choking game

It can be said that it is a rare thing for Guan Zhi to cry.

In He Junyuan's memory, the only younger brother rarely cried.Guan Zhi was unexpectedly quiet when he was a child, he didn't have the self-willedness of a child, and he didn't have those hobbies of climbing walls and trees. When he had nothing to play with, he sat quietly on the side, his eyes moved with his every move.

That feeling was surprisingly good, and He Junyuan will always miss that time.

They were very poor at that time, and before they were adopted, a full meal was a luxury.Although he tried his best to make Guan Zhi's life better, He Junyuan believed that in the past two decades, Guan Zhi has rarely lived a happy life.

This made him deeply blame himself and couldn't let go.Until the fire destroyed everything, if he hadn't found out that Guan Zhi was also in the house later, he would have rushed in even if he couldn't save Guan Zhi, they would have died together.

Not to defend himself, he thought that everything he did was for Guan Zhi and for them to live a better life, but now, he found that this was also a kind of selfishness.He never seemed to have thought about what Guan Zhi really wanted.

However, just when he thought he would never be able to make up for it, Guan Zhi came back.

During the few nights when he knew that Guan Zhi was his younger brother, He Junyuan couldn't fall asleep all night.I was so excited that my heart almost hurt, and I smoked one cigarette after another, and it was a little difficult to even breathe.

The joy can no longer be described in words, but what also accompanied him was endless confusion and fear.It was the second time in his life he felt this way.

He knew this kind of pain, so he didn't want Guan Zhi to be like him.No matter how painful it is, it is enough for him to bear it alone in the future.

Seeing He Junyuan standing at the door, Guan Zhi was taken aback for a moment, but he quickly came to his senses and continued talking on the phone.The phone call was almost over, and I didn't want to continue because I was in a bad mood, for fear that the person on the other end of the phone would hear something.After finally saying goodbye in the usual tone and tone, he closed the phone and looked up at the person at the door.

In a few seconds, from one person to another.

He Junyuan watched all this silently, then walked into the room, looked around first, and then his eyes fell back on Guan Zhishen.He walked to the bed, reached out and raised Guan Zhi's chin, looked at him and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

He didn't ask who he called just now, and he didn't ask where the phone came from. This kind of thoughtfulness, Guan Zhi is a little touched now.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile a little self-deprecatingly.Crying for a while, silly.

He Junyuan smiled slightly when he saw it, let go of his chin and rubbed Guan Zhi's head instead, and asked, "Are you hungry?"

Then without waiting for Guan Zhi's answer, he let go of him and turned to the door, "I'll get you something to eat."

Guan Zhi frowned.He wanted to ask about Guan Yin, but He Junyuan didn't seem to want to give him a chance to speak.

"I made all the servants go away. Now, there are only two of us here." He Junyuan walked halfway, suddenly turned around and said with a smile, and added at the end: "Now we are the real 'world of two' gone."

Seeing his innocent expression, Guan Zhi's mouth twitched twice.

Originally, there were not many people here, but now that the others left, the whole house suddenly became empty.

Before I knew it, it started to rain again.Pattering, hitting the glass, it doesn't feel so lifeless.

When Guan Zhi sat on the bed hugging the sheets and ate the noodles bit by bit, the sound of sucking the noodles made him a little uncomfortable.He obviously ate it in the most elegant way—but he still felt uncomfortable being stared at by the opposite person.

It's not that He Junyuan's eyes are so enthusiastic, it's just that he is sitting on the sofa opposite him, just took a shower, and his hair is still wet.The man didn't seem to like drying his hair, and it was wet hanging on his forehead, which made his eyes a little confused.The ordinary white shirt was left open, and the trousers hung loosely around the waist, even the letters on the edge of the underwear were exposed.

Guan Zhi stopped, put the plate on his knees and looked up at He Junyuan.

"When do you want to see it?" Still dressed like this——

This outfit is more attractive than not wearing it!

Probably because he was too straightforward about desire before, He Junyuan is going to take a detour this time.Taking the cigarette out of his mouth, he smiled at Guan Zhi, "You are so cute when you eat—" At the end, he added: "It's the same as when I was a child."

Suddenly, Guan Zhi lost his appetite.

This was the first time He Junyuan talked about his childhood.He has no memory, no memory at all.The only memories that can be called "childhood" are all with Guan Yin.

"Sister—what did you say today?" I still asked.

He Junyuan frowned, but didn't answer right away, he lowered his head and took a puff of cigarette.

"You just want to ask what he said today?"

Guan Zhi lowered his head and continued to eat the noodles, although he didn't know what it tasted like in his mouth.

"So what if you want to ask? Why don't you tell me what I'm asking, are you kidding me?"

Sighing, He Junyuan said helplessly, "I'm not kidding you, I'm just afraid of you—" He stopped suddenly, looked at Guan Zhi's angry way of chewing noodles, and finally sat up straight and took the An ashtray on one side put out the cigarettes.

"I'm not a clean person, and 'unclean' doesn't just refer to the present."

Guan Zhi didn't stop, but his movements became stiff.

"Yin Yue and I—that is, Guan Yin, did have a relationship. At least what kind of relationship, I think he should have told you, although that is only part of it."

He Junyuan looked at Guan Zhi and said, his expression was very calm, and his expression didn't change too much.

"Because I am an adopted son, in order to consolidate my status, I used Yin Yue."

It seemed to be expected, Guan Zhi found that he was far less surprised than imagined, but more heartbroken than imagined.Pretending to be unresponsive, he lowered his head and continued to eat the noodles, but he couldn't taste anything for a long time.

At this time, He Junyuan said again: "Besides, I also have a physical relationship with Guan Yin's mother."

This time, Guan Zhi stopped with his half-raised hand, and the noodles slowly slid down the chopsticks.

"And I abandoned Guan Yin because his mother is more valuable."

The unbearable past, in front of the person in front of him, didn't seem so difficult to say.For a moment, He Junyuan even felt fortunate that he was already so unbearable in front of Guan Zhi, so he didn't care about being more unbearable.It's just that he was despicable and pulled Guan Zhi together.

Guan Zhi was stunned for a while, not because he didn't want to speak, but because he didn't know what to say.

He Junyuan was not in a hurry to continue, but just kept looking at him in the current posture, no matter what Guan Zhi's reaction was, he could accept it.

After a long time, Guan Zhi let out a hoarse "what—" from his throat

The rain was getting heavier, hitting the windows and the leaves in the flower beds, almost drowning his voice.

He Junyuan paused for a while, as if he was also remembering the past.

"She adopted us on the condition that I maintain a physical relationship with him, so that he will guarantee the lives of both of us. Of course, he will never hurt you." Speaking of this, I suddenly remembered to see Guan Zhi's reaction.He Junyuan raised his head, but Guan Zhi just looked at him blankly.

He raised the corner of his mouth slightly, Guan Zhi's reaction was much better than he expected.I don't know whether to be relieved or heartbroken.But it must go on.Now might be a good start, for him, it couldn't be so bad.Just as he had expected.

"And I--"

"Enough!" Suddenly Guan Zhi shouted loudly, even throwing the plate and chopsticks in his hand to the ground, stopping him from continuing.

He Junyuan was a little surprised, but didn't say anything else.

After realizing what he had done, Guan Zhi lowered his head as if he was exhausted, and rubbed his head vigorously.

The two were silent for a long time, and He Junyuan asked, "Why, don't you listen to me anymore?"

He may not know, but Guan Zhi knows it very well.He didn't want He Junyuan to continue, and couldn't bear to hear about that man's past.Obviously mean and obscene, but he felt that he was the culprit.

As if he understood, He Junyuan raised the corners of his mouth and smiled out of Guan Zhi's sight.

"This house is where we used to live." He raised his head and glanced at the ceiling, "We have lived here together for more than three years, although we have food and drink without going hungry, but thinking about it now, it may not be the same good life."

Guan Zhi looked around anxiously, as if he was a little embarrassed, not knowing what to say.The more calm He Junyuan is, the more he can't be calm.

"But not now. We will always live together very well." As if something had been decided, He Junyuan stood up and walked to the bed, knelt down on one knee in front of Guan Zhi, and asked with a smile, "Really?"

It sounds really good.Guan Zhi fantasized about the scene for a few seconds, and after weighing it, he still asked.

"At that time, did you also want to burn me to death?"

After asking, he raised his head and saw He Junyuan's sad expression.He knew that he had hurt this man.

He Junyuan, this man would actually show such an expression.

"How could you think that way—" He Junyuan lowered his head, his voice was a little weak.

Guan Zhi could not refute.He really thought so.

At the same time, a faint scent from He Junyuan's body came over. It was the scent of shower gel. He would also have this scent after taking a bath, because they used the same one.It's just that today in He Junyuan, it feels completely different.

Too many things came together, Guan Zhi couldn't accept it, and rumpled his hair irritably.

He Junyuan stretched out his hand, and slowly touched his calf exposed outside the quilt.

Guan Zhi was taken aback for a moment, raised his head and looked straight at He Junyuan, the latter's eyes were red

The naked desire made him feel as if he had been hit in the heart.

He Junyuan didn't give him a chance to dodge, so he leaned forward.First, he lowered his head and licked his exposed half shoulder.

"Don't—" Guan Zhi stretched out his hand to push away the person on his body. He didn't want to do it, but his body couldn't bear He Junyuan's temptation.

He Junyuan took his hand and put it to his lips, first bit it lightly, then stretched out his tongue to lick the bitten place.

Guan Zhi's waist was about to go limp.If you say you only felt He Junyuan's violence before

Love, then it is definitely "gentle as water" now.