Reserved food, he has cubs

When Mingyi returned to the study, everything changed.There are obvious signs of being burned by the fire in the yard, and the place where bamboo was originally planted by the window...

Only ashes remained.

Monsters cannot be killed easily, Ming Yi still had hope.In order to make him give up, the family told him everything: in the name of marriage, they tricked the bamboo demon out of the yard, and then invited an expert to kill him and at the same time kill him. Butchered and burned.

The monster was burned to death alive, because he was afraid of being retaliated, the expert used the most ruthless method, smashed his bones and scattered his ashes, and killed him completely, so that he would never enter the six realms of reincarnation.

They even asked the expert to record a little bit of sensuality and smell at that time with a special method, and specially showed it to Mingyi.

Mingyi could feel a scorching fire, and amidst the heavy smoke and dust, someone hoarsely hoarse in despair: "Hypocrisy! Say I have no heart... You, you humans are the ones who have no heart!"

……

Mingyi's family members thought that this would kill Mingyi's heart. A spoiled and pampered young man would accept it after a few days of suffering, and he would be able to honestly listen to the family's words and get married and have children.

But no one expected that Mingyi's reaction would be so intense.

Mingyi went crazy on the spot, knelt in the ashes of the bamboo demon, the tragic weeping sound was unbearable, it was like the limit of the painful sound that a person can make.

This didn't make those people really think that he was crazy, but what he did next really scared everyone.

He wept for a long time, then as if he had made up his mind, he suddenly stood up in the ashes on the ground, grabbed the ashes and swallowed them like crazy!

The onlookers also went crazy, rushing forward to stop him.But he didn't know where the infinite strange power came from, and it broke through the strength of everyone, and no one could drag him away when he stayed there.

After this incident, the family thought he was crazy, even if they gave up on him, no one cared what he did anymore.

After everyone left, Mingyi sat there, as if he didn't know anything, with thin tears streaming down his face.

After a while, he suddenly came back to life, and suddenly began to grope for something in his arms, and finally found a bamboo flute.

His lips were trembling, holding the bamboo flute, tears flowed more violently unconsciously, but his eyes lit up.

-

What he did for the rest of his life was the real madness.Mingyi immersed himself in it, watching himself go crazy with his own eyes.

When he devoured He Chen's ashes, he planned to use his flesh and blood to nourish He Chen's soul.

This is a side door he read in a fragment of a book before, the truth is unknown, and if this method is really followed, the caster will be extremely painful and weak.Moreover, if he changed his fate against the sky, he would suffer backlash, and it is very likely that his soul will not be well-rehabilitated, and he will also end up with a broken soul in the future.

But he could only hold on to the only life-saving straw and try with his life.

As a result, the ashes burned his heart and lungs day by day, and the bone flute tore his body and devoured his flesh and blood every night. He endured this bitterly, hoping to bring his little monster's soul back to the world.

Over time, Mingyi's physique gradually changed, becoming half human, half demon, half ghost.His Yangshou had already been exhausted, but he survived for a long time, until He Chen's soul really wanted to gather a little bit.

But Mingyi has already run out of fuel, and can no longer force himself to stay in the world.When he died, he didn't feel at ease. He obviously should have lost his soul and never reincarnated, but he just relied on his obsession, and after a hundred years, he came to this world again.

...has become the meaning of this life.

But just like a person who commits suicide will always repeat the scene of suicide, even though he came to the world again, he still repeats the most painful experiences every day.Every night, he feeds the demon with his body.

He was just worried and wanted to take another look to make sure that his little monster had really returned and was really well.

……

Mingyi couldn't recover from the illusion for a long time.

The experience of the previous life was so thick and colorful that it was difficult for him to digest it for a while.But at this moment, the scene that repeatedly appeared in his mind was not any thrilling scene, but a very ordinary and very boring scene.

That was long after the goblin had died.The young master of the Ming family, who was already considered crazy, lived alone in the desolate and dilapidated study room, and planted bamboos in the yard by himself.

The weather was fine that day, and the sun shone through the dense bamboo forest and into the window of the study.

When Mingyi inadvertently raised his head, he saw that the bamboo shadows on his body were mottled and sprinkled all over his body.

It was like... like a familiar embrace.

Except for the day when he first came back, Mingyi never cried again in the following days.He just grasped the faint hope and worked hard every day.

But at this moment, he touched the bamboo shadow on his clothes, and suddenly wept uncontrollably.

After waking up from the illusion, Mingyi always had those swaying bamboo shadows in front of his eyes, which he couldn't get rid of.

When he woke up, he found himself lying in a strange room, and the monk was standing beside him, playing with a lamp.

The monk smiled at him: "Are you awake? That's the situation."

Mingyi's expression was in a trance: "...where's He Chen?"

"He," the monk said with a strange expression, "he was agitated when he just woke up. I was afraid he would go crazy, so let him sleep for a while, it's next door. Don't worry, he's been asleep for a while, probably Wake up after a while, after all, he has to do the next thing."

Ming Yi pursed his lips and lost his mind for a while.After a while, he slowly raised his head and asked, "What's next?"

The monk pointed to Mingyi's stomach: "This little bastard can't let you go. You can conceive him because of the many years of support. You and He Chen have already... Well, the blood is fused, and your physique It is also special. So if he continues to stay in your body, it will become what it was before, relying on your flesh and blood to support it, and your current small body will be destroyed by the wind blowing, and it will not be able to hold it."

"Then...how to do it?"

"It doesn't matter, I'll lure him out first and keep him here, and I'll give you back a lively little brat in the future. In this way, I'll almost repay your karma."

When Mingyi heard this, he paused.Before he could open his mouth, the monk explained: "I was the monster catcher who killed the bamboo monster for your family back then. I was young and ignorant at that time, and that bullshit character is probably jealous if you want to put it nicely... oh, forget it, I won’t mention it. In short, I committed a great crime, but luckily I can redeem it.”

Just as he was talking, a person came in quietly at the door.

He Chen's face was very pale, expressionless, he walked to Mingyi's side silently, and gently grabbed his hand.

He seemed much more silent than usual.

Ming Yi also shook back silently.He Chen's hand was originally extremely cold, but after he held it like this, it slowly began to warm up, as if He Chen had made a change for him.

In short, just holding hands quietly like this, Mingyi felt somewhat warm and at ease.

The monk said: "It's just in time. I want to ferry your little brat into this lamp, and I need you to soak the wick with demon power first."

He Chen nodded his head lightly, reached out to take the lamp, and lowered his eyes to fiddle with it with one hand.

Everyone stopped talking.He Chen fiddled with it for a while, then opened his mouth: "His...in this life, why...is it like this?"

He was vague, but the other two people in the room immediately understood what he meant.

The monk smiled: "Intentionally or not, in short, all of this is his own choice."

There was a moment of silence in the room.He Chen turned his head and glanced at Mingyi's eyes.Light-colored hair, obvious symptoms of malnutrition, tanned and slightly rough skin, it can be seen that he has been used to farm work for many years.He is not tall, with weak bones, but there are strong muscles in his arms and calves. These are the imprints left on him by those hard days.

The fingers of both hands are thin and slender, but the joints are thick, and the fingertips are full of calluses.This is a pair of hands that have almost never held scrolls, played the piano, or made tea. This is a pair of hands that are used to doing the opposite kind of rough work.

How could the delicate and spoiled young master in the previous life choose such a life voluntarily when he returned to the world?

Everything about him seems to indicate a sentence:

If fine clothes and good food are the shackles of my destiny, if prosperity and wealth are the gap between us that cannot be bridged...

Next time, I'll break free and love you.

-

The monk is indeed very skillful, I don't know what method he used, and finally he really removed the cub from Mingyi's womb.

Originally, Mingyi had no feeling for the child in his womb, but he just discovered and accepted it naturally.Now that his stomach had suddenly returned to its original state, he felt a little empty, staring at the lamp helplessly.

The monk smiled and said: "Until he grows up, he won't be able to stay by your side. I'll take it with me first. If you are worried, you can come to Jingshan Temple to see him if you have nothing to do. But since this problem is solved, we should also Solve your physical problems."

Mingyi had been prepared for a long time, and he didn't show any surprise: "You said at that time that when I found what I was looking for in my dream, I would die, right?"

The monk was surprised: "Who said that? I never said that."

Mingyi looked at him suspiciously.

The monk said: "Although I said that your life is not long, it means that your body, which is forced to stay in the world, will not last long. I said I would help you, but how could I let you die. Come on, tell me why I am here. What are the words, I don't believe I'm so unreliable."

"You said...'When you find it, it's almost time'...You mean..." Ming Yi slowly opened his eyes wide as he spoke, "Isn't that what you meant?"

"Of course not," the monk was puzzled, "I mean, it's almost time for me to pay off the debt and leave."

Mingyi: ...

He Chen: ...

The three looked at each other, and after a while, the monk said dryly: "Then what, we have to go to your home in your previous life. Your physical problems started there, and you have to solve them there. Don't you often think about it in your dreams?" Do you want to go to a place, it is there."

Mingyi suddenly recalled the feeling in the dream, nodded, and said in a daze, "...I always feel that someone is waiting for me there."

After finishing speaking, he suddenly realized something, and looked up at He Chen.

As expected, He Chen was also looking at him, his eyes seemed to be trying to suppress something.

The two looked at each other, Mingyi's lips trembled, and he said softly: "At the beginning, I told you...'wait for me'. I'm sorry. I broke my promise."

Back then, the little monster couldn't wait for the marriage promised by that man, all he had to wait for was lies, and...death.

He Chen shook his head, still staring at him firmly.

After a while, he seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, strode forward, and hugged Mingyi into his arms.Almost at the same moment, Mingyi also walked towards him, hugging him tightly.

"...you came too late, I've been waiting for you for a long time. It's really... a long time."

I was born in vain, wandering in the chaos every day, and it turned out that I was just...waiting for someone.

"But you're still here."