Desire on the other side of blood

When I walked into Declan's bedroom, he was sitting at the table drinking "Mermaid Kiss", surrounded by several naked maids serving him.

Seeing me coming in, the maids all retreated after saluting.

I stood before him.

"I knew you would come." He said lightly, he kept looking at the wine glass in his hand without even raising his head.

"Why?" He knew what I was asking.

"No reason." He didn't answer my question.

"Richard has always been in charge of the diplomatic side of the food, and he knows it well."

Richard was Declan's younger brother when they were human.

"so what?"

"I don't want to care about it, and I'm not interested."

In the years I stayed with him after becoming a blood race, I learned nothing except how to cheer up a man, and when I let myself fall into a deep sleep, I decided not to see Filian again.

After the signing of the armistice agreement, the two parties are trying to re-establish diplomatic relations, and the foreign minister will be a very important position in handling the relationship between the two parties.

"That's a problem you have to overcome yourself, and it has nothing to do with me." His expression was still calm.

I bowed my head and smiled wryly.I haven't seen him for so many years, and he still looks like this.

Bossy, does his own way, and never listens to other people's opinions.

"You can study with Richard for a while, I think he will be happy to teach you."

He knew everything about me and Richard. He always regarded me as his property. After that happened, he put Richard in confinement for a long time. He didn't let me go until I disappeared. Release it.

"I don't want to be the foreign minister because I don't want to see Philian." After much hesitation, I still told the truth.

Hearing this, Declan finally raised his head to look at me.

"Are you still in love with him?"

"Yes, I have always loved him." Speaking of the word "love", I suddenly felt very funny, so I really laughed out.

love...?

Am I still qualified to say this word?

Declan watched for a moment, then smiled.

"'Love'?" He asked me the same question, but I didn't know how to answer.

He stood up and put the glass on the table.

"'Love'?" he repeated, this time with a sneer in his voice, "and him?"

I am silent.

Philian doesn't love me and never will, I know that.

He hates Sabats, even if he fell in love with humans, he would not fall in love with Sabats.I know that.

50 years ago I begged for his love like a fool, now, I don't expect any more.

"I have something to show you, Chris." Declan said, walking to the center of the bedroom.

His chamber was huge, bigger than that of Felian.The entire bedroom is decorated in black, black low sugar, black big bed, with black bed curtains hanging on it.

I remember when I first came to Sorensalburg, I laughed at him for saying that his bed curtains looked like elegiac couplets.

He smiled and didn't speak.

Not long after that, the big black bed became his nightmare.

There is a circular pool made of black crystal in the center of the bedroom. The water inside is fresh water brought in from the outside, and there are several black skeleton fish in the pool.

Declan tapped on the wall of the pool, and whispered a few spells, and the water in the pool began to violently churn.

The turbulent pool water rose slowly, forming a water curtain in the pool, and several black Drum Tower fish jumped up and fell into the water one after another.

After the pool water calmed down, a water mirror suddenly appeared in the middle of the pool, shining brightly under the bright light.

"This is the illusion, one of the thirteen holy vessels, drop a drop of your blood into the pool, and then you can see your past or the person you want to see." Declan stood beside me and said.

I bit my finger and dropped a drop of blood into the sink.

A picture gradually emerged in the water mirror.

In the dark castle, downstairs is full of voices, singing and dancing, while upstairs...

The frosty moonlight shone on the top floor of the castle, like a layer of tulle.

I lay on the ground, weeping and begging for mercy amid the violent shaking.

And the man on top of me is Richard, he is drunk, his eyes are closed, his canine teeth are showing two sharp canines, and he sprints faster in the rising pleasure of death.

Bright red blood mixed with white fluid overflowed from the place where we had intercourse, and turned into a lewd pool on the ground where the big red carpet was laid.

Declan appeared at the door, and he knocked out Richard, followed by... Fillion?

"Filian knew your identity a long time ago, and he approached you when you appeared in Hermons, because you are my descendant, and because you are very similar to Lilyse."

"Really?" I laughed softly and closed my eyes. The hollow part of my chest had been numb 50 years ago, and I couldn't feel any pain.

"Open your eyes, I know you want to see him," Declan said again.

Although he was very reluctant, his eyes still opened for a while.

A golden bed appeared in the water mirror. Lilith and Felian stood in front of the bed, seeming to be discussing something. Lilith looked very excited.

Felian looked at him for a while, then suddenly put his arms around her waist and kissed her forcefully.

Lilith struggled for a while, hitting his back hard, then stopped with her hands and grabbed his shoulders.

Finally, they fell on the big golden bed behind them.

"That's what happened 10 minutes ago, and the next thing happened yesterday."

"No, I don't want to read it." I turned my head, but Declan grabbed my jaw and pulled me back.

"Look, give me a good look, and see what kind of man you love!"

The double bed in the water mirror was shaking violently, and the quilt on the bed was also shaking violently, and the people below could not be seen, only long purple hair and golden curly hair were tangled together.

With a jump, the snow-white thighs fell from the quilt, shaking helplessly, and were immediately caught back by a hand.

Judging from the length of that leg, that woman should be Sabrina.

"He can have many women, but you are nothing to him." Declan said word by word.

"I know, so what, I'm just a lust toy to him, and a toy that I'm tired of playing with, so what about you? My father?" I sneered, "You raised me up , brought me here, and turned me into a vampire, and then what did you bring me? Only violation and insult! You made me lie on the ground like a dog, with my ass pouted, waiting for your luck again and again What do you think of me again?" I desperately yelled out words that I never dared to say in front of him before.

Declan didn't speak. He looked at me coldly, and there was a hint of blackness in his green eyes.He grinned.

"This is the second time you've offended me since you woke up, Chris," he said.

A chill instantly invaded my whole body from the soles of my feet. I took a few steps back, stared at him blankly, and then lowered my head.

"Sorry, Father, I was just too excited, sorry..."

I thought that after so many things, I had already overcome the fear of him, but I didn't know that fear had already been engraved in the depths of my soul and could never be eliminated.

The body began to tremble uncontrollably, and I knew how he would punish me.

He stared at me for a while, then walked over to the table and poured himself another glass of Mermaid Kiss.

"You go, I will not punish you today, but there will be no next time." He said.

Back in my room, I closed the door forcefully, and I took a deep breath.

I thought I had become stronger, but in the end I found that I was still weak.

When I was young, I proudly told Declan that I wanted to be an outstanding man like him, but he destroyed all my self-esteem and pride in his way.

I didn't even have the courage to hate him.

After staying alone in the room for ten minutes, I heard someone knock on the door.

"Your Highness, Your Highness Chris!" It was the maid's voice.

I opened the door and the maid handed me a box.

"Your Highness, it was sent by His Royal Highness Richard," said the maid.

I opened the box, and inside was a stuffed bat that had always been thin.

I recognized this bat as a flying pig.

The Flying Pig was given to me by Ferrian when he was at the Baronic Library, and is a testament to our many shared memories.

And now, it's dead.

I suddenly didn't dare to think about what it meant to get it.

What Firian gave me is slowly disappearing.

Maybe, sooner or later, I will forget all the memories between us.