perfect life

He Zihan was wondering why Chen Qiran suddenly asked himself to forgive him, did he do something bad again?Chen Qiran continued to speak again: "I deliberately forgot about you, failed to get in touch with you, did so many bastard things to make you sad... Although all these mistakes add up to make you stop talking to me for the rest of your life, But I still want to ask for your forgiveness."

He Zihan listened blankly, a little unresponsive to what was going on.

Chen Qiran saw him in a daze, took his hand again, kissed his fingers, and continued to ask: "Zihan, can you forgive me?"

His voice was low, like the sound of rainwater falling gently from the eaves to the ground and splashing, which made He Zihan a little nostalgic and obsessed.

He didn't know how he should answer Chen Qiran. After all, the actions he and Lu Senyang made before, even though he was too sad to see through Lu Senyang's intentions at that time, but in retrospect, in these things, he was actually not complete. Right?

Chen Qiran had his own difficulties, and he was also hurt.The two of them had only known each other for six years, and the time between them was actually five years.He loves Chen Qiran, wants to stay with him, and doesn't want to be separated from him anymore.

There is another voice calling out in my heart: don't forgive him easily, he is not by your side at all when you are in the most pain; when you see a glimmer of hope, he pushes you into the abyss again.

He Zihan knew that Chen Qiran had caused a lot of harm to him in the past few years, but after all, there were still many objective factors.Now, the most important and most worrisome objective factor no longer exists, so, I shouldn't have any major problems with him this time, right?

Although he was still afraid of what might happen, he was still worried that something terrible would happen in the past, such as Chen Qiran being shot in front of him or being beaten up... He couldn't imagine such a thing.He wanted to be with him for the rest of his life, he didn't want to be afraid, and he didn't want to see two people hurt each other because of a little misunderstanding...

He Zihan turned around and lay face to face with Chen Qiran, looked at his pretty face, and said very solemnly: "You don't have to worry about the past, but in the future we must be honest with each other, no matter what happens, we must be honest. .”

"I promise you, I promise."

"Not allowed to be with any woman, including Fan Geting, I don't like her."

"Okay, I promise you, I will cut off all contact with her after I go back, including those related to business cooperation. If I have to attend some activities together, I will try my best to push it down, or take you with me."

As Chen Qiran spoke, he lightly stroked He Zihan's smooth back, rubbing against the skin that had an excellent touch, as if teasing, but was there too much lust.Feeling comfortable being touched by him like this, He Zihan narrowed his eyes lazily.

"Is this comfortable?"

"Hmm...it's comfortable. Itches on the shoulder, scratch it."

Seeing his relaxed and contented appearance, Chen Qiran felt very happy for some reason.Fingers went around the shoulders, scratched, and asked, "This way?"

"A little bit to the left."

"Is it here?"

"Ah, that's right! Push harder, it's so itchy, it seems like I was bitten by a mosquito."

He Zihan nestled in Chen Qiran's arms and let him take care of him. He was extremely comfortable both mentally and physically. When he almost fell asleep like this, he suddenly remembered something, opened his eyes, and said fiercely: "No You have a lot of entertainment when you go to work, and you have to go home and cook for me on time every day. When I go back, I have to find a job by myself, and you are not allowed to interfere with me."

He Zihan said it all in one breath, fearing that Chen Qiran would go back on his word when he recovered from the ecstasy of forgiving him, so he said as much as he could think of.

"Okay, I promise you."

"Well, go to sleep, I'm tired."

As He Zihan said that, he turned around again, leaned his back against Chen Qiran's arms and found a comfortable position to sleep.Seeing his laziness, Chen Qiran couldn't help but kissed his ear again, He Zihan was not annoyed, but just held the man's hand on his stomach, and fell asleep peacefully.

Chen Qiran lived in Yang's house for four days, and was inseparable from He Zihan every day.

When He Zihan went to the field, he also followed to help;

He Zihan and Sister Yang helped other sows deliver babies, and he also followed He Zihan, still teasing the baby; when He Zihan helped the baby take a bath, he also went to the bathroom to join in the fun, even though he was too big for that bathroom Even squatting was uncomfortable, but Chen Qiran seemed to enjoy it, and didn't say anything after being splashed by the baby.

This afternoon, He Zihan went to someone else's house to help repair the roof, and Chen Qiran also ran over.Because he doesn't know how to work, he can only stand below and pass tools to He Zihan - even so, he has always maintained a bright smile.

People in the village were a little curious when they saw Chen Qiran's face. He Zihan explained to everyone that this was his relative in the city.

Although Chen Qiran put on the ordinary yellowish white shirt that the villagers often wear, with the usual overalls and rubber shoes underneath, but I don't know if his skin is too white or for some other reason, the whole person does not look the slightest. There is no appearance of a farmer, but a scene of children from a rich family coming to the countryside to learn agriculture.

He Zihan looked at Chen Qiran who was standing in the corridor and was always paying attention to his work on the roof, thinking that he could let this young master follow him anytime and anywhere, which was actually a pretty good feeling.

After helping people repair the roof, He Zihan took Chen Qiran to the field to look at the rapeseed planted a few days ago. It seems that the seedlings are growing well, and there should be a good harvest this year.

Chen Qiran has never seen such a large paddy field, and now it is past the harvest season, and it is not the growth period of rice, he can neither see a golden paddy field, nor can he see the emerald green, what catches his eyes is only blackness and sporadically sprouted small rapeseed.

"It doesn't look good now, wait until April and May, or June and July, and come and see, it's very beautiful." He Zihan said and washed his hands in the stream.

"Well, I can probably imagine it. I can come back and have a look later."

"Well, it's almost there, let's go back."

After returning home, He Zihan found someone in the house.Sister Yang took her baby to the health center in the village to get vaccinated today. She probably hasn’t come back at this point. Now that someone from the family has come in, could it be that she was robbed? !

Just when He Zihan was about to drag Chen Qiran out, Sister Yang suddenly ran back excitedly.

"Zihan, where's your elder brother Yang?!"

Hearing Sister Yang's question, He Zihan even forgot about the possible robbery at home, and asked directly: "Huh? Isn't Brother Yang still studying?"

He Zihan was wondering, could it be Brother Yang who came back?While he was talking to Sister Yang, a burly man came out of the room. He was shorter than Chen Qiran, but because of his solid body and darker body, he looked like a strong man.Although he wasn't very handsome, his whole person gave off a strong sense of oppression. Chen Qiran felt that he was a very trustworthy person. It was indeed reassuring for He Zihan to live here.

Chen Qiran wanted to pull He Zihan to tell him that there was someone behind him, but He Zihan had already turned around.

"Brother Yang! Why are you back?!"

"Study ended early, so I came back. Ouch, son, give me a hug!" As he spoke, he picked up the baby in Sister Yang's arms.

Sister Yang stepped forward, hugged the father and son, and couldn't help but said, "I won't leave when I come back this time? My child and I are like you..."

"I'm not leaving. I'm done. I'll give a report to the village committee tomorrow. I'll teach everyone the skills I've learned in our own village. There's no need to travel so far."

Brother Yang patted Sister Yang on the shoulder as he spoke, then raised the baby to the top of his head, turned the baby's small body, pointed his head at He Zihan, and said, "Son, do you still remember Dad? Don't put you Uncle He has become a real father!"

"Brother Yang's words are off the mark. I watched the baby be born. I took good care of Sister Yang and the baby when you were not around. It's okay to treat me as a biological father, right, baby?" He Zihan joked.

Sister Yang and Chen Qiran laughed when they heard this, but the baby was still saying "Yiyi Yaya" and couldn't understand.Brother Yang suddenly said seriously: "Well, it seems that my own father is really incompetent."

He Zihan scratched the back of his head, he knew that the baby was close to him, and he was a bit suspicious of saying it, so he hurriedly said to the baby: "But baby, now that your real father is back, I will not serve you as an acting father in the future." You got dressed and took a shower. Take it easy when you take a shower in the future, don't get your father wet all over. "

These words made Brother Yang and Sister Yang laugh out loud, and Chen Qiran also laughed.Seeing Chen Qiran smiling so happily, He Zihan felt embarrassed for some reason—would it be strange for him to see himself so funny?For a while I really didn't know what to do.

"Okay, okay, Sister Yang has something to say to Brother Yang, so let's not disturb them." Chen Qiran dragged He Zihan to his room as he spoke, and Sister Yang nodded gratefully to him.

Seeing the reunion of the family of three, He Zihan was dragged back to his room by Chen Qiran in a very sensible way.

The two sat down, and Chen Qiran asked, "Zihan, if he's back, you..."

Knowing that he had been waiting for this day for a long time, He Zihan patted Chen Qiran's hand and said, "Yes, I know. Then I will tell them when we have dinner later. Sister Yang saw you coming, so she probably can do it too." Guess I'm leaving."

As he said that, he suddenly fell on the bed, Chen Qiran watched him roll over on the bed twice, completely unaware of what this man was doing.

"I'm going to miss this hard bed, the one I slept in before I met you."

It was only at this time that Chen Qiran remembered his past life, thinking that He Zihan must have had a bad life in the past few years when he was not by his side, and felt a little more guilty towards him in his heart.

She stepped forward and pulled him up, let him lean against her chest, and said softly: "Come home with me. The beds at home are big, and you can roll however you like. I let Zhang Ping dry the quilt. The clothes have also been taken out and washed again, the house has been cleaned, and you can live in anytime.”

He Zihan reached out and hugged his waist, buried her head in his chest, and rubbed back and forth in his arms, like a coquettish cat.Chen Qiran really made all the preparations and waited for him to go back to live.

Thinking of being eaten to death by this man, He Zihan felt a little angry that he forgave him so easily.

But thinking of his loneliness, he couldn't bear to stay here any longer.

Chen Qiran said before, "I haven't been able to sleep well these few years without you being by my side." This sentence has been imprinted in He Zihan's mind. sleep by myself...

His anger and resentment towards Chen Qiran disappeared as early as when he was sick.Although it seemed very spineless, there was no way, he loved this man, and as long as he could return to his side, he would be happy.He wanted to go on like this with Chen Qiran. He had experienced enough hardships before, and the rest should be happiness, right?

He Zihan didn't look up, just hugged Chen Qiran quietly, and after a while he said sullenly: "I want to live in my room, I miss that mango yellow wall."

Chen Qiran stroked his hair, knelt down and met his eyes, their lips couldn't help but stick together.It wasn't a very deep kiss, but an expression of love. Chen Qiran kissed He Zihan gently on the lips for a while and then let go of He Zihan.

"It seems that Brother Yang and Sister Yang have a lot to say, so I'll do it tonight, and you will wash the vegetables for me."

"okay."

"Is there anything you want to eat in particular? The beef sent by Zhang Ping is still there."

"Well, let's have a goulash then."

"Ok."