[Comprehensive] Take a look at my blind incumbent

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." came from himezi's house.

Obviously already an adult, Takemoto Himeko cried like a child.

It's okay to just cry like a child, but she still looks ugly or even ugly when she cries.

Although she was distracted before and her face was pale, at least her face was a little delicate.But now it has turned into a big painted face, and even when crying, the nose still flows out.

She placed the clay pot safely in a corner where it would not be easily hit, and staggered towards the coffee table by herself.

Turning the tissue box over from the ground, she took a few from inside.First, I woke up with a snot, at least this way I wouldn't eat the snot into my mouth when I was crying.As for the tears, Himeko was too lazy to wipe them away.Now she is crying very focused, and even hiccups a few times when she is crying.

Just like her who can't do anything well, she can't even cry well.

Himeko felt that she was already the worst person in the world.

Looking at this cozy living room with teary eyes, Himeko cried more and more.

Yes, a warm home can heal a little of the wounded heart.

But why hasn't anyone told her what to do if this home is arranged with the person who hurt her heart so much?

She really really couldn't imagine what she would do without Hisoka in her life.

Himeko has been caught in the whirlpool now, and she can no longer see the whole picture of the matter clearly.

She remembered her many shortcomings, but she forgot that she also had many bright spots in her body.

She only remembered that she had done many things wrong, but she didn't realize that none of them were wrong from another angle.It's just her liking for Hisoka, and Hisoka is actually very happy to meet those surprises she gave him.

Blow your nose while crying, and throw the paper you blow your nose around.

But just relying on the dolls that just fell out could not appease Himeko's anger.

Because she always has the habit of writing and drawing on paper when she is reading or doing other things, and she will take a look at it at the end to sort it out.After sorting it out, put it in a special notebook, and I don't want to throw away the paper I wrote at the beginning.

Himeko took out the papers from under the bookcase while crying.

"His-"

A piece of paper was torn in half by her, and then turned into four, eight.She stacked the torn papers together and kept preparing to tear them.

Takemoto Himeko vented all her grievances and anger.

Her thoughts also changed from just now that everything was her fault.

It's obviously Hisoka's fault, why did he come to provoke him? !

Obviously he doesn't love himself, why should he give himself hope? !

Is it just to see how he collapsed when he put the truth in front of him!Or is there something in him that he can use.

The appearance of his collapse...is it so good-looking to Hisoka?

The folded paper was too thick for Himeko to tear it apart.She tried her best to tear the stack of papers again, but she couldn't tear it apart.

Himeko threw out the stack of shredded paper in a hurry, and the white scraps of paper fell from the air along with Himeko's tears.

She tore the paper just to vent her inner pain, and wanted to vent all those violent emotions.But now it seems that she can't do it.Even the hurt part of her heart became more and more uncomfortable.

Himeko's hands were curled tightly together, and the crescent moon on the ten fingernails made a mark on the palm of the hand.Some of the skin was even broken, and some looked like they were about to bleed.

Looking at the snowflakes falling on the ground of the house, following this scene, Himeko saw the house that she and Hisoka arranged little by little to change into what it is now.At this point, Himeko's tears fell even faster.

In the past, Himeko, who was not confident about herself, thought about the possibility of breaking up with Hisoka.

Originally, Himeko actually had a little inferiority complex, and Hisoka was really a very, very good boyfriend in Himeko's eyes.Even friends who have been in contact with Hisoka say that Hisoka is not very good.Although Hisoka is indeed handsome and tall, due to the character of the other party, few girls are willing to contact, let alone date.Of course Himeko knows that Hisoka's character is not very good compared to other people, but in love, she naturally thinks that her boyfriend is good everywhere.So Himeko is always worried that such an excellent boyfriend will be missed and snatched away.

Therefore, Himeko assumed that Hisoka was successfully robbed, or that the other party suddenly didn't like her one day.

In the past, she could barely accept the possibility of the two being separated.Even assuming that after the breakup, how should I live my life.Although she knew before that after breaking up with Hisoka, she would not have a good time with him, but she can still live without Hisoka.Although she doesn't like this world, but because she is on the same road as Hisoka, she will work hard to adjust her mentality and survive.

But now—this kind of imagination can't be unfolded at all.

Every time she starts imagining, Himeko feels that her life is darkened.

Until this time, Himeko had to admit that she didn't like Hisoka anymore.She is in love with Hisoka.

Himeko Takemoto loves Hisoka.

Sure enough, she was wrong in everything, she was wrong in not being in love...

Realizing the voice in her heart, Himeko's eyes darkened even more.

Even though she has reached this point now, she still feels that it is not wrong for her to fall in love with Hisoka.She even understood that she was not simply in love with Hisoka, she even fell in love so much that she couldn't lose him.

But she couldn't accept Hisoka like that.

If Hisoka is just a pervert, she has gotten used to it after so many years of being together.On top of that Hisoka has blood on her hands and she's an oversized coward herself. "Killer, Renheng will kill him." Hisoka killed more people than he could count, so there must be someone who wants to take revenge on him.Just like Kurapika-kun has been thinking about seeking revenge from the Phantom Troupe until now.If someone protects Hisoka, and even succeeds... then what will she do when the time comes?

Takemoto Himeko is a very timid person.

Even if she didn't know Hisoka's true face before, the assumptions she made when she was looking into the future by herself were despicable.Because she didn't want to face the pain of losing her partner, Himeko always wanted Hisoka to die behind her.She really didn't have the courage to face a world where Hisoka didn't exist.

And now?

Based on what she heard and inquired about a while ago, that idiot Hisoka just likes to spread hatred.The hatred on his body has reached the point where someone wants to kill him every minute.Then the possibility of the other party dying before his death will be much greater, how can he accept it by then.

Just imagining that level made her feel breathless.

She really couldn't accept it.

No, no, not only because of this, Hisoka also killed so many people.

Yes, those two combined so she couldn't be with Hisoka.

Although Himeko didn't want to admit it, she was indeed assimilated a lot by the rules of this continent.No matter how safe Mercury and Rocky Town are, the rules of the Hunter Continent in these two places are still in everyone's mind.It's just that it's very difficult for myself and others to find out that they also support the statement that the jungle is prey to the strong in the Hunter Continent.And the previous Wojin incident taught Himeko a hard lesson. She would rather let the people around her kill than let the people around her be killed.Although it was later discovered that Wojin's killing was entirely caused by their Phantom Brigade, this thought had already been buried in Himeko's brain.

But at least for now Himeko couldn't accept it.

After such a long time, Himeko was not only tired of her brain but also tired of crying.She blew her nose with a tissue and dried her tears.Himeko got up from the ground, took off her makeup and washed her face in the bathroom.After drying her face, she looked at herself in the mirror without blinking.

Himeko closed her eyes and took a deep breath, and when she opened her eyes again, those collapses had been hidden by her.

After leaving the bathroom, Himeko began to tidy up the living room.When she broke down just now, she went crazy and caused a lot of trouble.Fortunately, she didn't smash the water glass and clay pot, otherwise it would be even more difficult to clean up now.She first put the dolls back on the TV cabinet, and then picked up the pillows, patted them and put them back on the sofa.The boxes and tissue boxes where things were placed were also put back one by one, and finally those things were packed away.The next thing is the most troublesome thing, she just threw the torn paper scraps everywhere, and now she has to clean up.

After Himeko cleaned up all these, Himeko sat down on the sofa.

Now Himeko felt that she had calmed down.

She felt that short-term pain was better than long-term pain.Because of the gap between the two of them, and because of the fear that he and Hisoka would get the news that the other party was killed after being together, Yu Qi felt overwhelmed with pain.Why not take this opportunity to break up with Hisoka now, in case Hisoka will indeed die as she imagined in the future.But she can still lie to herself that Hisoka is still alive, it's just that the two broke up so don't contact them.