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After arranging his funeral, Yuan Chenqing asked Guanshi Qian to send someone to Jingxi Mountain to pick up the child who was about to give birth in a month, and went to Jingxi Mountain alone.

Jingxi Mountain has a beautiful scenery, and there is a hot spring below. Yuan Chenqing visits here every year for follow-up visits. Because he is in a bad mood, he doesn't think the scenery is beautiful. If Ling feels that everything is extremely beautiful, his mood is even more pleasant.

The mountain road in Jingxi Mountain is rugged, Yuan Chenqing went up the mountain in a carriage, because Xue Buer didn't like to be known by others, so when he arrived at the approximate location, he asked the coachman who sent him to leave, and walked up the mountain along the path by himself.After going up the mountain, I have to go down from the trail to the valley. It usually takes about two hours to walk this distance, but now I have a big belly, and it is difficult to walk. After walking a few steps, I was out of breath, so I sat under a tree to rest.

Fortunately, we reached the bottom of the valley before evening.

The hut at the bottom of the valley is Xue Buer's residence.Yuan Chenqing walked closer, called out, and heard someone from the hot spring agree.

He walked over and saw Xue Buer squatting by the hot spring, covering the face of the man sitting in the hot spring bathing with a wet cloth.

The man seemed to be asleep, allowing him to cover his mouth and nose.

Yuan Chenqing looked at Xue Buer and said, "This is your patient?"

Xue Buer said with a bitter face: "Yeah, I saved a white-eyed wolf. I thought he would have money, but he didn't have a penny. He even hit my deathbed. If I don't help him within half a month If I change its appearance by doing sword art, my life will be lost.”

"A change in appearance?"

Yuan Chenqing looked at the face covered under the wet cloth in surprise. The wet cloth was very thin, and he could vaguely see that the man had a good outline, even if he wasn't the most handsome man, he was much more than ordinary people.

"Yeah, when I meet a lunatic, I want to destroy my good looks and become a normal person." Xue Buer shook his head, washed his hands in the hot spring, and wiped off the water droplets on his hands with a white cloth next to him, " Let’s not talk about him, how do you feel now? I read your letter saying that you have been drugged... Is this the disease caused by the legendary baby fruit?”

Xue Buer's eyes fell on Yuan Chenqing's bulging belly, Yuan Chenqing's embarrassment was put away a bit with his serious expression, but he couldn't help guessing that Xue Buer had already burst out laughing in his heart .

"Yes. If possible, can I see my child before I die?" Yuan Chenqing said softly.

In fact, he had thought about the process of caesarean section for thousands of times. At the beginning, he thought it was scary, but later he calmed down. He used up the man's face, but in the end he couldn't take care of these things. He only thought about the child in his womb, and thought that the child of another family would be loved by his mother as soon as he was born, but he just let go.

His child is so pitiful, yet he still insists on giving birth to him to make him suffer in this world.

Yuan Chenqing suddenly realized that he was really a cruel person.Everything I did was my own guesswork, and I never cared what others thought—I thought the child was a living life so I insisted on giving birth to him, but now that I was about to leave the child, I felt that the child was very pitiful.

In fact, he is really a selfish person.Leaving Xiao Yuanjun is also because he believes that he is a person who will not be in love, and will eventually forget himself.

He once selfishly imagined that Xiao Yuanjun would remember his whole life, and it would be difficult to fall in love with others in his life...but this is unrealistic.He has never seen such a deep love.What he often saw was that the husband married someone else before the wife's body was cold.Moreover, Xiao Yuanjun has learned to drink flower wine since he was nine years old, so it is impossible for him to be attached to a dead person for the rest of his life.

He also knew that he was not that lucky person.

Luck belongs to very few people in the world, but it is definitely not him.He already knew since he hadn't found Chenxiang Molian for so many years.

"If my knife is fast enough, you can hear his cries and even see him." Xue Buer looked into his eyes and said peacefully.

Xiao Yuanjun has been in a trance ever since he fainted and woke up after reading that letter.In front of my eyes was a letter that I had torn into pieces, and I felt my heart throbbing when I saw it:

"When the swan geese arrive, I think it will be the time of death. The mountains are long and the rivers are far away, so there is no need to come to me again. But I hope that there will be fate in his life, or we can meet again..."

He was destined?

He has already missed the fate in this life, can he expect another life?

This liar, this liar... He clearly promised to stay together for the rest of his life, but it turned out that it was just a lie to lie to him. He was... Lied to him from the very beginning, and he may never have even loved him.Fortunately, he was secretly happy that he liked him so much, ashamed that he couldn't love him as much as he loved him, all the beautiful futures he fantasized about for him...

Turns out everything was fake.

He was in a daze, feeling his chest was numb with pain, and blood kept flowing from his mouth. He hated himself for being sad for that bastard man, and tightly covered his mouth with his hands, but the blood oozed from his fingers , flow all over the hands.Although he has already sent people to find Yuan Chenqing, to see people alive and dead bodies, Xiao Yuanjun understands that Yuan Chenqing may lie to him in other ways, but he can never lie to himself in such a big matter as life and death.

Dimly, he seemed to hear someone calling him: "My lord...My lord...what's the matter with you?" "Emperor doctor... Come and see!"

"Fourth brother, I have already said, why are you so careless..."

……

The noisy voice echoed in his ears. He couldn't be sure who the speaker was, nor could he tell when and where the speaker was. He tried to open his eyes wide, but saw the colorful flowers in front of him, like flowers all over the sky. Hai... as if he took Yuan Chenqing to his favorite place in childhood... At that time, he didn't have any feelings for him, but now looking back, his smile and anger will make his heart move.

But never again, never again!

He waved his hands, as if trying to break free from the pain and despair, but the sea of ​​flowers in the sky in front of him turned into pieces and shattered in his waving.

"Ah Qing, Ah Qing...why did you lie to me?" He murmured, trying to grab anything around him, but found that he couldn't grab anything.

There were still noisy voices beside him, but he seemed to see the man's back in front of his eyes. The man slowly turned around and smiled at him, his slightly narrowed cunning eyes, which seemed to be a warm smile that was not a smile.

In a daze, he seemed to remember that so early on, he had told himself that he would leave him at any time, but the boy himself never thought that he would encounter life and death, so he chose not to believe it.Unexpectedly, this day came so soon, vaguely, he smiled at him lowly, and told himself:

Xiao Jun, in fact, I never told you, in fact, I am dying...

He opened his eyes wide, as if he wanted to see the man's expression clearly, grabbed the man's hand, and shouted: "Ah Qing, don't leave me! It doesn't matter if you lied to me or not, as long as you stay... as long as you stay , I promise you anything!"

The man narrowed his eyes and laughed: "Silly boy..."

He said silly boy... silly boy... like before...

Xiao Yuanjun gradually felt relieved, but he couldn't tell whether it was joy or sorrow.In his heart, he has always been a child who hasn't grown up... But it's still an intimate name after all...

It was better than never hearing his voice again, never touching his body, never smelling the faint scent of incense on his body.

Xiao Yuanjun smiled.He murmured, "Ah Qing, that's great, you've always been by my side."

……

"My lord, what are you talking about? Are you awake?"

The guards of the palace discovered that Prince Yong'an, who had been seriously ill for many days, woke up today. For the first time, he was not angry and sad. Instead, he had a faint smile on his face. Someone called him, but he just tightly grasped the hand of a guard beside him, stared straight ahead, and said softly, "Ah Qing, we will never be separated for the rest of our lives..."

The guard, whose wrist was hurting from being scratched, yelled in fear: "Come here! Help, help! Your lord... Your lord seems to be going crazy..."

Yuan Chenqing followed Miracle Doctor Xue into the hut, sat down on the chair he used to sit on, and stretched out his hand to let Miracle Doctor Xue feel his pulse.

Doctor Xue put two fingers on it, with a surprised expression on his face: "Strange..." He seemed to be muttering to himself, and put his hand on Yuan Chenqing's wrist, "Strange...why is it wrong?"

"What's wrong?"

"Did you eat anything?"

Yuan Chenqing couldn't help hesitating when he saw Miracle Doctor Xue's puzzled expression, "I didn't eat anything...I haven't eaten for a whole day..."

Xue Buer looked at the roof and thought hard, and kept talking to himself: "Strange..."

"His footsteps are sloppy, and there is faint black air in his temples, which is a serious illness, but the pulse condition shows a slight improvement, isn't it?"

Hearing the third person's voice, Yuan Chenqing looked outside the door in surprise, but saw a strange man leaning against the door, with an extremely handsome appearance. Yuan Chenqing thought that if talking about beauty, it should belong to his good friend Fang Tangxi , but when I saw this person today, I realized what it means to be handsome and unrestrained, peerless.

He hadn't cared about his illness for a long time, and was looking at this man with admiration, only to see this man slowly walking in from the door. He was obviously a handsome and handsome figure, but his movements were indescribably gentle and graceful.

He smiled slightly at Yuan Chenqing, and said softly: "I was in the hot spring just now, and I just woke up, and I heard you talking. You took the mother fruit in Wuyin City, so you can conceive and give birth as a man ,right?"

Yuan Chenqing heard him speak so gracefully and lightly, which was very inconsistent with his handsome appearance. Although it was indescribably beautiful and moving, it also made people feel extremely weird. It reminded him of the time when he went to the palace with Xiao Yuanjun for medical treatment The servant in the palace who saw it was slightly taken aback, and even forgot to answer.

The man nodded slightly, and said softly: "Although I am not from Wuyin City, I happen to know a friend from Wuyin City, so I have been to Wuyin City. There is a lake there. Qi, mother fruit was born by the lake. This fruit is highly poisonous, so if the martial arts is not extremely high, one may die from it. You are an ordinary person, but you did not die after eating the fruit, which shows that your body must have a taste Toxicity against it."

toxicity?Could it be that the serious illness on his body is not a disease of disease, but a poison?Yuan Chenqing was taken aback: "But my mother also died of the same disease..."

Xue Buer stroked his beard and nodded: "If it is the fruit of mother and child, it is possible... I have never seen that thing, and the medicinal properties are not recorded in the book. If there is a destiny, I would like to go to that extremely dark place to see , things grow together, there must be a lot of rare medicinal herbs in the world. Maybe you don't need agarwood and black lotus to cure the poison on your body."

"Could it be that my body...is really poisonous?"

Xue Buer nodded: "I had this guess before, but you seem to have had this disease since you were born, so I'm not sure. It's just that I read from an old book that your symptoms are similar to those mentioned above. The disease of bursting blood vessels is very similar, and it must be treated with Agarwood Molian. The symptoms and medicinal materials are unknown to me, so I have no way to deal with it, so it is a difficult disease.”

"Could it be... Could it be possible that my illness can be cured?"

"If I can go to Hidden Fog City and look at the mother and child tree, maybe I can try it."

"Master Xue, if I can take you to Wuyin City, will I not have to pay my consultation fee?" The man pursed his lips, speaking in a gentle manner, but looked at Yuan Chenqing.

Xue Buer snorted: "Didn't you force me to change your face for you? Do you still want to pay?"

The man's face flushed slightly, and he said in a low voice: "In desperation, I have to ask the genius doctor not to blame."

One of the two was furious, while the other was calm and calm, and they were still arguing endlessly.

Yuan Chenqing couldn't hear what they said, although the news was not certain, it was the hope of life after all.Suddenly felt slightly dizzy, joy and hope fluttered in my heart like a slight fire, and I have been forcibly suppressing all my emotions for a long time, as if I found a place to pour out.

Maybe... I can see my child... and see that young man who seems to be on fire...

He suddenly felt a familiar pain coming from his heart, and gradually the pain was unbearable, he just felt dizzy, his eyes went dark, and he gradually passed out.

When he woke up again, he was already lying on the bed with no strength in his body.

The man I saw at the bottom of the valley was sitting at the table by the window, and he was strumming the Yaoqin that was out of tune.The sound of the piano is bleak, but the man's expression is indifferent.

Seeing him waking up, he put Yaoqin aside, got up and approached slowly, with a slight smile on his face: "Are you awake? Divine doctor Xue asked me to take care of you here. Wuyin City is not far from here, I have already Write a letter to Miracle Doctor Xue to let him enter the city, if there is news, Miracle Doctor Xue will definitely come back quickly.”

Yuan Chenqing nodded, talked with him for a long while, and felt the child in his stomach kick him again.

"Ouch!" He groaned softly, and could not help pressing his hands on his stomach. Seeing the man's strange gaze, his face twitched slightly, but the man had already noticed the strangeness, and naturally diverted the topic away.

Yuan Chenqing was grateful for his thoughtfulness, and stopped worrying about it, and started talking with him.

The man said that his name was Yan Qingyang, and he also came to ask Xue Buer to heal his illness. As for whether he asked Xue Buer to change his appearance with the technique of knife and kyu, Yan Qingyang smiled and said nothing, and Yuan Chenqing was not much better. ask.

He was pregnant with Liujia, and it was very inconvenient for him to live and travel. Sometimes he had to work to Yan Qingyang for eating and bathing. Yan Qingyang took the initiative to help him everywhere.Although he felt that Yan Qingyang was very gentle, but sometimes he was so embarrassed that he didn't even need to say anything.

Yan Qingyang said in a low voice: "Actually, I really envy you... to be able to conceive the child of the person you love..."

Yuan Chenqing was taken aback, and Yan Qingyang smiled, "Mother-child fruit is extremely poisonous, so if you don't have a lover, you don't dare to try it lightly. What's more, even if you are willing, the other party may not be willing to agree... What is the love between two people?" It's a difficult thing... By the way, why isn't your loved one by your side? It's a matter of life and death..."

"He..." Yuan Chenqing hesitated whether he should tell Yan Qingyang that he had dumped Xiao Yuanjun and waited to die here alone, Yan Qingyang had seen his hesitation, and smiled, "Forgive me for taking the liberty."

Yuan Chenqing sighed for a long time, only to feel that in front of Yan Qingyang, there was really nothing to hide, but he still didn't speak. Thinking of Xiao Yuanjun, he couldn't help being in a daze.

At this moment, Yuan Jun must have received the news of his death.If he really loves himself, he will definitely be sad.At first, because of loneliness, I wished him to feel sorry for himself, but now that I think about it, I feel a little naive.

Thinking that he might be able to go back to see that person safely, Yuan Chenqing was both excited and nervous, only worrying about what would happen to Xue Buer in Wuyin City.

He couldn't help laughing at his own greed. It was supposed to be the time of death now, but it was delayed because of the toxicity of the mother and child fruit. These days, his life was picked, but he still hoped to live healthy.

Maybe people are greedy, they have to look forward to Shu, and they hope to live to be [-] years old after becoming an emperor, but... I really want to see Yuan Jun again, miss that extremely beautiful and gorgeous young man, and want to be with him...

Is this... a luxury?

Maybe I shouldn't leave him... But what if I don't leave him?The appearance of his mother dying as if it was broken into pieces reappeared in his heart all the time, and he couldn't forget his father's disgusting eyes.

He clearly remembered that his mother was holding a piece of sharp broken porcelain in her hand, but she never killed herself, only calling his father's name...

Rather than being about to be abandoned, it is better to leave first.Yuan Chenqing has always thought this way, he has never been able to understand why his mother would groan and die in pain and want to see his father again.Such a humble love, in the end, only the father changed his heart faster.

But in the days when he was away from Yuanjun these days, his figure was always in his dreams, he seemed to understand his mother's mood, no matter how ugly and ugly, as long as he saw him again...seeing him happy...just alright.

But since he was dead, and Yuan Jun was young, it is possible that he would empathize with another.

Yuan Chenqing sighed, suppressing the thought of going to see Xiao Yuanjun.

With the effect of fighting poison with poison, although he still faints from time to time now, but not so frequently and for a long time, he has a big belly, sometimes he feels dizzy and then suddenly collapses. Fortunately, Yan Qingyang was by his side, and he was not injured .

After more than a month, Miracle Doctor Xue still didn't come back, but the day he estimated to give birth was approaching.Before Miracle Doctor Xue left, he left behind some medicines that would allow Yuan Chenqing to give birth early, and told Yuan Chenqing to take it on time, so that he would not be able to return in time, and if Yuan Chenqing got sick, he could give birth safely.

However, Miracle Doctor Xue concealed the fact that the medicine would have adverse effects on the baby.

As a doctor, the unborn life cannot be compared with the people who already exist in the world. He can see that Yuan Chenqing loves his son dearly. child gouged it out.And Yan Qingyang was indifferent on the outside, but he was a little idiot on the inside. If Yuan Chenqing begged him, he might agree.

Xue Buer expected that with his own ability, he would be able to come back before Yuan Chenqing's illness and delivery, but what everyone didn't expect was that before Xue Buer came back, Yuan Chenqing already felt cramps in her abdomen. His whole body was dripping with cold sweat, and he felt a slight heat in his lower abdomen after taking a single step. There was water flowing down from the base of his thighs, soaking his panties, and it was as expected that he was due early.

In fact, whether Xue Buer can cure his illness, he does not have much hope.At this time, he only felt surprised and happy, even if Xue Buer didn't come back, it would be nothing, and he could finally treat his child well before he died.

These days, he has been fantasizing about the appearance of the child. Doctor Xue said that the baby will be a girl, and may not be able to inherit his huge family business, but he also likes a cute and cute girl.

If it's a girl, it must be very similar to Xiaojun, right?But if the temper is also like that, it would be too bad.

Thinking of that person who was instigating, willful and reckless, but sometimes extremely considerate, Yuan Chenqing couldn't help smiling, the baby was moving in his stomach, and he felt as if his legs had softened. Fortunately, Yan Qingyang Noticing that he had a strange expression, he took the first step to support him before his footsteps became unsteady.

"You...are you about to give birth..." Yan Qingyang looked at the hem of his drenched clothes and said hesitantly.

Yuan Chenqing replied vaguely, although the face was dripping with sweat, it was full of joy.

"Then do you want someone to tell King Yong'an? After all, such a big matter..."

Yuan Chenqing shook his head, let himself lie on the bed slowly, his face gradually turned pale, but he didn't even have the strength to speak.

Seeing that he didn't object, Yan Qingyang didn't know what to do, so he hurried out to call his servants.

If Xiao Jun finds out...

In case... In case I get sick...

Yuan Chenqing wanted to make a sound to stop him, but he couldn't make any sound. When he opened his mouth, he moaned in pain.His lower abdomen was so swollen that he was uncomfortable. He half-supported to sit up, but his hands had no strength left, so he could only slowly slump on the bed, tossing and turning in his heart, just thinking about that person, thinking about that person knowing why he left Looking at the last expression, thinking about what he will look like when he sees the child.

It turns out...he actually missed him...

She insisted on leaving him because she was only worried that he didn't love her. If she was really ruthless to him, why should she care what he thought of her?

Maybe he was really wrong.

I really want... I really want to see him... Yuan Chenqing clenched his teeth, only thinking about giving birth to the child as soon as possible so that he could go back to see that person, but the more impatient he was, the more silent the fetus in his belly became.

At this time, the faint pain in the chest was gradually spreading throughout the whole body, almost as if it was worse than the pain of childbirth.

Maybe...he is really going to die!

Despair was like a boulder on his chest, making him almost out of breath. Yan Qingyang held his hand tightly, asking him to persevere.

Persevere... He really wants to persevere...

But... so difficult... so difficult...

Yuan Chenqing pulled out a smile, but the smile was extremely ugly: "Qingyang...I...I'm afraid..."

He was afraid that he would not be able to hold on any longer. If he died, it would be difficult for the child in his womb to regenerate, and maybe he would suffocate to death.

"You... you used a knife... to cut open my stomach..."

"Don't talk nonsense!" Yan Qingyang yelled angrily, Yuan Chenqing had never seen him angry, even though the pain made him lose all strength, he couldn't help but look up at him.

With tears in his eyes, Yan Qingyang said: "If it's not for you, but for the person who loves you, you should stand up."

Yuan Jun?Can he see Yuan Jun again?As he thought about it obsessively, there was another colic in his stomach.

Until now, he was willing to admit that he was wrong.From the beginning to the present, he didn't take that person seriously at all, thinking that it was just a game and he couldn't give his heart.

If he wasn't self-willed, he could see Xiao Jun again...

Yan Qingyang's anxious expression gradually blurred in front of his eyes. He felt the blood flow from his lower body continuously, as if he was going to drain all the blood from his body. His eyes went dark and he fell unconscious.