and drunk

The two stayed for many days without leaving, and besides the intimate caress every day, it was you and me, and they were more intimate than before the lie was exposed.Sometimes there is only the last step of entering Yuan Chenqing's body, and everything has been done.

Every time after the love, Yuan Chenqing seemed to have lost all his strength, lying in Xiao Yuanjun's arms.Suddenly, he had a thought, smiled and blew Xiao Yuanjun's wet temple hair with his lips: "Now, which one do you think is better, me or him?"

he?As if being pricked by the tip of a needle, Xiao Yuanjun let go of his hands tightly hugging him: "It's different, it can't be compared."

"It's because I'm far behind him, so there's no way to compare?" Although Yuan Chenqing was smiling, his gaze was suddenly frighteningly sharp.

Although they have been in love for many days, Xiao Yuanjun is not even willing to lie.

Yuan Chenqing himself didn't know what was wrong with him. When Xiao Yuanjun lied, he hated Xiao Yuanjun for deceiving him, but when Xiao Yuanjun told the truth, he hated Xiao Yuanjun for being stingy with giving false feelings.

He seems to be more and more addicted to the love game with this boy...

Yuan Chenqing was a little dazed, and lowered his head to look at his hands with thick knuckles.He's clearly an adult man, but he's still entangled with a child...

"No." For Yuan Chenqing's question, Xiao Yuanjun retorted intuitively, but hesitated, unable to explain the feeling in his heart.

He adores and adores Chu Fengluo, fantasizing about the respectful and tender appearance of the two when they are together, but when he is with Yuan Chenqing, it is more like being driven by his lower body, sometimes he looks down on him, sometimes he hates him, but he hugs him Sometimes, he will feel very pitiful for him who relies on himself wholeheartedly.This complex feeling made it difficult for him to describe what it was like.

"what is that?"

"I do not know……"

Without saying a word, Yuan Chenqing pushed him away, picked up the clothes beside him and put them on.

"Are you angry?" Xiao Yuanjun hurried to his side, grabbed his sleeve and shook it gently, "Don't go..."

Yuan Chenqing lowered his head and smiled: "I also feel that I am very strange. I am so much older than you, and I will be with you for so long. I don't want to do this, but I feel that I can't control myself... I think I should find someone Let the place be quiet for a while, maybe you can wake up a little bit.”

He lowered his head, his face was stained with an indescribable loneliness, the blush from the affair just now seemed to have completely disappeared.

"Don't go..." Xiao Yuanjun couldn't help begging him like he was begging his brother, "Will you sit with me for a while?"

Yuan Chenqing wanted to leave in a huff, but seeing his begging expression, he had no choice but to sit down patiently, intending to leave after listening to him. The rest of his life is limited, so there is no need to waste it on him.

"Chenqing...you are so kind to me..." Xiao Yuanjun sighed and hugged his waist from behind, whispering, "I wanted to fall in love with you from the very beginning, but since then you have been very kind to me and pampered me, You tolerate me even when I am self-willed. I often think that it would be great if I fell in love with you... But when I face you, I don't feel shy and nervous at all, I just want to tease you, look at you Look embarrassed... I think maybe I can live like this with you for the rest of my life."

He paused, kissed the man's sullen cheek, and ran his hands along his stiffened back out of habit.

"Later you found out that I was lying to you, and we had a big fight. At that time, I was thinking, let's forget it, let's break up, and I even felt a sense of relief, I don't need to continue to lie to you." He smiled wryly, "Who knew that you forced me to go with you. During this period of time, I thought I hated you, how could I get revenge on you, but before I knew it, I only had you in my heart. I can't say right Do you love or hate, like or hate, but... if you want to leave, I... I feel so sad, it hurts so much here, I don't want you to go..."

He touched his chest lightly, and brought his heart close to Yuan Chenqing, "Ah Qing, have you heard my heart? I don't understand it at all, can you understand?"

Yuan Chenqing looked at him coldly: "You still don't understand something, but you still ask me, how would I know?" He tied the belt around his waist indiscriminately, and stood up impatiently, "You said you would I listen to you, are you done now? I'm leaving."

"Where are you going?" He quickly stood up to help pack his things, "I'll go with you."

"Didn't you say that I want you to follow me and you hate it?" Yuan Chenqing smirked, "So I let you go free now."

"Ah Qing, don't be angry, I don't hate you at all now."

Yuan Chenqing ignored him and just stuffed his clothes into the baggage.He told Xiao Yuanjun that he liked him, but it was only to trick Xiao Yuanjun, because he was afraid of loneliness.

Now that Xiao Yuanjun said this to him, I don't know if it is true or not.By now, he could no longer afford to be deceived again.

To Yuan Chenqingqing's helplessness, Xiao Yuanjun followed him almost every step this time, no matter where he went, he followed him like a piece of brown sugar.

Xiao Yuanjun's martial arts are very strong, so he can't beat him naturally, even if Xiao Yuanjun doesn't use martial arts, he can't resist with his overwhelming power alone.So I can only tolerate him continuing to stay by my side, eating and living together, but sleeping in separate beds.Even if Xiao Yuanjun behaved a little unruly, he was kicked aside by him.

It would be fine if he just eats and sleeps, but even when he goes to discuss business, Xiao Yuanjun has to follow him. Xiao Yuanjun has always been rude to ordinary people, and will lose his temper at the slightest disappointment.

When Yuan Chenqing discusses business with others, it is inevitable to call a few brothel girls. Xiao Yuanjun is like a thunderbolt, with a blue face, sitting next to him, Yuan Chenqing wants girls to please him, and he is also angry. Being angry, Yuan Chenqing lost a lot of business, drove him away angrily, and he pulled Yuan Chenqing's sleeve with pleading eyes, which made Yuan Chenqing feel unbearable.

Yuan Chenqing, who was hiding in the toilet, couldn't help but sighed, while Xiao Yuanjun was standing guard outside the door.This bleak situation made him still not come back to his senses, how did it happen.

Half an hour ago they were eating at the roadside inn, and he hadn't spoken to Xiao Yuanjun for more than ten days, but Xiao Yuanjun followed him like a fool, even though he was blinded, he still struck up a conversation as if he didn't see him.

Halfway through eating, he told Xiao Yuanjun that his stomach was uncomfortable and he wanted to go to the bathroom. In fact, he wanted to throw Xiao Yuanjun into the inn and sneak away by himself. The toilet almost collapsed.

The latrines of the dwellings are very simple, a small room surrounded by mud bricks on three sides, with only one wooden board as the door panel, with only a gap of more than half a foot exposed on the top.

"Ah Qing, are you still in there?"

The toilet door was knocked several times, and Xiao Yuanjun's anxious voice came from outside.

Yuan Chenqing, who was already powerless against Xiao Yuanjun, couldn't help moaning: "Still..."

"That's good..." Xiao Yuanjun obviously breathed a sigh of relief, "I thought you..." fell into the toilet--the last half of the sentence was finally left unsaid.

After the bathtub false alarm two months ago, he would still think of it from time to time, and whenever he thought of it, he would have lingering fears in his heart, and he dared not take a step away from Yuan Chenqing.

And Yuan Chenqing didn't seem to notice it himself, he often fell unconscious suddenly.When he woke up, he seemed to be fine again.

If he had been a step slower at that time, Ah Qing might not have been able to see her.

Facts have proved that Ah Qing is very important in his heart, and he cannot allow Ah Qing to leave him because of a misunderstanding.In any case, this knot between each other must be untied.Otherwise he will not forgive himself.

"Ah Qing, come out earlier, I have something very important to tell you." Xiao Yuanjun walked back and forth outside the toilet door, causing two or three people passing the toilet to cast strange glances.

This person is really strange, he is dressed gorgeously, he is obviously from a wealthy family, and he ran to such a dirty place to show respect, probably because he has three urgencies, but if he is really in such a hurry, will he smile?

Most likely something went wrong.Seeing that the door of this latrine is still locked tightly, the hearts of the people squatting inside are so dark that they want such a beautiful young man to suffocate to death...

The onlookers stopped in their footsteps, discussing in low voices from a distance, but saw the door of the latrine suddenly opened with a "snap", and a man with an extremely ugly face came out from inside, and the boy had no intention of rushing in. He hugged the man tightly.

The onlookers couldn't help but let out an "ah", and were extremely disappointed that there was no duel or quarrel.

"What are you looking at? Get the hell out of here!" Xiao Yuanjun's eyes were cold and stern, scaring everyone away in an instant.

"No matter what, don't talk about it here?" Yuan Chenqing pushed Xiao Yuanjun's hug away.

Xiao Yuanjun is a relative of the emperor with golden branches and jade leaves. If it wasn't because Xiao Yuanjun was young, he would not have had too much entanglement with Xiao Yuanjun.But recently, Xiao Yuanjun has changed a bit, as if he has grown up suddenly, sometimes awe-inspiring, which makes him have a faint sense of fear.

Walking to a secluded place, Yuan Chenqing stopped: "Okay, if you have anything to say, say it quickly."

This place is deep in the woods, and there is no one in the vicinity. The two are standing opposite each other, but they are also the person next to the pillow. The intimacy between the two is not exaggerated even if they are husband and wife. It immediately adds a bit of ambiguity in this dense forest. meaning.

"Ah Qing." The young man who was extremely arrogant just now blushed slightly, and smiled embarrassedly, "I made you angry that day, I'm sorry."

"Oh, I see. You have apologized many times." Yuan Chenqing waved his hand, "I didn't take it to heart."

"Your body... is it alright?"

"If you are worried that I want to kill the child in my womb, I can tell you that there is no need. I still remember the previous agreement. Since I want you to leave, it is a unilateral breach of the contract, so I will find a way to give birth to the child. However, I can tell you frankly that the child will have my last name. You don’t have to say more. No matter what you say, it will not change my decision.”

"Are you still angry with me? In fact, I don't care what the child's last name is. As long as you are well, I am already very happy..."

He hugged Yuan Chenqing, kissed him lightly on the cheek, stared at him for a while, and said softly: "Maybe you haven't noticed it yourself, you've been comatose more and more recently, and you don't think much about it when you wake up." Remember how I fell into a coma. Seeing you pass out made me feel like I was going to die. It almost drove me crazy.

"I think there must be something wrong with the medicine I gave you. In fact, I once secretly sent someone thousands of miles to send a letter to the imperial physician, asking if the imperial physician could abort the child, but the imperial physician said that it has been more than seven months. It will be more dangerous, so I can only follow you all the time, afraid of you... afraid that you will faint somewhere I don't know..."

Yuan Chenqing was in a trance, and his eyes were a little erratic: "You...you said that I have been in a coma more and more recently?" Could it be...could it be...the death date is coming?

Over the past few days, he tried every means to escape from Xiao Yuanjun's followers, and he deliberately didn't think about it, and almost forgot about this incident. It seems that he has been pregnant for more than seven months, but because of the loose clothes he wears, a rich businessman like him Most of them are fat people with full brains and intestines, so not many people doubt it.

But... the nine-month death period is not far away.

Xiao Yuanjun held him tightly in his arms: "Ah Qing, let's go back to the palace. I'll ask the imperial physician to treat you carefully, so don't stay outside."

Yuan Chenqing shook his head: "My lord, we met by chance. In the end, we are just ashes to ashes, dust to dust, and we are just strangers in the end. Why do you care so much about my safety?"

Xiao Yuanjun stared at him, showing a sad smile: "Ah Qing, if I said that I care about you, would you still believe me?"

Yuan Chenqing stared at him coldly, shook off his hold on her hand, and then went to the inn to pack her things.

Xiao Yuanjun quickly hugged him: "Ah Qing, listen to me!"

"Let go!" Yuan Chenqing pushed him away angrily, but no matter how much he resisted and struggled, he couldn't break free from Xiao Yuanjun's restraint, so he could only look at him coldly, "You still want to lie to me?"

"Ah Qing, Ah Qing..." Xiao Yuanjun's kisses kept falling on his eyes, eyebrows, and lips, "Listen to me, listen to me!"

"Speak quickly, and get out of here!"

Xiao Yuanjun smiled bitterly: "Every time you get angry, you run away. This habit is very bad."

Although Yuan Chenqing can find it no matter where he goes to hide, but the cunning rabbit has three dens, and the cunning fox does not know how many dens, he would have to search for a long time to find any place to hide.

"That's all you want to say?" Yuan Chenqing glared.

"No. Half a month ago, you asked me whether Brother Chu is good or you are good, and I told you it was different. At that time, in my heart... I just knew it was different, but I didn't think about it. I have been thinking about this for so many days question.

"Now I've thought it through. I've always wanted to tell you, but I just couldn't find a chance to say it. If Brother Chu were with me now, I would respect and admire him in my heart, but there would be no one who treats you like this... Mood..." Xiao Yuanjun stared at him coyly, "Brother Chu leaves me, I will be sad, but I will not feel hopeless. If you are not by my side and leave me secretly, I will be sad to death... I I think, in fact, my feelings for brother Chu are more like that of my elder brother, but I have never been able to distinguish the difference between possessiveness and love for my elder brother..."

Yuan Chenqing suddenly felt that the sunlight through the woods was a bit dazzling, he covered it with his hand, narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked at the boy who was smiling foolishly in front of him.

"Don't try to lie to me again, tell the truth, what else do you want?"

"You really won't believe it..." He seemed to be talking to himself, "I originally wanted you to accept my feelings slowly, but I have been running around outside and the food is not good. Tired, it will be bad for the child..."

Yuan Chenqing rubbed his hair, some intentionally vigorously, making his hair a little messy, and smiled maliciously: "Actually, you like the child in my belly, right? You're only so young, just thinking about it You want someone to give you a child to raise...why do you want a child? Is it because you didn’t have parents to love you when you were young, so you want a child to love him well?”

Xiao Yuanjun was ridiculed maliciously by him, and he did not become angry from embarrassment. Instead, he looked at him in confusion, as if he was thinking about whether it was really what Yuan Chenqing said, but seeing his smile become cold, he turned to leave, and quickly grabbed his shoulder: "Because you gave birth to my child, I will love him even more..."

Yuan Chenqing stopped and stood there without looking back. He felt the young man's hands slip from his shoulders, his hands wrapped around his waist, and his chin rested on his shoulders: "If there were no children, I wouldn't Then go find someone else to have a baby...Ah Qing, all I need is you...Ah Qing, I think we will be happy, we will be together for the rest of our lives and have a bunch of children, Ah Qing, I love you..."

Xiao Yuanjun kept calling his name, his soft and slow voice seemed to contain all his affection.

Yuan Chenqing felt a sore nose, and suddenly tears flowed from his eyes and slid down his cheeks, unable to stop.

forever...

But he was already dying.

For the rest of my life, how can I...

"You're right, I really like children too..." Xiao Yuanjun laughed softly, leaning on his shoulder like a big dog, the long hair that was loosened by him just now is fluffy, and the purple jade crown is slanted Inserting it, the strands of hair touched his face that he didn't want to turn around to be seen by the boy with tears, it was as soft as a boy's sprouting heart.

"I like children very much. I hope that there is a child with the same blood as the person I love. I will give him all the love I didn't get when I was young... You are right, I am very young My mother died at that time, and I was brought up by several nurses. I only saw my father three times, so I never knew what kind of parental love is like... I think if I have a child, I will take care of it. If I give him my love, I will know what it feels like to be loved by my parents..."

"Ah Ching, I am really happy after you conceived a child, and even though you were angry and sad, you did not kill the child, I am really grateful to you for making this dream come true for me, and for giving me a life of my own. And your child... Ah Qing, I love you so much, I will make you the happiest person in the world."

Xiao Yuanjun smiled, turned his head, and kissed Yuan Chenqing's hair on the temples, but found that his face was very dull, as if he was unmoved by his confession, and was slightly taken aback: "Ah Qing, what's wrong with you? "

Yuan Chenqing smiled faintly, and wiped the tears on his face carelessly with his hands, but in Xiao Yuanjun's eyes, it seemed that he was childish and helpless towards the young man, and rubbed his fingers on his temples, as if thinking: "It seems...you really like me?"

"Really... If there is a half-truth, I will be struck by lightning." Xiao Yuanjun hurriedly raised his hand to swear, and was about to hold him in his arms and kiss him, but was pushed away by Yuan Chenqing.

Yuan Chenqing took three steps back slowly, stood still, looked at him, and laughed softly: "I thought... it would take a while, I didn't expect it to be so soon."

Xiao Yuanjun was taken aback, he felt his heart sank immediately, and suddenly had a bad feeling, he couldn't help trembling and said: "Ah Qing, what did you say?"

Yuan Chenqing smiled, with slightly lowered eyes, but there was a ruthless cold light flashing, "I will not let anyone who plays with me, I have been waiting for this day, after you fall in love with me, Trampling your heart on the soles of your feet again, this is such a pleasant thing. So I hold you hostage and force you to follow me, just waiting for this day, you finally fall in love with me...Unexpectedly, God opened his eyes, this day It came so fast..."

"You're talking nonsense! Didn't you say you like me? How...how can you lie to me?" Xiao Yuanjun grabbed his wrist, his face was full of anger and sadness, he calmed down, and then whispered: "Are you You're kidding me, right? Ah Qing, don't be self-willed..."

"Fool!" After Yuan Chenqing said lightly, he broke free from him with all his strength, turned around and left.

It's too fast... Does he really love himself?

Although Yuan Chenqing had a premonition that Xiao Yuanjun seemed to like him, but he didn't expect it to come so fast, so fast that his heart hadn't fully reacted yet.

The corners of his eyes and his face can make people see the overwhelming love and affection. He will never mistake this kind of naturally expressed emotion. If he said that he would deceive himself about Xiao Yuanjun's fake plays in the past, but Now he would rather Xiao Yuanjun lie to him.

He originally wanted to force him to spend a few months with Xiao Yuanjun, even if there was no love, there would still be family affection. After his death, people would visit him every Qingming Festival and burn a few ghost papers, but he didn't expect it to become like this.

He only hoped that someone would remember him, and after many years, there would be someone who would miss him, who would smile and be happy when he thought of him, but the deep love now was much more than he expected, which caught him off guard.

He is indeed selfish enough to want his tenderness, but if it is such a deep love, it will only become more painful in the end. It is better to give up before his feelings become deeper.

"Stop!" Xiao Yuanjun's cold voice made him tremble in his heart, and he stopped, only to see a white shadow flashing, and Xiao Yuanjun's ghostly figure floated in front of his eyes.It is rumored that everyone in the royal family of this dynasty is familiar with superior martial arts. He has never seen Xiao Yuanjun use it, but he just found that he is extremely powerful, and he did not expect to show it in front of him for the first time, but under the current situation.

Yuan Chenqing couldn't help but feel a chill in his heart. He just wanted to keep Xiao Yuanjun from getting hurt, so when he heard his sweet and gentle confession, he directly rejected him, but he didn't think about how to deal with the stabbed Xiao Yuanjun next.

Seeing the sad and desperate teenager standing in front of him, he was suddenly speechless.If he died, he might be even more sad than now...

But now he only needs to be sad once, if he doesn't feel sad now, he doesn't know how long he will be sad in the future.

Yuan Chenqing smiled faintly: "You lied to me twice, you lied to my feelings, and you lied to me to have a baby. I only lied to you once. I don't care about you anymore. Do you still want to care about me? ?”

"Say it again, you don't love me." Xiao Yuanjun said coldly, staring into his eyes, as if trying to see the true reaction in his heart.

What a silly boy... A person like him can be seen from his eyes and demeanor, why is he still in business?Yuan Chenqing smiled, and did not hide his contempt at all: "A child who has not yet fully grown, if he wants to come out to play, it is better to wait a few years."

But... What I like is his obsessive obsession, the youthful... love and hate...

I have been hiding my feelings, love and hate... are equally ambiguous, never let others know, hold the chips in my hands as much as possible, and win every battle.How long has it been since?

"I just ask you, is it true that you don't love me?" Xiao Yuanjun's cold gaze had the ferocity of a beast.

As expected of a member of the royal family, he could suddenly calm down and hide all his gaffes.

Yuan Chenqing admired secretly, feeling that there were still wet tears on his face, fortunately Xiao Yuanjun couldn't see it anymore.

Yuan Jun... Yuan Jun... Let's say goodbye today, maybe we will never see each other again...

Yuan Chenqing suddenly felt a sharp pain in his chest, couldn't hold it back, and bent down slightly. He knew it was a dull pain from the onset of illness, so he pressed it with his hand, then held back, straightened up, pretending to just wave The dust on the skirt, smiled: "It's already so obvious, do I need to say more? I don't love you, Xiao Yuanjun."

Without looking at his sad expression, Yuan Chenqing was eager to leave this place, but he was hugged tightly by him suddenly. He staggered a step, couldn't stand steadily, and fell into Xiao Yuanjun's arms, being kissed roughly .

Feeling the pain of being bitten on his lips, Yuan Chenqing pushed him away, and slapped Xiao Yuanjun on the face with his backhand, a five-fingerprint appeared on his fair face, Xiao Yuanjun smiled coldly, and restrained his lips with one hand With a twist of his wrist, he was brought into his arms.

"Ah Qing, let's go back to the palace." He murmured, lightly kissing Yuan Chenqing on the lips, smiling, but there was a kind of sadness that couldn't be shaken off.

Yuan Chenqing's wrist was in severe pain. He struggled with all his strength, but he couldn't break away from the young man's embrace. Attacked Xiao Yuanjun's lower body.

Xiao Yuanjun lightly raised his other hand, taking advantage of the situation to raise his raised leg, Yuan Chenqing couldn't stand upright, and immediately leaned back.

Xiao Yuanjun twisted back the hand clasping his wrist, supported his body, let him fall into his arms, his body fell down, and he needed his lips again.

Yuan Chenqing struggled, Xiao Yuanjun was afraid of hurting him, so he didn't dare to use too much strength, so the two wrestled on the ground, panting, fighting like wild beasts, Xiao Yuanjun finally remembered that he knew how to do acupuncture. Stretching out his fingers, he pointed at his acupoints, ending this conquest that was far apart in strength but took too long.

Yuan Chenqing was lying on the ground, seeing Xiao Yuanjun's hawk-like eyes, but his face was extremely gentle, staring at himself without saying a word, he couldn't help feeling sour.

"I betrayed you, you kill me." He closed his eyes and said softly.

"You think it's that simple?" Xiao Yuanjun gritted his teeth, clenched his fists, and his knuckles made dull noises.

Yuan Chenqing laughed softly and opened his eyes: "So, what do you want?" Compared with him, Xiao Yuanjun is indeed too tender, but seeing him love him passionately makes him feel extremely painful Feeling the pleasure, I can't help teasing Xiao Yuanjun, like a driftwood caught by a dying person, knowing that he can't be saved, but would rather linger on and enjoy the joy of hope.

"Ah Qing, why are you torturing me?"

"You are only wrong... you shouldn't have provoked me." Yuan Chenqing said lightly.

"But you know, I don't regret it at all..." Xiao Yuanjun half-kneeled beside him, buried his face in his neck, his purple jade crown fell to the ground during the struggle just now, his long hair fell down, hanging straight To the waist, the shoulders trembled slightly, Yuan Chenqing felt that his shoulders were gradually getting wet.

Is he crying?

The young man's slender body lay on top of him, silently.