choking game

Guan Zhi "run away from home" for a few hours, but he didn't actually go very far.He was exhausted when he left, but now he realized that it only took ten minutes to drive.Except for a little faster speed.

When the car was going uphill, the villa not far away was exposed a little bit.Guan Zhi finally breathed a sigh of relief, and then felt a layer of cold sweat on his palms.

Can't blame him, it's been a long time since I drove - he finished driving this time, Su He's car should almost go to the repair shop for overhaul.

You can go back to the villa through a tree-lined road. Guan Zhi's mind has returned to his rationality. Just about to slow down the speed of the car a little, he looked up in the direction of the villa in front, and a puff of smoke was slowly rising.

on fire!

The thought that came to mind at the first moment, Guan Zhi's whole body tensed up in an instant.

I fuck you He Junyuan!People who are quite big and small can still set the house on fire!

Cursing in his heart, Guan Zhi slammed on the accelerator, and the car shot out like an arrow.

Then, he felt a little stupid, just now he even thought that it was He Junyuan who wanted to commit suicide.This should be nonsense, and it is impossible to imagine that man would do such a thing.Maybe it was just a small accident, not as serious as he imagined, but he was getting more and more worried.

When the car reached the gate, Guan Zhilian opened the door and jumped out before the car stopped.The iron door was half open, apparently someone had entered it.

Guan Zhi ran forward a few steps, and then saw a person standing a few meters away from the villa.

"Sister—" he subconsciously called out.

After being stunned for a moment, Guan Yin slowly turned around.Without the heavy makeup of the past, today Guan Yin is wearing light trousers, no makeup, and his long hair is neatly tied behind his head. From the side view, he looks a bit masculine.

Guan Zhi couldn't remember how many years he hadn't seen Guan Yin without makeup.When he was a child, he changed from an older brother to an older sister, and he accepted it quickly, but now that Guan Yin is like this, he is not used to it.

"Why are you here?" he asked.

Guan Yin looked at him for a while, then frowned slightly, "What about you? You left, why are you back?"

Guan Zhi was speechless, but suddenly remembered his purpose of coming back, looked up at the villa, there was nothing else, only three or four windows on the second floor were emitting smoke.He is not very directional, but he still remembers that the room is He Junyuan's study, and he usually likes to stay there to read or just be in a daze.

Before I even thought about what was going on, my body had already taken the first step.Just as Guan Zhi wanted to rush upstairs, his arm was pulled.Looking back, seeing Guan Yin's expression, he suddenly understood something.

"You let it go?"

After a few seconds of silence, Guan Yin nodded, "Yes. I let it go."

"You—" Guan Zhi wanted to ask why, but found that his hands were shaking and cold.He never thought that Guan Yin would do this anyway.

Without saying anything, Guan Yin just looked up at the room where flames had already burst out of the window.

Gritting his teeth, Guan Zhi didn't speak any more, turned around and rushed into the villa.He just ran for two steps, and his arm was suddenly pulled.

"What are you going to do?" Guan Yin asked expressionlessly behind him.

Guan Zhi moved his lips, his voice was a little dry, "Let go—is that okay?"

He couldn't reprimand Guan Yin in an orderly tone, and he didn't want to scold Guan Yin, he was not qualified.Before this, Guan Yin and He Junyuan said that he didn't know what they said between them, but Guan Yin and He Junyuan were like people at the two ends of the balance in his heart. But I have to face it.

However, Guan Yin did not let go. Anyway, his hand was getting stronger and stronger, "You don't have to go to him. I made an agreement with him. We died here once more than ten years ago. Now as long as he can come out of there alive, we will not let go of the past." That’s all for it.”

"You, aren't you forcing him to die?"

Guan Yin smiled, but his face gradually turned pale.

"I forced him to die—then he gave us a way to survive back then?" He looked up at Guan Zhi and said, "And it was he himself who promised to make atonement for what happened back then. It's just to give him a chance. We died here once more than ten years ago, and now, he should also taste the feeling of that year."

In the flames and suffocation, little by little desperately survived.

Guan Zhi turned his head away, feeling confused, and looked up at the smoking room, even the curtains could be seen burning.

"You wanted to save him, but he didn't come to save you back then." Every word Guan Yin said was like a knife, piercing his heart.But he suddenly wanted to laugh. He was once abandoned, but he didn't have much hatred.It's not that I don't hate, it's that I can't hate.

Guan Zhi thought about what the result would be if He Junyuan was by his side as an older brother, but the result he came up with was no result.This life—seems impossible.

With a wry smile, he turned his head to look at Guan Yin, and said, "Even if that's the case, I can't leave him alone."

Dazed for a moment, Guan Yin frowned, slowly let go of his hand, and then brushed past Guan Zhi and walked into the house expressionlessly.Guan Zhi was startled by the expression of "seeing death as home", and quickly reached out to grab him.

"You're crazy!" Guan Zhi yelled.Only this time it was Guan Yin's turn to shake off his hand.

"I'm crazy." Guan Yin kept nodding, "You'd rather leave me to be with that man, it doesn't matter if I'm crazy."

Guan Zhi couldn't help shaking his head, he never wanted to abandon Guan Yin, but he didn't know where to start to explain.

"You don't want him to die—" Guan Yin sneered, "Well, it's okay for me to die, right? If I die, you two will be fulfilled, and no one will even know that you are brothers—"

"Enough! It's not like this!" The most vulnerable wound in his heart was exposed, Guan Zhi roared, and raised his fist subconsciously to hit someone in the air, but stopped immediately.

After being drunk by him, Guan Yin stopped talking, and looked at Guan Zhi with sadness and pity.The latter slowly lowered his fist, his expression gradually disintegrated.

He said, "I'm sorry—" Now, that seems to be the only thing he can say to Guan Yin.

"Do you know how I feel?" Guan Yin asked, "I should hate you for taking away all the love from that man—" It used to be family affection, but now it is love.

At that moment, Guan Zhi couldn't help showing a sad expression.

"But I can't hate you! Because you are my favorite brother." Guan Yin blinked, tears gradually wet the corners of his eyes, "We have lived together for more than ten years, and no one has more affection than us. Deep. I once thought that if He Junyuan hadn't appeared, we might have lived like this for the rest of our lives. In a few years, you will marry a woman you like and live your life peacefully. "

Perhaps no one will ever know how far his feelings for He Junyuan have gone, but Guan Zhi is not—

"But I was wrong in the end. This is fate, and one day I will meet him—"

You can hide, but you can't escape.He never thought that Guan Zhi and He Junyuan would meet like this.In the final analysis, he might be the one who started it, but he is not reconciled, the two men are the ones he loves, even if he is about to give up He Junyuan because of exhaustion and hatred, he still can't accept that he took Guan Zhi away.

"Xiao Guan, what do you think I should do?" He asked Guan Zhi, "What should I do?"

Lowering his head, Guan Zhi was silent for a few seconds, then raised his head and looked at him with a slight smile.

"I love you very much, and this will never change." For him, Guan Yin is already a part of his life, and he will never forget the time when he held his hand when he was a child, and went with him after hard work. The sister who walked back, at that time, they were each other's only and everything to each other.

"But, I can't leave him."

When Guan Zhi finished speaking, Guan Yin already knew that he couldn't separate them.

"I can't leave him. I'm sorry—" Guan Zhi blushed and sniffed. He wanted to speak more calmly, at least to make Guan Yin feel his sincerity.But there is no way to do it.He didn't know why he wanted to cry. It was probably the first time he expressed his thoughts. He didn't have time to think about how to express them. He only had to say what came to mind, which was his truest thought.

Guan Yin turned his head away and said in a hoarse voice: "I changed my identity, I imagined that he could love me again-but I lost again." He looked up at Guan Zhi, "Is it true that I don't care about everything?" there is none left?"

That man never cared about him, and now, even Guan Zhi wants to leave him.

"No." Guan Zhi shook his head, "You still have me. No matter when, you are my dearest person."

The house was almost surrounded by thick smoke, something was burning, and the fire was much bigger than Guan Zhi imagined.He covered his mouth and looked for directions in the smoke. The already big house was more like a maze at this time.

When going upstairs, he ran too fast. Guan Zhi fell on the stairs. When he got up, his nose was bleeding, but he didn't care. Answered and drenched all the way.

This journey was "bloody", just like their future journey, just like the so-called love between him and He Junyuan——

When he knocked open the door of He Junyuan's study room, what he saw was that He Junyuan was sitting on a chair throwing the lighter that had finished lighting the cigarette to the ground, and the half-burned curtains were touched by the fire, and immediately burned again. Amidst the strong and pungent smell, the man raised his head and took a deep breath of the cigarette, as if breathing in a breath of air that could kill him.

This kind of suicidal behavior made Guan Zhi completely angry.

He rushed forward with a few strides and stretched out his hand to knock out the cigarette in He Junyuan's hand. He wanted to vent his anger, but when he opened his mouth, it seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.

He Junyuan raised his head to look at him, and at that moment, the surprise in his eyes was deeply concealed.

The two looked at each other, he stretched out his hands to hug Guan Zhi's waist, buried his head in his chest, and asked with a smile, "Why are you crying?"