choking game

Some things, years or decades, cannot be forgotten.Even if you tell yourself over and over again in your heart that you have forgotten, you should forget.

The hand on his chest was trembling, as if he was afraid that he would be thrown away at any time.Then after a while, Guan Yin was a little relieved when he was sure that He Junyuan didn't mean to push him away.God knows, hugging He Junyuan like this has almost exhausted all his courage.

Perhaps, there is no chance between them at all——

Guan Yin is not without hatred, but compared to the hatred for He Junyuan, he hates himself and his parents more——

The sound of the rain gradually died down, and the two of them did not know how long they had been hugging each other.After decades, being together like this again feels unreal.Guan Yin buried his face on the man's broad back, carefully sniffing the breath that belonged to He Junyuan. When they separated more than ten years ago, they were just teenagers, but now -- every minute and every second, they have also begun to change. Precious.

Guan Yin closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Just as he was about to speak, he heard He Junyuan's voice saying, "Guan Yin, let's stop here."

He didn't call him Yin Yue, and that "Guan Yin" without hesitation showed that he had already made a decision.

Feeling that Guan Yin's body stiffened instantly behind him, He Junyuan closed his eyes and sighed softly.Raising his hand, he pulled away the hands that were wrapped around his chest.

Guan Yin was stunned, as if he didn't know what happened.

Turning around, He Junyuan looked down at him slightly, and said calmly: "It's best if you can forget about the past. But in the future, we won't be able to be together."

Guan Yin's face turned pale.

He Junyuan turned away, with a calm expression that seemed heartless.However, that was the peace and indifference he had bought in more than ten years.

After he fully understood what He Junyuan meant, and Guan Yin also realized what had happened, his face flushed unnaturally with embarrassment and shame.

He was abandoned, and he mustered up the courage to let go of everything including his self-esteem, but he was still abandoned again.But this time He Junyuan was even more straightforward than before.

If you are a woman, you can cry aloud at this time, question yourself what is wrong, and use tears to impress a man.However, Guan Yin found that he couldn't do it.

Subconsciously took a step back, he raised his head and looked at the man in front of him.

"He Junyuan, you just, hate me so much—"

He Junyuan looked at him for a while without answering immediately.In the end, he shook his head and said, "It's not that I hate it, it's just that we don't have a destiny."

"Heh~" Seemingly inexplicable to this answer, Guan Yin smiled blankly, as if he found it incomprehensible.

He thought that He Junyuan had never believed in such things as fate.

"What about Guan Zhi?"

Guan Yin could not understand He Junyuan's feelings for Guan Zhi, nor did he dare to understand.

When Guan Zhi was mentioned, He Junyuan's expression finally relaxed a bit.It wasn't exactly excitement, but there was a faint tenderness, which was extremely dazzling in Guan Yin's eyes.

Before He Junyuan could speak, his mobile phone on the table rang.Don't look over your head, He Junyuan said in a low voice: "You won't understand." Then he passed by Guan Yin, went to the table and picked up the phone when he saw the caller ID on it, he frowned slightly. I frowned.

"He Junyuan!" Guan Yin turned around.

He Junyuan's hand that was about to answer the phone stopped for a moment, and looked up at him.

"I won't give Guan Zhi to you." Guan Yin looked at him, gritted his teeth and said word by word: "He has been with me for more than ten years, and he only has me as his elder brother. He doesn't even know who you are." remembered!"

Blinking his eyes, He Junyuan thought about it and chuckled.

"Yeah--"

He doesn't care whether Guan Zhi recognizes him as his brother in his heart, as long as he is the only man in his heart.

Guan Zhi was lying on the bed, the surrounding was very quiet, in the darkness, he could even hear his own breathing clearly.

My body hurts a lot. It seemed to be just a stomachache, but I can't tell where the pain came from.Sweat came out layer by layer on his forehead, and his clothes were almost wet after a few times.

With one hand clenched into a fist against his stomach, Guan Zhi snorted a few times.

The room was suddenly lit up, Guan Zhi was stabbed by the light, squinted his eyes and looked up at the door.Su He didn't know when he came in, he didn't know at all, or he didn't notice it because it hurt too much.

"What's wrong?" Guan Zhi said, his voice trembling a little, he couldn't control it.

"Let's see how long you can hold it before you scream." Su He said calmly, and walked in with a glass of water in his hand.

Guan Zhi gritted his teeth.He really couldn't take it anymore, he had never had this kind of problem before, and he never knew that stomach pain could almost kill people.

Standing by the bed, Su He looked down at his embarrassed appearance curled up under the quilt, and raised the corner of his mouth.

"It's quite bearable."

"You fucking came here to see if I was screaming in pain, didn't you? Uh-"

Su He smiled, "I almost saw it."

Just as Guan Zhi wanted to scold again, a burst of convulsive pain made him bow his head instantly, and the sound of moaning was buried under the blanket.In addition to the pain, there are witty frustrations.

"Hello~" Su He called him.Looking up again, there was another layer of cold sweat on Guan Zhi's forehead, and then he saw Su He's hand stretched out in front of him, with a few pills in his palm.

Su He had figured out that he would be in pain at this time, so he specially came to deliver medicine to him - thinking that this might be the case, Guan Zhi was really a little ambiguous.Although Su He felt a hundred times unhappy to pick him up, it was a good feeling to be able to take care of him like this.

Gritting his teeth, he got up, took the medicine and swallowed it, and then took the water that Su He handed over. I don't know if it was a psychological effect. After taking the medicine, Guan Zhi immediately felt that the pain was not so severe.

"Is it better?" Su He asked while still standing beside the bed, with his hands folded around his chest.

With a sigh of relief, Guan Zhi licked his lips, looked up at Su He and smiled.

"Thank you!"

With a raised eyebrow, Su He looked at him a little teasingly.

Guan Zhi put away his sneer, and said solemnly, "This time it's sincere."

So it was all fake?Thinking so, Su Ho didn't ask.

"Go on to sleep." After speaking, he turned to leave.

"Huh? What time is it?" It seemed dark outside, and he didn't know what was going on with the curtains drawn.

Su He glanced back at him, "It's two o'clock in the afternoon. It's raining outside."

"Oh—" Guan Zhi nodded.No wonder—he was really sleepy.

Before falling asleep, Guan Zhi was still thinking that Su He was not bad, at least he was much better than those scumbags.But when he woke up, he immediately regretted his "immature" idea.

When he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was not Su He.

Blinking hard twice, Guan Zhi thought he hadn't woken up yet and was hallucinating.It wasn't until the man reached out and touched his head that he was really sure that the person sitting by the bed watching him laughing was indeed He Junyuan.

"Are you awake?" He Junyuan asked with a smile.He sat here and watched Guan Zhi's sleeping appearance for nearly three hours.

"Why are you here?" Guan Zhi asked subconsciously.When He Junyuan reached out to wipe the drool from the corner of his mouth, Guan Zhi looked up and saw Su He standing at the door.The latter's face was indifferent, and he met his gaze without guilt or intolerance.

"I'll take you home." He Junyuan said.

Finally understanding what happened, Guan Zhi ignored He Junyuan and glared at Su He at the door.

"Su, you are a fucking traitor who should be pulled out and shot!"

Su He's reaction was also indifferent.

"I just 'return it to its owner'."

"Fuck your mother! When did I become his thing!" Guan Zhi cried out, and sat up from the bed all at once. Before he sat upright, he felt the world spinning for a while, and was pulled into his arms by He Junyuan just as he was about to fall down. inside.

"Let go! You fucking let me go!" Even if he fainted, he was unwilling to lie in He Junyuan's arms.

Frowning, He Junyuan said sharply, "Don't move!"

"If you let me go, I won't move around! Get out! Don't pretend to be a good person in front of me, you are all in the same group! Put me together and sell me!" Guan Zhi's temper also degenerated after being ill, like Struggling and twisting in He Junyuan's arms like a child.Although he didn't have much strength and couldn't break free from He Junyuan, he just refused to give up.Pulling and pulling at He Junyuan's face, he is not aggressive now, but he will not let He Junyuan take advantage of it for nothing.

"Stop making trouble! Calm down and listen to me!" When He Junyuan had several hairs ripped off, he couldn't help it anymore.He raised his hand and quickly gave Guan Zhi a knife on the back of his neck.

Su He didn't know how much effort he used, but Guan Zhi collapsed in the next second without even responding.

Frowning slightly, Su He watched He Junyuan lift Guan Zhi up from the bed, and said, "He's not in good health, don't—"

"I know his affairs." He interrupted him in a cold voice, He Junyuan stretched out his hand, picked up Guan Zhi and carried him on his shoulder.The emaciated body in just a few days was so obvious that he frowned.

"I owe you a favor this time. If you have anything to ask, just ask. But as soon as possible." Before going out, He Junyuan said to Su He without looking back.

Su He took a small step back and leaned against the door frame, looking down at the ground.After confirming that He Junyuan had left with Guan Zhi, he didn't move.

After a long time, raising his head, Su He walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, turned his head to see the cigarette left by Guan Zhi on the bedside table, thought about it, picked it up and lit one.

The smell of smoke gradually permeated the surroundings, and in the haze, he smiled.

Whether he took the initiative to let go or not, he would leave in the end.How is it different from now.