Rebirth of Su Qing

I didn't know until I met Zhang Ze that Li Jianjun was very powerful, no wonder he was obsessed with power and couldn't extricate himself.

At that time, when I was caught in the car by my uncle and uncle, I was in a daze and didn't pay attention to my surroundings.As for Zhang Ze and the eight bodyguards beside him, they were all under house arrest to varying degrees during the time I was taken away.

It wasn't until I came out of Li Jianjun's office that those software guys returned everything to Zhang Ze and the others, and Zhang Ze called me as soon as he got his phone.

When I heard this, a drop of sweat dripped from my head.

Khan, just now I was thinking on the other end, I forgive you Li Jianjun won't put me under house arrest, but on this end, Li Jianjun put Zhang Ze and his party under house arrest, what else would he not dare to do?I'm a little scared, the one who yelled at him just now, will he get angry and kill us all?

I'm his grandson, he probably didn't do something like a click, but he will definitely be under house arrest.

A scene like this suddenly appeared in my mind: a young man was trapped in a luxurious big house, and his scope of activities was only the garden outside the house. Every day, he ate delicacies from mountains and seas, but he was skinny.Every day, I lie outside the door and look at the unmoving scenery. The whole house is surrounded by soldiers standing 1.1 meters away... The boy slowly turned his head and turned into my Su Qing appearance...

I shivered.

I don't want to live this kind of life!

Impulse is the devil!Everyone, everyone, you must think twice, think twice, and think twice when doing things in the future. Don't be impulsive like me. It's all right now. How will I live in the future if I get involved with such a person?The high-spirited just now said that I am the master of my life, can I be the master?

My God, why am I not a passer-by in Li Jianjun's family? Even if I pass by, I am still his grandson. Can I change my body?I want to cry but have no tears.

Sad and anxious to continue guarding the mourning hall, sad and anxious to stay in a hotel in city B, sad and anxious to follow to the cemetery, sad and anxious to walk like a dead body.

In the past few days, it has been raining lightly, and the winter in City B is extremely cold. Standing in front of the tombstone, I was so cold that my whole body was stiff.

Grandma, although we haven't been together for long, the love you gave is selfless, and I will remember it forever.You will always live in my heart.

Turning his head, he saw Li Jianjun with a sad face, his adopted son, daughter-in-law, sons and daughters, a large group of people, and those people, like the uncle and uncle, had serious faces, like people carved out of a template.

Li Jianjun and I looked at each other for a while, there was no expression in his eyes, I thought he would say something, but he didn't say anything, I just passed him, I really didn't want to see him.

Back at the hotel, it was Chinese New Year.

This year's Chinese New Year, I did spend it with Zhang Ze, oh, and the eight bodyguards behind him.After the New Year's Eve dinner, we went to the hotel to watch the Spring Festival Gala, and the mobile phone business between Zhang Ze and I started to ring.

"Su Qing, Happy New Year! Remember you still owe me a basketball game!" said Chen Zizhe.

"Su Qing, I hope you will grow more beautiful and more coquettish next year!" Huang Xuemi gave a wry blessing.

"Su Qing, I hope our friendship will last forever!" Zhu Qiqi said.

"Hey, I wanted to call you a nickname, but it's unlucky. Let me tell you the truth, your eyes are so beautiful. I'm jealous that you got that nickname!" Poisonous tongue, oh no, it's Lu Ruibo's call , Not even a blessing.

"Ah Qing, I wish you a happy and safe new year!" Lin Xu and Gao Ya called together.

Later, I also received calls from Wu Ling, Li Xiaodan, Zhang Jie, Black Panther, Lao Ma, Han Zi, and the young general. I haven't contacted them for a long time, and I even received calls from them.

On Zhang Ze's side, basically his subordinates called to pay New Year's greetings, as well as some business friends.

I have been busy saying blessings to each other until twelve o'clock, city B started to set off fireworks in a fixed area, and those fireworks, although a little far away from the hotel, but the whole picture of the fireworks can be seen, very gorgeous.

I fixedly watched the fireworks in the distance. For the first time during the New Year, there was no laughter from my parents. Well, I was still in the days of the Jade Buddha.And this New Year, with the sadness of losing a loved one, spent in a strange place.

And Brother Nan, have you been relegated to a place where chickens don’t shit, birds don’t lay eggs, and turtles don’t come to shore?You can't even make a phone call, and maybe you can't even send a letter. Maybe you don't know that grandma passed away.

What are you doing now?Have you been sitting in front of the window, looking at the sky above your head, missing your loved ones, and me?

Are you having a particularly sad New Years?

Zhang Ze hugged me from behind: "Qing'er, you still have me, I am your relative!"

I gently broke free from Zhang Ze's embrace, looked at the man in front of me, with deep emotions in my eyes, I felt that there was no need for me to hide anything from him.

In fact, I don't know whether I have more feelings for Brother Nan or him, I don't know.But no matter who it is, I really don't want to hide the person in front of me. Zhang Ze has always been very kind to me, and I really don't want to deceive him.

And since I met Li Jianjun, I think about Brother Nan the most, Zhang Ze must have felt it too, he has always been such a considerate and gentle person.

"Brother Yan, do you still remember my brother Nan? Li Huanan." I looked him in the eyes and asked him.

"I know!" There was doubt in Zhang Ze's eyes.

"Brother Yan!" I swallowed, feeling that it was really hard to say: "I want to tell you something!"

"Qing'er, don't talk about it if it's not a good thing!" Zhang Ze didn't look me in the eyes, and changed the subject: "It's getting late, why don't we rest!"

Does Zhang Ze want to escape?I took his hand and walked towards the bed.

"Brother Yan, you must listen!" He fixed his body with his hands and looked into his eyes.

"Qing'er, with this appearance, can I not listen?" Zhang Ze smiled wryly, "Say it!" He seemed to sigh slightly.

"Brother Yan, Brother Nan..." Now I don't know how to speak.

"Brother Yan, you care about me very much, and you are very considerate. I feel very free and at ease when I am by your side. I don't have to worry about anything. I feel very satisfied when I am by your side..." I said directly according to my feeling: "I don't know Do you like it like this! However, I will occasionally think of Brother Nan. Now I don’t know where he is, I am very sad, and I want to find him. "

I didn't know what I was talking about, I was talking incoherently, I didn't dare to look at Zhang Ze, and turned my face out of the window again.

The people behind didn't speak, they were silent, as if they could feel a needle drop to the ground.

Watching the brilliant fireworks disappear into the air, I suddenly regretted those words.Could it be because of the recent death of grandma?Is it because of being too sad?I feel very sad.

Grandma is gone, and Li Jianjun can't have family affection, and Li Huanan doesn't know what's going on, he said he likes me, does he really like me?Why did he treat me like that when we were together?If, if Zhang Ze really left me, what else would I have left?

Zhang Ze is my warmth now. This time, if he hadn’t been by my side to support me, I don’t know if I could have supported it. If he really left me, I...I will definitely miss his warmth very much of the embrace.

But, I can't be so selfish?What can I do to make Zhang Ze treat me so well, I can't hold Zhang Ze in my arms and think about Brother Nan in my head!

Thunderbolt, you split me like you did in your previous life, split me in half.Half of it is here with Zhang Ze, and the other half is going to find Brother Nan.

"Boom!" Suddenly a flash of lightning pierced the black sky.

God, I'm just talking casually, you must not kill me, I don't want to die yet!I don't want to become two halves, I immediately changed my mind.

Pressing the fear in my heart, I think about God, God, gods, and I will react. I only think of a thunder and lightning, and I will react, and I will never mention it next time.

It seems, it seems, in my previous life, I was also hit by... a bolt from the blue to come here.

Khan, next time I go back, buy a Thor to pay respects.

I'm afraid that if I'm not careful, I'll be hacked back to ancient times, I don't want to.

When I was thinking about it, a pair of hands wrapped around me and hugged me tightly. Zhang Ze buried his head in my neck and murmured:

"I haven't been able to find a suitable word to describe you. You seem to be an abrupt existence in my world. I have never been able to treat you like others.

You are both noble and worldly, innocent and prostitute, smart and stupid, gentle and violent, lively and melancholy, passionate and ruthless.

You are a complex of contradictions and a difficult person to understand, but why can't I let you go?I always thought that I just regarded you as my sister Wanyun's substitute, but unfortunately I don't know what to regard you as!

What you said just now made me very angry and sad, I wanted to imprison you and beat you hard; but when I saw your back, I felt that you were so lonely and needed me..."

Yeah?Am I a hard person to understand?

I don't know what kind of person I am. I never analyze myself. I do what I think and say what I think. I am loyal to my thoughts and feelings.

"I don't know if I like you, but no matter what kind of person you are, I just know that at this moment, I want you, and I won't let you go!" Zhang Ze said the following words, I don't know Is it for me, or for myself.

After he said this, he always felt that his aura was different: "Since the night is long and you don't want to sleep, why don't we do something else!" The ruffian said in a full tone.

I was surprised how he changed his temperament all of a sudden, but when I turned my head, I found that he had a wicked smile on his face, and his hands began to reach into my pajama pants and fiddle with them.

"Yeah!" After a while, Zhang Ze made me weak all over, and I couldn't stand upright. I leaned against Zhang Ze with my lips slightly parted.

No, it's New Year's Eve, and it's not long before grandma passed away, how could he do this?Has his mind been lifted by a donkey?Why did you become a different person?Wasn't he very gentle and considerate before?

"Brother Yan, uh, you...you let go, uh!" Although I thought this way in my mind, my body had a different attitude. My whole body was soft, like ants biting the skin of my body, which made me A burst of numbness.

"Let go? Your body is already like this, do you want me to let go?" Zhang Ze asked me with a slightly raised lip, still smiling evilly, and at the same time sucking on my ear.

Made me tremble even more.

God, I was wrong, I don't know what I did wrong?What did he say that made Zhang Ze's evil switch suddenly turned on, Zhang Ze was such a gentle and lovely person, why did he seem to be a different person?Change as long as you change, why did you become like this, it looks very evil, God, change him back, this person is a bit scary... Please change him away...

It's a pity that God didn't hear my prayers, and Zhang Ze ate me up on the first day of the new year.Although I was quite comfortable talking about it at the time, I felt very uncomfortable. I actually had sex with her not long after my grandma Yang Ying died. Would I be beaten by something that day? (Xiao Su Qing didn't dare to think of the word "lei" here, for fear of being hacked!) Super depressed.