relationship between Chen Qiran and He Zihan was until then.The sum of all the previous things can't match the huge impact of He Zihan's leaving.

He knew that He Zihan's childhood dream was to stay away from City C and start a new life in a distant place.He did it, he came to City B, finished college and graduated early, and had a very good job in Lu's, which was not much different from ordinary high-tech white-collar workers.

He can have a very brilliant life, if he doesn't care about Chen Qiran.

Now, because of Chen Qiran, He Zihan has to give up his dream for many years, he doesn't know where he is going, he just wants to hide away, whether it's a lonely life alone, or a boring life, he just wants to continue I also don't want to see anything about Chen Qiran.

He was shocked by He Zihan's determination, and secretly felt sorry for him.However, He Zihan seemed to have no intention of changing his decision, and Lu Senyang knew that he could only agree to his request.

After explaining these things, Lu Senyang also agreed to his request, and He Zihan quickly left City B with peace of mind.

He passed through many cities aimlessly, but found none that he liked.Finally staying in this village was purely accidental—there was a sudden heavy rain that day, and he had nowhere to hide, so he stood under the eaves of the Yang family, and he has lived in the Yang family ever since.

Brother Yang and Sister Yang were very enthusiastic. Looking at his thin body at that time, they even cooked meat and vegetables for him every day—it is not easy to eat meat in the countryside.He Zihan likes this kind of comfort that belongs to the countryside, and doesn't want to wander elsewhere for the time being.He has been wandering outside for so long, it's time to find a place to stay for a while.

When Sister Yang was pregnant, He Zihan took the initiative to help Brother Yang with farm work. Although he had never been exposed to this kind of thing before, he could learn it as soon as he learned it. Brother Yang made fun of him: "You college students are quick to learn everything, even farming. it's the same."

He Zihan just laughed when he heard that, he didn't know if it was the right choice for him to live here like this.He was supposed to live the life of an office worker in the city, but that life now seems extremely boring.

Because he was embarrassed to live in Yang's house for free every day, He Zihan expressed in a very euphemistic way that he wanted to subsidize his family every month, but Brother Yang vetoed it with one sentence.

"If you and I are relatives, sister Yang, don't mention money!"

Since then, He Zihan never dared to raise money again, and once again went to the department store with the village chief to buy a lot of nutritional supplements for Sister Yang when she was pregnant, as well as some clothes and shoes for the baby.He knew that they wouldn't want the money, so he could only make up for it through these.

Originally, the Yang family didn't even have an electric fan, but He Zihan bought it together when he went to the city.

Later, Brother Yang was sent to another place by the village for half a year of training because of his good planting skills.During this period, she only rushed back to live at home for two days after Sister Yang gave birth, and then rushed back to continue her studies non-stop.

Now that he hasn't returned from his studies, He Zihan doesn't want to leave for the time being, so he just lives here.

Chen Qiran listened to He Zihan's explanation of the ins and outs of his coming to this village, hugged him sadly, buried him in his arms and asked, "Zihan, it's all my fault. I made you suffer."

When he said this, He Zihan also became sad, but now is not the time to be sad, not to mention that Chen Qiran's grandma has passed away, and there is no obstacle between them.He Zihan patted Chen Qiran's head, and said softly: "Let's talk about it later, you are tired, go to sleep."

Chen Qiran was also surprisingly obedient, after nodding in his arms, he obediently lay down on the bed.He Zihan wiped himself after the basin of water arrived. After running all the way, he finally caught up with Chen Qiran, sweating all over, feeling very uncomfortable.After wiping him off, he went back to the bed and lay down. Before he could lie still, Chen Qiran was already hugging him in his arms - Chen Qiran must have fallen asleep from exhaustion before, but he was still awake.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

After He Zihan asked, he rested on Chen Qiran's arm and waited for his answer, but Chen Qiran didn't make a sound.He Zihan was a little curious, why did this person stop talking all of a sudden?Turning around to take a look, he found that Chen Qiran was already fast asleep.

It turned out that he was already a habit of sleeping with him in his arms?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile.

They have already engraved each other in their bones and blood, and although they have experienced so many twists and turns during the period, they can finally sleep together again now.This rare comfort and happiness made He Zihan have the urge to cry.He had waited for so many years for the day when they would know each other again, and the person he loved the most was now behind his back, holding him tenderly, just like in the past.

His eyes were a little sour, and he felt that he seemed too hypocritical, so he quickly wiped the corners of his eyes, leaned his head on the pillow, and freed Chen Qiran's arm so that he would not press him down so that his blood would not flow smoothly, and fell asleep peacefully holding his warm arm .

When the doctor came to give Chen Qiran a follow-up visit the next day, He Zihan and Sister Yang were not at home.The doctor was the only doctor in this area, and he was very surprised by Chen Qiran's temperament - he also had that expression when he saw He Zihan for the first time.

After taking the temperature and putting on today's drip, the doctor explained a few precautions and left.

Chen Qiran felt that he was completely healed now, his head didn't hurt anymore, his head didn't swell, and all he could think about was He Zihan.When I woke up in the morning and saw that he was not by my side, I was a little disappointed, and then found a note written by He Zihan on the pillow: "Stay at home obediently, there are porridge and salted duck eggs in the pot, you must eat! I will go with Sister Yang Get crops in the field, and bring you delicious food when you come back."

His beautiful handwriting seemed to dance on the paper at that moment, like the most beautiful sound of nature in the world, making Chen Qiran intoxicated.

In the past, he was always taking care of He Zihan's daily life, but now, it feels really good to be cared and taken care of by He Zihan, so good that he really wants to stay sick and lie in bed like this.

The sun was extremely bright that day, and He Zihan's face was flushed red.He carried two big watermelons in his hand, and Sister Yang carried the baby on her back. Chen Qiran saw the two from the window, and for some reason still felt a sour jealousy.

Although he already knew in his heart that they had nothing to do with each other, and that He Zihan was only helping to take care of their mother and child when Brother Yang was not at home, but seeing this scene similar to a family of three, he still felt bored.

Chen Qiran knew that this kind of inexplicable loss and sourness was abnormal. He Zihan had his own circle of friends and his own life. Even lovers who loved each other very much couldn't have exactly the same circle of friends.

The villagers here are all He Zihan's friends, so I should try to understand the whole simple world that belongs to He Zihan, and I will eat the jealousy of Sister Yang and Bao Bao every now and then.If He Zihan likes children, he can adopt one with him in the future.

Childhood memories made him have a certain fear of new life.Be it Chen Zeyu or himself, it was doomed not to get the warmth of a family when he was born.Ever since they were sent to the Chen family's old house in C city, they had no family happiness.Chen Qiran didn't want to recall the memory of the time when he was three or four years old, it was a dark time, he just wanted to get rid of it.

Although I feel very happy going to my parents on weekends, but after returning to the old house, I will only feel more empty and lonely.I want to live with my family and live an ordinary life, but it is still completely impossible.

Chen Zeyu looked happier than himself, but he had such a terrible disease that accidents could happen at any time.This kind of life made Chen Qiran feel helpless and sad.He was afraid that he would not be able to bring happiness to a little life, and he was afraid that he could not even take care of He Zihan well.

However, seeing that He Zihan is very happy to see the baby, I still feel that I should tell him about the plan to adopt a child next time - because he is willing to try.Thinking of raising a child with him in the future and watching him grow up, Chen Qiran is happy.